want to cover up

Duan Chengyu knew that Mi Gai was a very stubborn child, especially towards herself.

Tonight, Mi Gai must be sleepless all night.

Duan Chengyu, who had calmed down on the surface, sat in front of the window sill and smoked one by one, the orange cigarette butts shone slightly in the darkness!

He used to dislike smoking very much, not because he said smoking was harmful to his health, but because Migai didn't like the smell of smoke on him!

Now he really doesn't know what the meaning of his return is, for Migai?

But he couldn't do it, he couldn't treat him and himself like before, he felt that his body and mind were too dirty, and he didn't deserve it.

Their current situation staying together can only torture each other, so he wants to leave and escape!

Or maybe after a long time, the female cover will get used to it.

"Boom..."

There were two subtle knocks on the door, Duan Chengyu's dark eyes froze, and the mood that had finally calmed down a little began to turmoil again.

The cat is knocking on the door!

"Brother, I know you haven't slept, I want to talk to you."

Migai's voice hit the man's heart one after another, arousing layers upon layers of waves.

But he still tried his best to control his tense nerves.

"Brother, can you open the door? Migai wants to talk to you."

"........."

"Brother, you really don't want a female gai anymore, do you?"

"........."

"Brother, please open the door, please, Migai knows what's in your heart, I won't agree, you can't leave me, you said, no matter what happens in the future, you will be with Migai, you Forgot?"

"........."

Migai's voice outside the door became smaller and smaller, but there was still no movement inside. He was very afraid that his brother would really ignore him in the future, and he was afraid that his brother would leave him again.

In the silent night, the air was chilly, and Migai sat outside his brother's room door, curled up and leaned against the door.

He knew that his brother was not asleep, and he wanted to wait for him to talk to him, and he wanted to help him untie the knot in his heart.

But time flew by in the air, and after more than half an hour, Mi Gai still didn't receive any response.

His body was so cold that he began to tremble slightly, his voice was a little hoarse, and his words were begging, "Brother, Migai knows that you are very tired and miserable, since you are so tired and so miserable, why do you torture yourself, please let me go, okay?" ?”

Finally, a cool yet gentle voice came from the room, "Mungai, go back and rest, I'm tired."

But to Mu Gai's ears, it means that the elder brother wants to drive him away and bother him!

"No, you lied, you lied to me, you don't want to see me because you hate me, don't you, Migai annoys you, brother, you answer me?"

Mi Gai's voice was so loud this time that even Chu Xingzhang, who was two rooms away from them, understood his words in the room, let alone Xiao Hongyu, who was in the room next to them.

Migai's voice was like a desperate roar struggling out of the abyss of hell, which made their hearts ache like a needle piercing their hearts.

But none of them came out to tell Migai to go back to the room, because Migai would not go back, and because only Migai could heal the pain in Duan Chengyu's heart, and no one else could do it except him.

Duan Chengyu's body was shaken by Migai's roar just now, and then his heart contracted violently.

"Brother, please open the door, okay? Migai is also very tired, but if you keep doing this, Migai doesn't know how long you can last. You will make me feel guilty for the rest of my life. It's because of you. The person who was taken away by that person was threatened because of you, Migai knew, brother, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, Migai is really useless, since I was a child, I will only let you take care of me and rely on you , I never considered your feelings, I'm sorry, Migai knew I was wrong, and I will never be willful again, brother, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

His voice was already hoarse, and he kept apologizing to his brother outside the door.

After all, Duan Chengyu still didn't screw up his younger brother. Those apologies were like a heavy hammer hitting his heart, making him almost suffocate. He compromised!

The door opened, and he saw Migai's eyes were red from crying, and she was sitting on the ground, her heart was filled with sourness again.

Slowly squatting down, he stretched out his hand to help his younger brother wipe away the tears on his face, but he stopped halfway through the stretch.

Looking forward to her brother's coming out, Mi Gai finally burst into laughter without thinking about anything else, she grabbed Duan Chengyu's hand and couldn't bear to let go.

