All your life is gentle

...What kind of dream is it? It's so real: hands are sticky and slippery, and warm red liquid drips down the fingers to the ground. The thick smell of blood surrounds him, so that he can't breathe...

Looking up suddenly, he saw him standing in front of him covered in blood, smiling at himself.

"No..." His throat seemed to be strangled, struggling silently like a fish out of water, "No... Changsheng... No..."

The picture that never dared to appear in the dream, why is it so real and close to me?Zi Shi thought: Don't let me see it, even in a dream.However, the touch on his hands is so vivid, and the color in front of his eyes is so dazzling, making people want to escape uncontrollably, but his feet are firmly locked in place, and he can only watch him gradually drown in a pool of blood...

The person on the bed suddenly trembled violently, Chang Sheng hugged him tightly, and called his name over and over again: "Zi Shi, don't be afraid, Zi Shi, it's okay, don't be afraid... I scare you, I scare you, isn't that Really, I... frightened you..." Tears have already wet the cheeks, and there is no regret in my heart.

Since he cried and passed out yesterday, he has been in this state of excessive fright for more than ten hours.As long as you loosen the acupuncture points, you will lose control due to nightmares.

At that moment, when he rushed forward to stop the bleeding for himself in panic, when his consciousness fell into confusion, and he fell down calling out his name, Changsheng's heart felt like a knife was twisted, and he repented: it was the most effective way to get angry for a moment, even at the cost of death. ——But it is also the most stupid way, and the way that hurts him the most.

But...if that wasn't the case, how could we tear away his disguise, force out his sincerity, and keep him?

Gently kissing the tear stains on her face, slowly stroking the thin body in her arms, the tough struggle finally turned into a slight trembling, and fell asleep again.

Changsheng put him down, his heart was torn apart.

He looks like this...

There is no need to complain.There is no need to complain about anything.

Don't ask.Don't ask anything.

If only God would give him back to me.He's good enough to admit me.Just like that, crying in my arms, calling my name... just fine.

The expression on his face suddenly restrained, his voice was lowered, and his tone was cold: "Ni Jian!"

"Your Highness, Your Highness..." General Ni pushed the door open with a blushing expression.

"I've listened to it twice, but haven't listened to it yet? Huh?!"

"This...Your Highness, it's time, it's time to change the medicine..." Ni Jian took a quick peek, His Highness's eye circles were still red, but he didn't mean to hide it at all. Such a straight face made people feel even more guilty. ...

"It's just a little flesh wound, why change it so diligently? If you want to know anything, you can ask me directly, you don't need to be so sneaky."

"Your Highness..." Ni Jian lowered his head.What else can I ask?You old man has no scruples at all.Is it because we don't know?How did things become like this?Shouldn't it be that he fell in love with the princess?Sigh... besides, the meeting of the little lovers, why did they use knives and guns, bleeding all over the place, I have never seen such a scary battle before...

The gap between the truth and the speculation was too great, almost beyond the cognition of General Ni, which directly caused him to lose his usual keen judgment and frequently react without thinking.In addition to forgetting to comment on the important events in the prince's life in a timely manner, he also thought that the wise and powerful King Jingbei was busy coaxing his sweetheart, so he must reduce his skills, so that he would not be able to detect someone eavesdropping.

Suddenly remembering that he really had a business to do, he hurriedly said: "It's the military advisor, the military advisor called me, and said that there are two people in the mission, who claim to be this, er, this Mr. Li's book boy, and they must see His Highness."

Changsheng thought for a while: "Since you are a book boy, let's pass it on."

Wen Zhang and Wen Wen knelt down first when they entered the door: "The villain kowtows to the prince." While kowtowing, they took the opportunity to look forward quietly.No matter how you look at it, this room is the inner room of the main house. Why is the young master lying here?I don't know what happened to the young master.What is the other party's intentions, what are their plans?It's really worrying...

"You two, what's your name?"

Hearing Jinxia's official dialect with correct pronunciation, the two loyal servants secretly breathed a sigh of relief.It's great to be able to speak directly to the real master.The two worried all night, and finally couldn't hold back, mustered up the courage to ask for a meeting, but they didn't expect it to go smoothly.

