I only like you as a paper man

You feel yourself to be mentally handicapped.

It makes you always like to say, "Whoever gives me 50 Fei Jiaqin's 35 theatrical version Baji, I will marry whoever I am", now the karma is coming, isn't it?

According to this, don't you have to marry Dostoyev right now... Oh no, who should you marry right now...?

Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa what to do! !What to do in this situation! !Although Xiancao didn't say a word, wouldn't the designated number of 50 be like a confession... No, it's the same as a marriage proposal! ! !

And you don't even know whether this is Xiancao asking you to marry him, or is Xiancao deliberately tricking Mr. Dostoevsky to ask Mr. Dostoevsky to propose to you?

What is this!Cream help! ! !Don't stand there stupidly, come and save your baby Chacha! ! !Your baby Chacha is about to die! ! !

You glanced at Dostoyevsky standing on your left, his smile seemed normal at first glance, but after a long time you began to wonder if he was haunted by a wild chrysanthemum.Although you know that Yi Xiancao's character really didn't treat him as a tool, but that you would be happy if you did so, but Dostoevsky will definitely hold vengeance for being used as a gift-giving tool! ! !

You glanced at Xiancao standing on your right again, his smile looked a little shy, although he was pretending to be calm, his thoughts were written on his face.A pang of apology welled up, why did you just find out that he is interested in you now?why no one told you ? ?why are you so stupid ? ?

In the end, you glanced at the 50 badges of your favorite 35 theater version in front of you. Fei Jia’s kissing smile was still so charming, it almost made your mouth water.Ah, this is your dream, Fei Jiaqin is so beautiful and moving, so that you, who are poor in language, can't find any words worthy of his beauty.

In fact, now you don’t lack the money to buy these 50, what you lack is energy!You must know that for peripherals like this that everyone wants and wants to buy, you have to keep an eye on the trading platform all the time to be able to squat out, even if it is 1 minute late, it may be bought by others.

You don't even have the energy to squat 50, but Xiancao actually bought you a full 50 just because of your hilarious words... You lost, your love for Fei Jia was actually lost to Xiancao .

Pooh!What is his love for Fei Jia? It's obviously for you... Xi, Xixixixixixi like it, right! ?

Impossible! This is impossible!How could a popular public lover like Xiancao like you!You're just a house girl who likes paper figures!

Seeing that you didn't respond for a long time, and the people around were also waiting to eat melons and watch the show without making a sound, Xiancao felt a little embarrassed, so she had to speak first.

"... Chacha, don't you like it?"

"I, I like it very much!" You answered without thinking, and after thinking about it, something was wrong, and then said, "I mean Fei Jia kisses."

"Really, as long as Chacha likes it, after all, it was your Fei Jia who personally gave it to you."

Xiancao smiled, as long as you like this gift, he will be satisfied.

In fact, he still has something to say to Dostoevsky, but he can't speak when you are here.He has seen the literary hero Xiaoyegou so many times, so he naturally knows the character of the man in front of him. It is impossible for him to fall in love with anyone, and it is impossible for him to respond to your feelings.Xiancao thought, you should also know this.

He didn't know about your relationship, and he didn't expect Dostoevsky to treat you as tenderly as he did.However, if Tuosi wants to do something bad to you, he will never forgive.

...However, Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuya are also here, so it shouldn't be his turn to worry about this.

Xiancao doesn't know that you never admit that the "Mr. Dostoyevsky" who wears reversed clothes is different from the paper man "Kiss Fedya", that's why he said that.

You didn't correct him, because there is no point in correcting.

Jelly didn't even say Merry Christmas to you.

His original intention was really not to regard Tosi as a tool for giving gifts to him. In his heart, he handed over this gift to Tosi, so this should be a gift from Tosi, not from him. of.

He doesn't even have any presents, so how can he say Merry Christmas to you?

"Then, I'll take my leave first." Xiancao said and waved to you.

"Please, please wait—!" Atsushi Nakajima chased after him with 10 cups of milk tea in his hands, "You haven't got your milk tea yet!"

"It's okay, let's divide it up." Xiancao replied, "You don't need to give it to me."

Tuosi, who has been silent all this time, kept his eyes on you.

He knew that anyone would be tempted by such a good man, not to mention that Xiancao is really a good man in a broad sense, and has done so many things for you, just for you.

Dostoevsky, the demon man who can control people's hearts, naturally knows what he should say and do to you in this situation to achieve the effect he wants, but he didn't do that.

All the time.

Because, there is no need to do that.

He looked at you, and you were looking down, bewildered.Although you didn't realize that the fairy grass has feelings for you before, you should be aware of it now, that's why you are in trouble.

Tuosi knows that what you are in trouble with is not "should I agree to the fairy grass", but——

I saw you raised your head and looked at him for three seconds, then closed the lid of the gift box, picked up the gift box and chased after him.

"Grass jelly, wait a minute!"

"what happened?"

Xiancao turned her head at the door of the shop, she didn't expect you to catch up, and felt a little happy.