The moment Mi Gai's hand grasped his, Duan Chengyu's body shook violently, and he looked at Mi Gai with some unsteady breath.

Then came a bone-chilling chill from his hand, looking at Migai's trembling body.

The guilt that suddenly rose in his heart beat Duan Chengyu's heart fiercely, and he actually let Migai stay outside alone for so long without opening the door.

"Migai, I'm sorry, it's all my fault."

After speaking, the man suppressed the turbulent waves in his heart, picked up the female cover and entered the room.

Putting the man on the bed and tucking him in the quilt, Duan Chengyu sat beside him quietly watching over him, the man's eyes were full of guilt in the darkness.

Migai's whole body was still trembling uncontrollably, and she didn't let go of his brother's hand for a moment.

Duan Chengyu wanted to get up and use the remote control panel to turn on the air conditioner, but Mu Gai refused to let go of the man's hand.

"Mu Gai is obedient, I'll turn on the light and look for the remote control board, your body will catch a cold."

"No, Min Gai is not cold, brother, don't go."

The man on the bed didn't listen to the man at all, just grabbed him and refused to let go.

"I won't leave, I'll be right back, be obedient."

"Don't go. Didn't my brother sleep with My Gai every time I was cold when I was a child? You are afraid of the cold of Mu Gai, so if you hug me, I won't be cold anymore."

The little guy's words made Duan Chengyu feel as if he was being electrocuted, and his body suddenly froze. He really couldn't do it!

"Migai, I'm sorry, brother can't do it now!"

In the darkness, Duan Chengyu's eyes flashed disappointment, and then there was an expression of endless sadness and disgust.

Mugai is the sweetness that he can't taste, the bitterness that chokes in his throat, and the concern that he can't shake off.

He felt that they might never be able to return to the way they used to get along.

But Mi Gai refused, sat up suddenly, and begged the man, "Brother, don't think about that matter anymore, it has become the past, it is just an afterimage of memory, don't torture yourself anymore, okay?"

Mi Gai sat up, her eyes were fixed on Duan Chengyu, Duan Chengyu could still feel that hot gaze in the darkness!

He instinctively wanted to avoid it, but the disgusting and dirty images in his mind kept filling his brain, slamming into his extremely sensitive heart, almost breaking him.

His breathing became heavier and heavier, his brain began to lack oxygen, his eyes glowed blood-red in the dark, his whole body trembled non-stop, and his nerves were almost stretched to the limit.

Feeling the strangeness of the man, Migai hurriedly stopped, "Brother, please don't think about it, you are still Migai's elder brother, you will always be, what they said can't prove anything, you will always be the one in Migai's heart." Indomitable good man, you will always be perfect in Mi Gai's heart, brother, have you heard what Mi Gai said?"

Mi Gai pinched the man who was on the verge of collapse, her voice was extremely hoarse, and she almost couldn't make a sound until the end. He felt so sorry for his brother.

"Migai, I'm sorry I shouldn't... woo..."

Before the man finished speaking, Migai's cold thin lips pressed against him, sealing the words behind him in his mouth.

He doesn't want to hear his brother's apology, he just wants him to be with him happily.

The latter was so frightened by Mi Gai's actions that his heart skipped several beats!

After he reacted, he pushed the female cover away suddenly. His strength was great. The female cover was already very weak. Fortunately, he was on the bed. Even if he was pushed away and fell, he just fell on the soft mattress. No trauma.

But with his push, what he pushed away was not only Mi Gai's body, but also his heart, his courage!

Duan Shengyu didn't know what he was doing at the time, and after realizing his bastard behavior, he wished he could slap himself twice.

Migai's tears fell on the quilt, sobbing: "Brother, you still pushed Migai away, do you think Migai is as dirty and dirty as those people? I'm sorry."

Migai's words were like a meat grinder, constantly twisting the man's heart, crushing it to pieces, almost numb from the pain.

With a choked throat, he kept apologizing to Migai, "I'm sorry, Migai, I'm sorry, brother really didn't mean it, I'm sorry, I..."

As he spoke, he held Migai in his arms, and wanted to hug him tightly, but he didn't dare to use more force, for fear of hurting Migai's weak body.