"The villain Li Wen."

"Villain Li Zhang."

"They're all surnamed Li... Li's article, right?"

"Ah, yes." Li Wenxin said: Why is the prince of Xirong asking this?Looking at it from such a close distance, it looks frighteningly young, I really didn't expect it... Carefully explain: "The two of us have entered the household registration of Uncle Zhongyi's residence, so we followed the master's surname, and the young master Meng bestowed the name Wenwen."

""Uncle Zhongyi"... I heard that this is the title of your old master?"

"Yes." The question became more and more strange.The enemy coach, why would he care about this?The other party seemed to be waiting for more details, and Li Wen's mind moved quickly: It is said that the old master went to the top of the city to command the killing of the enemy, and fought face-to-face with the Xirong people.Isn't this Prince Xirong trying to settle an old score?Where did he know about it? ...

Just as he was thinking about it, he heard Li Zhang answer angrily: "Reporting to the lord, the old master of Li's mansion is a former scholar of the Imperial Academy, a first-rank grand master, Li Ge Lao Li who died in the Battle of Tongcheng, and the emperor's royal servant." Bestowed as "Bo Zhongyi". My young master, in addition to inheriting the title of the master, because of his excellent articles and first-class knowledge, he ordered Zichen Palace to serve as a lecturer and serve as the emperor's adviser. This time, he was specially promoted by Lantai Ling to be a servant of the minister, and he went to your country— —”

At first Li Wen was taken aback, but later he understood: Zhang didn't want the other party to ignore the young master.Being controlled by others, he had no choice but to take risks, at least not to weaken his momentum.Alas, when it comes to the critical moment of protecting the young master, this kid is more courageous than anyone else.So he straightened up and raised his head.

The words "Battle of Tongcheng" came to my ears, and Chang Sheng seemed to see the fate of the two people revolving, colliding and intersecting at that point, and entangled into a mess.

The Battle of Tongcheng.

The battle of Tongcheng that killed a thousand swords.

Suddenly recalling that day under the flagpole at the top of the city, the figure in the green shirt fluttered like a rock, and Changsheng thanked God for his mercy, and did not let himself be impulsive and shoot an arrow.

He also remembered that when Fu Ding ordered the massacre of the city, he had hesitated for a moment.What would have happened if it had been stopped at that time?

It's a pity that looking back on these now, it is useless except to prove the absurd cruelty of fate.

Uncle Zhongyi, Minister of Zichen Palace, Order of Lantai, Pushe of Shangshu... He really is——if he is not an official, he will be nothing more than an official. Once he becomes an official, he will be the emperor's adviser and the emperor's confidant.

Not being on guard and thinking of all the rumors he had heard before, Chang Sheng felt that the mess was strangled directly on his neck.

Be composed.do not care.Even if it is a mess, as long as the knife is fast enough, it can always be cut.Even if it takes a little longer to sharpen the knife, since God sent him back to me, what's the point of spending more time?

Looking at the two loyal servants in front of him, under such circumstances, they can still advance and retreat with justification, neither humble nor overbearing, which shows that the master has been cultivated on a daily basis.Suddenly asked: "The two of you are called "articles"—since there are articles, there must be "morality"?"

Li Zhang punched the cotton and was stunned.

Li Wenying said: "This... there are two girls who are naturalized in the mansion, called "Songs", and two cooks, called "Taste"."

After Changsheng listened to it, he smiled for the first time in these days: "So it's the taste of articles and songs..." Then he said, "You two insist on seeing me, so don't worry about your young master, right?"

"Yes. The young master suddenly fell ill..." Li Wen paused, hoping that the other party would at least give him a hint.How could the young master pass out without any reason, and was carried directly from the school yard into the coach's inner room by His Royal Highness?This is too weird.Waited for a while, but nothing came.They exchanged glances with Li Zhang quietly, remembering that the last time they were so seriously ill for no reason, and almost killed them, they felt suspicious, worried and afraid.

