My soul pierces the white moonlight of my crush

Su Yuan slept for fifteen or sixteen hours, and he didn't want to sleep at all.

Song Weiji twisted the towel and wiped his face for him: "Are you hungry? I bought porridge and soup, do you want to drink it now?"

Su Yuan didn't have any appetite at all, and even felt a little nauseous. He shook his head, slowly slid his body down, and changed to a comfortable position to lie down.

He was not in good spirits and looked a little weak.

Song Weiji pulled the chair closer, and the warm yellow light hit his knife-like facial lines, making him look softer.

Su Yuan half-closed his eyes and looked at him, unable to restrain himself from thinking about what happened before the accident.

That day was Song Weiji's birthday.

He remembered that the company arranged other jobs for Song Weiji at that time, so the crew was filming his scenes every day.Late that day, there was a scene that couldn't be passed. Either the props were wrong or the actors didn't cooperate well. Qin Changjun was pissed off, and the filming didn't stop until early in the morning.The day before was filming all night, and he didn't sleep much for nearly forty or fifty hours, but he still insisted on driving for two hours, just to be the first to say happy birthday to Song Weiji.

Along the way, he held a velvet box containing two custom-made diamond rings in his hand. Apart from being nervous, he didn't feel the slightest bit of fatigue.

He continued to silently recite the lines that he had practiced countless times in his heart, and his mind was a little empty, so that he couldn't even remember the password of the electronic lock for a moment.

In fact, he seldom comes to Song Weiji's place. Usually, they basically meet in the crew. Sometimes Song Weiji is in a particularly bad mood or in a good mood, so he will meet with him for a meal and make it after the meal. (like).

Su Yuan always thought this was good, the two of them had something to talk about, and they cooperated well in bed.Song Weiji is very self-disciplined in emotional and sexual life. He has never been in a relationship before, and he never looks at others after being with him. He thinks that he should have feelings for him, so he really wants to put this A relationship is fixed and develops steadily for a long time.To put it bluntly, I just want to marry him and start a family like ordinary people, but they can't get a certificate.

So he spent three months' income custom-made two diamond rings, and waited until Song Weiji's birthday to confess his love to him.

In fact, it wasn't that he didn't think that Song Weiji would refuse, after all, for comrades, they had too many things to consider.There are too few carefree people like him, not to mention Song Weiji's background, his family may not agree that he is with a man.

But he just wanted to try.At that time, he also had an all-or-nothing mentality. It was hard to say about feelings, and he didn't know why he liked this young man so much. Ever since he knew that he was the only man who had a relationship with him, he had a feeling The unique and irreplaceable delusion in the life of this young man.

It's just that he never thought about it, before he had time to confess, he tried the feeling of falling from a high place into an abyss.

He could even accept being rejected, but he couldn't accept the relationship ending that way.

When he quietly walked to the door of Song Weiji's room, ready to surprise him, he found that the door of his room was not closed.

From the gap, he saw Song Weiji watching Qiao Huai's video.

At that time, he was even a little funny. It was funny that he stayed up late to watch movies, and what he watched was movies he had watched countless times.Song Weiji's obsession with Qiao Huai has always been regarded as an obsession with idols, but when he sees the look in Song Weiji's eyes that he has never seen before, when he sees his hand caressing Qiao Huai's face on the computer screen, he can't help it. When he saw his face, that weird scene was like a slap in the face, hammering his brain blank.

He didn't know how he got out of Song Weiji's place. When he came back to his senses, the sun had already risen. He was standing in front of a convenience store. On the glass window of the store was a poster of Qiao Huai.

He looked at Qiao Huai's face, and his face was also reflected in the glass.

Compared to Qiao Huai's handsome face, his face was too ordinary, but those eyes overlapped with Qiao Huai's eyes in the poster, and there was no slight difference.

There was a chill from the bottom of his heart, and he felt goose bumps all over his body.He raised his hand blankly and touched his eyes.He suddenly remembered that Song Weiji always liked to touch his eyes, or caress with his fingers affectionately, or gently lick with the tip of his tongue.When he touched his eyes, whether he was happy or not, he was always in a good mood at that moment, so good that it was so tender.

Suddenly, he understood everything.

But it was too late.

Until his accident, Song Weiji didn't know that he wanted to confess to him. Perhaps as time goes by, this young man will gradually forget his existence.That relationship that only he knew could only end without a problem.

He actually didn't know how he would have faced Song Weiji if he hadn't encountered this car accident.It is inevitable that it is impossible to be with him again, but he does not want to see his indifferent expression, even though it is clearly foreseeable, but he still does not want to face it squarely, Su Yuan is just a dispensable substitute for Song Weiji .

He half-closed his eyes and thought about the past, the interval in between was too short, and everything was vivid in his memory, which made him feel like being stabbed by a needle when he thought about it.

