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Yang Xiao was an underground member of the G Party before liberation, and Jiang Yun was her comrade. The two carried out latent missions together, and fell in love with each other for a long time. After obtaining the consent of their superiors, they married and married. Jiang Tianlei, a boy, saw that the whole country was about to be liberated, and victory was in sight, but for an important mission, Jiang Yun was exposed. When Yang Xiao returned home, he saw a burnt ruin, surrounded by party bureaus. She knew she couldn't go back.

After going to several traffic stations, she was finally safe. After many inquiries, there was no whereabouts of Jiang Yun and Jiang Tianlei. Finally, she found information in the newspaper that her husband and son were burned to death.She was in great pain. During the early days of liberation, she used her work to numb herself, but the pain of losing her loved ones could not be made up for. It was during those days that she met Yang Xuanzhi, a talented professor at Yenching University, funny and knowledgeable. He can also take care of others, and his thoughtfulness helped her get out of the pain and get a new life.At that time, she had changed her real name back to Mu Xia.

Yang Xiaowan was born in 1970, and her birth brought joy to the family.The turmoil began. Yang Xuanzhi was knocked down for some reason, and the family was in great difficulty, but this could not make the family surrender. In [-], Yang Xuanzhi and Mu Xia were sent to the farm, the courtyard house was confiscated, and Yang Xiaowan lived in the dormitory of Yanyuan. A student of Yanyuan, Qi Tianlei, in such an era, a fifteen or sixteen-year-old girl, lost all support and lived alone in loneliness and fear, but Qi Tianlei was tall, steady and ideal, he had a little girl Yearning for love and life, Qi Tianlei, a man who is seven years older than her, occupies a large place in her small world, but this flower of love withered before it bloomed, and she couldn't even put it together. A catharsis of emotion.

During the Chinese New Year, Yang Xiaowan went to visit her parents who were far away on the farm. Coincidentally, Qi Tianlei's father was also imprisoned there.So the two came together logically, and Yang Xiaowan even secretly thought of letting her mother see this young man with a secret joy.

The situation is clear, from name to appearance, every trace indicates that this handsome young man is Mu Xia's lost child for more than 20 years.After seeing Jiang Yun in the cowshed, I realized that the sudden evacuation was so fearful that Mu Xia would fall into the trap. Jiang Yun lit the small building and took Jiang Tianlei away. Everything in the house was burned down. Compared to Mu Xia, Jiang Yun At that time, he was the director of the Party Communication Bureau, and there were notices of arresting him everywhere, and there was no way to contact him. After safety, the communication channel was destroyed, and he returned to Yanjing after many twists and turns. But at that time, Mu Xia had disappeared. People originally used a pseudonym, but Jiang Yun changed back to his original name at that time, Qi Yun, the Dangtong Bureau, either to confuse or for another purpose, published the news that Jiang Yun was burned to death in the newspaper. Everything is being rebuilt, everywhere is chaotic, many files are lost, Qi Yun never heard from Mu Xia again.This difference is 20 years.

Yang Xiaowan couldn't express the despair and sadness in her heart. Looking at the person who happily recognized her sister, she felt desolate. Maybe this person never thought about anything.Girls of this age are at the time when they are sensitive and ignorant, when their feelings are the most pure and innocent, but this sudden truth broke her down, unable to accept the facts, she could only choose to escape, and joined the group of passionate young people who went to the mountains and went to the countryside. His mood was as cold as ice.

Going far away to the ice and snow Daxing Island, the little girl embarked on the road of growth alone. In those few years, she experienced the most depressing years in her life. The distant Yanjing seems to be a thing of the past life.All emotional wounds are slowly healing.

After several years of training, the innocent little girl grew into a big girl, and she also matured a lot emotionally. When the country resumed the college entrance examination, she signed up and was admitted to the Department of Medicine of Yenching University with excellent results.To her surprise, she also found love on the day she received the notice.

Mi Zhiguo, when he and Yang Xiaowan were transferred to the same company, he noticed that little girl very early on. She is the most beautiful girl in the whole company. Although she is young, she is very insightful. Listening to her words and actions, it can be seen that she has received a good education. Education, what attracted him more was the girl's quiet temperament.It is not a very good time to pay attention to her but do nothing. This place is not a good time.He can only care about her silently, or help the girl chop some firewood, or save an extra steamed bun, dig some sweet potatoes from the field, and send them over steaming after the exam. Maybe all he can do is to keep the girl from starving.

The country resumed the college entrance examination. Instead of applying for the university in his hometown, he chose the same university in the same city as the girl.

