How can a substitute attack have feelings?

"Our contract has fifteen days left, Xie Chenyou."

"Xie Chenyou, pay me back."

"Give back those fifteen days to me."

Lin Wen's voice was full of desperate crying, every word was inaccurate, but together, Xie Chenyou understood what he meant.

fifteen days.

Fifteen days left in the contract.

Xie Chenyou stood still, against the light, and said in a deep voice: "Lin Wen, the contract has been terminated."

"I, I backtracked," Lin Wen listened to Xie Chenyou's words, like a dying person who lost his way in the desert and suddenly saw a mirage, and suddenly burst out with infinite hope. He held the bottle of soda tightly, Exhausting my normal rationality, I said, "I was, I was so angry that I lost my head, I didn't choose what to say, I didn't want to separate from you, never... Xie Chenyou, I didn't. Every day after that night I am regretting, I regret my impulsiveness that day; I regret mistaking inferiority complex for arrogance in the past three years, and not truly saying that I love you equally; I regret the three years based on the contract. Should……"

"Lin Wen." Xie Chenyou interrupted him.

"I'm here, Xie Chenyou." Lin Wen couldn't stand upright in the heartache, and raised his head desperately to follow Xie Chenyou's back.

"You have decided when to start, call me." After speaking, Xie Chenyou took a few steps forward, twisted the doorknob, and walked out.

However, before he could close the door, the phone rang.

The caller - Lin Wen.

When Xie Chenyou clicked the switch button, his gaze moved up, and he bumped into Lin Wen's eyes, which were filled with despair mixed with anticipation, and joy gathered in pain.In the end, under Xie Chenyou's gaze, Lin Wen's demeanor and eyes became tense and cautious.

He was still crying, looked at Xie Chenyou at the door of the room, his eyes were red, and said to the phone: "Xie Chenyou, the countdown is fifteen days. Start."

"On the first day, Lin Wenai Xie Chenyou."

Lin Wen's words overlapped with the voice of the mobile phone receiver, bringing Xie Chenyou a strange feeling between reality and the past, a little strange, but extremely familiar.

just like……

Five years ago, when the two had just signed the contract, Lin Wen asked Xie Chenyou to save his contact information, and proudly said: "The countdown is three years, let's start."

"I have a performance tonight, and you will send me back to the dormitory after the end."

"Although you are a stand-in boyfriend, I don't accept any physical contact for the time being. Also, it's written in the contract that you can't have an affair with anyone else in the past three years. I hate cheating/legging. Of course, during the contract, I also You will be alone, you can rest assured. But, most importantly, you cannot force me to have any intimate contact without my permission."

But now, facing the phone, Lin Wen cautiously made a request: "Xie Chenyou, can you come back and hug me? You haven't hugged me for a long, long time."

Xie Chenyou stood at the door, and when he heard this, he pinched the base of his nose.

In the past two days, he went out to visit a sick child. He specially brought invisibility. After all, glasses will bring a sense of distance. Xie Chenyou was worried that he would scare the child.

Lin Wen's proposal that there are still [-] days left in the contract is tantamount to a heavy fire. Rao Xie Chenyou also needs time to prepare mentally - he never thought that he would still be with his "ex" after separation There are constant cuts and chaos involved and hooked.

But Lin Wen didn't give him time to prepare.

Five years ago, when Xie Chenyou signed the contract, he received the news that the doctor had arranged for his sister to undergo surgery in two days - Xie Chenyou was very grateful, and he was willing and obedient to any request from Lin Wen.

At that time, Lin Wen poked the back of his hand with his fingertips and said, "Why are you so bored? Don't you have any demands? For me."

"No," said Xie Chenyou, who showed his unruly and cold attitude back then, sincerely, "Thank you, Lin Wen."

Just a few words made Lin Wen's cheeks burn. It wasn't shyness, it was just the instinctive reaction of a child who had never heard much praise for doing a good deed and being solemnly thanked.

Lin Wen, who just said that he could not accept any physical contact, took the initiative to hold Xie Chenyou's hand and said, "You should have never been to the dance academy, right? There is still some time before the performance, so I will take you for a walk."

The autumn wind in early October brought a burst of coolness, but the dry palms of the two of them seemed to be on fire, and the scorching temperature could almost burn their hearts.

