Travels

Due to the heavyweight scandal of the male lead, the production crew temporarily suspended work for a day to watch the follow-up. Xia Wanmu got the news, sent the girl away, and then lay back on the bed, wanting to take this opportunity to make up for the lack of sleep these days.Entangled in her mind, she tossed and turned on the bed, half asleep and half awake, until it was dark, and then struggled to get up against the back of her head that was so painful that it was about to split.

Yu Qingge really didn't come, and she didn't receive any news on her mobile phone. She was doing nothing, thinking of the bloody storm experienced by the "neighbor" who lived opposite, she finally couldn't help running out to find out the news.

I don't know if Ju Zhengxin is still here, she rang the doorbell with a tentative attitude, waited for a while, the door was opened a small crack, and a strange face poked out from the other end, looking at the door vigilantly. she.

"Is something wrong?"

To be careful, she put on a mask, half of her face was tightly covered, and she was also very bulky.The person who came to open the door mistook her for a suspicious person, and his frown and eyes were full of impatience and disgust.

"I'm looking for Ju Zhengxin." She turned and pointed to her room, and then pulled off the mask to reveal her face. The young man's expression softened, but he still stood in place, holding the door firmly, and turned his head to shout into the room. Twice.

The Lord came out quickly. When the two exchanged positions, she saw the white smoke rising from inside, and the smell of nicotine drifted over. She turned her head away and sniffed.

Ju Zhengxin still had a cigarette burning in his hand, and he pinched it out when he saw her repulsion, and said in a hoarse voice after pondering for a while: "Go to your room and tell me, it's smoky here, I'll go out slowly. "

He said the second half of the sentence towards the man who was still staying by his side. Xia Wanmu took two steps back and looked into the room from another angle. It was dark and full of people.Accompanied by the sound of talking and the constant ringing of mobile phones, I don't know how many cigarettes are burning at the same time, it really is a miasma.

"I'm showing you a joke." Ju Zhengxin closed the door with his backhand, and threw the cigarette butt into the crack of the door, his short laughter carried a hopeless arrogance, "Don't worry, it's only temporary."

That doesn't sound like an expression of optimism.Xia Wanmu pursed her lips, not knowing what to say, so she led the way and opened the door with a sullen head.

"It's rare to have the opportunity to film with you, but it's a pity, I probably have to pack up and get out tomorrow." The deep and deep voice was hoarse due to excessive smoking and lack of sleep, and he coughed Twice, still retaining the gentleman's demeanor, he asked very politely: "Is there any honey water? I have to moisten my throat. It's almost smoking."

"Did you not sleep last night?" Xia Wanmu made him a glass of honey water, sat on the sofa and supported his head to watch him drink slowly.

"In the middle of my sleep, I was woken up by my manager, and a group of people came to the hotel for a meeting, until now." The man shook his head, walked to the window and stood still, the thick curtain covered the transparent big The windows are tightly covered, and there may be a few black holes outside, waiting for an opportunity.

"Speaking of which, I accidentally hurt you, but now I'm a mud bodhisattva and I can't protect myself, so I can't say a few words for you."

"It's okay. But, what's going on? Why all of a sudden..."

"He did it."

"What?" Xia Wanmu didn't react, and asked stupidly, "What did he do?"

Ju Zhengxin looked back at her with a very ironic smile. It was hard to tell whether it was more anger or more hatred. In short, the rare warmth that would surface when someone was mentioned in the past disappeared without a trace. : "The exact news, all the information comes from the hands of the surname Yuan. Today's news is just the beginning, and the big ones are yet to come."

"He's blackmailing me."

Ju Zhengxin didn't seem to mind being unreserved in front of her. The amount of information revealed at the moment was too much, and she froze for a moment, not knowing where to start.

"Those... are all true? Does he have evidence?"

The man snorted coldly.

"Half-true, half-false. I'll admit who I slept with. As for the group flying, I haven't exaggerated to that extent. But now who cares whether it's true or not? It's not a big deal to watch the excitement, he As long as one of them is proved to be true, the rest will not be doubted by others."

"Even if I finally clarify, can I get back what I lost now?" He couldn't help being anxious, and took two steps aimlessly. "If he can't get it, he would rather destroy me."

The man summed it up briefly, patting his thigh up and down nervously with one hand, and after a long silence, he suddenly took out the cigarette case from his pocket, with an expression on his face that could almost be described as pain.