His heart was completely filled with self-blame and guilt, he regretted it so much!

Hot tears rolled down from his eyes and dripped on Mi Gai's back, but instantly became extremely cold!

Mi Gai looked up at him, those teary eyes were unusually clear and clean in the darkness!

Then, he stretched out his hand to wipe away the water marks on the man's cheek, and bravely said to the man, "Brother, kiss me."

Those three simple words finally redeemed the man's sinking heart.

This time the man didn't push him away, nor did he hesitate or hesitate, holding his younger brother's face, he put his lips on it.

The four cold soft lips sucked each other, lingering, entangled, tears slid down the cheeks into the mouth, salty and sour, it was hard to tell whose it was.

In the deep and cold night, they hugged and kissed tightly.

The female cover trembled and nestled in the man's arms, and the two bodies were close together without any gap.

"Go to sleep, Migai, brother will not go away, and will always be by your side."

Duan Chengyu's voice was as gentle as water as he hugged his younger brother, mixed with the long-awaited relief.

In this forbidden love, he has always been too forbearing, unwilling to mix the color of his heart with his younger brother under the eyes, and let them destroy and torture each other.

However, at this moment, he understood that no matter whether the past has become clouds or the surroundings have turned into nightmarish weeds, Migai is always by his side and has never been lost, so why does he still want to look for it?

Their life is like absinthe with added sugar, sweet but full of inexplicable sadness, bitter but boundless warmth, spicy but exuding intoxicating fragrance!

It's been sweet, it's been bitter, it's been painful, it's been sad, and then they have to move on.

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(Note: All the episodes are No.1 titles)

Extra puzzle one

Lin Haoxun

It was another lonely and sad night, a bar, a man, a dazzling eccentricity!

He is like a cactus, appearing loudly and abruptly in my dry and desolate consciousness like an empty desert.

We faced each other naked, he touched my cold body, I felt ashamed subconsciously, but I remained unmoved.

Shameful perdition, disgusting depravity, I didn't stop it, and I didn't care about the consequences.

He said, honey, I want you!

I nodded slowly as if I had taken poison.

And then watched as he began to twist my unbearable body, along with my soul.

His firmness entered into my softness, I twitched in pain, and forgot what I was doing in a trance, but a hideous gap was made in my soul, and a dark thick liquid surged out, constantly churning, annihilated, belonging to My disgusting and frail body.

In the darkness, I heard a voice shouting and roaring!

What are you doing!What are you doing!

you bitch!You are falling!You are sinking!

Then, that dirty human skin doll that would appear in my dreams every night like a demon appeared in front of my eyes again!

I saw it laughing like crazy, mocking.

Yes, it's laughing at me.

It said to me, bitch, you are a bitch, you are a shame, you are a devil.

Uglier than me, dirtier than me, you will rot faster than me.

Look, your body is emitting a gloomy gray light, and a strong stench is leaking from it.

You see, evil has turned into a vampire, gnawing at your heart and sucking your blood, it wants to swallow you whole!

Look, maggots are crawling over your disgusting sores.You are a filthy monster.

Time seemed to be lingering, the impact of the body finally stopped, and I was naked in the posture of a male prostitute.

The cigarette butt burned my fingertips, emitting thick and desperate smoke.

He put on his clothes gracefully, and I spit on myself in ashes.

I'm such a fucking bitch!

Trembling propped up my aching body slightly, I left the decadent and dirty room without hesitation, not daring to look back again.

Because I'm about to suffocate, I'm about to collapse, I'm about to die, I'm about to rot.

I started running on the wide road like crazy, running desperately, laughing desperately.

After bumping into countless strange torsos, passing by countless terrified faces, he rushed to the deepest part and hid in the darkest place.

If there is an abyss somewhere, I will jump into it without hesitation.

Because it's too dirty!

Countless messy but incomparably clear questions filled my brain, rampaging inside!

Tianhao, did you see it?I can, except for your body, I can accept others as well!

Tianhao, did you see it?I can, I can choose, why do you say that I have no choice in my life?

