Net King Simulation Game

"You didn't come to school in the morning, you didn't ask for leave, and there was no one at your house. I came here after asking the neighbors." Rijiruo spoke suddenly, and I bit the apple he had peeled for me, and nodded to show that I knew up.

Since I didn't talk to each other unilaterally, the two fell into silence again.

He didn't seem to care. After eating the apples, he lowered his head and wiped my hands with a paper towel.He wiped very carefully, wiping his palms and then his fingers, not letting go of any cracks in the lines.I looked at his serious side face and felt a little sour in my heart.

"Be careful next time, don't sleep with the window open, it's easy to catch a cold."

I lowered my head and called out his name in a muffled voice: "Rijiruo."

"what?"

During the coma, I thought a lot about the past, present, and future.

I'm at a loss.

There is no way to go back to the past, the present is very unreal, there is only the future, and in fact the future is very unreliable.

My heart is bound to the past, I thought I had no future in this world.But someone broke my fantasy, because subconsciously, I thought that I would return to that world sooner or later, so I never treated this world with sincerity before. I always thought it was an illusion, but this reality gave me a hard time I used a stick, or a mace covered in thorns.

What should I do?

"what should I do?"

I said this in a hoarse voice, and wept weakly.Rijiruo, will he look down on me?

As soon as I lightened up, my strong arms wrapped around my shoulders, hugging me into a warm embrace.

"I don't know what happened to you, and I can't do anything. It's just that I'm here. When I want to cry, I'll lend you my shoulder." His voice vibrated slightly through his chest, as if he could channel his strength, Courage is all passed on to me.

"Just after crying, I want to see your smile."

I felt his words, and my face was warm.

"Hey, let me tell you, I had a terrible dream, in which I lost everything..."

"only myself……"

"very scary……"

I haven't cried like this for a long time. The last time I was in this state seemed to be many years ago, and I cried bitterly because I lost something. Although it returned to me soon, it still remains in my memory.Only this time, what was lost was something important that I could never get back.

Can not go back.

I was discharged from the hospital the next day. I didn't ask anyone to pick me up. I just saw a familiar figure unexpectedly at the hospital gate.

"No training?" I walked up to him, raised my head and asked him, my throat was a little hoarse from crying, but it wasn't unpleasant.

"Well, today Atobe-senpai said he was going to have a party, and it ended early." He answered me, walked to my side, and naturally took the poor luggage I had at hand, and walked side by side with me.

My job at the newspaper office was tactfully persuaded by Mr. Narita to resign because I asked for leave again.Although it's a pity, the fact is that I can't stay thick-skinned anymore, I apologized to the other party and bowed, and I left without struggling any more.At the coffee shop, the proprietress still left me a locker in the dressing room.I am grateful for that.

Going back to school, looking at familiar or unfamiliar faces, there is a feeling of another world, just like Zhuang Zhou's dream of a butterfly, illusory and unreal, but you can't distinguish it.

This accident made me correct my attitude a little bit. If I used to think that I stayed out of it and had a slight alienation from anyone and everything, then now, in Rijiruo’s words, at least the whole person looks a little more real a little bit.

I started to take the people around me seriously, and I have to admit that half of the indifference people around me will face me is caused by myself. Therefore, I don’t expect that I can unilaterally change this situation. Isn't it funny that everything can come as I wish?

No matter how it will develop in the future, if you start working hard from your side, there will be a little bit of change.

At least those people in the class who turned a blind eye to me occasionally loosened their eyes at my initiative.

This is already good.

"!!!" Someone flicked his forehead unexpectedly, and when he came back to his senses, he saw Hijiruo twisted his upper body, and the perpetrator's hand was still in the posture of "hitting the target".

In other words, I found that he liked this action more and more.

After taking the paper from him, I casually glanced at it and put it aside. Looking at Rijiruo, he seemed to have something to say.

"Hey, Aoi, how would you fill out the volunteer form?"

I froze for a moment, looked down at the white paper that was left aside in the cold, looked at the young man who didn’t seem to care much about my answer, thought for a while, and replied: "I should be able to take an exam at a foreign school." For example, Qingxue, like Bingxue No amount of scholarships can help me in a money-burning place like Emperor's.

Probably because he guessed that I would give such an answer, Hijiruo was not too surprised, his expression was still indifferent, which disappointed me a little.

After a brief conversation, the two did not speak again.

A strange atmosphere began to fall between the two of them.

We still ate together at noon, and it looked the same as usual, but I was still keenly aware of the slight sense of disobedience.I silently told myself that I was too sensitive, maybe it was the sequelae of the last incident, which always gave me such illusions.But I know that I can't convince my heart.

Maybe, something is going to disappear.

Probably because I was too self-righteous again and messed up something.

