disappearing light years

Two people, one big and one small, chatted under the tree for about 10 minutes before they separated. Naturally, He Xiaoli and Chi Mu couldn't hear what they said, but they could probably guess it just by looking at Yan Shuo's intimate expressions and movements towards Gu Xiyan. Why come.

He Xiaoli opened his mouth and kept forgetting to close it. He watched Gu Xiyan wave to Yan Shuo, bounced back to the teacher, and Yan Shuo got back into the car. Think about something."

"There is a saying in the ancient art of war that if you want to get close to a person, you must first start from the people around him. Yan Shuo's trip, I'm afraid the drunkard's intention is not to drink." Chi Mu opened the car door and said to He Xiaoli: "Get out of the car. "

The two walked towards Yan Shuo's car one after the other, and squeezed into the car before he could react.Yan Shuo was so shocked by their sudden appearance that he didn't come back to his senses for a long time. When He Xiaoli put his arms around his shoulders with a smile, he said shyly with a big red face: "Why are you here? see?"

He Xiaoli pinched Yan Shuo's face: "You're not bad, kid. When did you start helping Gu Mingan raise his son, and you still sneak around like a thief, not wanting to be discovered by Gu Mingan?"

The blood on Yan Shuo's face gradually receded following He Xiaoli's words, and suddenly he turned red again, and said angrily, "I know what I'm doing, so I don't need you to worry about it."

He Xiaoli folded his hands nonchalantly, "Cut, do you think we want to worry about it? If it was someone else's business, I might have left early. Come on, I'll just sit here today and wait for you to say something. Don't treat us like idiots. What exactly do you think about that Gu Mingan in your heart, tell the truth."

"I didn't think about anything." Yan Shuo turned his face away indifferently, "I will come to see that child Gu Xiyan, but I just feel that he is very pitiful without his mother. If you insist on dragging him on that man, I can't help it. .”

"Are you still stubborn?" He Xiaoli was angry and wanted to laugh, looking at Chi Mu, "Chi Mu, don't just watch the show, at least say something."

As a result, Chi Mu just raised his hand indifferently and pointed to the outside.

A black car had already parked at the entrance of the kindergarten, Gu Mingan got out of the car, Gu Xiyan immediately let go of the teacher's hand and ran over, Gu Mingan picked her up and hugged her in her arms.

This pair of handsome father and son seemed to be very eye-catching, several pairs of parents' eyes were fixed on them, and the female teacher even blushed half of her face, talking to Gu Ming'an with a smile.

"The Lord is here, why don't you get out of the car and see him?" Chi Mu asked.

Yan Shuo gritted his teeth, and stretched out his hand to start the car, but He Xiaoli quickly pulled out the key, and then slapped the car horn.

"Didi!" Although the voice was not loud, it was more than enough to attract the attention of those in front.

"He Xiaoli you!" Yan Shuo raised his fist and was about to hit someone.

"Yan Shuo, if you have time to lose your temper here, why don't you get out of the car to see the person you really want to see, Gu Mingan has already found us." Chi Mu interjected again, and Yan Shuo hurriedly turned around to look, sure enough, Gu Mingan saw us After driving this familiar car, his eyes changed instantly, and he walked over without hesitation holding Gu Xiyan in his arms.

"Give me back the car keys!" Seeing Gu Mingan getting closer, Yan Shuo's voice was urgent, and his face became more and more red.

"I don't want to give it, I want to fight, can you beat me?" He Xiaoli turned the key in his hand, and continued to make fun of Yan Shuo as if he was not enjoying himself, "A handsome golden bachelor with an innocent and lovely son, If you don't want such a charming combination, a large circle of people will be staring at it, you didn't see the way that female teacher looked at Gu Mingan, as if she wanted to rush to tear his clothes off."

Chi Mu's movements were more straightforward. When the two people in the front row were entangled endlessly, he simply got out of the car, and under Gu Mingan's astonished eyes, he opened the driver's door gracefully, dragging Yan Shuo's arm and pulling him away. come out.

