All your life is gentle

It turned out that it was just a quarrel... Changsheng heaved a sigh of relief, turned around and started walking, and asked, "How could it be possible for the two of them to quarrel..."

He stopped talking suddenly, turned around, his eyes and tone were almost severe: "Zi Zhou, after seeing your elder brother, what to say and what not to say, it's hard to weigh. If you dare to say something that will make him sad—" Suddenly After a pause, "Hmph, see if I don't break your leg!"

It wasn't until the man had walked a few feet away that Zizhou reacted, and roared angrily, "You, you...why do you—"

Changsheng stopped, turned his back to him, and said coldly: "Why do you say I am?"

Zizhou finally broke down, crying and shouting: "Gu Changsheng, why are you?! Why...now...saying such things?...we...while waiting every day...where are you? Big Brother Where were you when you were sick? Where were you when the wicked... bullies came to your door? Where are you again?...

"You are here now, the second prince of Xirong, Fusheng, the king of Jingbei, right? Huh! You are amazing! You liar! Robber!! Butcher!!! It turns out that you are the one who kills! You are the one who destroys the family! The one who destroys the country It's you! You have the ability to set fire to slaughter the city, you have the ability to trick us into saving you and trust you, and you have the ability to fight the Northeast to attack Shuzhou—what face do you have to see our brothers and sisters? What face... to meet my elder brother? Who... ...cause him to be sad and sad to live like years? Who made him worry and sweat? Who hurt him...killed him...killed him...if it wasn't you...if it wasn't you...the culprit of all this...couldn't it be you? ! Say it! Say it——!”

One of the twins cried silently, and the other roared and cried. The audience from far and near all watched with sympathy and sadness, and couldn't bear it.Changsheng turned back and looked at the two pairs of teary eyes, full of resentment.I suddenly realized that maybe the two children depended on me much more than I expected.

On the way to escape, in the stable three-dimensional triangular structure formed by Li Zishi, Gu Changsheng, and the twins, the three basic points almost all revolve around a center, and it is inevitable to ignore the relationship between the basic points.It was only then that they realized that they were more inclined to love the house and Wu-style feelings than themselves, and the two children's recognition of Gu Changsheng was purely because he was the reliable elder brother of Changsheng.

Some things cannot be explained.However, an explanation must be given.

"Zizhou, Zigui, I'm sorry. I have no better way... I can only do this, try my best, and strive for the best ending for most people. I think this is also... Zishi and him... Hopeful ending."

When the two finally ceased to be excited, they said softly: "Clean it up, don't worry the eldest brother. Let's go and see, how Zhang got into a fight with his most beloved young master..."

I thought: Zigui doesn’t scold me at all, he directly slashes me with a knife when we meet; Zizhou calls me a liar, a robber, and a butcher other than slashing with a knife—it’s a really good scolding; only he pretends not to know me, I can't go on anymore, and I just call me a jerk, a jerk.The country is easy to change, but the nature is hard to change. These three tempers are still the same as before.Think again: Huh?Since when did I also suffer from his cranky and out of tune problem? ...

At this time, Li Wen walked and said: "The young master didn't wake up before, so I went to talk to Xiaoge Xiaoqu, Zhang was waiting outside the door. When I went again, Zhang actually knelt on the ground, and the young master was sullen. I was sulking. I asked what was the matter, but no one said a word. I thought, why not come to His Highness..."

"Azhang, give it back to me."

"Azhang will keep it for the young master first. Don't worry, the young master, I won't lose it."

Zi Shi looked at the loyal servant who was kneeling on the ground, and sighed again: "Then you get up first." This kind of etiquette is very rare for the servants of Li's mansion, and he is not used to it.

"If the young master doesn't agree, Zhang won't get up." Li Zhang kowtowed and knelt down, assuming an apology.

Time is precious, Zi Shi and him seesaw for a long time, gradually getting a little impatient.

His face darkened: "Ah Zhang, give it back to me. Of course I know what I want to do."

Li Zhang stayed with his head down for a while, then suddenly said: "Young Master, you know what...you know, and Ah Zhang also knows it. Please forgive Ah Zhang for not following orders."

"You!" I always admired his straightforward and simple temper, but now I became annoyed.I had no choice but to put up the airs: "When did our family become like this? The master's affairs are decided by the subordinates? Could it be that I have indulged you too much..."

Li Zhang was not polite to him either: "Young Master speaks seriously, but Ah Zhang is only doing his own thing. Believe it or not, Young Master, if His Royal Highness and Miss know, they must be doing the same..."

