High point

Dr. Shen and others went to Shanghai to contact and wait in advance. They also called Beijing to retrieve Su Ling's medical records. Before leaving, they told Su Ling not to drink water or eat any food.After Su Ling said goodbye to Xiao Wang, he and Huo Siwei left Hangzhou by car.

Su Ling didn't say much along the way, and kept looking out of the window quietly.

Huo Siwei held his hand and called him: "Xiao Ling."

Su Ling turned his eyes back, and the scenes that were once so clear are now blurred in his eyes. The speed is so fast that he can't see carefully, and he doesn't even know where he is.

Horsway said to him: "Take a break, don't keep looking outside, your eyes will get tired."

Su Ling nodded. Although he has been ill for the past few days, he doesn't talk much, but he is very obedient. He has no objection to what Huo Siwei said, it's all for his own good anyway.After a while, Su Ling suddenly said: "Huo Siwei, in fact, you don't need to accompany me to Shanghai." He knew how busy Huo Siwei was, so Su Ling really felt that it was unnecessary for him to let go of so many things for him. In the past, it was nothing more than surgery, and life and death were life and death, so there was really nothing to worry about.

Huo Siwei smiled: "Don't worry, there are Ou Qing and the others in Hangzhou, and they have been in touch. For Wuxi, I can go there in two days. It's nothing serious." He looked at Su Ling and asked : "Are you worried about the operation?" Dean Fang told him that Su Ling's illness will not be delayed, and the sooner the operation is the better, so Shanghai has already negotiated with him. Surgery can be done today.

This kid is so repulsive even taking medicine, it is really hard for him to accept that he is going to have such a big operation.The incident happened suddenly and the condition was urgent, so there really wasn't enough time for Su Ling to carry out effective psychological construction.

"Don't be afraid, Xiaoling, surgery is necessary, otherwise it will affect your eyesight in the future. As for the risks of surgery, I will not hand over your safety to others. I know that doctor, and he is indeed the best in the industry. You have to trust the doctor's skills, and you have to trust me even more."

Su Ling looked at Huo Siwei and sighed: "Yes, I'm really worried, but it's not that I don't trust you or the doctor. I'm just very scared, and I'm very afraid of what I should do if the operation fails."

Huo Siwei looked at him seriously: "Don't worry, this kind of situation will not happen, I will not allow it to happen."

Su Ling smiled bitterly.

No one is God, so who can judge whom?

Su Ling said to Huo Siwei: "It's okay, Huo, I have already thought about it and made a decision. I will have the operation, and I can accept all possible outcomes. When the time comes for the operation, can you sign for me?" I don’t want to alarm my family, I know it might be a bit selfish, but it’s better to be alone than to let them be as scared as I am.” The worst result is that you can’t see your eyes, and you won’t die, so, As long as he is alone, don't let your parents worry in vain.

Huo Siwei stared at him, shook his head, and told him: "Okay, I promise you. But Xiao Ling, you are wrong, you are not alone, and I am. But I am not worried, I know that the operation will be successful."

Since the kiss in the early morning, neither of them mentioned their feelings for each other.

Probably tacitly.

Even if Su Ling knew something, he didn't have time to worry about it at this moment.

In fact, Su Ling really wanted to know if there was anything about him that deserved Huo Siwei's kindness and care for him.

Especially now that even health cannot be guaranteed.

In front of Huo Siwei, Su Ling has always felt that he has no advantages, except age, but this is just a cloud. Huo Siwei is in the prime of life, and there is nothing difficult about him. His strength does not lie in the accumulated experience due to his age, but in the accumulation of experience. His personal innate aptitude and acquired ability.

Su Ling didn't really believe that there was anyone in this world who could surpass ordinary people before. He always believed that any achievement must require a lot of hard work. For example, elder brother, when he was a child, his discarded drawings filled the studio. Today's market price; Su Ling himself, who gave up painting halfway, is not worth mentioning. He was admitted to Tsinghua University after studying hard for a period of time. The company can have today's scale because of long-term overtime work and multiple contacts.

After meeting Huxwei, he understood that there is indeed a kind of person who only needs to pay half the effort of others to get a lot of things. No matter what he does, he can quickly find the trick, and he can always get twice the result with half the effort.Not to mention that he worked harder than many ordinary people, so he got too much.

Su Ling didn't know Huo Siwei very well, and when he wanted to get to know him, he was already unable to do so.

It is a blessing to be with someone like Hosway without any pressure, because I can learn a lot from him, his care and care are always just right; he is always firm and strong in his words and deeds .

But to understand Huo Siwei, it is not enough to just let him say something, it needs to get along with him for a long time - his kindness needs to be gradually understood, and his deep thoughts also need time to break through.

And Su Ling was not sure whether he would have such time again, whether he would have such an opportunity again.

However, he is not a person who is not free and easy. Now that he has made a decision, he will stick to it.

No matter what the result is, he is Su Ling, this won't change, right?

Although he doesn't need to prove anything to others, he will do it.

As for Huo Siwei... Su Ling understands that this man has already occupied a place in his heart. He can't tell what to do now, just like the result of the operation is still unknown, there are still many things...not dealt with properly, since he is in a dilemma It has become a fact, it is better to face it calmly, and get along with him more now while still possible.

Su Ling asked Huo Siwei: "What if I become disfigured?" He hadn't thought about this before, but surgery always involves wounds, right?There will definitely be scars.