"Young master... suddenly fell ill, we brought the medicine we usually take - Mr. Zhuang said that the doctors in the army are very clever, it's natural. But, but, the usual medicine can always come in handy..."

"You say you're used to eating on weekdays—what do you mean?"

Li Wen looked at Li Zhang.Li Zhang has always been in charge of decoctions, so he continued: "The young master is not in good health. The doctor prepared a few pills and ordered them to be taken all year round, so I brought them out this time. Take care of the young master? You can't keep bothering the prince and the adults like this..."

Changsheng ignored his last two sentences, and asked: "I'm not in good health... tell me, what's wrong?"

The two people in the article are even more strange.Li Zhang couldn't stand the other party's stare, and began to explain in detail: "It's not particularly bad... It's just that at the turn of spring and summer, and autumn and winter, it is easy to catch a cold. The winter of the year before last was a typhoid... It took a toll on your vitality, so you need to be more careful about maintenance. Since then, I have mixed "Guijing Yizhongsan" into my diet and ate a little on a daily basis. However, in the past year, the symptoms of disharmony between the spleen and stomach have become more and more obvious, and the diet has become more difficult to adjust. "I don't think it's good and neat—but I can't stop eating it. If you eat it, it won't be good. If you don't eat it, it will definitely be bad..."

Li Zhang spoke earnestly, and his tone gradually relaxed, as if he was chatting with Li Wen and others about family affairs, his concern and worry were palpable.

"...It's just that I can't eat well. The most troublesome thing is that I can't sleep well. I have been suffering from insomnia for many years, and I have been relying on valerian root decoction to calm the nerves and help sleep. After a long time, I had to increase the dose. It is the third medicine. Divide the poison, the doctor said, this herb is similar to Datura, if used too much, it may damage the memory, and even... damage the mind. The work that the young master does is the most labor-intensive thing in the world, the doctor said, It's not that you can't drink it, just control the dosage, but the young master refuses to drink any more...

"...Busy almost every day until midnight. Even when I fall asleep, I still have nightmares. It is always near dawn to be safe for a while. I can't catch up. I can't help but persuade me to drink a bowl and sleep for a night. One night, it's just, it's just——I'm dying!... I'm so miserable and tired, and I still look like a normal person during the day, I don't know, I don't know..."

With a "click", Li Zhang burst into tears.My throat was choked and I couldn't speak.

One of the two people in the article spoke with enthusiasm, and the other listened with compassion, and they didn't notice that His Royal Highness was almost crying with him.

Chang Sheng waited until the throbbing pain in his chest passed, and asked, "Every day until midnight...what is he busy with?"

"Busy copying books! "Jixian Pavilion" was burnt to the point where only a stack of sub-catalogues remained, and the young master is determined to complete all the missing books—" Suddenly realizing who burned the [-] books in Jixian Pavilion, Li Wen immediately shut up.

Changsheng was stunned.

Zhuang Lingchen had been standing at the back, and when he heard this, he couldn't help asking: "My little brother, you said that your young master is determined to complete all the missing classics in the "Jixian Pavilion Zongmu", this...how is it possible... ..."

Thinking of the young master's efforts to preserve the classics, but he accidentally leaked it to the enemy, Li Wen was sweating profusely.However, the other party had already asked a question, but he had to answer it.Not only Lord Zhuang, but even His Royal Highness is very concerned about it, what should I do?

He simply put his heart on the sidelines and bowed to Zhuang Lingchen: "Go back to what your lord said, what your lord said is true. The young master also said that with him alone, plus Lan Taisi and other people who are willing to help, it's just a matter of trying to make a good head." Poor scriptures, as much as you can do. In the past few years, we have collected and searched everywhere, transcribed and edited, collated and collated, and it has returned to half or six of the old outlook..."

