Deep Cabinet Licking Dog Diary

cloudy on saturday [-] january

The sky in the afternoon was gray and there was no sign of clearing up at all. There was even some dryness and coldness unique to the north before the approaching snowstorm.

But this did not prevent me from walking on the road, and my mood immediately improved.

Lu Bei's body was hot, and I stuffed my hands into the pockets of his coat, freezing him to shiver.

"Why are your hands so cold?" He smiled and rubbed my hands twice: "Like a girl."

"Don't keep saying I'm like a girl!" I inserted my five fingers into his, and interlaced with him, "Every time you talk about me, you are depriving me of a chance to fight back!"

Lu Bei walked around to the outside of the road: "Why do you keep talking about counterattacks and counterattacks recently? You don't really want to try?"

I was a little embarrassed: "Oh, I see people say that prostate gc is very refreshing, such a good thing, I want you to try it too."

He snorted coldly: "No need."

Seeing that he seemed really reluctant, I quickly changed my words: "I'm just kidding, don't take it to heart."

He shook his head: "I'm not angry. It's just... a little awkward."

"Oh, after that, I won't mention it."

I dare not make a sound while walking on the road.Lu Bei has too many taboos, so I'm not allowed to ask about this, and I'm not willing to ask about that. I have acted according to his will, joy and anger, and I have to tense my nerves from time to time.The main reason is that I am afraid that he will be angry. If I silently deduct points in my heart, and finally get to the point where I can't bear it and dump me directly, then what should I do.

So I still have to position myself clearly, and be a man with my tail clamped at all times.

Licking a dog is neither a status nor an identity, but a deep-rooted thought that cannot be reversed. From the beginning to the end, it cannot be equal to the male god. Even if you lick it, you will always worry about gains and losses.

To outsiders, it seems that I have come to the end of the road of licking the dog, but in fact, I think that I have only gone halfway.

When Lu Bei loves me like I love him, I will be considered as a graduate.

Sure enough, there were quite a lot of people in the aquarium on Saturday, and we both queued up at the door.Most of the parents in the front brought their children to play, and the family of three were noisy and having a great time.

There were too many people, and I was embarrassed to continue arm in arm with him, so I freed up one hand and took out my phone to read the news indiscriminately.

A piece of news just popped up on the phone, and the headline looked weird.It is said that a man made an appointment with a male netizen, and the money was transferred when he woke up.

I was very interested. When I opened it, I found that, as expected, the gays were gay, and the first line marked "I'm sorry for my wife and children".

Whoa!It turned out that he was still a cheating gay!

The news is also ruthless, opened the chat history of the two in a certain b and adjusted it from beginning to end.The man who was cheated was still 1. After the two of them slept, this man and the online loan were cheated out of [-].

Ridiculous and hateful.This person cheated on marriage, cheated his life, and cheated on marriage. He didn't have enough money for himself every month, and he didn't help his wife and children in his hometown.

I flipped through the comment area, and all the netizens spit out witty words, cordially greeted the gay ancestor who cheated on marriage, and urged his wife to check if he was sick.In my mood, I feel a little relieved and a little embarrassing, although I know that this kind of innocence can't represent our gay group, but when I think about it, it seems that the average gay will go to this "have to" the way to go".Marry and have children to hide yourself. As for cheating in marriage, it's hard to say, but based on my understanding of men as a man, it's basically impossible not to cheat.

There was an old video before. Younger netizens or netizens who went online earlier may know that it was an older sister and younger sister who caught her fiancé cheating on her.

As a result, he broke in and found out that the fiancé who had already taken the wedding photos was a cheating gay.Still a 1, caught in bed by his fiancée in public.

That sister yelled, that 1 didn't say a word, that 0 was aggrieved, stepped forward and grabbed 1, and said, "Husband, hurry up and say something!" "Husband, she caught me!"

And on his lap, there are still sexy meat stockings.

His mother's 0 degree has amazed netizens who eat melons, and has been processed and produced by various ghost and animal districts, and is widely circulated, and is honored as a "stinky cousin".

It caused a huge psychological shadow to me, who was still unclear about my sexual orientation at the time, and even once thought that if I fell in love with a boy who was more manly, I would have to be a virgin mother.

It's okay, it's okay, I figured it out later, when I like someone, gender is not important, the role in the relationship is not important, love is important.

Lu Bei saw that I kept looking down at the phone, and asked, "What are you looking at?"

"No, I just saw this."

I handed the phone to Lu Bei: "Look, look! This man cheats on marriage. He is also shameless, and dares to find the media to expose it."

Lu Bei casually took it and flipped through it: "Oh, there are too many people like this."

I teased him: "Hahahaha, then you wouldn't have dated like this online?"

Lu Bei lowered his head, smiled, and said, "Don't ask so many questions."

……

It seems that there is.

My face is a little stiff.

Seeing me like this, Lu Bei sighed: "I told you, don't pay so much attention to my past. The past cannot be changed. Asking me will only make you more difficult. I don't want to lie to you, and you don't want to make trouble."

He was faintly impatient and his tone was a little tough.

I dare not speak again.

In fact, I admit that what he said is the truth, but how can people be so rational.

The atmosphere between the two of them suddenly seemed to freeze, and became awkward again.

While I was frantically picking at my bag belt, I thought, I am becoming more and more sensitive now, and I don’t see that Lu Bei’s attitude towards me is not good at all. As long as he is a little impatient, I will be the first to feel worse than him in my heart. A hundred times, he was afraid that he would annoy him, so he was frightened.

But every ordinary person must have moments of joy, anger, sorrow, and joy, and it is impossible to greet me with a smile all the time.

