Feng Laiyi

Sending off the father-in-law who came to pass on the Queen Mother's instructions, Yanji waved her hand to repel the servants around her, stood a little dazed for a while, then walked slowly to the dressing table, sat down slowly, and stared at the reflection reflected in the bronze mirror. It took a long time to reveal a bitter smile on the face without the slightest expression.

These days, Nu Dahai has become more and more distracted, often absent-minded, answering irrelevant questions, and he who used to go back to the mansion after the court has no important matters, has also become Yan Ji who is about to fall asleep. I still can't see his figure, even if I came back early a few times, I tossed and turned, couldn't sleep at night, all of which made Yan Ji change from the initial suspicion to the current abnormal affirmation.

But even though Yan Ji already understood Nu Da Hai's thoughts, she didn't dare to reveal it, and couldn't question him face to face. This kind of woman who can't afford to let go, but whenever she sees Nu Dahai, even if the words are already on her lips, but thinking of Jiyuan and Luo Lin, her anger and resentment will slowly dissipate. It was her whole life now, and it was also the reason why she couldn't let go no matter how disheartened she was towards Nu Dahai.

However, Jiyuan's recent performance is undoubtedly pouring buckets of ice water on Yanji's head, cutting scars on her heart, making her feel chills all over her body and feeling unforgettable pain at the same time, but Jiyuan After all, he is her son, the flesh and blood that fell from her body, Yanji can ignore what happens to Nu Dahai, but she can't ignore Jiyuan.

Thinking of this, Yan Ji slowly closed her eyes, thinking that when she enters the palace to meet the Queen Mother tomorrow, she should find an appropriate time to seek a good marriage for Ji Yuan, even if he hates herself now, when he grows up and matures After reading it, you should understand your painstaking efforts, right?Even if I don't understand, I can't watch my son just be buried on Xinyue's body like this. The emperor's meaning is already obvious enough. That He Shuo Gege, no matter what, is untouchable in the general's mansion. It's ridiculous that he is now in an important position. Nu Dahai, who was blinded by the new moon and confused by the mind, couldn't understand the emperor's mind.

Something cold passed across Yan Ji's cheeks, she didn't open her eyes, and she didn't intend to care whether those were her tears, that's all, after crying this time, let's make an end to everything, Yan Ji As Ji thought about it, the coldness on her face became more cheerful, while the pain in her heart gradually eased unconsciously.

Luo Lin stood at the door of Yan Ji's room, holding up the curtain with one hand, and covering her mouth with the other. Her face was full of shock and disbelief, as well as wanton tears. She bit her lip tightly, Not daring to let himself make the slightest sound, he gently lowered the raised curtain, turned around and left on tiptoe, stopped when he was approaching the door of the room, took out a handkerchief and wiped away his tears carefully, for fear that the servants would see With red eyes, he lowered his head and hurried out the door, walking towards his own room.

Luo Lin walked fast, and her footsteps were a little staggering. The servant girl she ordered to wait for her to come out saw her come out, and hurriedly trotted over, but almost couldn't keep up with her footsteps. Let's go", when he didn't even notice the person coming in front of him, he couldn't help exclaiming: "Miss, be careful!"

At the same time, Luo Lin collided fiercely with the person who was striding forward in front of her. The strong impact made her kick back several steps, shaking her body and almost falling on it. The servant girl who caught up in time tried her best to support her.

"Looking at you flustered and running around, how decent is it?! Is this what your mother taught you?!"

Before Luo Lin came back to her senses, someone reprimanded her head, and her tone was a little impatient. Hearing this familiar voice, Luo Lin clenched her hands violently, and the palms of her nails poked a dull pain. When he started, he saw Nu Dahai frowning and staring at him, and suddenly felt extremely angry.

"You have no right to say that about Er Niang!" Luo Lin thought she would yell out, but she didn't expect to stare at Nu Dahai with red eyes for a long time with her mouth trembling, before she could say this in a hoarse voice. After finishing speaking, no matter how Nu Dahai reacted, he brushed away the maid who was holding his hand, and ran towards his room without looking back.

Nu Dahai, who had not received any response from Jiyuan who had "sleep" just now, was already in a bad mood, but now that Luo Lin came out like this again, it made him feel a little furious, and thinking of Luo Lin Just now it seemed that Yanji came out of Yanji's room, so she intuitively thought that Yanji must have said something to Luo Lin, so she flicked her sleeves and walked towards the bedroom angrily.

Luo Lin, who was walking wildly all the way, rushed back to her room, drove back all the servants in the room, closed the door tightly, rushed to the side of the bed, lay down heavily, covered her head with the quilt, and finally cried bitterly speak out.

Don't look at Luo Lin who is laughing and joking all day long. It seems that she has no intentions at all. In fact, Dayan Ji has not relaxed in her teaching since she was a child, because Yan Ji knows that Luo Lin will marry sooner or later and become the head of the family. Mother, so she is not like the Jiyuan who grew up around the old lady, she has almost no mind, she is just not as rigid as those ladies.