Tianhao, did you see it?My heart is about to rot because of your merciless arrows!

Why did you hide, why did you leave, why did you abandon me, you know, I only have you, why did you tear my heart into pieces with your own hands?

Finally, for a moment, I seemed to stop breathing.

Then, in the darkness, with constant arrogance, it rushed towards me, and it was too late to dodge.

Bang--the loud noise of a car explosion, the blazing flames shone on my face, illuminated my body hiding in the darkness, and made me invisible!

It was as if I had been slapped heavily by a bright light, more like being slapped hard by Tianhao, the pain was so painful that I could not make a sound when I opened my mouth, and my whole heart lost consciousness.

I slumped on the spot, very calm, but I still couldn't utter a word!

After a long time, a dirty child came up to me, brother, what's the matter with you?When I didn't answer, he asked, brother, are you also unable to speak like your sister? Did you fall off your leg?

I shook my head numbly!

He said, can you buy my lucky star?

I looked up blankly!

Then I saw a little girl behind him!

Although the girl's face is dirty, she can't hide her clean and pure nature, but I saw her eyes are blind!

I numbly gave all the money to the boy, and he thanked me very gratefully, saying that I am a good person, a very good person.

He said that I am a good person, a very good person?

I laughed, laughed, laughed wildly, laughed until I burst into tears.

Looking up at those beautiful fragility, they are really beautiful.

I tried my best to stabilize my body and took a deep breath.

Gradually, the body begins to regain consciousness.

His eyes were fixed again, and his consciousness gradually recovered.

I picked up the phone and dialed that familiar number but pressed it again, and then dialed another familiar number!

An Qi, I'm at the cross street on Binjiang Road, can you come and accompany me?

The voice on the other end of the phone, I'll be there right away.

Leaning against the traffic light at the intersection, I curled up and remained motionless.

The police came to chase me away.

I said, don't touch me, I'll be fine in a while, and when I'm fine, I'll leave.

They said let's go.

I do not go.

Hao Xun!That voice is so beautiful and gentle, it is light and salvation.

I look up.

Angie's clear face overflowed with infinite gentleness and compassion, completely embracing me.

She took me in her arms and I whimpered softly like a child.

Angie, I'm sorry.sorry.sorry.

She didn't speak, and she didn't intend to know more, she just hugged me tightly and hugged me as hard as she could.

A long time later, we are still where we are.

He said to me, did you know there is a 'magic'?It's called letting go!

It will turn your heart into a white lotus blooming from the dark swamp.

She said that everyone's life is governed by two contradictory forces in different directions, whether the struggle comes from whether you follow the upward force or the downward force. (This sentence comes from Fuguang)

But you must maintain your inner purity, joy and firmness, regardless of the external circumstances.

But I know I am humble and thin.

I can't get enough of them.

Because I am impulsive, extreme, contradictory, and full of sin.

I not only want love, but also physical fit, because I can no longer hold back the majesty of desire in the lonely night, because I want to numb myself, because I want him to accompany me.

She said, Hao Xun, you are shackled, lonely, and cowardly.

I said I knew, but Tianhao said that I was extreme, selfish, and horrible.

I know that reality curses my dreams, but dreams curse my betrayal.

Is it because I betrayed you that I will be betrayed by Tianhao?

An Qi shook her head and said, it's not your fault, it's my fault, our fault!

I shouldn't betray you, I shouldn't cheat you, I shouldn't take advantage of our friendship.

I am still your best friend, intimate confidant, and most loyal listener, trust me!

At that moment, I chose to believe, maybe deep down I still used her, I have no way of knowing!

Because apart from her, I really can't find anyone else to send my dirty body and soul!

There are only two numbers on the phone, An Qi and Tian Hao!

I'm pathetic, cowardly, and I know it.

I'm a disgrace to my mother because my father doesn't like me, I'm the dirt of my family because my mother is a whore!

At the age of 19, I was supposed to be at the beginning of my glory, but my energy was exhausted!

Because I am a dirty individual who should not have come into this world!

