High point

Suhang said: "Yes, my aunt asked me to ask for a lottery at the time, but I was young at the time and thought these were almost nonsense. Later, I couldn't hold back my auntie, so I asked for one at random. It was a flat lottery. Later, my aunt asked me what was the content, and I said that I didn’t know where to put it, and I forgot it. The signature was indeed lost at random, but after all, my memory was good at that time, and the content of the signature was actually quite clear.”

Su Ling thought about it for a while, and realized that he didn't even know that his eldest brother had asked for a lottery, maybe because he won the lottery, he didn't circulate it to everyone: "Oh, what's that about?"

Su Hang said: "Of course I don't remember the details, but there was a sentence in it that was similar to the words that the flowers bloom and the branches need to be broken. Don't wait for the flowers to be empty and break the branches. It also warned me not to force my fate too much. Everything has its own destiny. At that time It’s a good face, I feel that these things should not be told to others, now that I think about it, I still have the feeling of winning the lottery.”

Su Ling said: "How come big brother has a family and a career, but people have become superstitious?"

Su Hang said: "It's not a superstition. In fact, this kind of thing is better to believe in its existence than to believe in its non-existence. It's like Taoism. The so-called self-cultivation and self-cultivation will naturally come into being when you reach that level. At that time, I thought your signature Very accurate, have you thought about it?"

Su Ling thought about it for a while. The lottery mentioned his personality flaws. Although he didn't say anything very specific, Su Ling used to think that this kind of lottery was a one-size-fits-all approach. If it's the same, it's a 'fairy'. It's just a matter of probability. .Listening to what Suhang said now, it is actually not wrong. "Brother thinks that I always don't open enough to some things, don't I let go enough?"

Suhang said: "You have been too busy. I always saw that you were not in the right condition when I came back this time. I only knew that you had such a major operation some time ago after listening to you today. But since it is already like this, I will not Go tell your parents again, but you have to restrain your willful temper; as for the matter between you and Miss Gao, I think let it go, although the family is anxious, but you can't force it... other things," Su When Hang said this, he paused, "It's always you who thinks it through carefully, don't let yourself regret it." When Suhang said this, his heart felt sore, but he couldn't see anything on the surface.

Hearing this, Su Ling knew that his eldest brother Suhang had been enlightening him all this time, and he was surprised... The changes in the past few years are really not ordinary. The previous Suhang, although it was not apparent on the surface, was still there. He is a very proud person, and he doesn't like nonsense very much. It is almost impossible for him to say these words so peacefully.

I've always known that Su Hang's observation skills are amazing, but I didn't expect him to know so many things. It seems that he has been holding back before saying nothing.Su Ling sighed softly in his heart. In fact, he understood all of this, and he was also touched by what his elder brother said.The two brothers of the Su family are extremely intelligent people, but there are some things that cannot be solved by just being intelligent. The things about their personalities prove the so-called "nature is hard to change", and enlightenment is not a state that can be easily achieved.

Su Ling finally just nodded, but Su Hang knew that he had listened, and it took time to think.

Because there is a nurse to take care of him, and Su Hang's work schedule after returning to China is relatively tight, Su Ling also insisted not to take care of him in the hospital, and let him take care of himself. Well, it’s not so easy to refuse things that are not your own. Taking other people’s money is always doing things for others. This is also helpless. Su Hang can only take time to come to the hospital every day to have a look, promise to pay a high salary, and ask the nurses to take good care of Su Ling .

It is true that Su Ling's illness did not heal so quickly. This sudden inflammation required a large dose of antibiotics. Su Ling's stomach was chilled by the cold. After taking such medicines, he could hardly even eat and vomited several times. Well, the nurse was really responsible. Every time Su Ling vomited, she went out to buy food for Su Ling, and often changed ways to make Su Ling eat some.

I told the doctor about this situation during the ward rounds. The doctor said that there is no good way, and the disease will not be cured without antibiotics. What's more, the hearing is not very good now, and medication must be used to avoid worse consequences. These adverse reactions are just You can wait for your body to adapt slowly, but this process is very painful after all.After being tortured like this, Su Ling looked rather haggard. Suhang didn't tell him when he came over in the evening, he only said that he was sick and his appetite was not good, and he also asked the nurse not to tell the eldest brother about it, so as not to delay his work.