Besides, this is my male god, asking him to treat me with a good attitude is a bit too wishful thinking.

I thought and thought, this is not a long-term development plan, I must change myself!Work hard to change for our future!

When we got in the queue after scanning the QR code on our mobile phone, I saw that Lu Bei didn't intend to break the ice at all, so I took the initiative to start another topic with him.

"I thought about it before, how can my parents accept that I will not get married in the future."

Lu Bei looked at me unexpectedly: "Are you not getting married anymore?" He said, "I thought about it before."

"Ah? What? A cheating marriage?"

Lu Bei smiled: "No way, marriage. Find a lesbian in need, or a woman who doesn't want to get married, and go back to work."

"Is that so..."

I didn't expect that.

I thought that if it was Lu Bei, he would definitely show his identity, fight against the whole world, insist on the kind of person who will not let go of his true nature, and will not compromise at all.

Speaking of which, I haven't discussed the future with Lu Bei, and I don't even know his family background at all.

I cautiously asked: "Your parents...don't know that you like boys..."

He said: "My mother knows, but my father doesn't."

"Oh..." I was relieved, and the resistance to seeing parents would be much less in the future!

I asked again, "Then how did you come out of the closet?"

Lu Bei rubbed my head: "I'm curious again."

"This can't be asked??"

"I'll tell you slowly when I have time."

Obviously perfunctory words!

But in the next second, he dragged me to the side of the aquarium's water tank: "Look, the middle of this jellyfish's body looks like a four-leaf clover! It's so beautiful!"

My attention was attracted: "Ah, yes! So cute! Little Lucky!"

"Do you want to take pictures?"

I was a little hesitant: "Do you look good when you take pictures of people?"

Lu Bei swore: "No problem."

"Then try it, use a beauty camera!"

"it is good--"

I made an exaggerated expression of opening my mouth to swallow it next to the spherical fish tank with weird blue light in it. Lu Bei smiled and said, "Your own expression is ugly, but I didn't make it ugly."

After he finished taking pictures, I happily took over my phone to watch.Lu Bei's level is still good, at least the film is much better than I expected.

"Together?" I asked him.

"Okay." He smiled.

Because he didn't bring a selfie stick, Lu Bei's long arms became a natural support.It was hot inside the aquarium, Lu Bei asked me to take off my clothes, he took the initiative to take it for me.

There are younger sisters and younger brothers who come and go next to us, and the two elders who passed by us are not surprised at all.But it is true that occasionally someone will give pointers or snicker, with an expression of "I got knocked again today", and I try my best to ignore it completely.

We took a selfie together in front of the peas-eyed ray, and the ray's small mouth smiled with the two fools in front of the screen; Falling into the water next to the turtle pool on the shore...

Actually, I don't have much confidence in my face, but after all, with Lu Bei by my side, my vanity has inflated like never before.

And I used to be very straight when I took pictures, and I couldn't pose or manage facial expressions, but when I was with Lu Bei, I became hot naturally.

A young lady next to her dragged her boyfriend and followed us all the way, sneaking behind us and learning to shoot, and even grabbed her boyfriend and whispered: "Did you see his angle! Learn from you!" I had a panoramic view of this small movement, and quietly pointed at Lu Bei, laughing dumbfounded.

It happened to be the hour of the mermaid show in the restaurant, and the beautiful young lady was swimming happily in the pool wearing a shiny fishtail and an oxygen mask.There were a lot of people gathered in front of me, and my height of nearly 1.8 meters couldn't squeeze in, so I stood on tiptoe and looked outside the crowd.

Lu Bei said, "Want to see it?"

I nodded: "Yeah, I can't see clearly."

Regardless of the eyes of others, he pulled me forward and pushed me from the edge of the crowd to the center.

The pinnae of my ears were flushed, and the beauty in the glass cover was so close that I could touch it. I exclaimed: "This sister has a great figure!"

Before he finished speaking, he quickly pinched my butt: "What do you see?"

At the end of the show, there was a row of beautiful sisters wiggling their flexible waists to call the curtain. The scene looked very gorgeous. I saw Lu Bei raised his mobile phone to point at the two of us to take a picture, so he hurriedly put on a corny "yeah!" " posture.

Unexpectedly, when I didn't react, he pressed the shutter and kissed me lightly on the forehead.

There seemed to be a little girl's exclamation behind me, and there were a few hecklings. I was so shy that I felt like I was allergic to sixty years old. Every inch of my exposed skin was pink, so I grabbed him and rushed out.

Lu Bei is not shy at all, and while being dragged away by me, he whispered, "You are always so shy. Then if I kiss you wetly later, will you be taken away as a patient with a high fever?" ?”

How could I stand his teasing? It doesn't matter if he doesn't say anything. As soon as I describe the scene, I feel hard, coupled with shame and excitement, I can't control myself for a while, and I can't walk upright.

This made Lu Bei laugh so hard, he hurriedly found a place to sit me down and eat something, and waited for me to calm down the swelling, talking nonsense all the time.

I tried my best to be calm and turned a deaf ear, flipping through the photos, and suddenly said: "I really should open an account on Weibo, post all these, and record my daily life."

"Just post it," Lu Bei flipped through the photos, looking in a good mood: "I can't run away, so write whatever you want."

"Really?" I took his hand, smiled idiotically unconsciously, and looked at him with eyes full of love.

"It would be great if we could go on like this forever," I said.

I was too insecure and felt that he was like a slippery loach that would slip away from my hands if I didn't pay attention. That's why I took the trouble to test his views over and over again to confirm our relationship.

Lu Bei understood what I meant, he just didn't expect me to say this again.

He took his hand out of mine.

Without even looking at me, he lowered his head and smiled: "Maybe."