want to cover up

Linger, why?

My extremely shrewd brother Xing still doesn't understand?In this game of deceit you—lost.

From the moment you didn't push me away, your deformed and twisted heart was destined to be poked with blood today.

Do you think that a lunatic like you with hands stained with blood is entitled to be treated sincerely by others?

Take a look, see if this thick black blood that flows from your body is as dirty as your heart--dirty.

In the quiet night, there was a bone-thirsty gloomy, frowning brows raised high, and a pair of dark eyes under thick eyelashes opened suddenly.

There is no loud screaming and cold sweat after a nightmare, and no rapid heartbeat after waking up from a dream, just because I have long been numb and used to it.

It seemed that without that unforgettable nightmare, he would not be able to wake up again.

It was this "dream" that made him feel so painful, and gave him a reason to live.

Chu Xingzhang got out of bed lightly with a blank face, walked to the French window and pulled open the exquisite curtain.

Immediately, the heavy rain pouring outside the window brought terrifying lightning and hit the solid frosted glass like a raging beast baring its teeth.

The dazzling light was projected through the glass onto the man's alluring face.

The bean-sized raindrops hit the glass, splashing the color of beads and jade, and then they slid down the smooth wall like a hanging bead curtain, sliding into the darkness.

Chu Xingzhang turned around gracefully, walked to the sofa under the bright light and sat down, poured the half of the bottle of Louis XIII from last night into the glass and took a sip in his mouth.

His half-closed eyes coldly glanced at the two documents on the coffee table.

The rain outside the window was getting heavier and heavier, and the thunder was getting louder...

For a long time, the man gently leaned back on the sofa, closed his eyes and rested his mind, with an intoxicating smile on his face.

He seemed to be listening attentively to a gorgeous and melodious 'music'.

And this 'music' was composed by the hoarse screams and furious roars of those people who seemed pitiful, pathetic, and hateful to him.

There is such a rational lunatic in the world, he lives entirely for himself, such a person prides himself on independence but is doomed to be alone forever.

Chu Xingzhang is one of them, but the degree of his rationality and the degree of madness have always been proportional to the increase.

He loves to listen to the voice of others cursing, and thinks it is like an angel singing.

He likes to watch those seemingly pure 'angels' being bluntly broken wings and leading them to bleed all the way.

They were sent to hell gently until all the blood and tears were shed.

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But this night, in the Junling villa, outside the door of Duan Migai's room, Duan Chengyu's tall and straight body leaned against the door, daring not to leave.

In the room, Duan Migai was curled up under the quilt, trembling all over, her white teeth biting her pale and cold lips.

He has never hated himself so much since he was a child, hated himself for being so useless, hated himself for being ridiculous.

No matter how hard he tried to suppress the fear of thunder in his heart, the final result was still failure.

Duan Pingmugai is not timid, but he is born with the fear of lightning and thunder.

That kind of fear to him is like a nightmare that people can't wake up from, and he can't help it.

In the past, having his brother's warm embrace allowed him to spend the thunderstorm night with peace of mind.

Even during his few years in Shanghai, he could fall asleep peacefully in the gentle words on the other end of the phone.

But it's different now, he can no longer ask his elder brother to love him in every way without any scruples like before, and he will leave one day.

It's just that he didn't expect that it would be so painful and hard to endure.

The thunder of the explosion was more earth-shattering than the sound of the drums on the battlefield, and it hit his heart hard one after another.

In the long night, the people on the verge of collapse supported themselves with the remaining reason.

....................................

"Thunder... bang..."

Another loud noise pierced the night sky.

This time even Duan Chengyu was shocked by the sound.

"female……"

The man called out, knowing that no one answered.

He hesitated to speak, wanted to open the door and rush in but hesitated.

He knew what his younger brother was thinking, and he had to let him learn to face that fear alone.

Otherwise, one day when he leaves him, he will break down.

lingered for a long time

Finally, he made up his mind to go back to the room, but the moment he turned around, he heard an extremely suppressed sobbing sound from inside the room, mercilessly hitting the faith he had built up with great difficulty.

Suddenly, a heart-wrenching pain rushed through every cell in his body.

"Mother, how are you doing?"

"........."

"Hey, are you mad at me for not staying with you tonight?"

"........."

Duan Chengyu turned the handle on the door only to find that the little guy was locked from the inside, and his restless heart was immediately filled with fear and worry.

Taking a few steps back and raising his legs, he kicked the solid door open almost with all his strength.

Press the wall lamp on the wall, and rush to the bed in three steps at a time.

"Mother, I'm sorry."

Seeing the trembling person curled up in the corner of the bed at the moment, Duan Chengyu wished he could slap himself twice.

He knelt down and wanted to take off the quilt wrapped around his younger brother, but those two pale and trembling hands grabbed him tightly and refused to let go.

Seeing this, Duan Chengyu said anxiously: "Mum, look at me, I'm the eldest brother, don't be afraid, I'm here, listen and relax."

"........."

The person curled up in the quilt still didn't respond, but kept trembling.

"Female... Be good, let go quickly."

"........."

Finally, Duan Chengyu lost his patience, tore off the quilt, pressed his brother against the wall, and forced him to raise his head.

Immediately, the serious expression on the man's face almost sank to the depths of the ice sea, and guilt filled his dark eyes.

He didn't expect that his younger brother, who was still radiant during the day, would be tortured into such a state.

At this time, Migai's sweat-wet hair was sticking to her forehead in a mess.

I don't know if it's sweat or tears mixed with the bright red from biting his lips with white teeth, dripping on his clothes and legs.

His pale, waxy face was covered with streaks of blue and purple blood vessels.

The clear pupils were already out of focus at this moment, Duan Migai looked worse than that dying zombie.

"Snapped!"

Suddenly, the loud noise from outside the house was especially resounding because Duan Chengyu had no time to close the door in the future.

The man who could no longer make a sound opened his bloody mouth, and then slammed his teeth into the already bloody lips. Scarlet liquid gushed out along the pointed chin and slender neck. meandering down.

Like red plums blooming in the snow, it is beautiful and glamorous.

But it was also like sharp steel needles piercing Duan Chengyu's heart without stopping.

He suddenly pulled Migai into his arms.

He regretted not coming in sooner, hated himself for being stupid.

The icy breath penetrated through the clothes and rushed into the warm body to absorb the warming temperature.

"Don't be afraid, it's all my fault."

Duan Chengyu took out his phone while comforting the trembling person in his arms.

"Mu Fan, send someone to pick up Dr. Li immediately."

After hanging up the phone, he quickly picked up his brother who had collapsed and gently put him on the bed, then removed his soaked pajamas, and carefully wiped his cold body without a trace of blood with a clean towel.

At this time, the handsome eyebrows that towered like mountains were almost twisted together like his aching heart.

At the door, Xiao Hongyu quietly watched the two people in the room until a few minutes before the doctor came, he turned and left blankly.