Seeing Mr. Zhuang's expression of disbelief, Li Wen said proudly: "My young master has a long history of education, is clever and enlightened, has a long-term memory, and is full of knowledge. At the age of fourteen, he was already the top case in the Tongchengchun examination in high school, and he is well-known in Jiangnan. A young talented scholar. After entering Shu, relying entirely on past memories, he published ten volumes of the final draft of Yangzhengzhai "Poetry and Lihui Yao", which became a classic for the scientific examination of scholars in Shuzhou. He was appointed as the Lantai Order of the Imperial Academy at the age of weak crown. Guozijian sacrificial wine, Chen Mengjue, old man Chen Ge deeply respected his promise, and even called him the winner. In order to complete the missing classics, the young master has worked hard and forgot to sleep and eat. It is only natural that this achievement has been achieved in two years, so why should you think it is incredible?"

The tone became low: "It is said that it took nearly ten years to revise the "General Catalog of Jixian Pavilion" and it took hundreds of academicians nearly ten years to complete the general appearance. My young master relied on his own strength, spared no expense of his family's wealth, and asked for help from many sources. Who, I'm afraid I can't do it?...Every bibliography and every page of Lantai Division is compiled by the young master over time and painstakingly...The young master said—"

Having said that, there is nothing to worry about.Glancing at Zhuang Lingchen, he turned and faced Changsheng: "The young master said, governing the classics in a prosperous age, and saving books in a troubled world. The villain is stupid and doesn't quite understand the meaning. Both the prince and the lord are learned people, and they must understand..."

Li Wen's words stunned Junshi Zhuang.Looking at the person sleeping on the bed, a few words came to mind:

Poetry hairpin tassels, Zhilan Yushu.Govern the codes in prosperous times, save books in troubled times.

So exhausted, but for the sake of the saints to continue to learn.

It turned out to be... such a person...

I don't know how long there was silence before Chang Sheng could speak again: "Say, bring some pills, where are the medicines?"

"It's left outside." It was Zhuang Lingchen who answered.Just about to withdraw to get it, Ni Jian rushed to the door, came in with a medicine box, and handed it to Li Zhang with both hands.

Li Zhang took the small double-layer rhino skin medicine box that was specially used for carrying around, and bowed to General Ni.

Chang Sheng said: "What's in it? How to use it?"

"In the white porcelain bottle is "Guijing Yizhong San", just take this small silver spoon and add a spoonful to the meal or soup every dinner. In the celadon bottle is "Yu Xiao He Wei Pill", take it before every meal One, double for a stomach ache. The bottom layer is dried valerian root..."

Changsheng interrupted him: "Leave the porcelain bottle, so the soothing herbs are no longer needed. The two of you will move here, so it will be convenient for you to take care of anything."

Li Wen and Li Zhang were still in a daze, Military Master Zhuang gave him a wink, and General Ni hurried over to invite the two little brothers.After all three of them left, Zhuang Lingchen tentatively said: "Your Highness, the rest of the Jinxia Mission... Would you like to meet and tell me a few words, Your Highness..."

"Tell them to wait." Walking to the edge of the bed and sitting down, seeing that Zi Shi didn't wake up, he stretched out his hand to touch his forehead, and then continued, "I will discuss everything with him..."

"This……"

Zhuang Lingchen saw that His Highness didn't have any more instructions, and he hesitated in his heart what to say next.

Just as he was about to speak, his highness suddenly said: "Jiashi, this matter... I have mentioned it to you one after another in the past, because the time is short, and some things cannot be said clearly. I haven't thought it through yet, but the matter is imminent How can I tell you guys, now... there is no need to say it. I just want you to understand that everything has a cause and effect. I recognized him first, and then I can recognize you. Gu Changsheng, who recognized him first, can There is Fu Sheng, whom you all recognize later. As for the beginning...why did he meet me—I'm afraid only God knows. So, please tell them all, don't think about it because of this, and you can't... talk nonsense in front of him Eight ways..."

The prince actually put aside the difference between top and bottom, commensurate with words, and solemnly entrusted him.Military Master Zhuang knelt down on the spot, and suppressed everything else first: "Yes! Don't worry, Your Highness."

