Garn in another world
Chapter 64
"Gaen..." Little Baiqiu lay on top of him and sobbed, "Okay, leave... I'll accompany you to leave this damned place...it's okay, it's okay...don't be sad, if this goes on, I won't be able to save you ...This is the power that belongs to Niya..."
It is sad and annoyed.
Originally, before this hatred sprouted, it could have been killed early.However, the hatred was hidden too deep, and no one thought about it, both it and Armand were negligent.
It's okay if it's just that.However, the aura from Armand's body passed into Gan's body through combination, giving this hatred the ability to grow. Then, they brought up related past events, which affected Gan's emotions and directly induced the outbreak of hatred.
Hatred exists between the spiritual consciousness that protects Jia En's soul, which is equivalent to living and dying with Jia En, but it comes from Niya's power. After the outbreak, it forms an indelible inner demon, rooted in Jia En in the body.If you want to get rid of it, you must rely on Jia En's own strength, otherwise, you can only die with it.
The inner demons are attached to his heart, the greater the emotional fluctuations of Jia En, the harder he will be tossed.
"Don't be sad, Gan...don't think about it..." Big and big teardrops rolled out of the little white ball's purple eyes.It eagerly sends power into Gan's body, hating itself for being powerless.
Armand also held Gann's hand, sending power with it.
"No... I don't want to..." Gann struggled to withdraw his hand, overwhelmed by the desperate pain, still subconsciously unwilling to accept any help from Armand.
"Let go! Didn't you see him being so repulsive? Even my power can't be channeled in! Let go, if you don't let go, it will be too late!" Xiao Baiqiu roared hoarsely.
"Don't... I want to leave..." Gann's sanity was blurred, and more blood oozed from the corner of his mouth.
Armand was stunned for a while with a livid face, and finally let go of his hand.
Gan's tense nerves relaxed instantly, and a sharp pain in his chest spurted out a large mouthful of blood, staining the light-colored bed sheets red, which was shocking.
The little white ball screamed, trembling, and sent the power over. Fortunately, without Armand's contact, Gann no longer subconsciously rejected it, and the power was finally successfully sent over.After a while, Gann's violent breathing gradually subsided, and his slack eyes began to focus.
"Little Baiqiu...are you crying? Don't cry...I'm fine..." He twitched the corner of his mouth stiffly.
The little white ball dazedly wiped it with its front paws, only to find that its face was covered with tears, "I cried?" This was the first time it shed tears in many years. It turned out that it had played pitiful in front of Jia En many times and wet its eyes, but , never really shed tears.
There are a lot of emotional little white balls that don't understand. Before that, it wouldn't cry at all.Not only it, but also Armand.Niya is different from them. She is innocent and lively, but also sentimental. She can laugh and cry from the bottom of her heart.Therefore, she was afraid of loneliness, and she was the first to create some species, so she was the first to stay in the human world alone, and she was the first to have rich and colorful emotions.
Many times, little white ball has never understood, Niya is not human, why there are so many different emotions?At this moment, it understood that when emotions came up, there was no reason or warning.
For example, it sheds tears uncontrollably.
It cried, what about Armand?The little white ball subconsciously looked for Armand, and found that he had left the room without them knowing.
An uncontrollable anger welled up in my heart.How could you bear to leave at such a moment?Even if Gann didn't want to see him, he should quietly hide by the side until the other party is out of danger before leaving at ease...at least it will do so.
"Little white ball, don't cry... There's no need for that. I don't even cry... What are you crying for? Are you ashamed?" Gann's weak teasing voice pulled it back from its thoughts.
Ignoring Armand, the little white ball stared angrily while crying, "Why can't I cry? What about you? Haven't you ever cried before? I only cried this time, and I just want to cry enough!"
Bad Ga Eun... It's difficult to say a word by yourself, and don't forget to make fun of it!And, and... don't you see how sad it is?
"Okay, I was wrong." Gann closed his eyes helplessly, he felt very powerless, and the exhaustion was pressing on him like sitting on a mountain, "I'm sorry, I made you worry..."
"What are you sorry for? Just give me a good time, don't think about it, don't vomit blood, and I won't worry about it. As for the person you don't want to see, don't worry, I'm here, and I promise not to let him disturb you. Me and If he really starts to fight, the outcome is not certain. If you hate this place, at worst, I will tear down his broken forest... Take a good rest, and when you feel better, I will leave with you and we will go home ..." Xiaobaiqiu babbled, then suddenly closed his mouth.
Gan didn't know when he fell asleep.