I used to think that my world only needs me alone, and I can resist loneliness and loneliness by myself!

But An Qi's intrusion made me feel the warmth and the first ray of sunshine in my life, which was brought to me by her, Tianhao!

Then I couldn't help falling in love with him and got him!

Finally lost him!

But I can't bear to give up, I won't allow any of them to leave!

Now I would go crazy without them, they are drugs to me now, and I can no longer quit!

Maybe one day they will completely leave me, but I will definitely bury their souls with my own hands, along with myself!

I know that I am shameful, cold, dirty, dark, and even more evil, because a devil has lived in my heart since I was a child!

It always said to me, if you can't get something, destroy it completely, and you can have it forever!

The tea is unfolding, the mood is fading, and I can't continue to ostentatiously alone.

Because there are no mistakes in life, if you rub shoulders, you will miss it!

Extra Story [-]

Anqi Duan

The silence in the room became more and more eerie. I stood in front of the huge red copper full-length mirror, staring at my naked body in the mirror!

In the mirror, the slightly dry long black hair flowed down like water and covered the snow-white buttocks!

The black lily-of-the-valley was still quietly hidden under the collarbone, with pure black prints dotting the entire snow-white skin, it looked so abrupt and dazzling!

I reached out and stroked the shame that could never be washed away, giggling, because it was also my only attachment!

Hao Xun's smiling face slowly appeared in the mirror, and he said to me, An Qi blesses you, you are so beautiful today, do you know that you are the most beautiful bride in my heart!

That voice is as gentle as a cloud, sweeter than my favorite Machiato!

I said to him, Hao Xun, why didn't you come to my wedding, why did you leave me quietly, do you know, without you, Angel would feel lonely and afraid!

I thought that the face in the mirror would always look at me so tenderly and dotingly, but in the blink of an eye, I saw a hideous Hao Xun.

He looked at me and yelled at me, you bitch, why are you getting married?Didn't you say that it only belongs to me? Didn't you promise me that you would not get married?

You liar, you are all liars, you are actually dirtier and meaner than me, you can’t live without a man, right, you feel lonely without a man, right?

The sharp and piercing voice echoed in my head, like a ruthless executioner holding a big knife and mercilessly cutting off my tense nerves one by one.

The air broke in an instant!

Tears rolled down my eyes, I wanted to justify, but I didn't know where to start.

I'm sorry, Hao Xun, I broke my promise, I'm sorry, I promised you that I would never let a man touch my body again!

But I broke my promise, sorry!

I saw him laughing in the mirror, that beautiful and handsome face became deformed and ferocious under the extreme twist!

I began to lose sight of myself in the mirror, there was no outline, no face, only the dirty body.

I saw bright red blood flowing down my thighs, soaking in my feet, and slowly spreading a bright red carpet.

I saw that the scarlet liquid was mixed with thin pieces of meat, they slid to the ground, and then gradually gathered together to form a baby's body.

I saw the blood-stained dead baby slowly open its blood-red eyes, and then open its bleeding mouth, its long fangs shining coldly in the dark.

He said to me, I also want to let you taste the taste of being chewed!

I shook my head desperately, begging him to stop, I wanted to run away, but my feet seemed to be in shackles, preventing me from moving an inch!

As if seeing a demon, my heart seemed to have stopped at that second.

I feel like I'm back again, that horrible night.

In that dark alley, I heard a girl crying and crying in despair. I was curious, fearful, and more determined, because someone needed me.

However, when I saw those beasts surrounding the girl and cruelly torturing that girl, I regretted it!

I wanted to run away, but I didn't run away!

They ripped my clothes, ripped my body, ripped my soul, squeezed their disgusting and dirty things into my body, I screamed like hell, and got slapped hard , I struggled desperately, in exchange for a more painful punishment!

Tears kept sliding down my cheeks, and then they thrust|thrusted more violently, my voice was hoarse, they bit my body and pierced my heart.

Let me fall into the abyss of pain.

Large swaths of blood mixed with dirty liquid flowed from my thighs, staining the torn white dress at my feet.