"Do you mind? I have some..."

He hooked the corner of his lips at her, showing a stiff smile.

"You smoke, I'm fine." Xia Wanmu hurriedly responded, unable to tell what it was like.Ju Zhengxin may be too ruthless and utilitarian in some respects, but his personality suits her taste very well. She doesn't have a bad opinion of him, and she doesn't want to see this man suffer such a catastrophe.

The sizzling sound of burning cigarettes filled the room, and both of them couldn't help but stare blankly at the white smoke coming out of the cigarette butt.

"I didn't expect him to do such a thing." Ju Zhengxin lowered his head, his voice was dry, and the bitterness and puzzlement in his heart could be heard in his tone, "You said, a person who can write that kind of words, How could it be so vicious?"

"I was mistaken." He resentfully took a deep breath of the cigarette, and slowly exhaled a long column of smoke, "You don't know, he is always submissive in front of me, he looks very good, who knows Rabbits bite people when they are in a hurry?"

Xia Wanmu opened her lips, wanting to express her opinion to invigorate the atmosphere, but she really didn't know what to say.

"In the final analysis, we are not the same kind of people. On the surface, he looks so affectionate, but in reality? He really turned his face and wished he could kill me directly. These rich people have better acting skills than half-baked guys like us."

He was gnashing his teeth there, but Xia Wanmu fell into an inexplicable loss. In a sense, she could empathize with it.Although the two of them had never been together before, she always felt that there was still a glimmer of possibility in the future. When one day Ju Zhengxin made enough money, had enough confidence and a sense of security, would she be able to go back and pursue the love that she missed in the past? something?Will it be a happy ending by then?As he said, it doesn't matter why we got separated halfway, it's important to get to the end together.

"Did you ever think about going back to him in the end?" She knew that saying this at such a time would spoil the atmosphere, but she couldn't control her mouth.Ju Zhengxin's hand holding the cigarette trembled, his eyes were sharp as he looked over, matching the serious expression on his face, he looked very indifferent.

"Does it matter now?"

There was a long silence in the room. I don't know how long it took before the man took his last puff of cigarette and sighed softly.

"It's just me being sentimental." After finishing speaking, he walked over and sat down on the opposite sofa, raised his eyes and looked at her sincerely, "Do you see what I have gained from this entanglement? I barely turned over, almost It’s really broken here. Xiaoxia, don’t look at us as the ones who are praised by others. In fact, we don’t have any initiative at all. Knowing people, knowing the face but not knowing the heart, the most unreliable thing in this world is feelings. I used to be soft-hearted towards him , I didn't take precautions at all, who knew that I had raised a wolf cub, and I bit it out of nowhere."

He gestured at his throat and smiled coldly.

"You want the truth, but the truth may not be something you can bear. If you have a choice, you can stay as far away as you can from someone like Yu Qingge who can't climb up. You look like you can't do without her now..." He After stopping, he laughed again with unclear meaning, "Sometimes, isn't it good to just turn a blind eye and live in a daze? Picture her body, picture the resources she brings to you, which one is better than picture A strong heart? If you insist on exposing the scars of the past, you will be beaten like a chicken."

With a click, the man lit the fire with a cigarette in his mouth, and began to inhale and exhale silently again. She stared at the slow smoke that came out after the flash of the fire, and her heart was full of confusion.

She never thought that Yu Qingge would turn against her and take revenge on her, and the relationship between them was far less complicated than the love-hate entanglement between these two.But there was one thing that made her very unconfident—the two of them were really affectionate now, and neither of them could do without the other, as if nothing in this world could stand in the way.But, what if one day, her existence becomes Yu Qingge's black spot and becomes a stumbling block for her to climb up?The words she heard in her ears many years ago often turned into nightmares at night and entangled them tightly. Countless times, she dreamed that she returned to that small bathroom, raised her head and tried desolately without any hope, and asked the question before her. Which one is more important, singing or her? The answer is good, but in the end, only scars are left.

Even if they don't seek the truth and only covet the momentary happiness, they will inevitably come to a crossroads to make a choice. Yu Qingge didn't choose her last time, will there be any change this time?Instead of sitting still and waiting to die, it is better to give it a go. To get this whole heart, you can only start from the regrets of the year.

She has never had many choices, and now she is in a dilemma.