Lorraine knew her brother's thoughts on Xinyue Gege for a long time. To be honest, when she first saw Xinyue, she was a little surprised by that unassuming Gege, and couldn't help feeling a little happy That's why she tried her best to help Jiyuan play the side drum, trying to match the two of them.

But slowly, Luo Lin realized that something was wrong, because she saw more and more figures of her Ama in Xinyue Xiaozhu. She faintly noticed something, but she couldn't believe it. She searched a lot Using an excuse to convince herself, she told herself that Ama came to Xinyue Xiaozhu only out of the elders' concern for the younger generation, just because Xinyue was the princess entrusted by the emperor and the empress dowager to "take good care of" by the general's residence.

At that time, Jiyuan had no doubts at all. As long as he saw the new moon, he would be in high spirits, and he could see nothing else in his eyes. Although Luo Lin found countless reasons for her Ama in her heart, she couldn't help but struggle Every time Dahai came to Xinyue Xiaozhu, he and Xinyue secretly looked at him and Xinyue, and the more she looked at her, the colder her body became. When I arrived at my Ama, there would only occasionally be such a little look on my face, and my Ama looked at Xinyue with such lingering and unforgettable eyes, that she even seemed to have completely ignored the fact that there were two of him in the house. children.

Luo Lin, who found out all the incidents between Nu Dahai and Xinyue, felt disgusted, resentful, uneasy and bewildered. She didn't dare to tell Yan Ji, fearing that the mother who had loved Ama so much for so many years would be heartbroken. She didn't dare to tell Nu Dahai, for fear that he would take the opportunity to spread everything out, which would also hurt Er Niang, and she did not dare to tell Ji Yuan, for fear that he would not be able to accept this fact, that he would collapse, and she would also I thought about scolding Xinyue for being shameless and telling her to get out of the general's mansion, but I also knew that the emperor and queen mother were still under pressure. Just when Luo Lin hated her powerlessness and was at a loss, the emperor ordered Xinyue to move in. She finally breathed a sigh of relief when the imperial edict from the Prince's Mansion came down, and even cheered in her heart.

After all, Luo Lin was still a little naive. She thought that everything would be settled after Xinyue left the General's Mansion. She never thought that she would see today's scene. In her eyes, her mother-in-law was dignified, Virtuous, stern, and loving, so when she wanted to sneak into the house to "surprise" my mother today, when she quietly opened the curtain, she saw sitting in front of the dressing table and weeping quietly, When Yan Ji, who had the word "juejue" clearly written on her face without the slightest ripple, almost couldn't help crying out.

At that moment, Luo Lin understood that her mother was so sad and desperate because she knew about Ama and Xinyue. She had shown this kind of expression in front of herself and her brother, and she was always generous and decent. She could only choose to turn around and leave, so she blurted out that sentence when Nu Dahai scolded her.

Luo Lin cried until she was out of breath and her voice became hoarse, but Nu Dahai aggressively pushed the door of Yan Ji's room, and yelled at Yan Ji: "Look at the good daughter you taught!"

Yanji didn't know that Luo Lin had been here before, but she had adjusted her mood before Nu Dahai rushed in, wiped away her tears with a handkerchief, laughed at herself before ordering the maid outside the house to drink warm water After Nu Dahai finished yelling, she saw Yan Ji was taking the handkerchief from the maid, and the maid was turning her head, staring at her in astonishment, so she yelled impatiently: "What are you looking at?" Look, hurry up and get out of here!"

The maid was so startled that the basin in her hand almost fell to the ground, she hurriedly saluted and retreated, Nu Dahai glared at Yan Ji angrily, Yan Ji also looked back at him quietly, without any expression or emotion Words, and this kind of gaze, suddenly made Nu Dahai feel a little guilty. He was tongue-tied, and the words in his stomach were rolling over and over again, but finally he couldn't speak.

Yan Ji looked at Nu Dahai, who had gradually become a little embarrassed from the initial anger, and now she was actually mixed with guilt. , What exactly do you want to do?"

A sentence without the slightest emotion made Nu Dahai startled inexplicably. He felt that his mouth was a little dry and he didn't know how to answer Yan Ji's question. He stared blankly at Yan Ji. Finding that her eyes were deep and far away, it seemed that all his thoughts had nowhere to hide, so he could only turn around and flee in a hurry.

Yanji looked at the back of Nu Dahai leaving in a hurry, without anger, sadness, or the slightest pain, her heart was as calm as water.

The author has something to say:

In fact, I am not here to whitewash Luo Lin. In many Xinyue fanfictions, Luo Lin and Jiyuan are both "white-eyed wolves". After knowing the truth, they all acted very resentful, but later, because the Yan Ji described by NN was too "vicious", because the new moon described by NN was too "kind", and because of various things, the two children completely became "white-eyed". Wolf", and now there is no Xinyue to follow Luo Lin every day, and this child has seen Erniang's fragility again, I think it is probably impossible to stand by Xinyue's side again.