Since he was born, he has never been in contact with maternal love, let alone what it feels like to have his parents.

At the moment when he was sensible, his father looked at him with disgust.

seems to say

'You murderer'.

Taking the life of his favorite partner, destroying the existence of his perfect family... unworthy of expectations, unforgivable.

I have lived with my grandfather since I was a child, and the time I have been with my grandfather is the longest. The other party has taught him a lot. To be the best and perfect heir, to overwhelm other peers, to be looked up to by everyone, and to be strong forever

But he didn't teach him how to love others.

Love will make him weak, his love is more useless than anything else, he has always thought so, but after meeting his junior...

"Senior!"

Looking around, Suai clenched her teeth tightly, her eyes didn't miss the slightest gap around her, where - where would it be -! ? ?

Running out of breath, in just a few seconds, anticipating countless bad situations, his hands and feet became stiff, his face became paler and paler, and he wished he could go back to the stupid self he had slapped to death 10 minutes ago.

Why are you angry at Gu Jiao? ? !

He clearly knows how important the other party is to him

Su Ai gasped for breath, and tried hard to recall every place he and Gu Jiao had just walked through. Finally, his footsteps turned and he stumbled towards a certain direction.

In the pitch-black mud pit, Gu Jiao didn't bother to rub his bleeding elbow, carefully curled up his fingers and pulled out the silver chain that was stuck in the wet mud and covered with dirty mud, and slowly put it back in his palm.

It wasn't until he finished this action that he breathed a sigh of relief.

"Senior." Hearing the shout from above, Gu Jiao raised his head.

Sue stared at the figure under the mud pit in a trance, and finally felt alive. Seeing the other party holding the necklace he threw out, the bottom of his trousers was splashed with dirty mud, as if he didn't know that he was covered in blood. It's ridiculous how embarrassing it is.

Gu Jiao was taken aback.

Stunned for a moment, he raised his head stiffly like a robot, his empty eyes glowed, and he murmured softly and unbelievably: "Student, are you back looking for me?"

Suai's eyes were sore for a moment, this person...

He slowly shook his lips, the corners of his eyes were red, and he stretched out a hand towards him from above with difficulty.

"Well, come up quickly."

The cold hand tightly held the scorching heat, and the moment he held the opponent's hand, the heart that was suspended in the sky fell down.

Suai embraced the person in her arms in a lost and recovered way, tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes instantly.

——Sorry, I got so angry at you just now, I almost didn't look back.

If Gu Jiao encountered any danger because of him, he would not forgive himself.

Patter, patter.

The cold liquid splashed on his face, he looked up and found that it was raining, he quickly lowered his head and held Gu Jiao's dirty hand: "It's raining, let's go to avoid it first."

The two trotted under a certain big tree and arrived safely. Su Ai heaved a sigh of relief and turned to look at Gu Jiao: "Fortunately, there was no thunder. If there was thunder, we would not be able to hide under the tree."

After saying this sentence, the atmosphere froze.

Sue lowered her head and looked at the ground, pinched her fingers unnaturally, her ears were hot, how could she say such idiotic words?Moreover, there was a big quarrel just now, so no matter what you say now, you will feel embarrassed, right?

Gu Jiao also lowered her eyes quietly, neither of them raised their heads.

In this silent stalemate, the sound of rain outside became louder and louder. Gradually, some big raindrops fell through the gaps between the branches and leaves, hitting the tops of their hair like bullets.

Gu Jiao lowered his head, his heart was in a mess, would the junior forgive him?On the spur of the moment just now, he not only beat someone so violently in front of my junior, but also smashed his mobile phone, what if my junior thinks he is a violent maniac...

It shouldn't be like that, knowing that my junior doesn't have that kind of affection for Shaobei, but I can't help being jealous, will my junior never want to see him anymore...?

The more he thought about it, the more chaotic he became, and his thoughts couldn't stop being pessimistic.

wind.

No, maybe it wasn't the wind, a familiar boy's jacket with residual warmth encased him from top to bottom, enveloping him airtightly like a big net, and what was clearer than all the temperatures was The opponent's heart beat hard again and again.

