Deep Cabinet Licking Dog Diary

rain on saturday december [-]

It was another day of working as a worker who got up early and returned late.

Recently, I was thinking about the problem that most college students will encounter: not enough money to spend.

Because of these part-time jobs now, the more I work, the more I feel panicked.Our college students are really cheap labor, only ten to fifteen yuan an hour.Hitting a worker is the soul of a worker, and no matter how hard you beat him, you are no better than others.

It also took up my time so much that I didn't have time to see Lu Bei.

Occasionally, it would be nice to be able to help others with their homework, but if you are lucky, you can earn [-] yuan. Usually, it is [-] yuan a class. It is not very common, and the competition is fierce.

I also thought about turning into a teacher in a tutoring institution to lead classes and earn a lot of money.But I went to ask in detail, and the serious institutions do not recruit college students to be teachers at all, and they need various certificates.

If you apply for a door-to-door tutor, you can charge more money.I contacted the two companies in advance on Friday afternoon to try it out, one hour and fifty, and came to teach mathematics.

Both of them asked for an audition, which is reasonable, and I agreed to both.

the first.

As soon as I went there, I was disgraced. Maybe it was because I looked young. The child's mother clicked her tongue as soon as she opened the door, saying that I would come out to teach after I graduated from high school. Is it a liar.In fact, I have already shown her my college entrance examination results, admission notice, class schedule, student ID card and a series of proofs on the Internet.Afraid that she would be worried, a copy of the ID card was also brought to her for custody.

Besides, no matter how bad I am, it's more than enough to take care of elementary school students!But parents still have a lot of worries. It’s okay for me to listen in the whole class, and I keep pointing fingers. Sometimes I think I’m talking too fast and the children don’t absorb it well.

I wondered if elementary school students have only a small amount of knowledge, so I can teach addition, subtraction, multiplication, and division a lot!

But there is no way, money is hard to earn and shit is hard to eat. I have to endure whatever the money owner's father says.

I tried my best to finish the two-hour class for the children, and it was extended by nearly an hour. Before I left, I asked the parents how they felt about the trial listening. If it was possible, we would sign the contract.

The elder sister frowned, and said that she thought it was quite ordinary, why don't you listen to it five times?

……

I was @#￥% at that time! @#￥, I'm so angry that I want to go up.Five times!ten hours! 500 yuan!Miss!You deliberately want to prostitute for nothing!

I can only talk nicely to her, try one class at most, and the asking price is not high, if she thinks I can't teach well, then forget it.

That's how the first one blew it.

second home.

After I went, the parents asked for homework tutoring first.But this little boy is skinny, he doesn't listen well in class, and he reacts slowly.The same question type, I forgot it the second time after I finished it for the first time, which shows that I have never learned it in school.After I finished my homework for each subject, two hours passed.

Therefore, the parents were dissatisfied, saying that my two-hour content can only guide the children to do their homework, and they have not improved their children, which is a waste of their children's time.

It also blew. ,

Of course, I will not give up easily!For the sake of my beloved man, I have to toss about other ways to make money!

I worked all afternoon and did nothing.I was about to go home with a full stomach, but I just received the news from the king baboon.

He asked: Gouzi, are you going back to the dormitory today?

I said: no more, what's wrong?

The current relationship in our dormitory can be described as embarrassing. The bear and the monkey slowly started talking, but as long as I am present, there is always a delicate atmosphere.

Originally thinking that in order not to embarrass Liu Xiong, I tried my best to talk to him a few times, but I found that he was determined to ignore me, and finally gave up.

So I didn't want to go back to the dormitory even more, trying to escape the dormitory relationship.

The baboon told me: I actually have something to ask you.

I didn't realize there was a problem at the time, so I replied to him in seconds and said: What, just say it.

He asked, "What's going on with you and Lu Bei?"

I... and... Lu... Bei...

Holding up the phone, I was stunned and lost my sense of proportion.

First I wanted to ask him how he knew, and then I wanted to ask him what he meant and what he wanted to say.

A mess in my head.

Baboon Wang seemed to know my panic. He said: I added him on WeChat for student union activities before, but I didn’t communicate with him and didn’t like it... Two days ago... I saw him post that video.

I thought about it for a long time, and sent a [demented] emoji, trying to play dumb.

Baboon Wang refused to let go, and asked: So, who are you two?Together?

This, this can't be hidden...

I didn't know what to do, so I quit WeChat.

I am indeed a deep cabinet, and I don't want to take the initiative to tell the people around me about my orientation, but people have asked, and I don't want to lie.After all, I'm already with Lu Bei, big man, I have to be responsible, I have to take responsibility!

I understand the reason.

but……

I remembered Li Hou'er's attitude towards Liu Xiong before. I remembered that he almost broke up with Xiong in order to protect me. I really don't know how to face him...

I don't know what Wang Baboon will think, I'm sorry brothers, I kept it a secret for so long.

Not to mention that when they made fun of me and Lu Bei, I tried my best to shirk it, so now it's not a slap in the face.

I struggled with it for a long time, and I couldn't figure it out all the way home.When I entered the door, Lu Bei was cooking. It was smoky, and the kitchen was very noisy. The smoking machine was turned on, and he greeted me from a distance with a cigarette in his mouth: "I'm back."

I replied to him: "I'm back."

He said vaguely, "Sweet and sour pork today, you said yesterday that you wanted to eat it."

"……it is good."

At that moment, I suddenly had inexplicable courage.

I'm just being with the one I love, whether I say it or not is my freedom.I know that it is already wrong for me to lie to others, and it is even more wrong to let others down.I don't want to lie anymore.

I looked at death as home, and to the already chilled dialog box with Wang Baboon, I replied: Yes.

"We're together."

King Baboon never came back to me.

The author says:

Slowly coming out of the closet step by step, unable to retreat bit by bit... skr