Feng Laiyi

Xueru is flustered and helpless now, if Grandma Qin is still there, she still has someone to confide in, but Grandma Qin has been dead for so many years, and now in the palace, Xueru has almost no one to talk to .

After the son-changing incident 20 years ago, Xueru set up defenses for herself. Except for Grandma Qin, she didn't want to get close to anyone or trust anyone, because she was worried that one day she would accidentally say something. She will fall into the abyss of eternal doom, even if it is Grandma Qin, in fact, she is not completely at ease, wishing to take Grandma Qin with her every day, looking at her, after so many years, Xueru deeply understands a sentence—— "Don't do bad things for others, and don't be alarmed when you knock on the door in the middle of the night." She did it, so she couldn't maintain her peace of mind, and she would often wake up in the middle of the night, just to dream of what would happen to her after Yue Li knew the truth , or his own daughter waved her little hand and said that she wanted to seek revenge from her.

Yue Li's treatment of Xueru in the past 20 years made her feel that her decision to change sons was right. After all these years, no matter whether she felt uneasy or not, Fujin's seat was indeed secure, and Xueru felt that she was quite content. , but who would have thought that a lowly singer who sells and sings in Longyuan Building just overturned her 20 years of painstaking efforts.

After thinking blankly for a long time in the room, Xueru suddenly woke up, "No, I can't just sit and wait for death", thinking this way, Xueru swallowed the blood flowing from her lips directly, the faint smell of blood made her With an inexplicable pleasure, she wiped her lips twice with a handkerchief, and Xue Ru ordered someone to send Xiao Kouzi.

Xiao Kou Zixueru, who looked a little trembling, didn't question him, but asked him in detail what happened today, Xiao Kou Zi didn't hide it, and told everything, but of course the link of reporting the news by himself was omitted, To be honest, it would be wrong to say that Xiao Kouzi has no feelings for Haozhen. After all, he has been with Haozhen for more than ten years, and Haozhen treats him very well. It's just that he is a slave, and his life is not as valuable as an ant. In other words, he might never see the sun tomorrow again. If he wants to save his own life, what choice can he choose besides obeying?Telling the truth now can be regarded as repaying Hao Zhen for taking care of him for many years, Xiao Kouzi thought in his heart.

After listening to Xiao Kouzi's narration, Xueru's heart tightened, and she felt powerless all over. After waving Xiao Kouzi to retreat, Xueru started to be dazed again, and the expression on her face changed again and again.

Xueru felt that she hated her very much. In the past, she hated Yue Li. She hated him for accepting Pianpian 20 years ago, which made her lose her sense of security. Losing Yue Li's favor, she hated Haoxiang, if she hadn't conceived him so quickly, she would not have exchanged her own daughter for a son who has no blood relationship with her.Now she hates Haozhen, hates him for not being up to date and not making progress, and for doing such a rebellious thing for a lowly singing girl. She hates Bai Yinshuang, hates her for seducing Haozhen with her "humming" skills, and makes her 20 years old. All the efforts were in vain.

After another half hour, looking at the darkening sky outside, Xueru gritted her teeth, turned around and left the room, and quietly went out to the side door of the palace.

After leaving the palace, Xueru hired a sedan chair and went straight to Dutong Mansion.

Mrs. Dutong, that is, Xueru's older sister Xueqing guessed what was going on when she saw her downcast look, so she hurriedly dragged Xueru to her bedroom, watched the tea, and then sent everyone They all faded away.

"What happened?" Xueqing didn't talk nonsense, she came up and asked, she was two years older than Xueru, and the two of them were like sweet honey since they were little sisters, but Xueqing was a daredevil and brave A person with knowledge and opinions is not like Xueru who is gentle and almost indecisive.

After hearing Xueqing's question, Xueru finally couldn't help it, hugged Xueqing tightly, and burst into tears, crying, "Sister, what should I do? Will I still have a job in the future?" I have worked so hard for so many years, but ended up like this, I am not reconciled..."

Xueqing was hugged by Xueru, although she heard her cry miserably, but she didn't know what happened, even if she wanted to comfort her, she couldn't say anything, so she reached out and patted Xueru's back, thinking to wait for her to calm down Come down and talk.

From the time when Yue Li called Xueru to say those words in the hall, to the time when she came to Dutong Mansion by herself, Xueru never shed a single tear from the beginning to the end, and now she was crying happily. Cried to have a cup of tea time.

"Tell me, what's the matter?" Xueru finally stopped crying, and Xueqing asked in a deep voice.

Xueru was sobbing, and told Xueqing what Yue Li said and what Xiao Kouzi said, and Xueqing frowned after listening.

"Sister, what should I do when things have come to this point?" Xueru looked at Xueqing pitifully, this fragile appearance was quite different from her image in the palace.

Seeing Xueru looking at her pitifully, Xueqing sighed in her heart, thinking that after so many years of tempering in the palace, her younger sister should have made some progress, and it's not like she hasn't seen her in front of the servants of the palace. The secondary voice had a stern look, but unexpectedly it was just a silver-like wax gun head, which looked fancy but was not useful.