The rain was pattering on the jacket, and in the narrow space, only the breathing of the two could be heard.

Suai's shoulder was close to Gu Jiao, wanting to pass on the temperature of her body to him, she turned her head and asked him, "Did you get wet?"

As a result, he saw the black-haired young man with a dazed expression, his pale face without warmth, and looked at him as if he couldn't even speak.

"Why don't you talk again." He lowered his head: "Is there something I didn't do well enough?"

Then, Suai's muffled voice came: "That's right...I got angry at you just now, it's scary."

"No." Gu Jiao shook his head: "The younger brother said that you won't be angry with me if you are angry with anyone."

Sue paused for a moment when he heard his voice, remembering what she said.

【I'm not angry with the senior when I'm angry with anyone. 】

[If so, I must be lying to you. 】

He still remembers it.

"..."

Suai sighed silently in her heart: "Give me your mobile phone."

Gu Jiao understood immediately, his instinctive hand trembled slightly, he slowly raised his head, eyes that were so pale that even outsiders could not see him, stared blankly at him.

Suai made up her mind: "Hurry up, if you don't want to make me angry."

Gu Jiao was silent for two seconds, then silently took out the phone from his pocket and handed it to him, and said in a hoarse voice, "Student, here you are...don't be angry."

"The password is your birthday."

Suai ignored him, and touched the case on her own, and found that this phone looked familiar for some reason. Isn't this the same model as his phone?It's just that the one he bought was black, while Gu Jiao's is white.

This guy, the corner of his mouth twitched, he didn't look up to care about the other person's expression, he stared at the screen and directly entered a series of numbers.

【Unlock successfully】

Su Ai first sent a short message to Secretary Jin, asking him to find someone to come and take He Shaobei to the hospital.

Then he snapped his fingers, cut out the news page, browsed Gu Jiao's mobile phone screen, and found that there were very few softwares in his mobile phone, most of them were for business and office use, such as experts in multinational conferences, etc. Among all the office and financial software, a certain A small black block with the letter S is very eye-catching.

"Student..." Gu Jiao suddenly raised his head and stared at him, suddenly becoming nervous.

Sue didn't look at him, and clicked on the software expressionlessly.

The first thing that pops up on the interface is a photo.

White sheets and pillows, the teenager lay on the bed, only covered with a soft quilt, black hair hanging down the corners of his eyes, fair skin all over his body, and a defenseless sleeping face facing the screen...

'Who? '

Looking at the clean and lovely guy in the photo, who is as innocent as an angel sleeping, Sue's eyes widened.

The fingers holding the phone trembled slightly. This photo...isn't it the hotel they were in for the first time?After finishing that night... Gu Jiao still got up to take pictures? ?

Subtle shame and anger mixed with the illusion of being ridiculed, blood rushed to the cheeks, Suai continued to swipe down and found a series of positioning information.

[12:16 Shengdi Canteen]

[14:23 Teaching Building 2]

[17:49 Universal Avenue]

[19:33 Hongshan Suburbs]

[Hint: Already at the target location. 】

"..."

What to do, no accident at all.

Su Ai rubbed the center of her brows with her hand on her forehead, let out a breath of irritability, and straightened the corners of Gu Jiao's lips that were always smiling.

Was discovered.

Gu Jiao lowered his head and leaned against the tree, breathing so lightly that he couldn't hear it.

After a while, the voice was hoarse: "Student... You can punish me however you want, but it's okay, don't divide it..."

The last word was swallowed between the lips and teeth.

Su Ai dragged the software into the trash can with one hand, pulled Gu Jiao's tie with the other, lowered her head and bit it, holding the two lips that were white from the cold without pressing her teeth, just rubbing them with her teeth again and again. With a slight tingling sensation.

Gu Jiao was kissed and slowly closed his eyes, his eyelashes kept shaking, and the voice overflowing from his throat was hopeless.

When Suai backed away slightly, her pale lips were slightly moistened, revealing a bright red color.