He lay quietly on the bed, his face was pale, his short pale golden hair was dull, and his brows were frowning weakly.His thin body sank into the soft bedding, and the bed sheet under his body was smudged with bits and pieces of dark red, which made him look extremely fragile.
The little white ball stretched out its front paws and wiped away the dried blood from the corner of the boy's mouth.
"Oh, it's really annoying." It sighed seriously.
After a while, it got up and walked out of the door, passed through the hall, and saw Armand standing at the door of the hall in a daze.
"Alonzo, am I so wrong?" Armand's expression was rare to see, he pressed his heart, "I... feel very painful here."
Little Baiqiu was silent for a while, and replied coldly: "I only know that you are wrong to make him sad. If you still care about him, it is best not to appear in front of him again."
After Gann woke up again, he didn't leave Tiwit Forest immediately.For one thing, Armand might not know how to face this situation, or worried that Gann would lose control of his emotions when he saw him, and left the forest again before he woke up.Secondly, at present, he really needs the abundant aura of the bluegrass garden.
My heart is still aching, but my reason has recovered.
If you just go back like this, not to mention that the family will increase unnecessary worries when they see it, and it will even implicate Xiao Baiqiu.
He himself could clearly feel that the inner demon had grown wildly some time ago, and relying solely on the power of the little white ball to suppress it could not solve the fundamental problem, and he had to rely on himself.What's more, no matter how powerful the little white ball is, its power should not be inexhaustible.In the outside environment, I don't know how long it will take to advance to the God of Medicine. Is it possible to just keep using other people's power?
Armand is not here, and it is estimated that he will not come back for a while, just for him to sort out his mood.
Whether it's sad or painful, he found it all by himself, and of course he can't evade the responsibility he should bear.
From that day on, little white ball accompanied him every step of the way, including when he was sleeping at night.Gan asked it to leave, saying that he could do it alone, but Xiao Baiqiu was worried about his body and refused to leave.
It retorted plausibly, "No! I must accompany you when you sleep! Are you still not clear about your current physical condition? Unless you can tell me for sure that you can suppress your demons on your own!" It is rare in front of Jia En Feel elated, of course, you must seize the opportunity and not compromise easily.
"...It will be fine, I will be careful."
"Are you sure you can stop thinking wildly? If the demon is so easy to control, it is not a demon!" Xiao Baiqiu jumped onto the bed, regardless of 21, and threw Jia En down, "I don't care! Except for the bluegrass garden, there is no one. How can I guarantee that the inner demons will not get out of control. Only by being by your side can I deal with emergencies at any time, otherwise I can't feel at ease."
Garn quickly succumbed to the touch of its fur.Well, in fact, it is very comfortable to sleep on the little white ball, and you can feel the best touch in the world anytime, anywhere... Although I want to learn how to be strong alone, but the little white ball is not a human, but a beast...
So, under this abnormal excuse, Gann easily compromised.
The little white ball is really inseparable from him.After Jia En recovers, occasionally, the two will go to the forest to mess around, the little white ball is still arguing for all kinds of delicacies, and sometimes, Jia En will take the initiative to develop some new food to satisfy its cravings.However, most of the time, Garn stayed in the bluegrass garden.
Some time ago, because of being too entangled with Armand, the enthusiasm for promotion was almost completely wiped out.Now, the desire to become the God of Medicine has become stronger than ever.
After coming to Tiwitt Forest, life has always been too good, and the concept of time has become weak. Even if he wants to advance, he still has the idea of muddling along.It's different now, there is no time when I want to leave here more than now.
Lying in the bluegrass garden, Ga-eun opened his eyes and looked at the blue sky.
Bibi suddenly appeared in front of her eyes, flapping her wings, "Master, Bibi can finally come out!"
"Bibi? Long time no see." Gann pinched its little wings, hesitated for a while, and kissed it.Now, no one will be jealous anymore because of this.
"Ah! Master! You kissed Bibi!" Bibi suddenly felt that she was dying of happiness, her face flushed with excitement, "The shadow that Bibi has been trapped for so long has disappeared!" , "Master, you don't know, Bibi has been trapped by black things and can't get out. Fortunately, those black things gradually thinned, and Bibi broke free. Master, Bibi is so pitiful... ..."
"Bibi is a good boy, it's all my fault, it caused you to suffer too."
The black thing that traps Bibi should be related to the inner demon.At that time, Gan's mood fluctuated violently, which gave the inner demon an opportunity to rage violently. Unexpectedly, even Bibi was trapped... Thinking of this, he was afraid for a while, the last time One can imagine the degree of crisis, no wonder little white ball is always nervous.Even... not even Armand dared to show up again...