My voice is completely hoarse and they're gnawing at that pink birthmark just under my collarbone!

The skin on the surface of the birthmark was bitten off, and the place became bloody and bloody, but the birthmark was still imprinted there!

I don't have the strength to struggle any more, and they shook my broken body like a dead body!

After a long time, my vision began to blur, and I felt that my soul had left my body and was slowly flying in the air. Does that mean that I am dead?

very nice!Can be freed!

I don't know where my soul went in a circle, because when I opened my eyes again, it returned to my body.

Later I found out that someone rescued me, his name was Lin Haoxun.

I looked at that strange and indifferent face and asked him why he wanted to save me, but he ignored me.

I rushed to the windowsill to jump off, but he stopped me, I picked up the fruit knife, he hit me, saying I was cowardly!

Later, he persuaded me, only a few words, let me rekindle the spark of life.

He said that whoever makes you hurt, you should let him feel more pain than you, and they will only laugh when you die, nothing else.

He said that there are people more pitiful than you, who can all survive, why are you wasting God's heart!

Later, he carved a beautiful black lily-of-the-valley flower for me, on top of that birthmark!

Later, we became good friends!

He said that he only had me as a friend, and I said that I used to have many friends, but now I have a bosom friend and no friends!

We meet each other and smile, hug tightly, embrace loneliness, embrace loneliness, embrace the soul!

I said, Hao Xun, I will never fall in love with a man in my life.

He said, then don't love, we will be together forever!

He knows all about me, and I know all about him!

We love each other, we are bosom friends, siblings, but not lovers!

I wanted to keep going like this, but in the end I made a mistake!

I shouldn't have let that fine man come into our lives!

We used to be classmates, friends, or family sacrifices waiting for Ling Chi!

Tianhao is a very good man, his life was originally very regular, his behavior was originally perfect and impeccable!

But I accidentally pulled him into a swamp full of filth!

He is very smart, and both Hao Xun and I like him very much!

But gradually I feel that the relationship between us has undergone a subtle change, because the way Hao Xun looked at him has undergone a subtle change!

I'm starting to get scared, I'm starting to get nervous!

Then they all comforted me in their own way and brought me back to my senses!

However, after all, I still overestimated myself and let my guard down.

Because Tianhao told me, An Qi, I like him!

At that moment, I felt that my only support had already left me.

Finally when Hao Xun said sorry to me, I cried, broke down, and went crazy.

I pointed at his nose and yelled, you liar, trash, beast!

That night I yelled and screamed hysterically for the first time.

Then, I was sick, very sick, my father cried, he said Angie, my daughter, why do you torture yourself like this, your mother will cry when she sees it, please don’t make her sad?

Yes, I still have my dad and my mom in heaven!

I woke up, healed, I was fine, talking and laughing with them as before!

I went to find Hao Xun and told him I was sorry, he was ecstatic and burst into tears!

He said, I am still your confidant, your relative, and I still love you as before!

But I know that human nature is often selfish, and that love is still there, but I can't monopolize it.

There is even a lot of love that does not belong to me at all.

An ugly thing grows in my heart, it's called jealousy!

So I made the mistake of letting them fight and fight for me.

I laughed, but it was so ugly when I laughed, because I was crying too!

Later they reconciled, I already guessed, because they are really in love!

The three of us have formed a relatively balanced relationship that is about to collapse!

I was terrified, Hao Xun was also terrified, and Tianhao was terrified too.

However, that day finally came, Tianhao said that he wanted to break up with Haoxun!

The news came so suddenly that we were caught off guard!

Then he disappeared, and we searched all over the world for him, but found nothing.

And when he appeared again, it was at the engagement banquet of the daughter of the Yun family, because the future groom was him!

Hao Xun went crazy, angry, and cried. He begged him, but he was unwavering, saying that he was just using us before!

Hao Xun didn't believe it, so Tian Hao began to humiliate him, hurt him, and even abuse him!

He is very sad!Very desperate, but he still loves him, he said, Angie, he has melted into my blood, I can't forget him, I can't leave him!

I hugged him distressedly, and he began to be unable to sleep all night, just like me back then.

