My soul pierces the white moonlight of my crush

Su Yuan watched him stride away, hesitated for a moment, and still answered the phone.

The moment the phone was connected, he heard the bell of the beginning of the new year coming from the TV and the mobile phone at the same time.

Song Weiji's voice was very soft, with a kind of joy of relief: "Su Yuan, happy new year."

Even if there is a deep hatred, it is difficult to speak ill of each other at this moment, let alone the person I love.Su Yuan felt sour, and his usual blunt attitude softened: "Happy New Year."

After saying this, there was a brief silence.

It seemed that as long as he didn't speak, he would keep silent like this. Su Yuan glanced at the kitchen, Xiao Yichen's figure remained motionless behind the frosted glass, and finally couldn't help asking: "Is there anything else you want?"

Song Weiji seemed to wake up from a dream: "Ah... no... I just want to say happy new year to you..."

Su Yuan paused: "If it's okay, then..."

Song Weiji said "ah" again, and was silent for a moment: "Goodbye."

Once upon a time, he was as proud as Song Weiji, but now he would be so submissive and begging for perfection?

Su Yuan couldn't tell what mood he was in, he just felt a bit bitter in his mouth.He hung up the phone, and just stared blankly at the phone until Xiao Yichen sat down as if nothing had happened.

He glanced at the person who came back empty-handed, feeling a little grateful in his heart.

"Damn, I'll just walk away, why is it already past twelve o'clock?!" Xiao Yichen turned off the TV in dissatisfaction, and threw the remote control on the coffee table, "Let's go, go to bed, and you have to get up early tomorrow for me." Happy New Year to parents."

Su Yuan smiled, stretched his waist, stood up, took two quick steps to catch up with Xiao Yichen, and put his arms around his neck.

Xiao Yichen glanced at him and put his arm on his shoulder.

Xiao's father and Xiao's mother really regarded Su Yuan as their future daughter-in-law, so they only cleaned up Xiao Yichen's room, and didn't mention arranging a room for him at all.

Sleeping in the same bed with Xiao Yichen wasn't once or twice, Su Yuan followed Xiao Yichen into the room without hesitation, the two of them took turns taking a shower, and it was already past one o'clock when they lay on the bed.

When he went to Zhang Ze's house to celebrate the New Year, he shared a bed with Zhang Ze in the same way.

Unexpectedly, the relationship with Xiao Yichen would develop to such an extent. In fact, for him, Zhang Ze is his best friend, but his trust and dependence on Xiao Yichen will never be more than that of Zhang Ze. Ze Shao how much.

Thinking of the two people who were not related to each other at this time last year, and now they can sleep in the same bed, Su Yuan felt that fate is really a wonderful thing, and somehow brought the two together.

After thinking wildly for a long time, he couldn't fall asleep, he turned around, facing Xiao Yichen, and found that the other person was not asleep, and turned his head when he turned around.

The two looked at each other, Su Yuan felt a little embarrassed, and wanted to turn around, but Xiao Yichen entangled him with quick hands and feet.

Su Yuan raised his hand to push him, Xiao Yichen said in dissatisfaction, "What's wrong with letting me hug you so much?"

Su Yuan put his hand against his chin and pushed his head away: "What are you hugging, are you not weaned?"

Xiao Yichen simply turned over and pressed on Su Yuan's body. If Su Yuan's feet were not under pressure, he would have kicked him off.

"Xiao Yichen!" He was really anxious, his eyes were staring, and the whites of his eyes were red.

"I'm just joking with you, how hungry do you think I am?" Xiao Yichen awkwardly climbed off him, turned around unhappily, and lay down with his back to Su Yuan.

Someone was lying huddled, looking extremely pitiful.

Su Yuan laughed a little, stretched out a finger and poked Xiao Yichen's shoulder: "Hello."

There was no response at all.

"Didn't you say you wouldn't force me? Why, regret it?"

The man let out a heavy "hum" from his nose.

Pulling the corner of his mouth, Su Yuan feigned anger and said, "Speaking, are you dumb?"

Xiao Yichen still remained silent, turned his head towards the pillow and said goodbye.

Su Yuan was angry and funny at the same time, he coughed lightly, and asked, "Want to help?"

"..."

"If you don't answer, it will be regarded as your disagreement."