Huo Siwei didn't expect him to ask this suddenly, because according to his understanding, Su Ling was not a child who cared about his appearance at all, but he immediately understood that this was just a self-deprecating joke of Su Ling.He scratched his nose with a smile, and joked, "What's the matter? Is it too late to worry about this now? Am I like a man who judges people by their appearance?"

Su Ling looked sideways at Huo Siwei, and said softly, "No, you don't look like...I do."

Huo Siwei hugged him, and said in a hoarse voice: "Xiao Ling, are you complimenting me, huh?" His nose lightly pressed against Su Ling's face and neck, smelling the slightly sweet smell on his body, as if Soothing is like flirting. "Don't be afraid, Xiao Ling, brother will always be with you, the person who cares most about you is you."

Su Ling said to him in her heart: Thank you, brother, it's really... really good to have you by my side.

But now, he can't say it out, he would rather maintain the hard-won balance.

Su Ling leaned against Horsway, his nose sore, and he closed his eyes.

At least at this moment, Su Ling is willing to trust this person, and he is willing to stay by his side, so... that's good.

Just leaning on Huo Siwei's shoulder, Su Ling fell asleep, and when he woke up, the car had already driven into downtown Shanghai.

Huo Siwei noticed his movements, put down the documents in his hand, and kissed Su Ling's forehead: "Xiao Ling, did you sleep well? We are almost there."

Su Ling was still a little ignorant, rubbing his eyes as usual, only to realize that his eyesight had been affected, his movements were frozen, his hands were clenched, and his heart suddenly felt heavy.

The hospital...the hospital again.Dirty and spooky place.

It's just going from one cage to another. Is there any difference?

What should come is still coming, Su Ling, you are not allowed to escape.He warned himself sternly.

When they arrived at the hospital, Dr. Shen and the others were already waiting. In order to ensure the accuracy of the operation, they were taken by the nurse to do a lot of examinations. Su Ling was very cooperative, and there was no expression of impatience or displeasure on his face. of.

Huo Siwei was called out by a phone call, otherwise he wanted to accompany Su Ling the whole time.

The child's expression made Hosway feel uneasy for some reason.

Su Ling was sitting in the doctor's office. Dr. Kong, who is over 50 years old and also Dr. Shen's teacher, pointed to the film and said to Su Ling, "Look, the blood clot is here. It's not very big. The situation is better than expected. , it can be treated through nasal endoscopic surgery—well, you don’t need craniotomy or external incision, just go in through the nose. Now it seems that all your physical indicators allow surgery. I suggest immediate surgery. What does Mr. Su think? Sample?"

Su Ling kept his eyes down, not knowing what he was thinking, but after hearing Dr. Kong's words, he raised his eyes and said to him: "Doctor, if the operation is performed, how likely is it that I will recover my original vision?"

Dr. Kong said: "If the operation is performed as soon as possible, the impact will not be particularly large, but there is always a recovery period, and we will continue to observe it later."

Su Ling said quietly: "Then let's have an operation, please do not trouble Dr. Kong."

Since Su Ling had to fast for almost a day before the operation (Note 1), Su Ling's operation was scheduled for the next morning, during which relevant examinations and pre-operation preparations were made.

In the elevator, Huo Siwei shook Su Ling's hand: "Xiao Ling, I'll wait for you outside." With a little strength in his hand, he said, "Listen, I'll be outside, waiting for you all the time." Originally He still wanted to go into the operating room to accompany him, but Su Ling refused.

Su Ling knew that the operation had to be under general anesthesia, and he didn't want Huo Siwei to see himself lying there like a cold corpse being manipulated by the doctor.

Not to mention Horsway, he himself couldn't accept it.

Su Ling shook his hand back: "I know. When the time comes... remember to wake me up."

Huswei touched his cheek and watched him enter the operating room.

Tentacles... so cold.

Hosway felt a pain in his heart.

Su Ling didn't know that Huo Siwei had given him the few tenderness in his heart in his life.

In Huo Siwei's world, there is no so-called warmth, everything is the shadow of swords and swords.

In the past, he carried too many burdens, and he didn't feel tired. At least he had been instilled in him since he was a child, and he took these things for granted.

A special family, a group of people with too strong a heart, must be perfect and outstanding.

To him, Su Ling has always been a different existence.

If you said how much love you have before, it can't explain everything; when you really get along with Su Ling, you find out that there are many good things about him.

Horsway is also a human being, and human feelings are accumulated bit by bit.

What's more, Huo Siwei really treats Su Ling as a child-like lover in his heart.

Watching Su Ling enter the operating room alone, I felt very complicated in my heart.

It seems that in an instant, life and death are separated.

Those cold instruments must have been a great torture for Su Ling.

The tedious treatment and reconstruction back then had already caused Su Ling to throw things every day, and his mood was unstable.

But now Su Ling is calm and silent, doesn't say much, doesn't know what to think in his heart, outsiders think he is calm, Huo Siwei understands that he has changed, he no longer expresses dissatisfaction through rage, he is this torture yourself.

As for Huo Siwei, he had to watch Su Ling suffer all this alone.

Even before the operation, Dr. Kong had already told Huo Siwei that although this operation was risky, the problem was not too big; the key was that the trauma was small and the recovery was quick, which was perfect for Su Ling's situation.Dr. Kong said that he would try his best to do a good job, so that he could rest assured.

Horsway couldn't let go.

But even if he can't let go, he won't let outsiders see the slightest bit, especially Su Ling, he must be calm and restrained.