"sorry."

Gu Jiao was taken aback.

Sue looked away and said lightly, "It's all my fault."

Gu Jiao lost his mind, what is the student talking about?Didn't he see it all...

Sue said in a muffled voice: "I'm too selfish. I subconsciously put myself first. I haven't paid attention to your inner thoughts. I didn't know you would be so insecure."

"When I was in love, I despicably wanted my senior to worry about gains and losses for me, but I didn't expect it to make you like this."

"It was me who was wrong all along. I didn't become a qualified and excellent lover, which made my seniors worse."

Sue smiled bitterly.

"No." Gu Jiao gasped for breath: "It's not like that! I'm not perfect, please, don't say such things again."

"I want to say." Sue held his hand and lowered her eyes: "This has nothing to do with perfection or not. Feelings cannot be measured by any ruler."

"The senior will become like this now, and it has a lot to do with me."

"..." Gu Jiao looked at him, tears streaming down his face: "So, are you saying these things to leave me now?"

"do not Cry."

Sue sighed, and gently wiped away the scalding water from the corner of his eyes, thinking, when will the old habit of crying when he is sad be changed?

Crying makes him feel soft...

"It's my responsibility for the senior to become like this," he said, "I didn't fulfill my boyfriend's responsibility before. From now on, I will stay by the senior's side and let me teach you how to do it right. Lover. Stop doing this on your own initiative out of anxiety—security care called bondage.”

Sue stared into his eyes seriously: "There is no second time."

"I want to try again, and ask the seniors to make changes, okay?"

"it is good."

Gu Jiao replied without thinking, and leaned on Su Ai's body, not even daring to breathe hard, and tightly hugged the waist of the person in front of him, for fear that this person would turn around and disappear.

"You said, don't go."

If this person disappears, then he...

The tightly clenched right palm slowly opened under the eyes of the two, revealing the slender necklace inside that shone with silver light even in the dark.

"this."

"Anything else?"

Gu Jiao's voice was difficult, and he looked at him expectantly and fearfully.

"..."

Sue: Why are you still thinking about this.

He has mixed feelings, and to be honest, he doesn't really want it.But he couldn't refuse, after all, this could be regarded as a token of love between him and his senior.

Now Gu Jiao's mood is very unstable, he can't say harsh words to make his lover reflect, he can only say: "Wait until the senior let me wear it willingly again, okay?"

"it is good."

Gu Jiao didn't know whether he believed it or not. Hearing these words, his eyes suddenly became focused, as if there was light in the darkness of ashes.

Suai didn't have time to breathe a sigh of relief. Then, his gaze paused, his black pupils closed slightly, and he hurriedly grabbed the restless hand underneath: "Senior... what are you doing?"

"Don't you want it?" Gu Jiao's tone was very calm, as if he was not the one who made such a move at all, he turned his head, bit his lower lip and sucked it slightly: "I obviously want it too."

Sue leaned weakly on Gu Jiao's shoulder, closed her eyes and panted lightly, almost lost her soul by him.

Push him hard: "This is the outskirts, people will come at any time, you can't..."

"OK."

Gu Jiao firmly grasped Su Ai's wrist, tilted his head and kissed his tear mole: "Didn't my junior say that as long as two people are happy together, it's fine?"

"—and I want to make my junior happy."

Gu Jiao thought calmly.The junior can't be cruel to him who is fragile, so he should take advantage of this and hold him in the palm of his hand, just like now, so that he can't leave first.

Without a trace.

Just like that, slowly...

The pattering rain curtain isolated everything in darkness, as did the depressing sound.

Her brain was so muddled that she couldn't think of rejection, and Sue was so comfortable that she wanted to die. It was a completely different feeling from last time, and it became more exciting in this environment. Under the deliberate temptation of her older lover, she gradually All reason has turned into obsession, a deep fascination with the lover's body.

Gu Jiao said in a low voice: "We still have a lot of time."

The author has something to say: Agrithias:

"The insidious beast only pretends. He never promised he would change."

A senior with deep sao routines.

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