Song Weiji moved closer again, touched Su Yuan's forehead, and said softly, "Brother Huai, your complexion is not very good, is it really okay, do you want to call the nurse?"

Because of his sudden touch, Su Yuan shuddered, and a look of pain flashed in his eyes.He gently pushed Song Weiji's hand away, and his messy bangs blocked his eyes. He turned his head away and said, "It's okay. The doctor will definitely have some reactions. I think it's okay, so don't make a fuss."

Song Weiji breathed a sigh of relief: "You must tell me if you feel uncomfortable."

"Aren't you going back..." Su Yuan looked at the time, "Forget it, it's already this time, you can rest on the bed next to you, and go directly to the set later."

"I won't go today. I will accompany you out of the hospital and take you home."

"Have you said hello to Director Qin? If you don't go, he won't go mad?"

"I spoke to him and he agreed."

"..." It's good to have a background, Su Yuan silently turned his head away, "Then you should go to sleep too, I will call you if I have something to do."

"I'm not tired, let me talk to you."

Su Yuan turned his head again.He actually didn't have anything to say to him, but when he thought of those things just now, he suddenly wanted to know where he lost besides Qiao Huai's looks.

He doesn't think Song Weiji is a person who cares about appearance, after all, the year with him was not in vain.He doesn't know the secrets in his heart, but he knows his character.

He was silent for a moment, and said tactfully, "You treat me... a little too nicely?"

Obviously he didn't expect him to talk about this topic, Song Weiji was slightly startled: "...is it good? I don't think so."

Su Yuan was speechless.

"Compared to Brother Huai, what I do is just superficial."

"……what?"

Song Weiji smiled lightly, it was not obvious, but Su Yuan could easily tell it. This was a slightly shy expression that he often had in front of Qiao Huai. Maybe others had never seen it before, even he had never seen it before. , but now he is Qiao Huai.

"Brother Huai probably forgot about it a long time ago. Many years have passed."

Su Yuan was stunned.Song Weiji only returned to China two years ago. He had been growing up in the United States before, and he only knew Qiao Huai one year earlier than he. How could it be that many years have passed?

He had an inexplicable expression on his face. Song Weiji saw a trace of disappointment in his eyes, but he understood that it was natural: "It's been 17 years, and I was only five years old at that time, and Brother Huai, you were just 11 years old. Brother Huai used to be in Did you grow up in St. Ann's?"

Su Yuan answered "Yes" subconsciously, and it took two seconds to realize that he was asking Qiao Huai.It turned out that Qiao Huai came from the same orphanage as him.But it's not surprising, Sheng'an Orphanage is the largest orphanage in W City, and there are many children. He vaguely remembered that there was a child who had the same birthday as him, but he didn't expect it to be Qiao Huai.But even if we knew each other before, so many years have passed, and we have long forgotten it.

"That year, my grandfather took me to the Sheng'an Welfare Institute to do charity. I was greedy for fun and ran out secretly to watch the fish. I accidentally fell into the artificial lake. Brother Huai rescued me."

Damn... Su Yuan was stunned.No way, this plot is too clichéd, but there is something unexpectedly innocent about it.

He scratched his hair and didn't want to talk.

It turned out that he lost here.That's something that can't be helped, who told him not to be the one who met him falling into the water?

"It's a pity that I was taken back to the United States by my parents very soon, and I haven't had time to say thank you to Brother Huai. But I never forgot about it. Later, when I found out that Brother Huai entered the entertainment industry, I decided to go here as well after returning to China." There is no way," Song Weiji suddenly raised his voice as he spoke, "Brother Huai saved my life, and I will remember it forever."

Su Yuan didn't know what to say, so he casually said, "Then... thank you." He felt a little embarrassed, and couldn't help but touch the tip of his brow.

Song Weiji's expression became weird for a moment, Su Yuan just raised his eyes to look at him, paused his fingers, and asked in doubt: "What's wrong with you?"

The young man's beautiful lips moved, but no words came out.

Su Yuan felt that he was really strange occasionally, even though he felt that he knew Song Weiji very well, but he really didn't understand what was going on with his occasionally sharp but somewhat blank eyes.

The two of them didn't talk for a long time, and when the atmosphere eased a little, Song Weiji suddenly asked, "Brother Huai, do you know Su Yuan?"

Hearing his name from his mouth, all the muscles in his body tensed up.Su Yuan felt as if it took a century for him to react.He frowned slightly, and said with a confused expression: "Su Yuan? Of course I know him. How could you ask such a strange question?"

As if he didn't know why he asked this question, Song Weiji's eyes flickered, and he stopped talking, and said softly: "It's nothing. You should be tired after talking for so long, go to sleep for a while."

Su Yuan lay down slowly, his mind was like a mess, a mess.