With a sudden pain in his heart, Jia En hurriedly shook his head, shaking off the thoughts he shouldn't have.
Seeing the master's apologetic expression, Bibi immediately felt embarrassed. She blinked and said, "It's not the master's fault, it's Bibi's lack of ability... If Bibi is strong enough, she can help the master get rid of that annoying thing!"
Gann smiled and tapped its little nose, "Well, let's work together to eliminate it!"
"Okay!" Bibi turned around twice excitedly, then stopped and said seriously, "Master, Bibi feels that you are in good condition these days, otherwise Bibi won't be able to come out. You should seize this opportunity. If the method is right, Ling Strength can be greatly improved. I can feel that the level of God of Medicine is not far away from you."
"Really?" Gann kissed it again, "Bibi is so good...you go in first, I will make a good adjustment, and I won't let you be trapped by annoying things again."
Bibi disappeared contentedly, and Gan let out a long breath, still staring at the sky in a daze.
Are you in good shape?Yes... after such a long time, it should be good.Otherwise, you will despise yourself.
Before I knew it, I spent nearly half a year here.It is also life in the forest, but it feels completely different.
Jia En felt that within half a year, his heart had aged rapidly, as if thousands of years had passed.
Those good times unknowingly become old photos, which are permanently sealed in the bottom of my heart.Those gentle words resounded in the distant sky, but could never reach my ears again.
He used to wonder, what else could he be interested in continuing to live?
Thanks to the little white ball.The little white ball is ignorant and cute, and seems to be bullied by him all the time, but in fact, its thoughts are the most thoughtful and direct.It would talk about Lina, Chrissy and others from time to time, and never deliberately shy away from talking about Armand—basically in a disgusted tone.Every time he heard it, Jia En's heart would feel like being grabbed. However, just like this, he gradually got used to this reality, and his mind was no longer completely occupied by this matter.At the same time, the longing for the family is getting stronger and stronger.
The inner demon was finally controlled by Xiao Baiqiu.
Gann also worked hard to adjust his state, and finally, his spiritual power began to increase slowly again, until a few days ago, he suddenly regained the feeling of former cultivation.
"Mom, how are you at home? I miss you." He said softly.Family affection is far more reliable than love.
Gan closed his eyes and inhaled slowly.Soon, a vast blue appeared in front of his eyes, and he entered a state of selflessness.
It is sad and annoyed.
Originally, before this hatred sprouted, it could have been killed early.However, the hatred was hidden too deep, and no one thought about it, both it and Armand were negligent.
It's okay if it's just that.However, the aura from Armand's body passed into Gan's body through combination, giving this hatred the ability to grow. Then, they brought up related past events, which affected Gan's emotions and directly induced the outbreak of hatred.
Hatred exists between the spiritual consciousness that protects Jia En's soul, which is equivalent to living and dying with Jia En, but it comes from Niya's power. After the outbreak, it forms an indelible inner demon, rooted in Jia En in the body.If you want to get rid of it, you must rely on Jia En's own strength, otherwise, you can only die with it.
The inner demons are attached to his heart, the greater the emotional fluctuations of Jia En, the harder he will be tossed.
"Don't be sad, Gan...don't think about it..." Big and big teardrops rolled out of the little white ball's purple eyes.It eagerly sends power into Gan's body, hating itself for being powerless.
Armand also held Gann's hand, sending power with it.
"No... I don't want to..." Gann struggled to withdraw his hand, overwhelmed by the desperate pain, still subconsciously unwilling to accept any help from Armand.
"Let go! Didn't you see him being so repulsive? Even my power can't be channeled in! Let go, if you don't let go, it will be too late!" Xiao Baiqiu roared hoarsely.
"Don't... I want to leave..." Gann's sanity was blurred, and more blood oozed from the corner of his mouth.
Armand was stunned for a while with a livid face, and finally let go of his hand.
Gan's tense nerves relaxed instantly, and a sharp pain in his chest spurted out a large mouthful of blood, staining the light-colored bed sheets red, which was shocking.
The little white ball screamed, trembling, and sent the power over. Fortunately, without Armand's contact, Gann no longer subconsciously rejected it, and the power was finally successfully sent over.After a while, Gann's violent breathing gradually subsided, and his slack eyes began to focus.
"Little Baiqiu...are you crying? Don't cry...I'm fine..." He twitched the corner of his mouth stiffly.
