Travels

"Why are you looking at me like this?" Xia Wanmu raised his chin, his eyes were cold, and a jade-like white hand was slowly raised, gently covering the eyelids of the person opposite.

This is really the first time in my life that there is such a thing as slander.In the past, how could she be willing to suffer Yu Qingge's slight grievance?But at this moment, the heart that was so painful that it was numb was beating unhurriedly, neither feeling any pleasure of revenge for this, nor the slightest bit of pity for the person in front of him.Only a deep sadness surged up to envelop her, like a boundless tide embracing a deserted beach, and some were just empty.

In the end it was beyond recognition.In the process of chasing the dream, she realized that her so-called original intention was so embarrassing that it made people laugh.

"Is this dress for Yue Chuanlin? It's quite feminine. He must be very happy to see it."

The skin under her hands trembled, Xia Wanmu moved her body, her fingers slowly dropped, drawn from the corners of her eyes, across her cheeks, and finally settled on the protruding collarbone, sliding back and forth, as if she was playing with some precious jade .

"Where did you go? It took so long and you were late for an hour. It's really curious. Dressed so formally, whose banquet did he take you to? Are you envious of being Yue Chuanlin's female companion?" What about others?"

The strength in her hand was not heavy, but Yu Qingge staggered back a small step as if he couldn't bear it, but quickly regained his footing.

"It's weird, I know, right? Next time you date, remember to be conscious of avoiding people's eyes and ears. Just ask him to park his car on the street so boldly. Unfortunately, I caught my eye." She frowned. , smiled sarcastically, hummed disdainfully in his nasal cavity, as if he could not see the plea in Yu Qingge's eyes, "ah, maybe you guys are upright at all, then I'm really a villain, don't you think ?”

"...It's not what you think." Yu Qingge held her provocative hand, his voice was very soft, but extremely firm.

"What am I thinking? Is there something wrong with what I said? He didn't introduce you as Yue Chuanlin's girlfriend to others, or did you not go to his appointment at all? Or..."

Xia Wanmu quickly withdrew his hand from her as if scalded by a flame, put his slender index finger on his lips, lowered his voice, and made an expression of sudden realization.

"It seems that I guessed wrong. Yue Chuanlin should be reluctant to let you be involved in scandals. No wonder you haven't gossiped for so many years. It turns out that you have been protected by the big boss."

She smiled lowly, her tone was gentle, as if she was expressing concern in an ordinary way, but the content of her words was extremely mean and sharp.

"It's good. You have learned from our affairs. Sure enough, you can't choose a partner based on your feelings. After all, people with no skills will always make you suffer. How can a person like me with a stinky skin like me Compared with Yue Chuanlin? Although he looks a little ordinary, but he is rich and powerful, who in the whole circle would dare not treat his women a little less?"

Yu Qingge lowered his eyes, his hands were still stiff in the air, maintaining an empty grip.Her expression was sad, her lips trembled slightly, but she did not refute.Xia Wanmu expected her to fight back and say something to deny her, but what she got was that she shrank back into her shell again, so the dark fire in her heart became more and more fierce, and even her eye sockets burned red.

"You don't talk, don't you feel proud to see me jumping here alone? Pretend to be aggrieved, do you think this trick is still useful to me? You..."

The aggressive words stopped abruptly, and the sound of glass shattering came from the restless room.There was a sharp stabbing pain in the palm of his hand, Xia Wanmu stared blankly at the woman opposite who suddenly panicked, and only then dully realized that the cup clenched tightly in his right hand had been squeezed to pieces.

Blood gushed out from the wound quickly, staining the whole hand red.Crushing a glass was not a serious matter, but she ignored the initial pain at the moment of breaking because of her emotions, and instead followed the inertia to hold the glass shards in one hand into her flesh.

Yu Qingge's pupils shrank slightly, leaned over and quickly grabbed her wrist and pressed it firmly, carefully observing the wound under the moonlight outside the window.There was a mixture of pity, eagerness and panic in those eyes, and the familiar look made her feel ironic and redundant at this special moment.