"The most important thing now is to find Haozhen and ask the matter clearly. There are always discrepancies in what others say." Xueqing calmly analyzed.

"It's not that I never thought about asking him, but until I came out of the palace, Haozhen didn't go back." Xueru said sadly, she looked for Haozhen in the afternoon, but she didn't see him , and also ordered the guard at the gate to inform him once Haozhen returned to the mansion, but he never received the report, so he became more and more panicked.

"Have you asked the person close to him?" Xueqing asked.

"Hao Zhen is the closest person to Xiao Kouzi. I also asked him in the afternoon, and he only said that Hao Zhen ran away with that lowly singer, but he didn't know where he went." Xueru said .

"No, besides Xiaokouzi, there is another person." Xueqing said suddenly after hearing Xueru's words.

"There's one more person?" Xueru was a little puzzled, how could she not know who was close to her son?But seeing Xue Qing's face, he suddenly reacted, yes, how could he forget him?

The person Xueqing mentioned, the person Xueru remembered was the master who taught Haozhen how to practice martial arts, named Akdan.

Speaking of Akdan, he can be regarded as a man. He is tall and powerful, and he doesn't like to talk. He has a thick beard on his thick black face, thick eyebrows, and eyes. He looks like a copper bell when he waits. He looks a bit fierce, but he has a good heart.

Akedan is a straight-hearted guy, although he is a bit naive, he is a martial arts master in the prince's mansion, and he is also very loyal. When he followed Yue Li, his heart was only for Yue Li. Later, Yue Li assigned him to Hao Zhen, his heart rushed towards Hao Zhen, he was a rough man, but seeing that Hao Zhen was young, but he was handsome, quick-witted, and able to speak well, so he said it carefully. Those who "respect and love" him, or even "worship" him, can be regarded as foolish and loyal.

But Xueru doesn't blame her for not thinking of Akdan, because Akdan was sent out by the prince to do some things during the Longyuanlou incident, and he didn't follow Haozhen. After returning, and hearing people say that Haozhen seemed to be going out alone today, so Xueru didn't think about Akdan.

Xueru told Xueqing about her thoughts, Xueqing smiled and said: "Sister, I didn't blame you, you don't understand these servants in your house too much, just rely on Akdan to tell Haozhen I think he will spare no effort to find Haozhen, maybe he is the only one in the palace who knows where Haozhen is now."

"Even if we find Haozhen, so what?" Xueru's eyes that were a little bright just now suddenly darkened again, "I watched that child grow up, and I know his temperament very well. If he insists on not We have nothing to do when we return to the palace."

"That depends on whether you are ruthless or not." Xueqing snorted coldly, looked at Xueru and said, her eyes were sharp and bright, shining with a kind of heart-pounding determination, and her tone was even more resolute. Every word pierced Xueru's heart like a sharp knife.

"Sister means..." Xueru raised her eyes to look at Xueqing who had a condensed complexion, the eyes sparkled, and the expression on her face was uncertain.

"The most poisonous thing is a woman's heart, sister, you can't be soft-hearted." Xueqing said, staring at Xueru's eyes.

Xueru clenched her hands, countless thoughts flashed through her mind, and finally said after a long time: "Yes, I understand."

That night, Xueru went to look for Yue Li, but was told that he did not see anyone in calligraphy. Xueru knew that he was afraid that she would come to intercede. Xueru also knew that tonight was the key, and Yue Li went to see the emperor the next day. Then it was too late, so Xueru knelt straight in front of the study door, kowtowed and cried: "My lord, you must never miss it, just miss my son Haozhen, he But my lifeblood, I still count on him to take care of my retirement in a hundred years! Lord, Lord, Haozhen has earned a lot of face for our palace over the years, and he was once the pride of our palace. How can you bear it? , how can you bear it?"

Xue Rulai only cried and said these few words back and forth, her voice became hoarse at the end, but she still persisted, because she knew that she only had this chance tonight.

After a long time, the door of the study room finally opened with a creak, Xueru raised her hazy teary eyes to look, and vaguely saw Yue Li standing by the door.

"Forget it, this king will give Hao Zhen another chance, in three days, if he can let go of everything and come back within three days, honestly admit his mistakes and never do it again, then I will forgive him this time." Yue Li said , his tone was full of exhaustion, but in fact he didn’t want to give up. After all, that was his son. If the son who once made him so famous, if he really threw it away, after all, he still couldn’t bear it. I just hope he can change his mind, even if he comes back I'm afraid I won't be able to go back to the way I used to be, but the best thing is for a family to be together, isn't it?

"Thank you, my lord." Xueru knocked her head down, and before she could raise her head, she heard the sound of Yue Li closing the door, so she could only smile, staggered to stand up, rubbed her numb knees, and reached for her handkerchief Wiping the tears from his eyes, he thought bitterly in his heart: "Bitch, it should be you next!"

The author has something to say: =. = It turns out that everyone also likes to watch abuse, so I just wrote it down like this, and there will be another chapter to be updated later~