There were footsteps outside the door, and Zi Shi said anxiously: "Azhang! Are you listening to me or not!" Following this angry and low-pitched scolding, his upper abdomen suddenly ached.The right hand was holding the barrel of the pen, and it fell down with a "snap", and the left hand pressed the painful part, and the whole person involuntarily fell on the table, bent into a boiled shrimp.

Li Zhang heard the "pop", thinking that the young master was so angry that he slapped the table.Not daring to raise their heads, tightened their scalps, shrugged their shoulders, and prepared for the next round of struggle.

Chang Sheng pushed open the door, and this was the scene that came into view.

"Zi Shi!" He rushed forward to help him up.Originally, there was no blood on his face, but now even his lips are white.It seemed as if he opened his eyes to look, then closed them, and there was no response.There was only one hand tightly strangling his arm, and his palm was covered in cold sweat.

Except when we first met, these days, I have never been in such pain.Changsheng didn't care about hurting his body or not, so he immediately went to a few acupuncture points to stop the pain first.After a while, the person in his arms probably didn't feel the pain anymore, and slowly loosened his fingers, but his body curled up as if afraid of the cold, his forehead was drenched with sweat, completely soaked.

Changsheng didn't dare to stop, just weakened his strength little by little, and slowly rubbed and pressed with his inner breath, while gently comforting: "Okay, okay...it's okay...don't think about anything...well, that's it..." Finally saw him fall asleep.

Put it on the bed and turn around.

Li Zhang had already got up and moved closer to see the young master's condition, but the prince cast his eyes on himself, and knelt down again with a "plop".

"Azhang?" Chang Sheng's face was as gloomy as his voice.

"Yes, Your Highness." No matter how many reasons there are, no matter how good the purpose is, what happens is the worst result.Li Zhang was so remorseful and guilty that he hardly dared to look up.

Zizhou and Zigui had been standing nervously by the side, seeing that Zishi was in a deep sleep, they finally breathed a sigh of relief and sat down together.It's not like I haven't seen it before when my eldest brother's stomach hurts the most.Although the twins were worried, they were much calmer than someone.

The appearance of being interrogated was really scary, so Zigui interjected and asked, "Azhang, you have been with the young master for a long time, what made the young master so angry?"

"Your Highness, Second Young Master, Miss, Eldest Young Master, he...he..." Li Zhang couldn't hold back his worries and grievances when he said this, and sobbed on the spot.While wiping his eyes, he said: "When the young master opened his eyes in the morning, he suddenly remembered that he wanted the half-filled "Zheng Ya". When I came in with breakfast, I had already written it on the front of the table. ...Finally finished writing a paragraph, I stared at and asked the young master to eat something. The young master agreed, but just picked up the chopsticks, but said that the pen was not working well, so I asked for another one..."

Chang Sheng suddenly said, "I've injected half of "Zheng Ya", what's going on?"

"Returning to Your Highness, when we decided to go on an envoy, the young master said that other books were too cumbersome, so I took the thinnest copy of "Zheng Ya" with a blank space, and prepared to make notes when I had time on the way. Later... never Gu Shang, I put it in the suitcase. This time I picked up the lady and came here from Guangfeng County. Ah Wen and I picked out all the important things and took them with us, so as not to lose them, so we took them naturally. As for the notes , starting from the first month of this year, I have done more than 20 chapters one after another..."

At this moment a voice interrupted him: "Azhang, let me tell you about this." It was Zizhou.

I saw him take a deep breath first, put both hands on the table, and without looking at anyone, said slowly: "The book "Zheng Ya", since Taizu deleted it, the original complete version is almost extinct among the people. Jixian Pavilion The remaining few copies were burned in the 13th year of Fengxi. There was also a copy in the study of the Li Mansion in Tongcheng, God Blessed for three years, and it was also burned..."

All the audience in the room could hear infinite pain from his flat tone.Chang Sheng thought: He is specifically going to sue me.

"After my eldest brother became the Lantai Order, he searched everywhere and found all the clean editions of various schools and editions. He had to make a copy of the deleted chapters from memory. He also quietly asked some of the most senior scholars of the Imperial Academy to make corrections and fill in the omissions. The collection of exegesis has produced an extremely sophisticated complete book. It’s a pity that I can’t make it public, so I can only find a place to collect it..."

Zi Shi's proofreading of the complete "Zheng Ya", except for the brave ones among the few scholars who participated in this work, kept a copy, and Yin Fuwen helped to hide a copy, and it has never been circulated outside.If this matter hadn't been put on the line, it would be enough to kill everyone.Thanks to Mr. Lantai Ling, in addition to being good at learning, you need a backer to have a backer, and you have a network of connections. This can be regarded as fulfilling the dream of a few fanatical intellectuals.