I said, you have me besides him!

Finally, Tianhao completely abandoned him, and he no longer begged so hard!

But he has changed, become dark, cruel, vicious, maybe that is his true nature, I have no way of knowing!

When Tianhao got married, he completely disappeared, disappeared, just like Tianhao disappeared back then.

I'm so sad, I can't eat all day long, and I can't sleep all night!

Then my father also got sick, and it was still because of me. I felt that I was extremely unfilial.

The father said, my child, my father's wish to hold a grandson may not come true. Although it is a pity, my father hopes you are happy!

I burst into tears, wanting to do something for my father, wanting to make up for him,

So not long after, I met him, an upright and stalwart man, an excellent son-in-law in my father's eyes!

We got married today, but neither Haoxun nor Tianhao came!

I know that I am not blessed by them, the three of us have always treated each other sincerely, but we have also been deceiving and betraying each other all the time!

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I was delayed by the memories and saw that the distorted face in the mirror finally disappeared, and I could see my own face clearly!

However, I saw that deformed soul naked between the brilliance of the day and night, the monster with a broken body, it was me!

I saw a rag doll with a dark red body growing out of the deepest part of my pupils, and I stared quietly at it, which began to show black fangs, so ugly, so evil, so dirty, unsightly.

Its body began to ooze a dark and sticky liquid, forming roses one by one!

One, two, three, devastated everywhere.

It was like crying, crying desperately, with tears streaming down his face.

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The pendulum has not stopped, the dust has not fallen; the bodhi tree has fallen, and the flowers on the other side have bloomed.

People come and go, you and I meet; don't ask about the past, don't mention the future. —— Wang Chen

Part [-]

Chu Tianhao

People disappear, but they can come back, love disappears, but they can never come back!

I didn't expect to see him again two years later, I was very surprised, he was very calm!

The stern face is still unbelievably beautiful, but there are many complexities in the eyes that I can't understand!

In the hospital, the refreshing smell of disinfection is wafting everywhere!

Met him in the smoking area, beyond my expectation, he is Angie's doctor!

I know he majored in anesthesiology, so it's not surprising to be a doctor!

But it's strange that he reappeared here after two years of disappearance!

He greeted me politely, but I felt like a stranger!

This is the calmness he shouldn't have!

I said, where have you been for the past two years?

I wish I could still be friends with him!

He smiles like a peach blossom, do you need to know?

An understatement, hurting three points.

Yes, I hurt him first, I hurt him severely, I cruelly cut the rope made of flesh and blood between me and him!

what am i doingAre you lonely?Or could it be unbearable to see him again?

At that time, I was so decisive, I cut off our relationship forcefully, leaving no leeway!

Do you want to save yourself, but there is a voice in your heart saying!

Chu Tianhao, you are a weak man, you are a cheap man!

That's right, I'm really cheap, so cheap that I'm automatically sent to my door to be used as a childbirth tool for others!

Should I quit after the baby is born? Will she let me go?Will you let go of my loved ones?Will you let Hao Xun go?

I know that woman loves me, but no one knows that it is unfortunate to be in love with her.

The baby I shared with that woman was in the hospital nursery.

He is so well-behaved, sleeps so peacefully, such a small life, so fragile, so fragile that I have the urge to destroy him!

I know that my heart has become extremely distorted, maybe it was forced by that woman, maybe it was forced by myself, or maybe it was caused by love and longing, I can't tell the difference!

I also know that inside I am ugly and horrible, because looking at the sleeping baby, I want to strangle him, and I say to myself that he is a scourge that should not have been born!

He is my disgrace, my scar, my bond, and the evidence of my crimes!

once

He said, Tianhao, your eyes are so beautiful, how many people should be dazed by you.

I said, no matter how beautiful you are, I only see you in my eyes.

He said, Tianhao, your lips are so beautiful, this lip bead is as pink and attractive as a baby.

I said, but I only bite you!

He laughed, Tianhao, you said if we can have a baby, will he have eyes and lips like yours!

It was a joke, but I know he meant it!

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Sink