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At the junction of the sea and the sky, a ray of residual red spills out, and the sea surface is like a piece of boundless amber, crimson purple and deep red, with various brilliance.

A few water birds walked slowly. On the beach, several footprints were printed by vermilion paws, which were as slender as branches. When the waves rushed, they disappeared in an instant.

The rare warm sun in late spring in the southern hemisphere gradually faded away, and Duan Shengyu sat on the window sill on the second floor with arms folded and quietly looked into the distance.

The face that is as handsome as a work of art perfectly carved by God is still clean and firm, but there is a little more vicissitudes and loneliness.

The coquettish black pupils are like a lock, enough to make anyone fall into his gentle shackles.

It's just that now when there is no one in the depths of the pupils, there is only bone-chilling indifference and ashes of despair.

Another gust of sea breeze with a slight fishy smell blew towards his face, knocking the thin blanket on his knees that was about to fall off to the ground.

At the same time, the half-open neckline was blown even further, revealing the bright red and enchanting lily of the valley at the collarbone. The bright red pattern is embellished on the fair skin, like red plum petals falling on the white snow, which is shocking.

Those bloody lilies of the valley are the "beautiful memory" left by him and Lin Haoxun's "love" in the past few months.

The clavicle, areola, inner hip bone, and inner thigh, there are four flowers in total, each of which is a shame that Duan Chengyu can't erase from his heart, and it's a sorrow that he can't escape!

Every time that person pierced his skin with a thorn, it felt like it was stuck in his heart. The more he struggled, the more excited that person was, and he became as stiff as a dead body, the more brutal that person was!

The more he hates and the angrier he is, the happier and crazier he is!

For more than three months, he lived like a prisoner on this isolated 'island'. He tried to free himself, but the expected person always had a way to stop him, and then gave him endless physical and mental torture. for punishment.

Today he inadvertently remembered that when his younger brother was ten years old, he asked him what kind of person he wanted to be when he grew up, and Migai told him that he wanted to be a good boy loved by many people.

He asked him what kind of person is a good man, and he said to him: A good man is like a rock, who sticks to the end, despite the ups and downs, is unyielding, defiant, and stands proudly.

Then he added a sentence at the end: My brother is such a person, so I want to be like my brother.

But after going through all this, Duan Chengyu himself felt that it was really difficult to be the kind of person his younger brother said he was!

Because he escaped when he was desperate, gave up when he was in pain, and flinched when he was afraid, can he still be the good man in his brother's heart?

Now the only thing that can support him to continue is their safety, he knows that before the safety of Min Gai is fully guaranteed, he must live!

Maybe one day they can meet again, but at that time things have changed, and the years are gone.

He knew a long time ago that their love is a period of pain and patience, helplessness and heartbreak are inevitable processes!

So he wants to live to see how many hardships and punishments God has not poured on him. He wants to live to see that man die, and to see his younger brother live a healthy life, even if the price is that he leaves him completely!

Ten days ago, Lin Haoxun "kindly" let him know the news of the success of the bone marrow transplant operation of the female, that his female can live, and they will take good care of him, that is the greatest comfort for him.

That was the only thing that made his mood fluctuate in the past few months.

Every day after that person leaves, he likes to sit by the window and quietly look at the place where the sea and the sky meet, recalling the cute appearance of his younger brother when he was a child, just because recalling the pictures that warm his heart can make him more courageous Continue to live like a walking dead!

"Brother (read three times), there is thunder outside, and Migai is afraid."

"Is that brother (reading) still afraid to hold you to sleep?"

"Hmm... my brother's embrace is like a bear house, it's big and warm, so I won't be afraid."

"Brother, why do you think Sister Chang'e likes living on the moon so much?"

"Because sister Chang'e is the moon god, she wants to protect the moon."

"No, no, the teacher and aunt told me that because sister Chang'e likes to eat rabbit meat, there are rabbits on the moon."