"Sorry, I can't accept this!"

You handed the gift box to the grass jelly with both hands, God knows how determined you are.

"Why?" Xiancao turned around, not wanting to take back the gift, "These badges have meaning only in your hands, isn't that the case for people who like paper? For those who don't, it's just a gift. A piece of paper, a non-existent person, a fictitious product based on human fantasy, these badges are just piles of worthless scrap metal in the eyes of such people; They are different, they live in a different world, they are flesh and blood human beings, we in this world are desperately living, and the paper people who do not exist in this world are also working hard in their world, they are not fantasy, but love Therefore, this gift means nothing to me, but it should be a treasure to you. Their ownership does not belong to me, but to Dostoevsky himself. It is not from me. To you, but to you by Dostoevsky, who gave these badges their value, not me."

"…………"

You froze there, not knowing what to answer the fairy grass.

What Xiancao said was right, what he said was right.Although he was playing with words in the last sentence, it was correct on the whole.

You know, he's very popular with the girls, and you just treat him as a normal friend.Because he is so good, you never thought about the possibility of him being interesting to you, you are such an idiot, it’s all because you didn’t realize it, that’s why he took the time to prepare these for you, you are moved and guilt.

However, you know, for you, this touch and guilt cannot be converted into a love that is not inferior to that of people who like paper.

Even if Mr. Dostoevsky hadn't worn it backwards, and you hadn't met any paper figures, and lived your life as usual, even so, you—

"I'm sorry." You bowed deeply to the fairy grass, "Because of my slowness, you have been running around for me for so long. If I had realized it earlier, maybe I wouldn't have caused you trouble. I have always regarded you as a For my good friend who is second only to Milk Cream, as a friend and as a senior, I like you very much and respect you very much."

"However, because of this, I'm sorry that I can't reciprocate your feelings. I am very moved to receive such an expensive and thoughtful gift. I believe there is no girl in the world who will not be moved by this kind of gift."

"...Because of this, even if I hadn't met Mr. Dostoevsky, even if all the paper people present were just a dream of mine, I couldn't promise you. If I responded to you What I respond to is just this touch. At best, I love this gift deeply, and I love Fyodor as a paper man. If I respond to you, it means that even If another person gives me this touch, I can respond to him in the same way. If it really becomes like this, then I am just a selfish person who wants to live in the kindness and giving of others. As long as the person is good to me, Anyone can."

"To sum it up, I'm sorry. I'm really touched, but very sorry."

You still bowed, and didn't get up until you finished speaking.

"What are you talking about, Chacha?" Xiancao smiled, "I didn't say anything, did I? I just want to give these to you, no, these were handed over to you by Dostoevsky It’s not me. I’m not expecting anything, and I’m sending these to you, and I don’t want your response, and I didn’t say anything that needs your response, right?”

Xiancao didn't want to embarrass you, and didn't want to make your relationship awkward, so he said that.

... No, that's what he intended from the beginning.

"You like paper people, do you ever expect paper people to respond to you? No? You always get happiness from liking paper people, even if paper people can't respond to you. You Don't expect their response, just love them to get happiness, because they have no physical body, so your love will not cause trouble for anyone. In my opinion, the continuous delivery of unreal things that do not exist Love, your love that cannot be obtained by any practical material, is the greatest emotion in the world. I have always respected you like this."

"...I just want to prepare this gift for you. If it will cause you trouble, it means that my selfishness has affected you. I'm sorry. If you can allow me to be willful, I hope you can accept this A gift from Dostoyevsky, if it doesn't work, just throw it away."

Xiancao smiled at you, it was a smile he squeezed out.He turned around and walked towards home, leaving only a back.

"Of course, I know that Chacha will not be willing to let her favorite Fei Jiaqin live on the street. This is my last willfulness."

You suddenly raised your head, looked at the back of Xiancao going away, and wanted to say something to stop him, but you didn't know what else to say.

Finally, when he was about to disappear around the corner, you shouted at his back——

"Merry Christmas!"

Xiancao's footsteps stopped.

He didn't look back, he just waved to you.

After his figure disappeared, you returned to the store, looked at the gift box in your hand at a loss, and finally gave it to Dostoevsky.

"Give it to you, please accept it, so you will have 51 to beat me up."

You leave this sentence blankly, and you can tell that your mind has become unconscious.

You pick up your coat and head out of the store.

"I'm going to relax and come back later, don't worry about me."

Then it disappeared from everyone's sight.

"...What are you doing here???" The enthusiastic citizen Zhong Yuanzhong finally couldn't stand it any longer. He snatched the gift box from Tuosi's hand and pushed him out of the shop.

"Hurry up and chase after me? Are you a man???"

Zhongyuan Zhong was also about to die of panic.

For the first time in his life, he felt that Osamu Dazai was really a peerless good man, as expected, there would be no harm without comparison.

The author has something to say:

The conversation between Xiancao and Chacha was too serious, so no one was embarrassed to intervene (.

Grandmother Zhongye is heartbroken

I'm dying too, I'm dying

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