"During the Chinese New Year, I was a little free, and I helped my elder brother at home. One day, I didn't know how to talk about the words of "telling but not doing", and my elder brother suddenly made up his mind to "tell" the previous "telling", "The elder brother couldn't help but appear in front of me. At that time, Zi Zhou smiled subconsciously, "Since then, I have kept a blank copy of "Zheng Ya" by my side, and occasionally find time to make two paragraphs of annotations—but it cannot be seen clearly, and it follows secretly. Like a thief..."

He wanted to continue, but Chang Sheng stopped him: "I see." Looking at the anxious Li Zhang, "Ah Zhang, you continue."

"Yes, Your Highness. The young master told me to change the pen. When I came back, there was nothing on the table. When I asked, he said that the guard outside the door had to leave after eating. I didn't hear it right, so I chased after him The kitchen happened to be piled up there and I hadn’t had time to clean it up. I saw that almost nothing had been moved, and a few mouthfuls of porridge was spit out from the bottom plate..." Li Zhang raised his head and choked up, "In that porridge, everything Yes...all of them, red...red bloodshot... If I hadn't turned it over with my hands, how would I know... When I rushed back, I saw that the young master had written it again, so I had to snatch his book, and he hurry with me..."

Li Zhang kowtowed his head: "His Royal Highness! Please, please save the young master! You are so powerful, you can definitely save him! The young master is...don't want to die...he doesn't want to die!" said At this point, I couldn't help crying.

Changsheng was stunned for a while, and when he regained consciousness, he found himself sitting on the edge of the bed.He hurriedly stretched his hand back and grabbed a silky and thin wrist.The weak tremors at the pulse gate seem to disappear unconsciously at any time.

Turning back suddenly, he saw his calm face like still water without waves.

Concentrating on his mind, he didn't care how shocked Zi Zhouzi was when he was alone, and said, "Azhang, where are the books? Give them to me."

Li Zhang took it out from his arms, held it and handed it to the prince.

Changsheng took it, but it was only dozens of pages thin, and the cover was yellow and waxy, so it should be waterproof.The paper inside is white and soft, light and tough—of course he doesn't recognize it, it's Yuqing bamboo paper, a famous product in Shu.I felt that the small black characters on the white paper were so dense that my hands and eyes hurt, so I quickly closed it, carefully rolled it up and stuffed it into my sleeve.

When I spoke again, I seemed to be looking at the two of them, but actually said to the twins: "This place is too bloody and bloody—" After a pause, he said decisively, "In a quarter of an hour, the army will set off and head south thirty Within two days, I want to see Zhao Ju go out of the city and surrender!" He took out something and handed it to Zi Gui, "I will give you a thousand guards, two hundred guards, and nothing else. Responsible for the security of the Chinese military camp. Zizhou, as for you—"

Turning around, he gently hugged Zi Shi, and while Zi Zhou was in a daze, handed it to him: "I can't keep an eye on him all the time on the road, and it happens that you two are here - if the elder brother wakes up, call Ah Wen and Zhang to come tell me……"

Only then did Zigui see clearly that what he was holding was a bronze soldier talisman.

Until Zigui took Zhang Wensong to arrange all the things in the camp properly, and spread two layers of silk cotton mattresses on the felt, Zi Zhou still didn't dare to let go.It seemed that as soon as he let go, his body would cool down quickly.

——When did the eldest brother become so thin and weak?

How... why didn't I find out?

so light.It was so light that he couldn't hold it firmly, so he froze all the way and didn't dare to move.When I got to the ground, I realized that the weight in my hand was not much, but my arms were as heavy as iron lumps.

He raised his head: "Zigui...what should I do?..." Whenever such a critical moment, the younger sister is always more assertive.

"This place is only twenty miles away from Bei'anmen, and Mr. Tan lives in Beicheng. But...the news I just heard on the road said that...the east and west sides of the Ruijian camp have been...conquered, and the south side has also been surrounded. Right now, in the city of Xijing... I'm afraid it's a hot pot... No matter what, I have to enter the city to think of a way..."

Hearing the sensitive words of Bei'anmen, Ruijianying, and Xijing, Zizhou suddenly remembered certain issues that he hadn't had time to think about since yesterday.

The negotiating mission went out, while the besieging army arrived at the city.