I was very disturbed. If that incident affected me the most, it was probably the lack of security.

After school in the afternoon, I went to the coffee shop as usual. When I got off work, I could still see familiar figures.

During this time, he seems to have grown taller again. Wearing loose sportswear, he looks slimmer than before. If he hadn't seen him play with his own eyes, he would probably think that a gust of wind could knock him down.

I admit, I'm a little hesitant right now.

His attitude is too strange today, I'm not sure if I go over now, will he still be like noon, making me feel like I won't be able to catch it if I'm not careful.

This feeling made me restless, so that I really wanted to stand beside him immediately, but I was afraid of his silent rejection.

Something must be done.

While thinking this way, the person habitually walked towards that person. When I recovered, the two of them still started walking side by side on the way home.

In the past, it should have gone to the newspaper office at this time, but it was thrown away not long ago.Nothing to do, I can only go home.

On the way, the two remained silent.I wanted to start the topic, but just looking at his indifferent expression, I lost the instinct to speak.

coward.

Passing a certain commercial street, the people next to me stopped without warning, turned to me and said "you wait here" and turned into a shop.I stared blankly at his back, and suddenly felt sour in my heart.I don't know what's going on with me, I've never felt it before, and I still have the powerless feeling of being thrown away that I just realized not long ago.

I have to admit that Hijiruo's never-before-seen attitude gave me an unspeakable crisis.This kind of crisis made me confused, and made me feel that if I didn't grasp it well, I would be alone again.

After a while, Rijiruo's figure appeared in front of my eyes again, and I rushed to him immediately, without looking at what he was holding, I stretched out my hand and grabbed his hand, the temperature in my hand slightly wiped away the anxiety in my heart .

This was the first time I took the initiative to hold his hand. He was obviously a little surprised, and I didn't care so much, so I dragged him away without giving him a chance to speak.

She obviously wanted to say something to him, but now she didn't want him to speak.

What a contradiction.

When I came to the supermarket where I usually buy vegetables, I dragged him around to pick ingredients.I pretended to be picking and choosing, while paying attention to the people around me, watching his careful and serious side face, when I didn't pay attention, the big carrot in my hand rolled back into the pile of carrots with a muffled thud.The people around me didn't notice it, so they turned around and asked me how I liked this dish tonight.

Feeling the disappearance of the faint feeling of disobedience, and looking at the other person's expression and eyes that are the same as usual, my heart moves, suddenly all worries and uneasiness disappeared.

I raised the corners of my lips and showed him a bright smile: "Okay!"

No wonder it is said that women have needles in the bottom of their hearts. I can't figure out what's going on with me.

The setting sun was slanting in the west, and it looked like it couldn't fall off, and the surrounding gold was dyed a warm orange.The two of them were carrying a bag of ingredients, walking on the path where no one was around, and their shadows were drawn to the elders.

Looking at the shadows of the two of them very close together, a strange feeling surged up in my heart, itchy and sweet, and I suddenly wanted to laugh.Just thinking back to my abnormal behavior all day today, the girl in love who is completely worried about gains and losses can no longer laugh.

shameful.

"Is it heavy?" Rijiruo's cool voice drifted over from one side, and his dark purple eyes looked at me with a hint of worry.I quickly waved my hands and walked forward a few steps, and the people behind me also caught up and walked side by side with me.

When I got home, it was not completely dark yet, and the light in the room was a little dark, so I had to turn on the light.

Taking off his shoes at the entrance, Rijiruo just dropped his schoolbag and turned into the kitchen with two bags of ingredients.I didn't fight with him either, I slowly put away the things one by one before following in.Rijiruo said that he was going to be in charge of cooking today and he didn't allow me to do anything. If I can't be free, I can only follow along and fight.

Washing rice, washing vegetables, cutting meat, and preparing other necessary ingredients for some cooking, after finishing these, I basically have nothing to do.

I leaned against the door, my eyes following the moving figure of someone.

To be honest, this scene is somewhat familiar, the figure at that time overlapped with the person in front of him.

However, this time, the people watching were in a different mood.

Without any preparation, I made a strange mistake and said something that made me want to cover my face:

"Hey, Hijiruo, be my boyfriend."

I am not surprised that I will be so active, but now I am more concerned about another thing.

Silence, silence, still silence.

In the small space, I heard the sound of boiling water in the rice cooker, the sound of peanut oil boiling in the pot, and my own breathing and heartbeat, as well as the sound of swallowing saliva in my throat.

I'm nervous.

I hoped to hear his answer, and was paradoxically afraid that he would speak.

The oil in the pan was sizzling, ready to fry the tempura, but the person in front of him didn't move.