The little white ball dazedly wiped it with its front paws, only to find that its face was covered with tears, "I cried?" This was the first time it shed tears in many years. It turned out that it had played pitiful in front of Jia En many times and wet its eyes, but , never really shed tears.
There are a lot of emotional little white balls that don't understand. Before that, it wouldn't cry at all.Not only it, but also Armand.Niya is different from them. She is innocent and lively, but also sentimental. She can laugh and cry from the bottom of her heart.Therefore, she was afraid of loneliness, and she was the first to create some species, so she was the first to stay in the human world alone, and she was the first to have rich and colorful emotions.
Many times, little white ball has never understood, Niya is not human, why there are so many different emotions?At this moment, it understood that when emotions came up, there was no reason or warning.
For example, it sheds tears uncontrollably.
It cried, what about Armand?The little white ball subconsciously looked for Armand, and found that he had left the room without them knowing.
An uncontrollable anger welled up in my heart.How could you bear to leave at such a moment?Even if Gann didn't want to see him, he should quietly hide by the side until the other party is out of danger before leaving at ease...at least it will do so.
"Little white ball, don't cry... There's no need for that. I don't even cry... What are you crying for? Are you ashamed?" Gann's weak teasing voice pulled it back from its thoughts.
Ignoring Armand, the little white ball stared angrily while crying, "Why can't I cry? What about you? Haven't you ever cried before? I only cried this time, and I just want to cry enough!"
Bad Ga Eun... It's difficult to say a word by yourself, and don't forget to make fun of it!And, and... don't you see how sad it is?
"Okay, I was wrong." Gann closed his eyes helplessly, he felt very powerless, and the exhaustion was pressing on him like sitting on a mountain, "I'm sorry, I made you worry..."
"What are you sorry for? Just give me a good time, don't think about it, don't vomit blood, and I won't worry about it. As for the person you don't want to see, don't worry, I'm here, and I promise not to let him disturb you. Me and If he really starts to fight, the outcome is not certain. If you hate this place, at worst, I will tear down his broken forest... Take a good rest, and when you feel better, I will leave with you and we will go home ..." Xiaobaiqiu babbled, then suddenly closed his mouth.
Gan didn't know when he fell asleep.
He lay quietly on the bed, his face was pale, his short pale golden hair was dull, and his brows were frowning weakly.His thin body sank into the soft bedding, and the bed sheet under his body was smudged with bits and pieces of dark red, which made him look extremely fragile.
The little white ball stretched out its front paws and wiped away the dried blood from the corner of the boy's mouth.
"Oh, it's really annoying." It sighed seriously.
After a while, it got up and walked out of the door, passed through the hall, and saw Armand standing at the door of the hall in a daze.
"Alonzo, am I so wrong?" Armand's expression was rare to see, he pressed his heart, "I... feel very painful here."
Little Baiqiu was silent for a while, and replied coldly: "I only know that you are wrong to make him sad. If you still care about him, it is best not to appear in front of him again."
After Gann woke up again, he didn't leave Tiwit Forest immediately.For one thing, Armand might not know how to face this situation, or worried that Gann would lose control of his emotions when he saw him, and left the forest again before he woke up.Secondly, at present, he really needs the abundant aura of the bluegrass garden.
My heart is still aching, but my reason has recovered.
If you just go back like this, not to mention that the family will increase unnecessary worries when they see it, and it will even implicate Xiao Baiqiu.
He himself could clearly feel that the inner demon had grown wildly some time ago, and relying solely on the power of the little white ball to suppress it could not solve the fundamental problem, and he had to rely on himself.What's more, no matter how powerful the little white ball is, its power should not be inexhaustible.In the outside environment, I don't know how long it will take to advance to the God of Medicine. Is it possible to just keep using other people's power?
Armand is not here, and it is estimated that he will not come back for a while, just for him to sort out his mood.
Whether it's sad or painful, he found it all by himself, and of course he can't evade the responsibility he should bear.
From that day on, little white ball accompanied him every step of the way, including when he was sleeping at night.Gan asked it to leave, saying that he could do it alone, but Xiao Baiqiu was worried about his body and refused to leave.
It retorted plausibly, "No! I must accompany you when you sleep! Are you still not clear about your current physical condition? Unless you can tell me for sure that you can suppress your demons on your own!" It is rare in front of Jia En Feel elated, of course, you must seize the opportunity and not compromise easily.
"...It will be fine, I will be careful."
"Are you sure you can stop thinking wildly? If the demon is so easy to control, it is not a demon!" Xiao Baiqiu jumped onto the bed, regardless of 21, and threw Jia En down, "I don't care! Except for the bluegrass garden, there is no one. How can I guarantee that the inner demons will not get out of control. Only by being by your side can I deal with emergencies at any time, otherwise I can't feel at ease."