What kind of chaos will happen to the emperor and prince, the civil and military officials of the Manchu Dynasty, and the people of the whole city?The envoy's servant did not return, and the secretary's servant followed him to leave the city. Princess Yining, who was supposed to defend against the enemy at the front, disappeared out of thin air under the pretext of visiting her family. Sooner or later, she couldn't hide it——

What role did the three brothers and sisters play in this catastrophe? They were called Xijing and Shuzhou, they were called people from all over the world, and they were called later generations... What do you think?

Seeing that Jinxia is about to become history in front of them, those who have fought hard for it will soon be nailed to the pillar of shame in history.

Zizhou's blood froze in an instant, and he felt colder than the big brother he was holding.

Zigui's voice continued: "The current situation...the emperor cannot enter the city unless he surrenders. Otherwise, he can only forcefully attack the city...Siege of the city will lead to chaos, and chaos will lead to danger. At that time, anything may happen But...you can't enter the city, you can't find a doctor, you can't take medicine, you can't recuperate...Brother looks like this...Zi Zhou, what do you think...you can do...what to do?...what to do?..."

Thoughts pulled back from the magnificent distant place.bow your head.What he was holding in his hands was the closest person in his life, the person he cherished the most in his heart, and the person he owed the most to Xie Zizhou... in this life....

"What should I do?" Chang Sheng suddenly stepped in from the outside, walked up to Zi Zhou, and directly took him over, "Just do what you want!"

Saying that, he sat down cross-legged, hugged Zi Shi in his arms, and warmed his hands together in his palms.

When Zizhou's hands were empty, so was his heart.Anger suddenly surged: If it wasn't for you...you...you...

Changsheng didn't even look at him: "Go and rest. You can walk around, but someone will follow you. Don't be confused and ask someone to do it. If you really do it, someone will be able to stop you."

"Hmph!" Zi Zhou froze for a while, then stamped his fists, turned around first, and went out.

——Just now, he suddenly discovered that neither he nor the other party has the right to blame anyone for a certain problem.

"Hmm..." Zi Shi turned his head subconsciously: what is so fragrant?That breath seems to come from the vague sleepland, and one must search for it in the depths of the dream.Whispered twice, ready to continue to sleep.

"Zi Shi, don't sleep... It's time to eat..."

"Um……"

Chang Sheng brought the bowl closer to his nose, saw the two exquisite nose wings move slightly, almost sticking out his tongue and drooling, even though he was full of worries, he couldn't help laughing.I thought to myself, let's take advantage of the present, I am so dazed that I can't remember anything, so I can take a few bites.

"Come on, eat."

Eating... Isn't it eating? Why are you kissing?Why--!

A slippery ball goes down the throat, a little sweet, a little sour, with a special fragrance, like cheese, but it doesn't seem to be cheese... I can't eat it!Well, let me try again...

Changsheng took a mouthful and waited nervously, for fear that he would spit it out.After a while, seeing nothing unusual, I continued to feed slowly.After being hungry for several days, he didn't dare to let him eat more, so he stopped after guessing the portion.

As soon as the bowl was put down, the person who was still sleepy opened his eyes and asked, "What is mixed in the cheese so delicious?"

Changsheng smiled: "Zigui has a way. I found a few yam plants on the steep slope facing the sun, added cheese to make a soup, and smashed a few blackberries into it-you know, everyone in the kitchen is drooling. I have eaten cheese for half my life, but I never thought I could eat it like this..."

Chinese yam soothes the internal organs and invigorates the spleen, and berries stop bleeding and restrain wounds.They are all good things for taking local materials and prescribing the right medicine.

"Give me some more."

"One bite."

"Stingy! Bring me the bowl, I'll eat it myself."

"Only one bite. If you want to eat, you can talk about it in an hour."

"Well..." I went down, and there was only one mouthful.

This sip, although the reasons may not be the same, both of them are a little bit unsatisfied.

Chang Sheng suddenly let go and stood up: "Get up, I will accompany you out for a walk."

Hearing what he said, Zi Shi raised his head.

"It's a nice view out there—we moved thirty miles south while you were asleep."

"Ah... why didn't I know..." Only then did I notice the faint fragrance of wild flowers and grasses wafting around.

"Ha, some people don't even know they're sold if they fall asleep..." The Changsheng breeder felt a sense of accomplishment and was in a good mood.

Zi Shi wanted to get up and beat him.Unexpectedly, the feet were weak and weak, and this exertion seemed to be acting like a baby on purpose, and he fell directly into his arms.

Chang Sheng hugged him tightly: "How dare I, someone is looking for me desperately..."