About half a minute later, there was a crackling sound, and the tempura has been put into the pan, tumbling in the oil, and gradually turning golden yellow at a speed visible to the naked eye, which makes people look delicious. appetite.But the man still didn't make a sound.

Take out the golden tempura one by one and put them aside to drain the excess oil, then place them on the prepared plate, and then dispose of the used oil.Until finally finishing this dish, Rijiruo still didn't speak.

To be honest, it was a bit of a shock.

Or was the oil noise too loud for him to hear clearly?I thought optimistically, the person standing at the edge of the cooking table has already started the next dish.

The cooking seemed to take a little longer this time, I stared blankly at that person, my thoughts wandering to some unknown planet.

I think I'm broken in love.

"Idiot, this kind of thing... should be said by the man..."

The familiar voice finally sounded. I thought I had an auditory hallucination. I was awakened and looked at the man suddenly. He still kept the same posture, but I saw the changed color of the ears and neck of the man.

Anyway, I'm happy again.

I approached him slowly and soundlessly, closing the distance between them little by little. Finally, I stopped less than ten centimeters behind him, stretched out my hands, and hugged his waist without waiting for his reaction. The moment I touched him, his body was obviously a little stiff, but I didn't care about it, and put my face on his tight back: "I said, be my boyfriend!"

This is called taking an inch, but what does it matter?

"I've said it all, this kind of thing should be brought up by the man." He turned around and hugged me, whispering softly in my ear, spraying his moist and hot breath on my naked neck, his words were concealed Can't help smiling.Then I laughed, don't think I don't know you don't want me to see you shy.

Feeling the warmth that didn't belong to him, his arms couldn't help tightening, and the arms around his shoulders responded with more strength.

It turns out that this is the feeling of hugging someone for the first time and hugging someone for the first time.

but……

"Oh, I forgot you were still wearing an apron." I looked down at the dots of oil stains on the ice emperor's winter uniform, spoiling the atmosphere with a blank look.

As a result, he stretched out his hand and fished me back: "It's okay, I'll wash it for you."

"Hey, it's in the pot..."

"Don't worry, it won't break!"

"Ah, and..."

"You deliberately!"

The two were laughing and joking in the kitchen, and in the end they didn't know how to develop, ignoring the simmering and boiling in the pot, and amidst the smoke, they sent each other their jerky first kisses.Simply touching lips and teeth, closing eyes, carefully feeling each other's every line, and blending breaths, it seems that at this moment, the two can only feel each other's existence.

It's a wonderful feeling.

It turns out that kissing is really sweet.

Neither of the two who were doing the same thing wholeheartedly noticed that Souji Aoi, who came back at some point, quietly walked away.

"Yeah, yeah, girls are not allowed to stay."

Follow-up -

"Kong, happy birthday!"

A small cake that was just big enough for two people was placed in the middle of the dining table. Before Ah Kong could turn his head around for a while, someone ran to the side and turned off the light, and then ran back slowly.

"Come, make a wish and blow out the candles." I always felt that he was more excited than A Kong who was the protagonist.

Ah Kong finally understood what was going on, today was her birthday, and I didn't remember it at all. If I remember correctly, it was probably this little cake that Hijiruo left her and ran to buy it in the afternoon.Akong didn't show the surprised expression as expected, but this didn't affect Hijiruo's good mood.

Looking at the strangely bright eyes of someone in the darkness, Ah Kong finally made a move.In fact, this is her first birthday.She clasped her hands together and closed her eyes.

——I don’t know the so-called God, please let me live here, or I will curse you to pay wages and withdraw money every month in the future and wait in line until you die! ! !

——I said that even if Kongsang made a wish, he would not forget to spit out my faults, hey!

THEEND

The author has something to say: In any case, this article is over like this, a bit hasty, and there is a kind of unfinished rush.In fact, I wanted to do a few more chapters, but it turned out that the water could not go down; in addition, I was worried that it would be difficult to clean up when the water was out, and I would be tossed about by myself.

Also, the ending that was set at the beginning was not like this. If the original ending is written out, it is estimated that you will be photographed to death.Also, haven't you noticed that the girl who used to complain has seldom complained recently? [Actually, that's not a complaint, it's nonsense! 】

How to put it this way, I found that the writing of this article was not as good as I imagined, especially the first ten chapters, which are completely black history and I don’t want to mention it, it’s so embarrassing. °ο°)~.

Finally, thank you girls for your support, although you haven't left a message for a long time [because it's been a long time since I haven't updated? 】.In short, goodbye like this, welcome to the new article [Although I am not sure that it will be updated in time ==]

In the end, I hope that some girls who are outside the story can bring it up, and there is no charge for ordering food for free ~ [Anyway, I still have to pay in the end hahahahaha <(￣▽￣)>]