The little life of a platinum darling

Prof Snape still didn't appear in the professor's chair in the hall at dinner time, although his habit made him eat in the hall unless there was some important event.

Because he was a little worried.

But at the same time, I feel annoyed and irritable because of my own worries.

Since the end of the last class, he has been sitting in his office, still motionless for 3 hours.In fact, he didn't know how the whole day passed, he seemed to be giving lessons to those kids mechanically, and then he couldn't stop being in a daze and wandering.Then I regained my sanity, went into a daze again, and wandered away again.

He knew who it was that sent him this "thing" this morning.He also knew that if he was sensible enough, he should tell Dumbledore or the Ministry of Magic about this as soon as possible.

But he also knew he couldn't do it.So his absent-mindedness throughout the day had already been discovered by the shrewd old man, and Dumbledore had looked for him at noon.But he couldn't tell the reason for his absent-mindedness, he just prevaricated casually.Although Dumbledore didn't quite believe it, fortunately he still trusted him and didn't ask any more questions.

He couldn't think of what happened 12 years ago again.He thought that after so many years, he could finally forget those unforgettable memories, but unfortunately only now did he realize that he had failed.

He still remembers what he was doing before he learned of Lily's death, and he deeply regrets his stupidity.When Sirius Black was imprisoned in Azkaban, he was almost relieved.He knew he was cowardly, he kept avoiding, he excluded himself from the incident, he pretended to be a man who was unhappy because his friend was killed, and hid in the spider's end until Dumbledore's visit made him feel that he was still useful , can also make up for something.

He curled himself up as much as possible, unwilling to think about the past that he had spent so long trying to forget.God knows how flustered he was when he saw the Potter family's almost ruined house that day.Lily's and Potter's bodies had been buried, and their little cub had a new home.But he couldn't accept the news he got at all: Sirius Black betrayed the Potters and told the Dark Lord where they lived, so that they would be found by the Dark Lord and die.

How can this be?That man valued his brother so much, and even quarreled with him more than once because of Potter, how could he betray Potter?But he had to believe it—when he saw that Black was taken into Azkaban without any resistance, without any excuse for himself.At that time, he once thought that if he defended himself, he would choose to believe it.However, he didn't.

He remembered that the night before the incident, that person was still reassuring him that Lily would be safe, they would not be in any danger, they took the child and hid where no one could find, he believed it.But the next day, Lily died.Only the weeping pup was left, with the same pretty green eyes as Lily.

That man, Sirius Black.

He didn't know how he escaped from that place, Azkaban, and he didn't understand how he was feeling right now.

He figured he should now growl and find a way to find Black and send him back to Azkaban, maybe even accept the Dementor's Kiss.But I can't stop worrying about whether that person is doing well now, whether he has a place to stay, whether he will be hungry.There are dementors everywhere outside now, is there any danger?He even complained about how he would send him a package at this time, what if he was discovered.

Yes, who else but the dog could have thought of bringing him something like this early in the morning? !that thing...that thing...

"Professor, I'm Phivenret Jason. Can I come in, please?"

The child's voice came from outside the door, Snape vigorously shook off the imagination in his mind, straightened his body and replied, "Come in."

As soon as Feverret entered, he noticed Snape's abnormally pale face on the sofa.Although Snape had a sick face all the year round, he had never seen Bai Cheng like this.

"Godfather, what's the matter with you?" He asked with some concern.

"Nothing." Snape exhaled, stood up, and took out several glass bottles containing bright brown liquid from the inner room: "This is your amount for this semester, put it in your box. "

Faverete took down the potion box around his neck as he said, and watched the godfather put all the potion bottles in, and then immediately closed the potion box as if to see off the guests.

"Godfather, are you really... all right?" This action made Fevinrete even more worried. Generally, the godfather would tell him something before he left, although the tone would never make people feel happy.But today, it seemed as if he was anxious to let him go quickly, and he didn't say a single unnecessary word to him.

"I said I don't have anything, maybe your brain inherited from your father has prevented you from distinguishing what others say normally?"

But this brain that I inherited from my father can still ensure that I can tell whether what is happening in front of me is normal or not.

In the end, Feiwenruite was invited out of the office while slandering him. He thought for a long time in the dormitory, but he still felt uneasy.

"Fiverett, what's the matter with you?" Draco was a little worried when he saw that Feverrett hadn't stopped frowning since he returned to the dormitory.

"Hmm..." Feverret shook his head, unwilling to worry Draco, "It's nothing, I just thought of something."

"Can I help you?" Draco tried to make his voice softer, but in fact he was always more serious than normal when he treated Feverett, whether it was conscious or not.

"No," Feverett thought for a while, but still rejected his offer: "I'm just a little worried, but I think it won't take long for me to get well."

Draco was sure he felt uncomfortable with Feverret saying something like that, he felt that he wished Feverret wouldn't just do everything by himself, that he wished he could help.But Feverret never told him.He stepped forward and grabbed Fivenret's shoulders, feeling his emotions so agitated for the first time since he was sensible: "I don't care what you think, but you must remember that I am always here! No matter what it is , you can discuss it with me."

Feiwenruite was stunned for a moment, then smiled: "I will remember." He felt that he had never been so satisfied, these words seemed to fill his heart, making him feel that there is still something behind him. Individuals can be relied upon.

In the middle of the night, Fivenret tossed and turned in bed, still unable to fall asleep.

He couldn't help worrying at the thought of seeing the godfather's face in the godfather's office, which was more sickly than usual.He knew the godfather didn't need his consolation, he'd be fine.But he just couldn't let go.

He got up from the bed, and Voldemort, who could almost materialize, appeared beside him: "What's wrong?"

"Did you go out today?" He has put Voldemort's ring in the dormitory since the beginning of school. Voldemort can keep his soul state from being seen by anyone—unless he wants to—so it's just a The conspicuous ring is placed next to the bed, and it is blocked by a curtain, so it is generally not noticed by others.And Voldemort also often wandered around in the castle without hiding his figure.

"I saw Snape received a package in the morning, and then he was in a bad mood - if that's what you want to ask." Voldemort told him his information generously.

"Package? Do you know where it came from?" Feverret subconsciously wanted to continue asking.

"I think that owl flew out of the owl room. After the package was delivered, it returned to the owl room. So it should be someone inside the school." Voldemort raised the corner of his mouth, thinking of something.

"What do you know?" Feveret looked at his expression suspiciously.

"Ah, that's something about their generation. He just can't figure it out in some places." Voldemort paused here, and then asked, "I'm puzzled. Even if he is your godfather, he doesn't look like Germany. Racko Malfoy watched you grow up like that or something else, why are you more worried about him than that kid. You see, although he is a little worried, he can still sleep well, can't he?"

Fivenret shook his head: "Draco is also worried about him, but his childhood impression made him feel at ease with the godfather, believing that the godfather can solve any problem. But I can't be as relieved as he is, the face of the godfather today makes him feel at ease. I can't stop thinking about it."

"I mean, actually, you haven't really been with your godfather for a long time, have you? Why are you so worried about him? To be honest, these things... I don't understand..."