disappearing light years

Chi Mu remembers a famous saying in Tagore's poem, "The farthest distance in the world is not between life and death, but when I stand in front of you, but you don't know that I love you." Now in this situation where there are only two people The next time I met Cheng Hao face to face, Chi Mu changed that sentence into, "The farthest distance in the world is not between life and death, but when he stands in front of me, but my heart is already close to him."

They all say that love doesn't know where it started, and it goes deeper and deeper, but it's just a go.When the love doesn't know where it will end, there will be two to three, and what should end, can't be stopped after all.Therefore, the relationship between him and Cheng Hao is very open at the end of the day. Cheng Hao got married and they broke up. Chi Mu really couldn't figure out what kind of heart he had in mind.

When a strong smell of pork ribs wafted from the kitchen, Chi Mu recovered from her thoughts and signaled Cheng Hao to come in, while she hurried back to the kitchen to turn off the fire.Cheng Hao looked around in the living room, the house was small, but it was well organized, when Chi Mu returned to the living room, he found that Cheng Hao was holding the photo frame he put on the TV and staring at it.

That photo frame was taken out by Chi Mu from Cheng Hao's house, and it was the only thing that the two of them had ever owned together except for love.

It is ironic to say that the two have lived together for so many years, but there are very few photos left behind. The photo that was clipped in the frame before was a bachelor photo taken together when he and Cheng Hao graduated. With square hats, the two tilted their heads, leaning together and giggling at the camera.After Chi Mu moved, he was reluctant to part with this photo frame, so he just took out the original photo and put it at the bottom of the box, and stuffed a new one in.

The new one is a group photo of him, Yan Shuo, and He Xiaoli. On the opening day of He Xiaoli's bar, the three of them leaned shoulder to shoulder and laughed together. To be honest, looking at this photo can make Chi Mu feel depressed Much better, after all, when love suddenly leaves him, friendship becomes the only and most important spiritual pillar in life.

Seeing Chi Mu turning back, Cheng Hao quietly put the photo frame back to its original place, and asked him softly, "Have you eaten yet?"

"Not yet." Chi Mu made a cup of tea and put it on the coffee table, and said to him in a strange and polite way: "Sit down."

Cheng Hao sat down on the sofa, and Chi Mu put some refreshments in front of him, as if greeting a distinguished guest with enthusiasm.Cheng Hao sighed slightly, he understood that this is Chi Mu's usual way of treating guests, the more strangers he is, the more polite he will be, because only in this way, the visitors will be polite, and there will be a lot less nonsense. He will leave as soon as he finishes his work.

"You know I don't like going around in circles, so please get straight to the point if you have anything to do." Chi Mu sat opposite Cheng Hao with a cup of tea in his hand.

"Since you haven't eaten yet, let's go out to eat together." Cheng Hao said, "I made a reservation at your favorite restaurant."

Chi Mu shook his head and said, "No need, I have stewed ribs, and if you eat with me, won't your wife misunderstand?"

Cheng Hao was taken aback for a moment, "You've been blaming me?"

"I said it a long time ago, and I have no position to blame you." Chi Mu took a sip of tea and said slowly: "After all, we have been in love for a long time, and you and I don't have to fight too hard. We can get together and break up. In the future When we met on the street, I would still smile at you and call you Mr. Cheng, but that’s all.”

Cheng Hao's fists on his knees were gradually clenched, and after a long while, he said calmly, "Have you ever thought that maybe I have no choice but to marry Xiao Nan?"

Chi Mu smiled, "Xiao Nan held a gun to your head and said that if you don't marry her, she will kill you with one shot?"

"You never know anything about business, so how can you know my difficulties." Cheng Hao stared straight at Chi Mu, "My company was once on the verge of bankruptcy, do you know that?"

Chi Mu was taken aback.

"The largest Internet company in China, Dingsheng, took a fancy to the three online games I launched, and asked me to sell the copyrights to them several times. After I refused, they relied on their status in the Internet to hostilely acquire Haotian, and wanted to annex Haotian. Prosperity."

Chi Mu carefully recalled that there was indeed a period of time a few years ago when Cheng Hao seemed to be very busy, leaving early and returning late, and the two of them rarely even saw each other for the last time. I spent almost eighteen hours in the editorial department, and didn't pay much attention to Cheng Hao's affairs.

"They are powerful and suppressed from many sides. Haotian Shengshi's stock price fell again and again. Just when I was desperate enough to give up, Xiao Nan appeared... She said that if I was willing to marry her, then she would let him marry her." My father helped me through this difficult time..."

Speaking of this, Cheng Hao's voice was as low as it could be, and his face became gloomy, "I went home that night and thought about it for a long time. I can't be sorry for you, but Haotian Shengshi has all my hard work, I don't I'm willing to let it just become someone else's property..."

"That's really a good excuse." Chi Mu sneered, "Instead of explaining this to me, you might as well just tell me that you don't love me a long time ago, I can accept it more easily."

