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The next morning, the whole family went to the hospital to visit grandma. In the afternoon, Mi Le's mother took the father and son to wander around, and bought a lot of things, which almost filled Mi Le's closet. There were also some curtains and curtains, ready-made There are very few suitable ones. Yang Xiaowan only bought some small items, and she plans to order the rest in Suzhou and Hangzhou after returning home, which is not too far away anyway.

In the evening, Mi Le had a meal with the members of Qi's family. Only then did Mi Le know that Qi Mufei had a younger brother and a younger sister.Coincidentally, his younger brother Qi Muyun works in the hospital affiliated to their school, and they were still alumni.That's good, you can consult him about work matters in the future, and you can avoid detours.

Next, Mi's father and Mi's mother are very busy, because they haven't been back for a long time, and there are too many people to see, such as the mother's Fa Xiao, father's classmates, an educated youth from an educated youth point, etc.There are parties every day, and Mi Le has nothing to do, but because Qu Fan is too busy during this period, the two of them just made a few phone calls and came over for dinner once in the evening. .

Three days later, Mi Le's grandmother underwent surgery. Because the stomach cancer was in the early stage, the surgery was successful, but part of the stomach was removed, so you should pay attention to eating in the future.

The day before Mi Le's school starts, Mi's parents and Mi's mother are going back. Although Mi Le's grandma has not recovered yet, there is still something going on at the unit, and the old man's heart has been resolved, and only recovery is left.

At night, Mi Zhiguo tossed and turned on the bed, unable to fall asleep. Yang Xiaowan poked him, "If you don't sleep at night, you pancakes. You woke up when you just fell asleep."

Mi Zhiguo didn't move, lay down for a while, heard his wife's breathing steady, sat up, put on his clothes, went out, came to the west room, pushed open the door, saw a dim light coming from inside, walked through The screen and the light came out from the Babu bed.

"Dad, haven't you slept yet?" Mi Le heard the voice, opened the curtain, and saw his father walking over with his clothes on.

Mi Zhiguo walked to the bedside, "Well, I'm still reading."

Mi Le put the quilt inside, "I can't sleep, I usually go to bed after ten o'clock, it's a bit early today.

Mi Zhiguo sat on the bed and looked at his son, "Your mother and I will go back tomorrow. I thought about it tonight. I'd better talk to you."

Mi Le was surprised to see his father so serious, and sat up straight.

Mi Zhiguo smiled, "This time I came to Yanjing, I see that you are in good order and the yard is well taken care of. Your mother and I are quite at ease."

He lowered his head and pondered for a while before saying, "I see that you and Qu Fan seem to be getting into each other these few days. What's the relationship between you?"

Mi Le's heart sank, he didn't expect his father to ask about Qu Fan, but at this moment, he couldn't tell a lie, "We, we're getting along." He lowered his head to look at the magpie on the quilt, not daring to look up.

After a long time, I heard a sigh, "Oh, I felt something was wrong during the Chinese New Year, but I didn't think about it. How did you get here?" Although he had already guessed the answer, Mi Zhiguo still held a hope in his heart. , but did not expect his son to answer so simply.

Mi Le tilted his head a little nervously, holding the bed sheet tightly with his hands, "We were just ordinary friends at first, but after getting in touch, I felt that he was quite reliable, and his personality matched well, so we got in touch more and gradually developed feelings. "

Mi Zhiguo hesitated for a moment and asked, "Don't you like girls?"

Mi Le raised his head and glanced at his father, and saw his father's face was quite calm, "No, it's not disgusting to be in contact with girls. I always wanted the marriage and love like you and my mother, but people nowadays are too emotionally involved. At first, being with Qu Fan was just a trial, I was very comfortable with him, and slowly found myself falling in love with him."

"During the Chinese New Year, he must have rushed back from Yanjing."

"Well, not long after you and my mother left that day, the second lotus flower bloomed on my body, and I felt a little unwell. He returned to Yanjing that day and agreed to get off the car and make a phone call. He heard from the phone that I had something to do. Just got back on the plane."

Mi Zhiguo sighed again, "I have used your computer to check a lot of information in the past two days, and now most people can look at this issue objectively. But this road is not easy." After a pause, " When we were on Daxing Island, there were two educated youths on the same team as us. One of them was called Zeng Rui, whose family status was not very good, and his parents were arrested. It's easy to fall in love with each other. At that time, it was a big deal, and the two could only sneak around. But they were discovered, but only one of them was seen, and the other was not seen clearly because it was getting late. Hey, Cheng Jianjun went home to visit relatives during the Chinese New Year, and there was no one at Zeng Rui’s family, so he went to see his parents and came back. Cheng Jianjun’s family asked him to join the army. He was thinking about Zeng Rui, so he didn’t agree, but he couldn’t persuade his family to leave home. After staying for a while, something happened unexpectedly.

