My soul pierces the white moonlight of my crush

Although I told Song Weiji that it was not early, in fact, it was early to finish work today.He didn't have many scenes to shoot today, Qin Changjun also took into account his high load some time ago, and only arranged two scenes for him, and he still only needs to be on the set in the afternoon tomorrow.

When I got home at ten o'clock, it was still the beginning of adult nightlife.Su Yuan is different from Qiao Huai, Qiao Huai can stay at home alone for half a month without going out, but Su Yuan can't get interested in facing the game equipment by himself.

It would be great if Zhang Ze could be asked out.Su Yuan thought about the impossible, and sighed slightly.

Zhang Ze is the best of his few friends.

He and Zhang Ze were college classmates. After graduation, Zhang Ze returned to his hometown and joined his father's company. Su Yuan also came to W City in pursuit of his ideal.The two had known each other for a full ten years and would see each other almost every month. To Su Yuan, Zhang Ze was a friend who was closer than a relative.Naturally, this friend didn't have anything to say to him, and spent a lot of money on him, and if he saw something that was used well by others, he would definitely buy it for Su Yuan.In Zhang Ze’s words, the only thing I’m poor is money. If you ask me for anything else, I really can’t get it. What you can buy with money is vulgar. Millions and tens of millions can’t represent my sincerity to you. .

So much so that Su Yuan often told him that if you didn't like women, you would have to have big breasts, and it would be unreasonable for Brother Yuan not to marry you.

This sentence is half true and half false, but it was just a joke when it was said.

Zhang Ze is straight, but Su Yuan is curvy.But he didn't dare to have any unreasonable thoughts about Zhang Ze, because Zhang Ze was his most cherished friend.

But he doesn't even know how his best friend is doing recently.It has been a month since his accident. Except for a sneak peek at Zhang Ze after the accident, it has been more than a month since the last meeting.

He missed his friend very much, but he really couldn't take any stand to meet Zhang Ze.

Su Yuan thought for a while, and couldn't help but open WeChat.

He memorized Zhang Ze's phone number more smoothly than his own, and added his WeChat account with trembling hands. During the waiting time, Su Yuan became more and more nervous, and suddenly regretted it. He seemed to build a small account. You shouldn't add Qiao Huai directly on WeChat.

When he was worrying about his impulsiveness, Song Weiji sent a voice over.

He didn't look at it, but turned his phone to silent mode, and walked to the floor-to-ceiling windows that occupied an entire wall of the living room.Qiao Huai's apartment is on the 36th floor, with a wide view, you can have a panoramic view of the night view of most of W City

Opening the small window next to him for ventilation, he sat on the sofa and picked up the cigarette that had been on the coffee table for a long time.It was Qiao Huai who stayed there, presumably he had the habit of smoking in private.

He lit a cigarette and smoked slowly.In the huge apartment, a man who lived alone sat there alone.Su Yuan carefully felt Qiao Huai's mood every day, but couldn't understand anything.

This man is a bit strange.The longer I stay in this house, the more I feel that I can't understand this person, live his life, but can't get into the heart of this sad man.

He knew before that Qiao Huai had many similarities with him, not only those eyes.He knew from some reports that Qiao Huai was an orphan just like him, and they both entered the entertainment industry, but it was obvious that Qiao Huai was much better off than him.Their birthdays are both on June [-]st, but he is one year older than Qiao Huai.

When Su Yuan thought of this, he suddenly remembered, as if his birthday was approaching.

He turned on the screen again to check the date, but saw more than a dozen messages, all from Song Weiji.

Su Yuan was a little annoyed, as if he didn't see him, he would only continue to be entangled tomorrow, and even had to explain too much.He had no choice but to open WeChat again, and even opened and listened to the one he ignored at first.

"Brother Huai, I was looking for you just now, but I forgot. Do you have time, can you make a video?"

He continued to click on the one 2 minutes later.

"I'm sorry Brother Huai, I lost my composure just now, are you not angry?"

Some are cautious, each message is separated by 2 minutes, no more than 2 minutes, but it also carries a feeling of urgency and anticipation.Su Yuan pursed the corners of his mouth, and the hanging hair covered his eyes, but it couldn't cover his melancholy.

"Brother Huai, are you unhappy because of that guy again recently? You've lost weight."

"Brother Huai, don't talk to that guy anymore. I know you don't like me saying that, but you always don't say anything. I feel sorry for you, you know?"

It hurts... Su Yuan grinned, but his eyes suddenly turned red.He pressed the sore corners of his eyes, and the cigarette he held between his fingertips pierced the center of his eyebrows. Only then did he realize that he quickly crushed the cigarette into the ashtray, but his brows were already red.

After a while, Su Yuan felt the pain belatedly. Su Yuan rubbed the center of his eyebrows blankly, thinking that this is not like his feelings. It doesn't hurt.

It's just that he is a little curious at the moment, who is Song Weiji referring to by "that guy"?

Read on.

"I'm sorry, Brother Huai, I won't mention him. Don't be angry. By the way, your birthday is still a few days away. Can we have a meal together after work is over? I have already booked a restaurant, which is where we went last year. Didn’t you say that the food there is delicious? The place will be reserved for us all day.”

Su Yuan slowly bent down, 1.8 meters five huddled on the small single sofa, looking a little too pitiful.

The pain seemed to have spread from the brow to the heart.

He suddenly remembered his birthday a year ago.

They had known each other for more than two months at that time.

They had sex within a month of knowing each other.He remembered the first time it was Song Weiji who drank too much, but he was the one who seduced him. .confused him.

No one said "like" or "love", Su Yuan felt that what the two big men said was false, the most real thing was what you did for each other.He never did 0, but he compromised because of Song Weiji.So some people say that the one who loves first loses, and he really lost in the hands of Song Weiji.

On his birthday, he booked a movie ticket with great enthusiasm - he remembered that the movie was starring Qiao Huai, you see, he did everything according to the other person's preferences, how could he not lose everything - After booking a restaurant and a love hotel, he thought it would be different to be late outside, but he didn't expect that the one who accompanied him all day was Song Weiji's mechanical female voice who kept trying to get through the number again and again.

It turned out that Song Weiji and Qiao Huai were together that day.

It's not that he didn't ask, but Song Weiji didn't answer him, and he forgot the pain when his scar healed, and he was a rough man himself, so he forgot about it after two days of awkwardness.

The truth always comes too late. If you knew it earlier, the things that happened later would not have happened.

Wiping his face indiscriminately, Su Yuan quickly read the last few voices. He took a deep breath, suppressed his inner emotions, and said calmly to the phone: "Sorry, I have an appointment that day."

"Who?" Almost a second later, Song Weiji's follow-up question was sent.

Su Yuan didn't reply, he quickly asked again: "It's him?"

He really wanted to ask who the "he" and "that guy" he said were, but obviously he couldn't ask, Su Yuan was silent for a moment, moved his fingers, and replied "Yes".

After that, Song Weiji didn't reply again.

Su Yuan looked at the phone, but he no longer felt the pleasure of revenge.Imagining the way that young man's eyes would turn red because of his words, any unhappiness for him will only cause his own unhappiness in the end.

After all, he is not Qiao Huai.

But he didn't want to be the Qiao Huai whom Song Weiji silently admired.

He would rather not be loved than to be loved as someone else.