"Here, this is our dormitory building. If you come to pick me up in the future, wait for me under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree downstairs."

Xie Chenyou was called 'boring' by Lin Wen just now, now he tried to find a topic and asked, "Do you like sweet-scented osmanthus?"

"Almost, the scent is light and nice. I also like cherry blossoms, and the smell is even lighter-do you know the scent of cherry blossoms? It's the kind that you can't even smell when standing under a cherry blossom tree." Lin Wen said, "I've heard a metaphor that the fragrance of cherry blossoms is like cold boiled water passing across white paper, and you can only taste the remaining notes with your heart."

Xie Chenyou: "..." The topic of flower fragrance is too difficult for a boy in science and engineering.

At that time, he couldn't even tell the difference between cherry blossoms, peach blossoms, and plum blossoms, let alone the fragrance.

The short memory reminded Xie Chenyou of the courier in the same city he received on his birthday last year - osmanthus cake, and the two cherry blossom jellies he received recently.

Maybe because both are "three noes" food delivered by running errands in the same city without any label or manufacturer, Xie Chenyou classified the two into one category.He thought for a while and didn't know who sent it.After going around and around, it is possible that all of them came from Lin Wen's hands.

Xie Chenyou never thought that Lin Wen could cook.

He was silent at the door for a few seconds.

Immediately, Xie Chenyou stepped into the room, and when he walked in front of Lin Wen, the door closed with a muffled sound.

At the same time, Xie Chenyou bowed slightly, carried Lin Wenlian with a blanket, and hugged Lin Wenlian from the sofa.

The sudden flight made Lin Wen's body tense instinctively, but after realizing that it was Xie Chenyou's arms, his whole body was instantly occupied by tension, apprehension, and attachment.

Lin Wen threw down his cell phone, put the soda bottle on his body, and put both arms around Xie Chenyou's shoulders.

"Xie Chenyou." Lin Wen buried his head in Xie Chenyou's arms and called him in a low voice.

"En." Xie Chenyou's voice sounded above Lin Wen's head.

"Thank you, Chenyou."

silent.

Lin Wen didn't care if he didn't get a response, he just wanted to call his name in Xie Chenyou's arms.

"Thank you, Chenyou."

"Thank you, Chenyou."

"Xie Chenyou, I like you so much."

"I know." Xie Chenyou replied.

After Xie Chenyou's voice fell, Lin Wen was a little embarrassed to find that he had a reaction, couldn't control it, and it intensified.He blushed and struggled to get off Xie Chenyou, using a large blanket to cover up his embarrassment.

"You, are you catching a plane? Will it delay you..."

"Nothing important, don't worry."

"Then your clothes were wet from my crying..."

Because the people he was going to meet were all children, Xie Chenyou wore a simple white T and black slacks, with black hair. It was impossible to tell that he was 26 years old after his birthday this year.Many people will believe that he is a senior in the university.

"It's okay, there's still something to change." Xie Chenyou kept his eyes calm and asked, "Do you want to wash your face?"

Lin Wen hurried to the bathroom with the blanket. The sound of water from the sink relieved some of the pressure. He put the blanket on the towel rack and put the soda in front of the sink.Then rush to resolve personal issues.

When Lin Wen came out, Xie Chenyou had already changed into the same white T-shirt as before.The muscle lines of his body are very smooth, there are no muscles that are strong and clumped, and the T-shirt will not be stretched when worn on the body, but it is empty and looks very thin.But after taking it off, you can clearly see the six-pack abs and the beautiful mermaid line.

The moment Lin Wen saw Xie Chenyou, his thoughts instantly changed from—he must not have the heart to embarrass me, so he told me to wash my face, to—he pushed me away, and then went to the bedroom to change his face. clothes.

He probably doesn't want to have intimate physical contact with me.

Xie Chenyou didn't give Lin Wen any time to feel sad, and said, "Go and pack your luggage. I've rebooked the plane for [-]:[-] pm. We'll head to the airport in half an hour."

Seeing that Lin Wen didn't move, Xie Chenyou raised his eyebrows and asked, "Do you want my help?"

Lin Wen quickly shook his head and ran back to the bedroom. Five minutes later, he took the box and Xie Chenyou downstairs.