Yang Xiaowan didn't reject him, but she didn't promise him either. The wound in her heart had healed, but the scar was still there. She didn't know if she could accept such a new relationship.

Five years in college, because in Beijing, it was inevitable to meet Qi Tianlei. At this time, he was already a battalion commander. At first, she would feel some dull pain, but gradually she was able to face him peacefully, and even felt a little bit of pain in her heart. I was faintly glad that I never went far.

Junior and Mi Zhiguo have established a relationship. This man is silently caring for her no matter whether he is on Daxing Island or on campus. No matter when he turns around, he will be seen. This is a reassuring man.

The relationship with her mother is still very good, she understands that this is not the mother's fault, everything is fate.After graduating from university, she married Mi Zhiguo. The unit divided the house and they lived alone. They lived a happy life.

Happiness was broken. On that Sunday afternoon, Yang Xiaowan was eight months pregnant. The doctor said that she was a very healthy little guy. The hospital gave her maternity leave because she had not been home for a long time. This morning, Mi Zhiguo accompanied her. She went back to see her parents in the afternoon. When she walked into the house, she found something was wrong. The house seemed to have not been cleaned for a long time. Her father’s hair was all white, and her mother was not at home. After repeated questioning, she found out that her mother I went to take care of Qi Yun, because of the sequelae left by the war and the torment of the turmoil, Qi Yun's body was a bit broken.

Yang Xiaowan felt unacceptable. Although intellectually she comforted herself that this was just a relationship with an old friend, emotionally she felt that her mother had betrayed her and her father.After getting acquainted with Qi Yun, I found out that the man still loves his mother for so many years and has not married a wife, and has been waiting for his mother.She couldn't be sure if her mother still loved her. Her mother didn't leave her father in such a difficult time, and she wouldn't abandon them now either.

Yang Xiaowan is very anxious and depressed, which also makes her situation very unstable. She hopes to talk to her mother, hopes that she can accept her daughter's request, and hopes that she can regard family as the most important thing.But all I got was silence.

Mu Xia was born in a scholarly family and went to girls' middle school. She participated in the revolution at the age of 17, and entered the enemy's interior with Qi Yun at the age of 19, and hid in the enemy's interior. She and Qi Yun worked together for almost four years.At work, the two supported and comforted each other, and gradually fell in love. Even in such a dangerous situation, they had children.She is a bold and careful woman, she has the cultivation of a lady, and she has revolutionary blood.There are two men who are the most important in her heart in this life.Qi Yun and Yang Xuanzhi, when she knew that Qi Yun was not dead, she was more happy and relieved. Qi Yun has always been a knot in her heart, and he stayed in her heart like a thorn. It will hurt and it will never heal.

Two men, there is no need to choose. She and Yang Xuanzhi have been together for more than 20 years, and they still have a family. There is no doubt that Qi Yun can only miss it.

At that time, Mu Xia didn't hesitate at all, but all of this was shaken when she received Qi Yun's critical illness notification. She hesitated, and looked at the scrawny man lying on the hospital bed, crying bitterly. Strong and vigorous, this man was her strong support during the war-torn era, but now he is lying here, dying of illness.There is no way to let go, the emotion of life and death.So when her daughter talked to her, she was silent.

The mother's silence made Yang Xiaowan even more irritable, and her body also experienced bursts of discomfort. Finally, this discomfort broke out before the parents' divorce agreement was written.She had a miscarriage, and it was a girl, a little girl at eight months and seventeen days old.A little girl who failed to see the world.

No one knew her grief, no one knew her pain, and it was three days after she saw her mother again, three days after she lost her little daughter.There is no hysteria, no crying, unable to face her, she does not know how to get out of this pain, does not know if it is possible to hate her, she knows that her mother has experienced war, experienced life and death, she knows her suffering but she can't help it Talk yourself to forgive.For her lovely daughter, for her gray-haired old father, and her abandoned heart.

After living in Yanjing for another four years, the relationship between mother and daughter did not warm up but became more and more cold. Whenever Yang Xiaowan saw her father living alone in that courtyard, she would feel heartbroken, even though she moved with Mi Zhiguo. After going back, this situation has not changed.Since the miscarriage, Yang Xiaowan has not been pregnant, although she has seen many doctors and taken a lot of medicine.At this point, Mi Zhiguo never said anything and even comforted her, and even prepared to adopt a child in order to make her feel at ease.But the more this happened, the sadder she became, and the more she missed her former daughter.

In the end, she left this sad place and went to Nanjing with Mi Zhiguo, where she started a new life.It wasn't until she was 35 that she had Mi Le, his lovely angel.