Reason finally returned to the cage due to the pain, the blood-red liquid was dripping on the carpet, Xia Wanmu looked at it coldly, everything around him seemed dull, the spirit and body that had been strong because of the anger were at this moment Finally, it was difficult to continue, and the strength of the whole body seemed to flow through the wounds in the hands.She lowered her head and quietly watched the person who was nervously inspecting the wound, only the last bit of gentle light remained in her eyes, just like a candle in the wind, as if it would be extinguished in the next moment.

She sighed, tired of the tugging, and whispered to the person who was still carefully cleaning up the debris: "You go."

Yu Qingge held her hand trembling, then squeezed it tighter, instead of answering her words, he talked on his own.

"Does it hurt? I'll take you to the hospital."

Xia Wanmu was silent, trying to break free with his hands, showing his resistance with practical actions.Yu Qingge saw the blood continuously emerge from between her clenched fingers, flowing out wantonly, he hesitated for a while, fearing that her wound would be deepened by the pushing and pushing, he finally let her go and let her go away go.

"Go back, tonight's matter... don't take it too seriously." Xia Wanmu retreated to the window, looking at the deep and dark night, feeling depressed, "Your business has nothing to do with me now, I'm sorry for saying so much."

The people behind didn't respond, which was exactly what she wanted, and she didn't have the energy to bother with those who were there, so why bother?It's all over, and the feelings that can't be picked up don't need to be kept in mind.But there is always a shelf life for all goods. No matter how well preserved the photos are, they will inevitably fade. The power of time can move mountains and seas. How can there be something that never goes out of date in this world?They are as small as them, how can they be an exception.

"What do you want to know, come back later, I can't do it today, I'm tired." She waved her right hand to the cold wind outside the window, made a nonchalant gesture, cheered up and joked, "Let's talk about hands That’s it too, I have to deal with it, I’m going to be on the show tomorrow.”

She paused, but she still couldn't escape the need to make an explanation for the relationship between the two of them now. Some images flashed in her mind, and she wanted to recall them a little, but they always had vague outlines.

"I won't bother about the past anymore, although..." She lowered her eyes, dazed by the cold night wind and the burning pain in her hands, and the few words she said didn't convey the meaning, "In short, I will put The mentality is right... We can't be considered friends like this, right? I can no longer treat you as a friend, and you don't pretend to know me very well, and don't always act like we have a good relationship, just treat it as acquaintance People who have been around for a long time. In the future, there will be..."

The remaining rationality reminded her that the person in front of her was not someone she could confide in, so she shut up and swallowed back the company's decision.

Involuntary, insincere words.She thought that returning to this circle was due to her will to fight and change, and thought that this time she could control the fate of the two of them, but she didn't expect that it was just a self-righteous dream.

All kinds of absurdity, resignation.

"Let's go, I'm very tired." The light words fell like feathers on the snow.

The people behind stood still, Xia Wanmu waited for a long time, too lazy to think about what she was thinking, and threatened weakly: "Are you going to wait here for my blood to dry up?"

As soon as this sentence was said, the effect was immediate, Yu Qingge left silently, and closed the door very lightly when going out.

The sound of the door lock returning was a signal for her to end her resistance. She leaned against the window frame, her legs were a little weak, and her brain was aching after being blown by the cold wind for a long time.The exhaustion weighed heavily on his body, echoing the complete burnout in his heart.It has been eight years, the relationship between her and Yu Qingge has actually ended long ago, but the end and reverberation did not come to an end until today.Like a piece of beautiful jade being torn apart by excessive grinding, she was pulled repeatedly in the unwillingness to get what she wanted, and finally reached the point where her body was smashed to pieces.

With scarlet eyes all over her hand, she clenched her injured right hand tightly with the last bit of strength, feeling a bit of tearing pleasure in the sharp pain.

The author has something to say: Xiaoxia said that she cracked

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