Garn in another world

The pain lasted only a short time, and Gann soon ceased to feel it.

He seemed to see a lot of things, but also seemed to see nothing. He was in a daze, and couldn't tell the north, south, east, and west.

He felt trapped, surrounded by inexplicable things.Cold, cold... In short, it is very uncomfortable.

However, if you touch it with your hands, you can't touch it.

Things from the past flooded my mind.I saw it, I saw it... From childhood to adulthood, everything is presented one by one.Happiness is magnified, and pain is also magnified.

He didn't understand, the things in his previous life had obviously been put down, how could he review them again?Then, he saw something more.

I saw myself picking up the knife and stabbing it into the chest of the so-called "sister-in-law". When the knife was inserted, blood splashed and splashed on the faces of the two of them. "Sister-in-law"'s distorted face because of panic and pain aroused the joy of resentment in her heart, and stabbed her abdomen again.

He stabbed recklessly, fiercely, frantically, he scratched her face beyond recognition, her flesh turned out, her facial features could not be distinguished, only a blur of blood remained.

He pierced countless holes in her body, and the blood flowed all over the floor.

He raised his head and laughed wildly.

He saw himself wreaking havoc on top of a man.The man's handsome face had a disappointed and sad expression. He lowered his head and kissed gently, but the next second, he bit his shoulder, tearing off a piece of flesh.

He chewed hard and his mouth was scarlet.

He kept kissing and biting frantically.

He muttered to himself.

Gann wanted to reach out and cover his eyes, but he couldn't block the scene in front of him.He wanted to cover his ears, but he heard the crazy murmur.

He heard him say: "Brother, I hate you...I hate you...Why don't you want me? Why abandon me..."

He heard his soft whisper, "Does it hurt? Brother, is it very painful? I know you are hurting, I know it."

In a blink of an eye, the voice became nervous, "Pain? You don't have my pain? Do you know what it feels like to have your heart cut into pieces? Do you know how I spend time alone in the dark when you love each other? You are in pain ten million times more than me! Ten thousand times!"

He heard his pitiful voice, "Brother...why don't you look at me? You liked me the most when you were young, don't you like me now? Why do you like others? You like her very much, right? So I put her down Yes. Do you know what happened to Ling Chi? She has been moaning all the time, and once she moans, my pain will be reduced... But it's not enough, it's not enough..."

He said, "I hate you!"

He said, "I hate you to death!"

It's not like that...it's not...Gain shook his head violently, it's not like that!The body of the elder brother is gone, the body of the "sister-in-law" is gone... There are stumps and broken arms everywhere, flesh and blood internal organs, and the pungent smell of blood makes people sick...

"No!" He yelled with all his strength, and finally made a sound.

"Garn!" The body was tightly hugged into a reassuring embrace, and Armand's usual flat voice was obviously trembling.

The heart was still aching, and the sharp feeling that something was about to break through at the beginning had disappeared, but the inexplicable heavy feeling of falling was so obvious, which made people despair.This feeling of falling comes from deep within the soul.

Gann clung to Armand's body vigorously, as if this could stop him from falling.He spoke incoherently, "Amande, I have a nightmare...I'm scared, I'm so scared...That's not me, definitely not me, how could it be me...But why do I think he is me again? No, it's impossible... "

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm here. Gann, listen to me, calm down, take a deep breath, calm down..." Armand's gentle touch, gentle voice, warm chest, steady heartbeat...all with With the strange soothing power, Jia En gradually calmed down, and his mind was gradually pulled back to reality.

The shortness of breath became flatter, combining with the heartbeat in the ear.

After a while, Gann looked up, "What's wrong with me?"

As soon as the thinking was clear, something was wrong.The feeling just now, as if being forcibly guided by something, was stripped from the soul.

He asked himself, back then, didn't you really hate it?

No, it should not be hated, just very depressed.How can you hate?And he hated it to that extent, to that perverted degree...

In the past, it was completely self-inflicted and self-inflicted.Those things should have been forgotten.

A ball jumped onto him, shrunk to a small size, a white ball that hadn't been seen for a day.

The little white ball drooped its head, looking very depressed.He said sullenly, "It's Niya. I didn't expect it to be Niya. She actually produced such a thing."

Gann looked at the little white ball suspiciously, and then at Armand.

"You're tired, isn't it hard to hold your head up like this?" Armand pushed his head down, and an unprecedented worry flashed in his eyes where he couldn't see, "Gain, this time it's my fault , We didn't expect this to happen, just mentioning the past, it makes you so painful."

Jia En said softly: "You don't have to blame yourself. Is it Niya? My mother? What did she do to make me... make me have such terrible hallucinations? Does she hate me? I feel like she hates me .”

"No, how could Niya hate you..." Armand sighed.

The little white ball tried its best to squeeze into the gap between him and Armand, and rubbed hard, "Gaen, don't be afraid, the situation just happened because it was not discovered before. Armand and I have tried to suppress it Stop, I won't make you hurt for a while."

"Temporary?" Gann's heart sank.So it's a ticking time bomb?