"What?" Xiao Yichen suddenly turned over, "What did you say?"

Su Yuan twitched the corner of his mouth: "It's fine if you didn't hear it."

"Whatever it is, don't just forget about it!" Xiao Yichen's eyes turned red, "You did it voluntarily!"

Seeing that villain's righteousness and confidence, Su Yuan rolled his eyes.

I don't know why today, but I always feel that he is a bit pitiful.Maybe it was the moment when he voluntarily walked away just now, as if his heart was lightly poked by a very thin thing, it was a little itchy and a little painful.

So much so that when he saw him in a daze in the kitchen, he couldn't even think about Song Weiji's mood.

In fact, he knows who he loves.Song Weiji was just a cinnabar mole on his chest, which couldn't be pulled out, and if he had to pick it off, it would be all flesh.

But for a moment, he didn't want to worry about who he loved anymore.

He had no other idea, he just wanted to make Xiao Yichen happy.

When he exploded in the palm of his hand, Su Yuan finally felt better.

When Xiao Yichen tentatively kissed the corner of his mouth, Su Yuan raised his hand and touched his head, without refusing.

They got up very early the next day.

Xiao's father and Xiao's mother went to bed early and woke up early. When the two went downstairs, they were already making dumplings in the kitchen.

The two paid New Year's greetings to the old couple together, Xiao's mother wiped her hands with a smile, and took out two red envelopes from the pocket under the apron and stuffed them into them.

Su Yuan accepted it graciously, saying that he would help make dumplings.

Xiao's father and Xiao's mother naturally didn't need his help, but Su Yuan insisted on a few words, and the two of them stopped refusing.

Instead, Xiao Yichen directly carried him out of the kitchen. MD, with Su Yuan's skills, it's not that he said, he still wants to live a few more years.

Su Yuan was quite displeased: "The fillings are all adjusted, so I'll just make a dumpling and I can't make it well?"

"Anyway, you don't run into the kitchen in the future!"

Su Yuan sneered and sat on the sofa, ignoring him.

Xiao Yichen opened the red envelope and took a look, "tsk": "My mother is really picky." After speaking, he went to get Su Yuan's red envelope and touched it, "Damn, why is it thinner than mine?"

Su Yuan turned his head to look.

Xiao Yichen opened his red envelope, stunned for a moment, the corners of his mouth curled up.

"what happened?"

"See for yourself."

Su Yuan reached out to take the red envelope, and when he opened it, he was stunned.Where is the red envelope, there are actually two rings inside.

Su Yuan was a little confused and didn't know what to do. Xiao Yichen looked at him, and the corners of his mouth slowly dropped. He scratched his hair and said nonchalantly: "If you don't want to take it, I'll return it to them. alright."

If it was sent by Xiao Yichen, in fact, Su Yuan could directly refuse without any burden.But for the new year, he didn't want to disappoint the two old people.After thinking about it, Su Yuan shook his head, poured out the rings from the red envelope, and gave one to Xiao Yichen, and he was planning to put the other away, but after hesitating, he put it on his finger.

Xiao Yichen squeezed his hand, took off the ring on the index finger, and put it in the middle finger: "Look, it fits right here."

Su Yuan struggled a bit.Anyway, it's not worn on the ring finger, so it's up to him in the end.

While eating dumplings, Xiao's father and Xiao's mother saw the two put on the rings and looked at each other, they were very happy.

After dinner, Xiao Yichen was left to accompany Xiao's mother, and Xiao Zhendong took Su Yuan to visit the villa.

Although it is winter, the weather today is fine.

The two walked along the main road, Xiao Yichen asked: "I heard from Ah Chen that you are three years older than him?"

"Yes, my birthday is thirty this year."

"Thirty. I think when I was thirty, my second child was born." Father Xiao turned to look at Su Yuan, "Ah Chen told me that you grew up in an orphanage. You have suffered a lot for so many years, right?"

No one has ever asked him such a sentence.

Su Yuan had a sore nose and lowered his head.

In fact, not only others, but also he seldom thinks about how he has made it through the past 30 years.Most of the children who grew up in orphanages did not have a happy childhood at all. At that time, a piece of candy or a biscuit was enough to make them happy for several days, which shows how low their needs are.