"This matter, from the very beginning, was his and my business. It was I who turned it into everyone's business and the world's business without authorization. I thought..." After a pause, I changed the subject, "Dreams are also Unexpectedly, he would be... with such an identity, we... would wait for such a reunion. In this way, his affairs with me will no longer be separated from the affairs of the world - there is no way, so I have to," said helplessly Smiling lightly, "I have no choice but to govern the country and the world in one pot."

Hearing this, Zhuang Lingchen thought to himself: King Jingbei is the kind of person who does things that shock the world so naturally.And those who rule the world, family affairs, state affairs, world affairs, in the final analysis, are all the same thing.Your Highness wants a pot of stew, and it is cooking until half-baked, no matter what, let's help add firewood first.

He asked in his mouth: "The members of the Jinxia Mission must find something to do, and it's not an option to hang around..."

"Since you are a military adviser, don't bother me with this kind of thing."

Uh... nod and say yes, salute and leave.I thought to myself: the members of the Jinxia Mission will be accompanied by the military adviser in person, and lead them to visit the barracks, exchange and exchange national conditions, let's wait for three to five days.

Chang Sheng picked up the white porcelain bottle on the desk, looked at it, and put it down again.Pick up the celadon bottle again, look at it the same way, and put it down again.There are only trauma medicines in the army, thanks to the two dedicated book boys who carry these pills with them.

After sleeping for so long, it's time to wake up.At night when the palpitations were the worst, he had to seal the acupoint and cut off the pulse, making him completely unconscious.In a blink of an eye, I was worried that the blood vessels would be blocked and paralyzed and hurt my body, and then I let go again after a while. After suffering like this for the whole night, I finally got better during the day.After all the frightening and tossing, I decided not to use that calming herb again, just find another way slowly.For other loose pills, after waking up, he must try to get him to eat them.

"Hmm..." The eyelids of the person on the bed twitched slightly, and a thin layer of sweat appeared on the forehead.He took the handkerchief and wiped it lightly, then subconsciously went to unbutton him.

The thin and soft white loli shirt has a row of single-wing buttons on the inner side of the tight heart-wrapped collar, which tightly protects the neck.Against the backdrop of the colorful ruyi pattern border of the purple robe, the white collar of the underwear, together with the jade-like skin, is full of taboo temptation.

The golden crown of the cloud hairpin on the head has long been taken off, and the pillow is piled up with black hair.Only this row of buttons took almost a day and a night, but they could not be undone in the end.Chang Sheng stabbed him so bloody that he didn't feel dizzy, but as long as he stretched his hand to his collar, he couldn't help feeling flustered and dizzy immediately, and he always ended up giving up halfway.

"Dong dong", someone knocked on the door carefully.

"Come in."

It was Li Wen.Holding a stack of clothes in his hand: "Report to the lord, the two of us have settled down in the side yard, Zhang is cooking porridge, and the villain will send over two replacement clothes first..." Standing still, hesitant to speak .Embarrassed to say: Should you avoid avoiding?

Changsheng took a look and frowned: "Why is it purple and white again?"

His Royal Highness kept asking unexpected questions, and he got used to it unconsciously.Li Wen explained patiently: "There is nothing else, the young master came here on a mission, and he brought all the court clothes. Although the weather is hot, the young master is always afraid of the cold, so two layers of gauze are just right."

"give it to me."

"...My lord?" When it comes to this point, I have to ask clearly.The words and attitude of the prince of Xirong were actually much more intimate and airy than himself and Zhang.You are the prince of Xirong, not the master of my Li family.Li Wen straightened his back and was about to speak.

"Li Wen, by the looks of you, you're almost twenty?"

Huh?

"Yes, the villain is nineteen."

"Do you know that when I met your young master, he was just 16 years old."

what? !

"When your young master wakes up later, see if he is willing to tell you. Give it to me, he won't blame you."

Li Wen turned his head and retreated to the door, but Chang Sheng suddenly called him back.

"May I ask what your lord's orders are?"

There was no one else in front of him, this Li Wen looked more lively than the book boy named Li Zhang, it was a good opportunity to ask questions.