In the elevator, Lin Wen's fingers drew a slight arc in the air, and before he could meet Xie Chenyou, he was held by Xie Chenyou.Lin Wen felt that every hair on his body was expressing excitement.

The elevator stopped on the first floor, Xie Chenyou took a step forward, but Lin Wen beside him was not pulled.

In front of the elevator, a housekeeper and guests were about to come up, Xie Chenyou turned to look at Lin Wen, without urging him.

Lin Wen hadn't seen that kind of gentle gaze from Xie Chenyou for 587 days.This made his weak legs even weaker to walk.

The housekeeper outside kindly pressed the door open button. After staying for so long, Xie Chenyou didn't feel embarrassed at all. He just let go of the suitcase in his left hand, bent down to pick up Lin Wen, and left the elevator.

Some of the guests outside the door let out a "yo", and Lin Wen's red tide extended from his cheeks to his earlobes and neck in an instant. He buried his head in Xie Chenyou's arms, and the scalding heat was transmitted to Xie Chenyou through a layer of cotton cloth. .

The lobby manager quickly pushed out the luggage of the two and sent them out.

On the plane, Lin Wen hugged the blanket, his eyes were bright and clear. He first looked out the window for a while, but then he couldn't resist the temptation of Xie Chenyou by his side. He sat upright and couldn't help but secretly looked at it from the corner of his eye. Xie Chenyou.

The scrutinizing gaze in the narrow space, only the master thought it was done quietly and flawlessly, but in fact Xie Chenyou could feel it clearly.

During those three years, no matter how tired Xie Chenyou was, he would look back at Lin Wen, and ask him "what's the matter" thoughtfully and gently.

But now, Xie Chenyou still continues to rest with his eyes closed.

——Since Lin Wen said that he likes Xie Chenyou, then Xie Chenyou will let him know what the real Xie Chenyou is like.

After all, the human heart is not made of copper and iron. Whether others treat you sincerely, before the brain responds, the heart has already given a very clear answer.

Lin Wen's unreserved and enthusiastic liking like a moth to a flame touched the softness in the deepest part of Xie Chenyou's heart.

Otherwise, Xie Chenyou would not have talked openly and honestly with him about those three years.

Otherwise, Xie Chenyou would not have covered him with a blanket and advised him to live his own life after thinking through it.

They can't.

Xie Chenyou had a short-term relationship and knew what true love is. Therefore, he can be sure that the care and accommodation he gave Lin Wen during those three years was not love.

——I haven't lighted the torch of love for three years, and it's too insignificant to have feelings again in the future.

Even if Xie Chenyou appreciates the dazzling Lin Wen on the stage and likes his confidence in dancing; even if Xie Chenyou will soften his heart because of Lin Wen's unreserved maintenance and liking, so he speaks out to interrupt all his self-denial.

But they missed it.

"Recovery" may not be redemption for the two, but a contradiction that accelerates the breakdown of the relationship.

But Lin Wen made a request that Xie Chenyou had never thought of but could not refuse - fifteen days.

Lin Wen watched for a while, and seeing that Xie Chenyou didn't notice his peeping, he gradually became more courageous. He quietly stretched out his arm, and covered it with the blanket, he extended it to Xie Chenyou's side.His fingertips landed on Xie Chenyou's forearm.

Xie Chenyou still didn't respond.

Lin Wen's finger stayed there for a long time, he took a deep breath quietly, mustered up his courage again, and lightly tapped Xie Chenyou's abdominal muscles through the T-shirt.

Just tapped, before the fingertips could transmit the feeling to the brain, Lin Wen's fingers were held by Xie Chenyou. Suddenly, Lin Wen felt his blood rushing to his face - being caught was so obvious that he couldn't even quibble. There is no room for it.

However, Xie Chenyou didn't ask Lin Wen to explain until he got off the plane.

——For couples, such actions are quite normal.

After getting off the plane, Lin Wen followed Xie Chenyou out step by step. When he was about to turn to the parking lot, Xie Chenyou suddenly stopped, and Lin Wen almost bumped into his back.

Xie Chenyou turned to look at him, and said, "This is the way to the parking lot, the driver will take me home, Lin Wen, think it over."

Lin Wen looked up at Xie Chenyou blankly, his eyes were clear, but he conveyed a message to him - think it over.

You can do anything.

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