"I love you!" Cheng Hao suddenly stood up with a low growl, Chi Mu's ears roared, and the tall man opposite had already stretched out his hands and clasped his shoulders tightly, his voice exploded in his ears like thunder Kai, "I love you. It hasn't changed in ten years. You are the one who changed. You don't love me anymore!"

Chi Mu was stunned by this sudden change.

Cheng Hao continued with red eyes: "It's you who don't love me anymore! You always look so indifferent, you don't care about anything, such a big thing happened in my company, you don't care, Xiao Nan The day you offered to help me, I tossed and turned all night thinking about you. I called you, and when I got through, you just threw me a busy word and hung up the phone without even giving me a chance to speak. You are not there when I need you, but the person who stays with me all night is Xiao Nan!"

Cheng Hao gasped for breath, and his usual calm appearance disappeared at this moment, "Do you think I don't know what you are busy with? It was your friend He Xiaoli's birthday that day, and you chose a gift a week in advance, and wrote Okay, I’ll make a reminder, do everything by yourself, why have you ever done this for me?” Cheng Hao pointed back at the photo frame not far away, “Sometimes I really feel that my position in your heart is not as important as that He Xiaoli and Yan Shuo!"

"You're enough!" Chi Mu shook free from the shackles of Cheng Hao's hands, pointed at the door and said, "Get out! Get out!"

Cheng Hao was startled, as if he realized what he had just said just now, his eyes frightened, he raised his hand to cover Chi Mu's hand, but he waved it away.

Cheng Hao took a step back and apologized in a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry, I don't know why I said that, I just... just want to explain clearly to you..."

Chi Mu's face was as pale as paper, "Is this what you've been wanting to say? You've said it all. Did you mention half a word to me about your going bankrupt? I also have a job. You can predict good fortune and bad luck for you! I only know now that you have always had such a thought for me in your heart, and it turns out that all of this has become my fault in the end?"

Cheng Hao sat back silently, lowered his head, and said nothing.

Chi Mu wanted to laugh, he had thousands of words in his mind to refute Cheng Hao's inexplicable logic just now, but he didn't say a word, he was tired, and what's the use of saying it, that's all Strangers, it is useless to say more.

Under what circumstances do people despair?

Only when there is such a glimmer of hope, will despair.

Chi Mu didn't realize until that moment that he actually had such a sliver of hope for Cheng Hao, but unfortunately when everything was said, the hope was shattered, and despair was like a rope wrapped around his throat, making him breathless.

When did Cheng Hao leave, Chi Mu no longer had the intention to find out.After the initial anger, Chi Mu lay quietly on the bed and thought for a whole night, was there really something negligent about him that made Cheng Hao feel that He Xiaoli and Yan Shuo were more important than him in his heart?

"That's the truth. I never figured it out. Every time Xiao Li celebrates his birthday, the three of us will celebrate together, because he has no relatives. But I didn't know that this matter would be brought up by him as a reason to get married." Chi Mu drank a whole glass of strong tequila slowly, "In his mind, I don't love him."

Yan Shuo's voice was so deep that water dripped out: "He really said that?"

"That bastard just owes it, fuck his mother, I'm completely angry!" He Xiaoli stood up abruptly, and threw two banknotes on the table, "Yan Shuo, pull Chi Mu, let's go!"

Yan Shuo resolutely set up Chi Mu, who was still in a daze, and followed He Xiaoli out of the restaurant, and got into the car. He Xiaoli turned the steering wheel hard, and the car flicked from the parking lot to the road at a fast speed.

"Where are you taking me?" Chi Mu asked in a daze.

"Of course I'm going to seek justice for you." Yan Shuo took off his glasses and put them in his pocket, clenched his fists, "It's okay to be a scumbag, if you want to come out and talk nonsense after being a scumbag, that's what he asked for."

When the three finished their characters and rushed to Cheng Hao's office, he was in a video conference with others, Yan Shuo stepped forward to close his computer, and He Xiaoli's fist directly hit Cheng Hao's unclear face.

Cheng Hao was stunned by the sudden punch, and He Xiaoli quickly walked around behind him, countering him with both hands, grabbing his throat and lifting him up from the chair.

"You...you..." Cheng Hao's face turned blue and he kept struggling, He Xiaoli gave Yan Shuo a wink, Yan Shuo stepped forward with a gloomy face, Chi Mu thought he was going to hit someone, so he hurriedly stopped him, "Don't do this, it's too much .”

"I just said a few words to him." Yan Shuo patted Chi Mu on the shoulder, "Although I'm not the kind of person who can do anything for a friend, I don't say a single word for you. It will be less."

After finishing speaking, he turned to Cheng Hao and said, "Cheng Hao, I only have a few words to make clear to you. I didn't know anything about you and Chi Mu before, so I can only choose what I know."