"Li Wen, your young master—"

Take a breath, and make persistent efforts: "He—"

The word that was on his mind the most, crawled to the base of his tongue and twirled, and then swallowed it back into his stomach with blood.

"It's nothing...you go."

Looking at the clothes in his hands, he thought that he had to change them no matter what.The skin on the body has long been stained with sweat, and the moisture has invaded, and it must be cold.Moreover, several places were stained with blood, and they needed to be cleaned as soon as possible.

To change clothes, you have to take off your clothes first.

Into the eyes of plain white and purple, complement each other.Wearing it on him, it is really indescribably elegant and elegant, and it is unique and romantic.

Changsheng was reminded by Li Wen that the same beautiful dress in the dream turned out to be a court dress.

Damn court clothes.

There was a bit of anger in the action, as if as long as he took off the clothes, he could strip them of his family background, identity and position.

There was a light "pop", and the thread snapped.The momentum remained undiminished, and the collar and placket were torn together.

Just as he was in a daze, his eyes straightened, a hand suddenly put on his wrist.

"You let go," he said.

So Changsheng foolishly let go.

"I'll do it myself." Zi Shi was neither ashamed nor annoyed, he just said coldly, "Don't tear it up for me, I won't be able to see anyone later." Sitting up, he slowly untied the jade belt around his waist, He took off his violet coat, revealing a close-fitting white single shirt.

"Zi Shi, I'm not..." Chang Sheng knew he had misunderstood, and was anxious to defend himself.However, seeing him fading away the gorgeous and bright colors little by little, and putting the gold and white jade seven-color brocade piles under his body, he was obviously very anxious, but as if possessed by a demon, he stared at him obsessively, losing his words and actions Ability.

The underwear is specially used to line the court robes, and the style is quite conservative.There is no need for a belt, but a long row of looped silk single-wing buckles under the collar, which goes straight to the end of the right lapel.At the last one, the "Suyunluo" with excellent texture suddenly slipped down, like a white butterfly falling to the ground.

——The small round stone pendant is quietly attached to the chest, shining like a pearl.

Tears welled up in Changsheng's eyes, he hugged him suddenly, and wrapped him tightly with his body temperature: "Idiot...what are you thinking...it's just changing clothes...you'll catch a cold..." He said he would catch a cold, but his hands Unwilling to let go.The small stone embedded between the two, like a sun planted in the heart, continuously casts warm rays of light, melting the flesh and soul, and illuminating everything in the world.

How grateful he was to God for sending him back to his side in time, and how grateful he was that he never wavered in doubt.

—From this moment on, there is nothing to be afraid of...

After a long time, he picked up the replacement underwear and awkwardly put it on for him.He didn't dare to look at his face, he just lowered his head and struggled with those complicated dials.

…From bottom to top, one by one, they were buckled near the neck, almost collapsing.Trembling, he picked up the pendant and stuffed it into the neckline, feeling that he was visibly shocked.The next moment, he suddenly turned his face away, as if he heard a "hum".It's a pity that if there is nothing, it can't be clearly captured when the expression is in a trance.I was expecting him to say something out loud, but what I was waiting for was continuous silence, and there was no more movement.

It wasn't until the round and warm one slid into the collar that Zi Shi suddenly remembered: He forgot, it was still hanging around his neck! ... If I had known ... Hateful! ...

It has never left the body at all times, it has already become a part of the body, how can I think of taking it off?How could he be bumped into by him?Infinitely sad and angry, full of awe-inspiring momentum, suddenly changed his taste inexplicably.Zi Shi's stomach was going to explode with rage, wishing he could tear off the stone pendant and smash him to death, or simply strangle himself with a rope ring on the spot.

The problem is, he has already seen it.

Whatever you do or say-

It's too late, I can't hold on anymore, I can't pretend anymore.

Whether it is national hatred or family feud, at this moment, only the grudge between two people remains.As a result, the recent new hatred, the old hatred and the old hatred all rushed to my heart, and the capital and profits continued to grow like a snowball.While Zi Shi was dizzy with anger, he heard a long sigh from God: This is such a mess and super bad debt, how should it be settled?