Garn quickly succumbed to the touch of its fur.Well, in fact, it is very comfortable to sleep on the little white ball, and you can feel the best touch in the world anytime, anywhere... Although I want to learn how to be strong alone, but the little white ball is not a human, but a beast...
So, under this abnormal excuse, Gann easily compromised.
The little white ball is really inseparable from him.After Jia En recovers, occasionally, the two will go to the forest to mess around, the little white ball is still arguing for all kinds of delicacies, and sometimes, Jia En will take the initiative to develop some new food to satisfy its cravings.However, most of the time, Garn stayed in the bluegrass garden.
Some time ago, because of being too entangled with Armand, the enthusiasm for promotion was almost completely wiped out.Now, the desire to become the God of Medicine has become stronger than ever.
After coming to Tiwitt Forest, life has always been too good, and the concept of time has become weak. Even if he wants to advance, he still has the idea of muddling along.It's different now, there is no time when I want to leave here more than now.
Lying in the bluegrass garden, Ga-eun opened his eyes and looked at the blue sky.
Bibi suddenly appeared in front of her eyes, flapping her wings, "Master, Bibi can finally come out!"
"Bibi? Long time no see." Gann pinched its little wings, hesitated for a while, and kissed it.Now, no one will be jealous anymore because of this.
"Ah! Master! You kissed Bibi!" Bibi suddenly felt that she was dying of happiness, her face flushed with excitement, "The shadow that Bibi has been trapped for so long has disappeared!" , "Master, you don't know, Bibi has been trapped by black things and can't get out. Fortunately, those black things gradually thinned, and Bibi broke free. Master, Bibi is so pitiful... ..."
"Bibi is a good boy, it's all my fault, it caused you to suffer too."
The black thing that traps Bibi should be related to the inner demon.At that time, Gan's mood fluctuated violently, which gave the inner demon an opportunity to rage violently. Unexpectedly, even Bibi was trapped... Thinking of this, he was afraid for a while, the last time One can imagine the degree of crisis, no wonder little white ball is always nervous.Even... not even Armand dared to show up again...
With a sudden pain in his heart, Jia En hurriedly shook his head, shaking off the thoughts he shouldn't have.
Seeing the master's apologetic expression, Bibi immediately felt embarrassed. She blinked and said, "It's not the master's fault, it's Bibi's lack of ability... If Bibi is strong enough, she can help the master get rid of that annoying thing!"
Gann smiled and tapped its little nose, "Well, let's work together to eliminate it!"
"Okay!" Bibi turned around twice excitedly, then stopped and said seriously, "Master, Bibi feels that you are in good condition these days, otherwise Bibi won't be able to come out. You should seize this opportunity. If the method is right, Ling Strength can be greatly improved. I can feel that the level of God of Medicine is not far away from you."
"Really?" Gann kissed it again, "Bibi is so good...you go in first, I will make a good adjustment, and I won't let you be trapped by annoying things again."
Bibi disappeared contentedly, and Gan let out a long breath, still staring at the sky in a daze.
Are you in good shape?Yes... after such a long time, it should be good.Otherwise, you will despise yourself.
Before I knew it, I spent nearly half a year here.It is also life in the forest, but it feels completely different.
Jia En felt that within half a year, his heart had aged rapidly, as if thousands of years had passed.
Those good times unknowingly become old photos, which are permanently sealed in the bottom of my heart.Those gentle words resounded in the distant sky, but could never reach my ears again.
He used to wonder, what else could he be interested in continuing to live?
Thanks to the little white ball.The little white ball is ignorant and cute, and seems to be bullied by him all the time, but in fact, its thoughts are the most thoughtful and direct.It would talk about Lina, Chrissy and others from time to time, and never deliberately shy away from talking about Armand—basically in a disgusted tone.Every time he heard it, Jia En's heart would feel like being grabbed. However, just like this, he gradually got used to this reality, and his mind was no longer completely occupied by this matter.At the same time, the longing for the family is getting stronger and stronger.
The inner demon was finally controlled by Xiao Baiqiu.
Gann also worked hard to adjust his state, and finally, his spiritual power began to increase slowly again, until a few days ago, he suddenly regained the feeling of former cultivation.
"Mom, how are you at home? I miss you." He said softly.Family affection is far more reliable than love.
Gan closed his eyes and inhaled slowly.Soon, a vast blue appeared in front of his eyes, and he entered a state of selflessness.
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