Originally, Su Ling thought that he could deal with some of the company's affairs as much as possible when he was hospitalized, but now he feels dizzy and nauseated when he stands up, and can't even eat while sitting. Let them handle the company's affairs on their behalf.

At noon on the third day of hospitalization, the nurse bought some light and delicious food for Su Ling. Su Ling barely ate a bowl with his body, and his head became very dizzy. He lay down quickly to suppress some nausea. The nurse knew that He needed a lunch break, so he cleaned up the dishes, drew the curtains and turned off the lights, and then went out quietly.

In the morning, he hung several bottles of salt water and vomited several times. Su Ling was really tired. Although his stomach still felt uncomfortable, he still fell asleep. It just felt like he was dreaming all the time. The dream was complicated and intricate, and he returned to In middle school, I met some people whose names I can no longer remember, who kept talking, but couldn't hear clearly... All of a sudden, it was in my mother's hospital when I was a child, in the empty corridor, he was alone... All of a sudden It was the tall old tree beside the swimming pool again... In the backlight, there was a tall figure... calling him...

"Little Ling..."

who is it? ...Look hard, but can't see clearly...Who is it?who are you?

That figure came over...he came...touching him tenderly...his hair...his face...his lips...

He was still calling him... "Xiao Ling..."

...Su Ling wanted to ask him, who are you and why are you so familiar...why...it made me feel depressed...I was scared...but no matter how his mouth moved, he seemed to be trapped in a huge In the darkness of the darkness, the whole person becomes extremely small, unable to break free... speechless... no sound... as if dissociated from the whole world...

But there is a soothing power that follows, with that hand...the gentle touch, the feeling of peace of mind pervades the whole body...attachment follows...don't go...

But these are still gradually withdrawn... "No... don't!"

With a "bang", something fell from a height and shattered.

"Mr. Su? Mr. Su?!"

what happened? !

Su Ling gradually woke up, he opened his eyes, he didn't know what happened, he knew that his hearing that had not fully recovered heard the cry of the nurse.

"What?" He blinked and found himself sweating profusely.

"Mr. Su, are you okay?" The nurse quickly handed him a tissue to wipe his sweat. When she came over, she pushed something away on the ground with her foot.

"What's wrong?" Su Ling looked at the ground and found that the vase by the bed was broken.

The nurse patted his chest and said with a smile: "It's nothing, it's just that something is broken. As long as Mr. Su is fine, I was shocked." When she was broken, her heart almost skipped a beat. What if something happened...

Su Ling felt a familiar scent in the air...like the smell of musk...very familiar...

He immediately asked the nurse vigilantly, "Did someone come here just now?"

The nurse lowered his head and swept the debris on the floor, and said in surprise: "No, I have been outside all the time, and no one has come."

Su Ling sighed in disappointment.Isn't it him?Is it really not him?

He suppressed the fluctuations in his voice: "Auntie, please go out first, I want to be alone for a while."

After hearing this, the nurse quickly put down the broom and went out.

Su Ling covered his eyes with his hands. Until now, he didn't know how much he missed that person.

He really missed him, his steady breathing, his gentle touch, his thoughtful words, his unique smell, everything about him... Could it be that the touching touch just now was real? of? ...was it just a dream?But it was too realistic... He seemed to be able to see the helpless expression on that person's face... and the slightly distressed sigh...

Su Ling still can't believe it now, or think it's just a dream, Huo Siwei, who loves him so much and loves him so much, really left him? !

I really hope this is a dream... But Su Ling understands that this is the truth, although he doesn't understand why Hosway would do that... why is a man who is so proactive, why does a man who gives him the illusion of eternity do that? let go easily...

Su Ling suddenly remembered the Buddhist amulet from Hanshan Temple that Su Hang said, does character determine all of this?

character?Is it character? !

Su Ling put down the hand that covered his eyes. The reason that he had been unable to figure out for a long time, covered by layers of fog, seemed to be within reach.