The person who saw the two of them was from the Revolutionary Committee. That boy was an activist back then, but he had bad intentions. He kept pestering Zeng Rui during the Chinese New Year. Zeng Rui broke his head in a fit of anger. Not good, I'm often the target of everyone's criticism, this time I annoyed people, and even exposed the fact that I like the same sex.For three whole days, being forced to ask who the other person was, no matter what method he used, Zeng Rui gritted his teeth and remained silent for three days.On the third night, the educated youth who went to see him inadvertently told Cheng Jianjun that he was on his way back. Maybe he didn't want to hurt him, so he jumped into the Qixing River that night while the guards were unprepared.It was freezing and snowy at the time, and it was already dead when it was fished out. "

Thinking about the past, Mi Zhiguo felt extremely heavy, "Ceng Rui was already stiff when Cheng Jianjun came back. He couldn't bear this fact, and he went crazy all of a sudden. Later, his family took him back and treated him for a while. I just didn’t talk much, and then I returned to Daxing Island without bringing anything, and built a hut in front of Zeng Rui’s tomb. I heard from people at the party the day before yesterday that he was still there. He often sat in front of the grave and talked to himself naturally. talk."

Mi Le listened silently without speaking.

"I'm telling you this for no reason, just to tell you that this road is not easy to walk. In the past two days, I used your computer to check on the Internet. Now people are much more tolerant, not as unacceptable as they were ten years ago. But there are still many people who can't understand. Love is great, but whether love can stand the test is another matter. People may start contact because of love, but love will fade after a long time. Personal love is family, have you ever thought about what will happen when the love between the two of you fades one day, can it be maintained without the shackles of the family? There is no guarantee of marriage, no children as a concern, yes Isn't it easy to separate? I don't want to persuade you to separate, but I just hope you can think about your future."

Mi Zhiguo paused for a moment, "You are my son. I only had you when I was almost 40 years old. I felt guilty when your sister was gone. I signed the surgery book at that time. Your sister didn't stay. Your mother didn't conceive in six or seven years. I think this may be God's punishment for me, although I have never been superstitious. In those years, your mother and I were very depressed. The topic of children is a taboo at home. Your mother I am still an obstetrician and gynecologist, where new lives are born every day. I have seen your mother cry several times watching the baby in the nursery, so your mother and I are overjoyed at your birth. You are our salvation.

Your mother and I didn’t take care of you very much. We don’t have much plan for your future. We just want you to be happy. When I was young, I was very laissez-faire with you. It was your grandfather who let you learn something. We don’t have other parents. Like the idea of ​​hoping that your child will become a dragon, just think about it as you like.You didn't disappoint me and your mother. You have your own thoughts since you were a child. You are not particularly top-notch in your studies but you are also in the middle and upper reaches. If you are interested in something, you will do it seriously.It's good to be casual.

That day in the hospital, I saw you and Qu Fan sitting on the bench, looking very intimate, I was so shocked that I wanted to pull you over, and even wanted to slap Qu Fan a few times, but then I hesitated.The reason for wanting to separate is very simple, I think this is good for you, but this is the reason I imposed on you, what if you are unhappy without him? "

Mi Zhiguo stretched out his hand and shook his son's hand, "I have been struggling in my mind for a long time, and I have been doing my own ideological work for a few days, but I still can't make a decision for you, so I come to talk to you, I hope you can know my thoughts, It doesn’t matter what your final choice is, I want you to be happy. If you really choose him, you have to be prepared to face all pressures. If you really like him so much, hold him firmly and don’t let him slip Go. Happiness still needs to be created by oneself.”

Hearing his father's words, Mi Le was very moved. His father was all for him. Obviously, his father didn't approve of it, but he compromised again for his sake. Tears fell from his nose. It's been a long time since he shed tears. Can't live.All I could do was choke up and call out "Dad"

Father Mi stretched out his hand and rubbed his son's hair, "Young man, don't cry, it's alright, I'll go to bed too, you should go to bed early too. Ah." He stood up and relaxed, not knowing what will happen in the future. Anyway, I just hope it wasn't a wrong decision.

Seeing that Mi Le also got up from the bed, he said, "Okay, don't get up, don't catch cold." When he lifted the curtain, he remembered something and looked back, "Well, don't tell your mother about this beforehand, she may not be able to accept it, Wait for your summer vacation, your mother and I are both retiring this year, and it will be almost done in June, and we will come over then. As for how to say it, we will see when the time comes."

Mi Le wiped away the tears and nodded.

Father Mi waved his hand and put down the curtain, and went back to the east room by himself.Mi Le lay on the bed full of thoughts.