"........."

"Brother, why do you think Kitty likes to eat fish so much, but doesn't eat it today?"

"Because there is no fish to eat today."

"No, no, the teacher and aunt said it was because the cat died."

"........."

"Brother, what do you think the elephant's left ear looks like?"

"Like his right ear, of course."

"That's right, Uncle Beibei's two ears look the same, but why did the teacher and aunt say it looks like a cattail fan? What is a cattail fan?"

"........."

"Brother, what did you say you can't wear a hat?"

"...you can't wear a green hat."

"No, no, the teacher and aunt said that screw caps cannot be worn, my brother is stupid."

"........."

"Brother, Migai wants to grow up quickly, what can you do?"

"Why does Xiao Migai want to grow up quickly?"

"Migai sees that my brother is very tired every day. If I can help you when I grow up, my brother will not be so tired."

"Why is baby smiling so happily? What are you thinking?"

A sudden eerie voice will be immersed in the short memory

Duan Chengyu pulled back to his senses, the smile on the corner of his mouth disappeared immediately.

Since they came here, this man has been haunting Duan Chengyu like a ghost for 24 hours out of [-] hours a day.

He will carefully cook a lot of delicious dishes for him to eat, but every time he eats it in his stomach, he will spit it out within 5 minutes, and then he will give him a nutrient solution.

He would patiently read newspapers and classic novels for him, but he never heard a single piece of information he wanted to hear.

He would kiss and touch him very tenderly on the bed, but every time at the end he had to rely on drugs to make the man orgasm.

This is how he lives like a walking corpse every day, but it doesn't matter to him whether he is lingering or walking dead. to other.

But those few hours in the afternoon every day, compared with other times, he felt that it was relaxing and pleasant.

Because that person will go out, without him, the air will be much cleaner and breathing will be much smoother.

Lin Haoxun picked up the thin blanket on the ground and put it on him again, and whispered in his ear, "Baby, are you so cold that your lips are black and you don't feel it? You're so disobedient."

Hearing this, he turned his head and looked at Lin Haoxun quietly, his eyes were clear and cold.

In fact, it's quite ironic to think about the place where they live - this city where there are "four seasons in a year, but four seasons in a day".

It's the same with the moody devil in front of me, because 'they' are all the same cloudy and changeable, making people unpredictable!

Observing the strange look on Duan Chengyu's face, the man slightly raised his handsome eyebrows, raised the corners of his lips and squeezed those cold soft lips, but the latter did not resist or cater to him.

He didn't kiss the man too deeply, he just wanted to make those lips not so dark and purple.

However, the temperature of the lips had risen a little, and immediately after he left, they were extremely cold and began to turn purple, just like the heart that had been completely cold, and there was no way for him to warm him up.

Lin Haoxun hugged the man in his arms, and his voice was as gentle as a cloud, "Let's go shopping on Liberdade (Oriental Street) tonight, don't you often like to go to Safer on Oriental Street to drink coffee in Sao Paulo, let's go there today .”

This sounds like a very humble and sincere invitation, but Duan Chengyu knew that he had no right to say no, and it was true that what Lin Haoxun said just now caused a slight ripple in his heart.

Did not hear his answer, Lin Haoxun pulled the corner of his mouth helplessly, gently stroked his soft and shiny hair and whispered, "Yu'er, let's go to France tomorrow, I want to be with you forever, where We can have a perfect wedding."

The person buried in his arms still kept his bright eyes open and said nothing. He couldn't see the expression on his face, let alone the deepness in his eyes, but he could guess it.

He knew that no matter how he avoided the pain that was due, it would still stick firmly to his heart, and he only had the right to accept it, and there was no possibility of eliminating it.

However, the trajectory of life is not always as preset, heading towards a certain favorite direction, and no one can conclude whether it is absolute or not until the end of the matter.

So at this moment, he only needs to calmly face the unknown with a calm heart.