Yan Shuo was caught off guard and staggered a bit before standing still.

With fearful eyes, he first saw a pair of calfskin shoes in front of him, then looked along the straight and flat trousers, and finally fixed on Gu Mingan's face.

Perhaps Gu Mingan wanted to smile at Yan Shuo, so he grinned at the corners of his mouth, and finally opened an arc stiffly to reveal his snow-white teeth. Unfortunately, this ugly smile made He Xiaoli who got out of the car look at the sky for a while, and threw a "Gu Mingan" at Chimu. It really is a model of facial paralysis" eyes.

Chi Mu shrugged.

Yan Shuo and Gu Mingan were one tall and one short, with big eyes and small eyes. For a short time, they both seemed to forget to talk, but in the end Gu Xiyan, who was sitting in Gu Mingan's arms, said to Yan Shuo first with a crisp voice: "Uncle, you How stupid, I have always listened to you and didn't tell Dad, why did you run out by yourself."

One sentence made everyone smile.

Gu Mingan's eyes instantly became quite surprised, and he asked Gu Xiyan, "Have you seen this uncle?"

"I've seen it before."

Yan Shuo's expression of wanting to rush up and gag Gu Xiyan's little mouth made He Xiaoli almost couldn't hold back his laughter.

Sometimes Tong Yan Wuji is really a big killer.

Chi Mu sensibly dragged He Xiaoli to a distance, otherwise it would be too incongruous for the two of them to stand there like a light bulb.

Yan Shuo barely controlled his fluctuating emotions. He wanted to explain to Gu Mingan that he was just here to see his son, because little Gu Xiyan was indeed very cute, but before he could say anything, he felt that even he himself would not be able to say such words. He may not be able to believe it, let alone the thoughtful Gu Mingan, so he can only continue to pretend to be deaf and dumb.

Frankly speaking, when he first knew the name of Gu Mingan's son, it was impossible for him not to be touched. Gu Xiyan, as long as he said those three words, Yan Shuo would feel pain in his heart. Gu Mingan's good He will never forget it in his life, but the more he is like this, the more he can't ignore the betrayal of this man.

When thinking about why they broke up, Yan Shuo asked himself that he was very thoughtful, and Gu Xiyan's volley appeared like a meteorite, breaking a big crack in the relationship between Yan Shuo and Gu Mingan, and it was an exaggerated crack that could not be repaired.The decision to break up is not abrupt. The lover has an illegitimate child, and no one can continue to live together peacefully. Since we will break up one day, why not just make a decision, so as not to procrastinate and hurt yourself more deep?

But now, he wanted to ask himself again, was he wrong in the decision to break up?

He has never thought that love can tolerate all shortcomings. Such a person can only be described as being cheap. Since the breakup, he has also thought about the possibility of reuniting with Gu Mingan, but he has no way to take this step because he is afraid .

The pain of being separated from the one I love, the pain of being betrayed by the one I love so much, I can't give a specific description of this feeling without experiencing it personally, so that it is too painful, so Yan Shuo doesn't have the courage to let myself go through it again Something like this a second time.

If he puts everything aside, disregards previous suspicions, sticks to his own feelings and continues to get together with Gu Mingan, then one day they will break up again, what should he do?

He has no way to deny the existence of this possibility, because once he makes such a decision, Gu Mingan will no longer be living alone with him in the future, and Gu Xiyan will be added, which also means that Gu Mingan is no longer a person. His own property.

To put it bluntly, he wants to share the same man with a child, and that man is the child's close relative, blood is thicker than water, and family ties are always stronger than love. He has neither the capital nor the courage to gamble.

