Deep Cabinet Licking Dog Diary

Tuesday January [-]th was sunny

The weather seems to be getting warmer, and I even feel a little bit of heat when I wake up in the morning.

I got up in a daze, and went to make ginger soup for Lu Bei early in the morning. I bought some brown sugar when I went out yesterday, and I simply put it all in.

Yes, I forgave him that easily.

As long as he apologizes, I want to forgive.

Besides, Lu Bei is so cunning, he smashed my already soft heart into a mess with rare fragility.

Oh, my poor little dad, the work is really hard!

I don't even have the slightest doubt about what happened the night he went out.I believe that he is Lu Bei, and Lu Bei must have Lu Bei's sense of propriety.So I didn't hesitate to stay true to my instincts, to be true to him, to trust him.

In the past two days, I wanted to sleep with him so that I could take care of him at night, but I was rejected.

Although he said that he was afraid that I would sneak in while he was sick and unable to resist, in fact, I also knew that he was afraid that I would be infected by him.Even if I say that he doesn't like to sleep on his bed at night, he still loves me!

During the two days of rest, Lu Bei lay dead at home completely.He was sick and could only eat light food, so I cooked porridge for him and peeled fruits, which were all simple things within my power.Fortunately, the hard work has paid off. His high fever has subsided, and it dropped to 37.8 last night, which made me breathe a sigh of relief.

That's great, it really was better when Lu Bei was sick, he was dizzy with a fever, and sleepy after taking the cold medicine, he was obedient and obedient, and he was easy to manipulate.

He even cared about me: "What have you been doing with your computer?"

I patiently explained to him while typing: "Ah, this is a part-time job I found two days ago. I work as a customer service in a certain treasure, and just reply to customer messages. It's quite simple."

He huddled under the quilt: "Why don't you take a break even after the holiday, and are you looking for a part-time job?"

I was taken aback, and wanted to evade it, saying: "Ham, anyway, being idle at home is idle, and this earns no less than going out to work part-time."

Lu Bei nodded, and after a while, he leaned over and frowned and asked, "Are you short of money recently?"

I pretended to be busy replying online and didn't reply to him, but when I turned my head, his probing eyes didn't turn away at all.

I reckoned that there was no way to be vague, so I struggled for a long time, and finally decided not to tell the truth, so I said, "Ah? No! How could it be!"

"Really?" Lu Bei asked suspiciously.

"There is no shortage, don't worry, lie back quickly!"

I stepped forward and pressed him back into the quilt: "I'm not short of money, so don't worry about it. The Chinese New Year is coming soon anyway, and I'll still have lucky money by then!"

Lu Bei just smiled: "How old are you, do you still have lucky money?"

I glared at him: "To be precise, I, myself, am not yet twenty."

He pouted: "Really? Well, then I really spoiled a child. "

When I heard this, my first reaction was not that Lu Bei didn't know my age, but—a man! !How can you say small! !

Woohoo, I was spoiled by this old color batch, I was dirty, I was not clean anymore.So I didn't even think about it: "You are young, you are not yet 22, you are the youngest."

I thought he would refute my question about "size" and continue with ghs, but I didn't expect that the conversation between Lu Bei, who was sick, and me would be so pure.

"Who said that?" Lu Bei raised his eyebrows, "I'm only two months away."

Hey, it just occurred to me that Lu Bei's birthday is March [-]th, shit, that's coming soon!

I started to be excited again for no reason, this is the first time to celebrate Lu Bei's birthday!I must give Lu Bei one!Peerless!birthday present!

But I didn't expect that Lu Bei was watching my expression intently, and asked me: "What are you happy about?"

"I'm thinking about your birthday." I said, "Although I haven't figured out what birthday gift to give you yet, I feel hopeful again."

I smiled and said, "Chinese New Year, Valentine's Day, your birthday... It seems that you are my motivation to make money."

Lu Bei looked at me for a long time before he sighed: "Why do you love festivals so much, like a little girl."

"I don't like to spend holidays! That's right, it depends on who I spend with..."

I am a little tired and crooked while talking, I am embarrassed.

Lu Bei thought of something, and asked, "What number is your ticket?"

"28."

"Then when will you be back?"

I looked at the calendar on my phone: "Report on March 20nd, I'll try to come back as early as possible, maybe it's time for NO.[-]."

His tone sounded a little aggrieved: "Then I will be alone for a month."

"Eh?" I finally realized: "Aren't you going home for Chinese New Year?"

"I originally wanted to go back, but the company only has seven days off. I called my parents to discuss it the day before yesterday, and I plan to stay here."

"what……"

I didn't expect that.

How can I bear the heart of Lu Bei staying alone in a foreign land for the new year, lonely and alone.I can even imagine him sitting cross-legged on the sofa alone on the night of the New Year’s Eve, with the brightly lit houses outside the window, listening to the sound of firecrackers one after another (if it can be set off), watching the fireworks blooming in the window (if it can be lit ), and the noisy Spring Festival Gala was playing on TV, he secretly wept till dawn.

"Hey! But you have Ani!" I suddenly remembered.

"That's right...that's how we two depend on each other for life." This guy was still pretending to be pitiful.

But I really like this one, Dad's little heart!How lonely it is to be alone!And when Lu Bei is not fierce, he is really cute hehehe.

I felt sorry for him, and I broke my face when I thought about it. The ticket to go home has already been booked, and there is no way to postpone it. I can only find an opportunity to come back a few days earlier.

So I vowed to him: "Wait for me to come back early to accompany you."

Lu Bei blinked his peach-blossom eyes with affection: "Okay, I'll wait for you, I won't be able to quit meat for long."

"..."

Hey, your grandma has a leg!

This kind of unplanned thing always caught me off guard. I hurriedly contacted the young lady who had made an appointment to clean the house before, and paid her a penalty of 100 yuan for liquidated damages. I told her that she didn't need foster care, and she refunded the rest of the money. back.

Lu Bei gave me the money back then, so I wanted to return the money to him, but he refused and asked me to keep it for myself.

ah!Look, my partner is really generous!

That's not what love is!

Sometimes I also more or less feel that the distance between Lu Bei and me is getting closer, at least I can see his devotion to me in some subtle places.

It may be because I haven't been able to figure out the feeling of being loved for a long time. I only know that the most intuitive thing is to use money to measure the amount of "love".I am willing to spend money for Lu Bei because I love him, so if he is willing to spend money for me, he must love me too.

Well, yes, he will love me.

After all, from the moment I chased Lu Bei to the present, if I have any precautions, it has only been adhering to the combat policy of fighting tough battles.He didn't love me back then, I knew it, but I wasn't afraid to argue with him, as long as I could bear it, he would really fall in love with me one day, I always thought so.

The only thing to blame is that the more I love, the more greedy I am, and I have too many delusional thoughts.

Before going to bed, I repeatedly stopped my active thinking, and didn't dare to think about it. Is love consumed in this way, and how reliable can it be?

After all, Lu Bei is so young, capable and good-looking. He obviously, obviously has many choices. Is he willing to be tied hands and feet by the mediocre me?

What if, even one day, he forgets about Shen Jing and meets someone who makes him fall in love at first sight?

I was too upset about myself, the more I thought about it, the more I felt uncomfortable, I hid under the bed and opened the salted fish to find the fortune teller: Hello, are you there?

"I would like to ask, can divination reveal how much love the other party has for me?"