Armand said in a low voice: "Yes, temporarily. At that time, besides the rumor among humans, there was another one, saying that when the King of Fairies gave birth, she could completely take her power into her own and become a new The lord of the goblins, who ruled the goblin kingdom, gained the power of all goblins...so, when Niya gave birth, he was severely hurt by someone."

The purple eyes of the little white ball glistened with tears, "Niya has never given birth, and she doesn't even know that she will become so weak when she gives birth, and she has no ability to resist at all. However, even if she has no resistance, her Dignity is not allowed to be trampled on casually, so she destroys her own body, tears her soul, a small part protects you, most summons all the goblins left in the human world, and uses her last strength to send them back to you. The kingdom of goblins, forbidding them to enter the world of humans again...the last trace of spiritual consciousness awakened Armand and me."

A sour feeling surged up, and Jia En listened silently, feeling as if his heart had been filled with lead.

"Human beings are really bad things!" Little White Ball said angrily.

Armand squinted his eyes and glanced at the little white ball. The little white ball pouted and rubbed against Gan's neck flatteringly, "Gain is different, you are Niya's child, and we are the same kind."

Gann twitched the corner of his mouth, and squeezed into Armand's arms. It seemed that he could seek more strength in this way.

There is a kind of sadness in the heart.

Armand said hesitantly: "If you don't want to hear it, let's stop talking. These past things have nothing to do with you."

"...No, go ahead, I want to hear." Must listen too.

I already know half of it, how can I not figure it out?It has nothing to do with willingness or not.Some responsibilities must also be borne.

Armand bowed his head and kissed him distressedly, and paused for a while before saying: "When Xiaobaiqiu and I woke up, it was too late. Niya did everything before waking us up. Let me block the passage between the human world and the fairy kingdom. Let us Helping to take care of her child. At that time we just woke up, not fully awake, those people chased to the Tiwit forest and took away the protected child. In the chaos, Niya's power was exhausted, so you didn't have time to cry died young..."

"Little Baiqiu and I felt angry for the first time. We killed all the people who came after us, and almost destroyed the world. Human beings are the enemies of Niya's entire elf clan. Everything on the mainland is caused by us. If we don't hesitate It is possible to avenge Niya at all costs, but she stopped her...she has the purest heart in the world."

Little Baiqiu choked up, "She said that human beings can't be blamed for these things. If you want to blame, you can blame her for being too naive and living for so many years in vain. She also said that not everyone deserves to die, but she killed the goblins. She harmed her own people... She told us not to regret it. At that time, human beings received magic from goblins and invented a magic circle by themselves. They were very powerful and they were the most intelligent race. If we want to deal with They, under the collision of powerful forces, the continent is likely to return to barrenness. She is reluctant to bear the destruction of the goblin kingdom, and we also hate the destruction of thousands of species."

"In the end, she desperately injected the last spiritual knowledge into the child's soul to ensure that the fragile newborn soul would not be dissipated. And she herself just disappeared." Armand put his arms around Gann and patted him on the back , "It's too late for her to love you, how could she hate you?"

"She's dead?" Garn asked, his voice so soft that it would shatter if touched.

"Not exactly, it's just that she can't come back to life anymore. Her incomplete part of her soul protected the goblins from leaving, and she paid a huge price. The price is that half of her soul will sleep in nothingness forever. The other half, It's completely gone."

Gann heard his own distorted voice, "What happened later? What happened later?"

Armand was silent.

The little white ball sighed, "What can we do later? We can't destroy the world, we can only isolate the Tiwit forest according to what Niya said, and block their passage into the fairy kingdom. It's a pity..." He stared at Armand a little, "This guy, this guy is so annoying! He didn't want to suppress his anger, but he couldn't burst out, so he sealed himself for 1 years, and then blew himself up! Leave me alone, and he can't be as willful as him, go find When I found out that your soul was missing, I kept looking for it, and I kept looking for it, but I couldn't find it. Later..."

"Okay. I understand." Later, after an unknown number of years, he came back again, occupying someone else's body.

Gan stroked his heart, feeling the faint pain there.Here, is the mother left in his soul?Mother's last trace of spiritual knowledge?But why did he have such painful hallucinations that made him so painful?

Temporarily suppressed.They said it was only suppressed temporarily.

So there will be more in the future?No, he doesn't want to.I always feel that those are not just illusions, but seem to be some kind of dark side deep in the soul.

"Don't think about it, Gann." Armand's deep voice sounded slowly, "It was my negligence. It was just too unexpected, and I didn't think about it at all. Unexpectedly, Niya had the pain of despair. Hidden hatred, this hatred is too strong, following her last spiritual consciousness, it was driven into your soul."

Xiaobaiqiu said sadly, "Niya's heart is so pure, to be forced to such a degree... Gan, don't worry too much, now you have something from Armand in your body, and with our power, you can Suppress it for now. But you yourself must make it stronger."

"Don't be afraid, I will always be with you." Armand straightened his hair.

Ga-eun raised his head and tried to smile, "I'm not scared. It just hurts." Very unreal heartache.