Maybe getting in touch with Gu Xiyan is another proof of his thinking. He originally wanted to try it out to find out how the child's temperament is. Although after a few days, Yan Shuo felt very ashamed, ashamed that he had put such an innocent and lovely Gu Xiyan thought very hard.But even if Gu Xiyan is a good boy now, what about the future?What can we do in the future?There are always too many uncertain factors in the future. If he really bets everything on himself, once he bets on the wrong place, he will face a messy situation where he will lose everything. Whoever makes the casino's rigid rules is to have no regrets .

He Xiaoli once said that the fate of himself and Zhou Yanyu would be to burn each other, but Yan Shuo wanted to say that if he chose Gu Ming'an's path, the ending he would face would be even more terrifying, because he was not burnt together, but a woman. One that is clean without leaving any residue.

"Gu Ming'an, I love you." After hesitating for a while, Yan Shuo threw out a heavyweight sentence.

Gu Mingan froze on the spot.

"I love you, but I don't have the courage to choose to continue to believe in you." Yan Shuo's second words immediately made Gu Mingan's face turn pale again.

"Don't get me wrong, it's not your problem, it's mine. You're a good person, really." Yan Shuo said slowly, and his eyes moved to Gu Xiyan's face again, "Xiao Xiyan is really happy , although he doesn't have a mother, but he has the best father in the world, and maybe he will have a beautiful and gentle mother in the future, which is really enviable. I really can't bear to give you to him in a cool way."

"Shuo..." Gu Mingan said shyly, "You really can't come back, we... really can't go back?"

Yan Shuo didn't answer, he smiled lightly and shook his head.

"You are already a father, what are you talking about, he is your son, you are obliged to give him a complete family, I can't give these things, I can't cook, I can't wash clothes He doesn't know how to clean the room, the only thing he knows is to eat and wait to die." Yan Shuo took a step forward and straightened the collar of Gu Mingan's shirt, "Find a mother for the child."

"Uncle, Dad said he didn't want to find Mom." Gu Xiyan looked at Yan Shuo, and said something innocently.

Yan Shuo chuckled, "Silly boy, you are still so young, don't be silly with your father, you will understand when you grow up."

Gu Xiyan scratched her little head, looking confused.

Gu Mingan's entire face was tense, and without saying a word, Yan Shuo turned around and walked back. The moment he opened the car door, Gu Mingan suddenly stood on the busy street, holding Gu Xiyan in his arms, facing Yan Shuo's back, shouted: "I love you!"

The eyes of passers-by all fell on Gu Ming'an, Gu Xiyan looked around because she didn't understand, Yan Shuo froze when she opened the door, Chi Mu's eyes widened, He Xiaoli's half-sucked cigarette fell out from the corner of his half-open mouth , fell to the ground with sparks, jumped twice, the green smoke flashed, and slowly extinguished.

Confessing loudly to the person you love in the bustling crowd, this kind of scenes that have been badly performed in countless soap operas, when placed on Gu Ming'an, has a different kind of courage, as if it can really shake people's hearts, He Xiaoli murmured He murmured, "I never thought that that dead fish eye would be so unrestrained."

After experiencing a moment of silence, the passers-by around immediately began to discuss in whispers with Gu Mingan.After all, the social atmosphere has not yet opened up to that point. It is a very topical thing for a man to openly confess his love to another person of the same sex in public.

Chi Mu heard a young couple beside her say, "It's actually gay, it's so disgusting."

Before he could speak, He Xiaoli turned his head and retorted, "Is homosexuality bothering you? You have no common sense, ignorance!"

The man glared at He Xiaoli, but he stared back with more fierce eyes, so he had to drag his girlfriend away in a desperate manner.

Gu Ming was in the crowd, as if he didn't notice the pointing around, Yan Shuo's hand holding the car door was trembling, but he finally got into the car, swung the steering wheel, and walked cleanly.

Chi Mu looked at Gu Mingan's disappointed eyes, suddenly felt a little sour in his nose, and rubbed his eyes.

That night, Yan Shuo and Nuo Dan officially broke up.