High point

As I said before, Su Ling's taste is light, so he doesn't like hot pot very much, so he boiled some vegetables and some pieces of mutton on the other side of the mandarin duck pot. The boys had a good time eating it. Chatting, Su Ling knew that Ye Lan was a student of Communication University of China, Lan Ya and Fan Xin were from Beihang University, and Pang Lu was from Beijing Institute of Technology.

They asked about Su Ling's school, and Su Ling said it was from Tsinghua University.

Several people bit their chopsticks and exclaimed: Wow, what a brilliant student.

Su Ling smiled: "The schools of the few of you are not bad, so you don't need to envy them, they are all the same." This is true. In fact, Su Ling doesn't really like to classify schools into grades. In fact, the first-class universities in China basically have little difference. Have their own characteristics.

Because he had to drive, Su Ling said at first that he could not drink, but later the atmosphere was good. He drank a glass of light beer and listened to them talking about some interesting things in the past. Su Ling listened quietly. They added a lot of beer to the food, and they also drank some rice wine. By the time they were full, it was past ten o'clock and they had eaten for more than four hours.

Ye Lan can drink well, but her face is a little red, and her eyes are still clear; Lan Ya can't do it, she is already a little dazed, Ye Lan is half a head taller than him, and she is half hugging him.Wu Hang drank a little dazedly, he drank the most today, Su Ling went to the toilet when he paid the bill, and he didn't know if it was because of the urgency to urinate or want to vomit.Pang Lu still looked lazy, leaning against the wall with his head half down, not knowing what to do.Fan Xin was still wearing that hat, and was pressing his phone next to Pang Lu. It seemed that he was not drunk.

When Su Ling settled the bill and Wu Hang hadn't come out yet, Su Ling said, "I'll go and have a look, you guys wait here for me."

When I got to the toilet, I saw Wu Hang retching at the sink, but nothing came out.

Su Ling pulled the paper next to him and handed it to him, "It's fine if you can't spit it out, go back and rest."

Wu Hang still looked sluggish, Su Ling thought to himself: Sure enough, the feng shui turns, last time he took care of him, this time it's his turn to take care of others, so he set him up to go out.

When going out, Ye Lan said: "Brother Pang Lu came to pick him up. He and Fan Xin went along the way. They left first. Let me tell you."

Su Ling said: "That's good, let's go, I'll take you back first."

Ye Lan said: "Then I will trouble Brother Su."

Su Ling smiled, feeling that she was still not used to this name, but she was indeed older than them, so she deserved to be called that.

In the car, Su Ling looked at Wu Hang who was fast asleep in the passenger seat: "Ye Lan, I only know Wu Hang's neighborhood, do you know which one?"

Ye Lan shook her head: "I haven't been there since he moved. I'll send a text message to ask others."

After a while, the text message came back.Ye Lan said, "201, Unit [-], Building [-]."

Su Ling nodded: "Okay." Seeing from the rearview mirror, Ye Lan gently adjusted Lan Ya's posture in his arms, letting him rest on his shoulders, with gentle eyes.

Oh I got it.Although I was a little surprised, but after thinking about it carefully, it seems reasonable. Lan Ya is really innocent and cute, and Ye Lan often helps him pick up vegetables when eating...

Side dishes? ... Su Ling thought of Mr. Huo again.

But the next moment, he forced himself to erase the association about him.

When Ye Lan got out of the car, she took Lan Ya away, leaving only Wu Hang in the car.

Su Ling drove for a while, and found some movement on his side. He frowned tightly, as if he wanted to vomit, Su Ling hurriedly parked the car to the side of the road, and when the door opened, he heard a "wow", and he really vomited.

Su Ling thought: I didn't expect him to drink too much...

After Wu Hang vomited, he tore off the tissue paper. He seemed to be very uncomfortable. He lay there without moving, but whispered in his mouth: "Yihan...I..."

At first Su Ling didn't hear clearly, but after listening with his ears, he realized that his name was Gao Yihan.

It is said that he speaks the truth after drinking, it seems that he really likes Gao Yihan.

In fact, in terms of appearance and age alone, Wu Hang and Gao Yihan are quite right. Su Ling always feels that she is a little older than Gao Yihan.After all, eight years old is not a small age gap. No wonder Gao Yihan said that she didn't understand what she was thinking. Three years is a generation gap. Sometimes Su Ling really doesn't understand.

The car drove for a while, Su Ling was afraid that he would feel sick again later, so he didn't drive very fast.

The car was quiet for a while.

"... Su... Su Ling..."

Su Ling could hear it quite clearly this time, he stepped on the brake: "Do you want to stop?" Wu Hang seemed to wake up a bit, knowing that he was in Su Ling's car.

"Su Ling...do you know..."

It didn't seem like she wanted to vomit, so Su Ling turned off the turn signal.

"what do you know?"

"She...she told me...not to see you again...she...really...likes you..."

What?Su Ling glanced at him, although he had already guessed that Gao Yihan should know Wu Hang, but he didn't expect her to do this, it seemed a bit immature.Either Wu Hang must have told Gao Yihan exactly what they knew, or Gao Yihan was afraid that Wu Hang would say it.

There are only two possibilities.Gao Yihan... Su Ling now feels that his understanding of her seems to be a bit off.The reason why I decided to be with her before was because she was more lively and cheerful, and to some extent she was quite simple. Later, I found that although she was not as scheming as she appeared on the surface, it seemed that this girl still had a lot of "secrets" .