After leaving the orphanage, he managed to get into university and had to work around every day to earn tuition and living expenses.After graduating, I indulged myself, thinking that if I could enter the entertainment circle, I would not have to endure hardships in the future, but unfortunately, I have only been popular for less than a year.Afterwards, he struggled hard, but with his enthusiasm and persistence, he could live a decent life, but no one cares about him in the circle, except for Zhang Ze, he has no half friend.

However, Zhang Ze is just a friend. In the future, he will have his own family. Could it be that when he has a wife and children, can he still ask him out if he wants to?

Until I met Song Weiji, I thought I finally had someone who could be with me for the rest of my life.However, in the end, it was discovered that this was just a dream that could not be realized.

His whole life was not perfect.

He didn't want to worry about these things, and no one ever cared about his well-being.

To this day, the elder's words easily defeated the defense line in his heart.

"You're a good boy, I can see that. The people Ah Chen dated before, he wasn't with us, but I know a little bit, which one wasn't for his money and power. I know, Ah Chen is just with us. They are playing around, he is already an adult, he can decide his private life, as long as it is what you want, I don’t care, and I can’t control it. Until I heard someone said that he was chasing an artist in the company. That person Ah Chen , when have you ever chased someone else, this time I know, he must be serious. Originally, I didn't agree with him getting together with the artists of the company, but the first time I saw you, I knew that you were with someone else It’s different, your eyes are too clean. A 30-year-old person rarely has eyes like yours. They are resolute, clear and bright. Xiao Yuan, in the first 30 years of his life, there were many unsatisfactory things, but in the next 30 years, As long as you want, you can walk a very smooth road and have a perfect family."

Xiao Zhendong stopped.

Su Yuan looked up at him and opened his mouth.

"You don't need to rush to say anything first." Xiao Zhendong smiled slightly, and that smile was full of the elder's love and distress for the younger generation. "Your aunt can't see it, can't I see it? Your feelings for Ah Chen , it’s not actually love.”

Su Yuan's lips trembled, he looked away guiltily, and touched the tip of his brow.

Xiao Zhendong laughed again: "Look, you don't talk because you don't want to disappoint me. If it were someone else, they wouldn't be like you. They would have come to coax me a long time ago. An entertainer, who can be close to Hong who covers the sky with one hand in the entertainment industry President Tu, you can wake up with a smile in your dreams, and I think even heterosexuals can bend themselves."

In front of this old man who could see through everything, Su Yuan didn't know what to say at all.

"Tell me, why can't you accept Ah Chen?"

"……in my heart……"

"Is there someone in your heart?"

"..." Su Yuan pursed his lips, acquiescing.

"unrequited love?"

Su Yuan shook his head.Unrequited love?It was true before, but not now.

Xiao Zhendong frowned slightly: "Since the two are in love, why aren't they together?"

Su Yuan didn't know how to explain.

Xiao Zhendong seemed to understand something: "He hurt you?"

Sure enough, he is someone who has been in the shopping mall for decades, his eyes seem to be able to see through everything.

Xiao Zhendong sighed: "Life is only a few decades, and at the moment of death, there is nothing that cannot be let go. You look like me, half of my body is buried in the ground. I used to think my enemy when I was young, but now I have met. , sometimes you can sit down and say a few words together, let alone someone you loved? If you can’t let it go, it’s not difficult to look back. If you can let it go, go and see the person waiting for you in front of you. Xiao Yuan, All the things a person does in his life, to put it bluntly, is for himself, as long as he is happy for himself, what else can't he make a decision?"

Su Yuan took a deep breath, nodded, "I will think about it, thank you uncle."

Xiao Zhendong patted him on the shoulder: "But I still hope you can think about Ah Chen, he may not be the one you love the most, but he will be the one who loves you the most."

"I know." Even if Xiao Zhendong didn't say it, he knew it.

Xiao Zhendong smiled and said: "If you really can't get together with Ah Chen in the future, you can recognize me as a godfather and come to visit our old couple often. Your aunt told me last night that she always felt that you should be The members of our Xiao family feel close to you when we look at you. You don’t have to be too burdened with the ring she gave you today, just wear it as a piece of jewelry. She has not been in good health these years. I hope you can let her Have fun."

How could Su Yuan refuse, he quickly nodded in agreement.