"So... I seem to see Zizhou?"

"Yes." Changsheng smiled when he saw that he didn't speak, "don't worry. Once again, then again, and then three times. Zigui has already fought with me twice, and it's almost time to "exhaust". Zizhou... ...injury ten thousand to the enemy and eight thousand to himself, in my opinion, this kid is not far from being "exhausted"..."

"Ha!" Zi Shi finally laughed.What I said... no matter how it sounds, it sounds like it came from my own mouth.Weird, weird...

Changsheng looked at him, tightened his grip suddenly, then loosened it slowly, and put one hand on his stomach cavity.After a long time, he said softly, "Does it still hurt?...It really...scares me to death..."

Countless words rolled in his throat, and finally only one sentence remained: "Zi Shi, trust me."

"Don't think about it, you know?—I just want you to believe me."

Zi Shi bowed his head and hummed.Feeling a bit insufficient again, said: "This morning..." After thinking about it, he asked, "Is it this morning?"

The morning and evening have been upside down for several days, and day and night have passed.

Chang Sheng touched his forehead, wanted to laugh but didn't: "Yes."

"This morning, the more I slept, the colder it became... I wanted to get up, but I didn't have any strength, and I was very anxious, and finally woke up anxiously. I didn't start eating, and I already felt uncomfortable, but I couldn't stop eating. Later... Zhang quarreled with me, but I actually knew he was right. I don’t know why, but I was so anxious that I couldn’t help but fight him..."

——At that moment, the feeling of loss of life was so real, and a deep nostalgia surged out, and a kind of heart-wrenching unwillingness and reluctance dominated me.Going to the poor and falling to the underworld, I just want to leave something behind, and I will stand forever in the torrent of time passing away in the world.

Holding his hand: "It's usually not like this, it's more serious to be anxious and angry occasionally. It's fine now, I will pay attention..." He raised his head and smiled, "You know, it's not too bad if I really want to be anxious and angry. Easy... let's go, go for a walk."

Walking outside the tent, Chang Sheng supported Zi Shi's waist with his arms, and the two stood side by side.

The army was stationed on a flat ground with its back against a cliff.Not far away, a small stream flows, and colorful wild flowers bloom in the middle and west of the grass.At sunset, the mountain peaks are connected with the sunset glow, which is bright and soft.

The soldiers' tents were a little far away, guarding the commander's tent like stars and the moon, in order.The encirclement of Xijing has been formed, and there is no need to hide. Many people by the stream are burying pots, cooking, brushing their manes and drinking their horses. They look enthusiastic and leisurely.

Zi Shi was suddenly in such a situation, and his first feeling was that he was participating in a large picnic.

"This place..." This place is already in the outskirts of Xijing, but he is a senior otaku, and even if he goes out, he only runs to Nanshan and never comes here.

"This place was found by Yu Mang's pathfinder. But—" Chang Sheng tilted his head slightly, "The location of Shuai Ying is determined by Zi Zhou and Zi Gui, and I don't care."

Zi Shi looked around, he saw a wide field of vision, but there were dangers and obstacles to rely on.The queue is stationed at a deep legal level, and the commander-in-chief camp is just at the key point.

Sighing: "You don't care about it? You call it coercion."

Sighing again: "Thank you for my good cooperation."

Changsheng was silent for a moment, and said: "It's a fake coercion, but it's really sad. You don't care about it at all—you even coerced me." Turning his face, "These two days... many things have come together, and you say you don't care , actually thinking about it. My heart is too heavy, my body can’t take it anymore... Zi Shi, you understand everything, but you can’t let go of anything. If you can’t let it go, you can’t let it go. It doesn’t matter if you lie to yourself..."

"I don't have..." He muttered half a sentence, but there was no more to say.

Changsheng pulled him to face himself, with a serious expression, and solemnly warned: "So, I want you to always remember: trust me. Big things don't matter as much as your body-as long as you are well, I can...can do anything, Um, done! Got it?"

Zi Shi looked at the person opposite, and nodded involuntarily.

"I know what you want to do. Don't worry, the more anxious the worse, you understand, right?..."

Listening to the long-winded chatter in his ear, Zi Shi stood in a daze for a while, remembering that "get it done", he actually forgot to laugh at him just now.

A little embarrassing, a little crazy, a little silly, and a little obedient.

When is this, and it's as shameful as first love...

Suddenly, he felt a magnified face in front of him, and he was terrified: "Hello!"

It was rare for Changsheng not to laugh at him, and said in a low voice, "I want to tell you that the two of them are here."