To be honest, Su Ling understands very well that Gao Yihan is not much different from his previous girlfriends. This is not about personality, but about the meaning to Su Ling.

"Why didn't you let me see you?" Su Ling asked him.

"……"no answer.

Su Ling laughed at herself, and said softly, "Gao Yihan is with me, why don't you care?" At least on the surface, I don't know if Wu Hang is too open-minded or hiding too deep, anyway Su Ling Ling never saw him have any dissatisfaction or jealousy.

"...she...happy...I'm happy..." Wu Hang murmured.

Yeah?Su Ling didn't expect him to answer, but he was a little surprised when he said that.

Seeing that Wu Hang liked Gao Yihan so much, Su Ling was even a little moved.

In addition, he was a little envious.

At Wu Hang's age, he has already lost the qualification to be a lover.

But Wu Hang is not, his feelings for Gao Yihan are really pure.

Wu Hang is a person who really understands feelings. If he hadn't been drunk today, he would definitely not have said these words.

Normally, he basically didn't reveal anything about Gao Yihan. Based on this, Su Ling could see Gao Yihan's position in his heart.

Wu Hang's feeling for Su Ling was somewhat complicated.

The first time I saw Wu Hang, I found that his eyebrows and eyes were very similar to his elder brother Su Hang, so Su Ling paid special attention to him.

At best, Wu Hang just met him a few times, and it was considered an acquaintance. There was no need for Su Ling to agree to his request twice to help him.Su Ling has always kept his contacts with people reserved, but he unconsciously felt a sense of intimacy with Wu Hang.

In fact, Su Ling gradually realized that Wu Hang and his elder brother had no similarities at all, just like his name was Hang, and his elder brother's name was Hang. They sounded the same pronunciation, but they were actually very different.Wu Hang has a flamboyant and straightforward personality, and although the elder brother is sometimes quite naughty, he is only in front of Su Ling. Su Hang is always restrained and honest in front of outsiders.

At this moment, Su Ling finally understood that his intimacy with Wu Hang did not come from Wu Hang's facial features, but from his temperament, his determination and courage to give everything for love.

These are exactly what Su Ling has never experienced.

If you love someone, it doesn't matter if you can't get it.

Why did Wu Hang understand such a truth at such a young age, but he did so many irrational things back then?

It seems that the gap between people is not only in the growth background, knowledge organization, but also emotional comprehension.

Su Ling felt that he was really incomparable to Wu Hang.

He felt like a door slowly opened in his heart because of Wu Hang's words.

The depression and unhappiness accumulated over the years seemed to be released from this door.

Inside, there is nothing left.

In fact, there is nothing you can't let go of. My eldest brother is very happy now, isn't he?

With a family, with a wife, with children.

At least the eldest brother told him before: I hope to have a perfect family and lead a normal and happy family life.

At that time, Su Ling didn't understand, Su Ling just simply thought that his elder brother would be by his side for the rest of his life, what his elder brother wanted was what he wanted, he could give his elder brother everything, and similarly, his elder brother could give him everything.

Because the eldest brother has always done this, no matter what he does, the eldest brother will not be angry, and the eldest brother will tolerate him.

Su Ling realized that he was the one who didn't understand.

The eldest brother has always doted on him because the eldest brother understands best: Su Hang is Su Ling's eldest brother, and Su Ling is Su Hang's younger brother.

It is because of the deepest bond of family affection.

In fact, it is the eldest brother who has paid the most. I have insisted on following him since I was a child, and I was greedy for his care. I wasted a lot of time for him to go out to play and learn painting. How many messes did my elder brother help him clean up?

Eldest brother lost his biological mother since he was a child. No matter how good Su Ling's mother is and how good his relationship with elder brother's mother is, it is a fact that elder brother lost his mother. It is a fact that his father married another soon after his mother passed away.

But Su Ling thinks back now, the eldest brother never complained because of this, he still respects his mother just the same, and treats Su Ling as his complete biological brother, and loves him in every possible way.

Who stipulated that the eldest brother must be nice to his half-brother?

Who stipulates that a boy who loses his mother cannot ask his father not to marry or have children temporarily?

But the big brother didn't do it.

He never said it.

In fact, the eldest brother is very bitter.

That's why the eldest brother said that he wanted a stable and ordinary family life.

Su Ling realized that it was at this moment that he fully understood this fact.

What did he do before?

In the past few years, he deliberately alienated his elder brother, thinking that he could forget him this way, but he couldn't.

Big brother will always be his big brother.

My elder brother cared so much for him in the past, no, he loves him just the same now, and even specially asked his sister-in-law to give him a gift, always remembering his body, but I just randomly threw the gifts carefully selected by my elder brother into the drawer. This is how he repays his previous love for him?

Just because the elder brother did what he wanted to do and fulfilled his dream, Su Ling, Su Ling, do you have the right to treat others like this?How long will you be selfish?

Is that your purpose, Su Ling, to let the eldest brother never get the happiness he wanted in childhood, and to make the eldest brother feel guilty for the rest of his life? ?

Why does a 20-year-old boy know how to love and treat the person he loves, why don't you understand, and still fall into that quagmire, feeling sorry for yourself and unable to extricate yourself? ?

Over the years, is this how he repays his elder brother with indifference and alienation?

I've been doing this all the time, and I haven't even found out that I'm wrong.

Just repeating the same mistakes.

Su Ling looked at the straight and bright road ahead, his eyes gradually blurred.

He stretched out his hands to hold the corners of his eyes, where...it was already wet.