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While walking, he untied the knot of his jacket, stepped on the steps, and the distance between Qing Cang and Su Yeyi kept getting closer.

Su Yeyi could hear her own heartbeat, beating violently and fast, like a drum beating, and it became more violent as the person approached.After discovering his own mind, it was the first time he faced this person directly, and his mood was even more exciting than what he had imagined when the two met. He overestimated his ability and underestimated the influence of this person on him force.

I thought that by relying on the absolute reason that I had exercised countless times in the past because of thinking of this person, I could successfully cool down my hot emotions like before, but now I know I was wrong, the state of absolute reason still exists, but my heart still fluctuates This violently shatters absolute reason. The reason in this state just doesn't show a trace of strangeness on the face. It rationally tells itself not to be impulsive, but the idea of ​​clamoring to hug this person has not disappeared. Reason and instinct Confrontation, with absolute reason, reason prevails.

Su Yeyi lowered his head, not looking at the person who could make him lose his sanity, and secretly increased his mental power to cool down the heat rising from his body.

Sarah's voice made a sound, and there was a small weight on her body, and the robe with the warm breath of another person fell on her body, her lowered eyes saw the arm brushing her cheek, and her mental strength shook for a while, He was about to lose control, and the mellow smell he smelt at close range made his mind fluctuate. At this moment, his mind was blank, and he didn't know how to react. He could only watch the knuckle-boned hands knotting knots under his eyes.

With such a close feeling, Qing Cang realized that Su Yeyi had really grown up. The child who used to only know the position of his waist has now reached his chin, and now he is only fifteen. This momentum of growth will continue. In a year, he should be as tall as him. Looking down, you can see the top of the other party's head. The beautiful silver hair still has a luster like water in such a close-up view. The hand wrapped around Su Yeyi's shoulder made Qing Cang Knowing that Su Yeyi's seemingly thin body is not actually weak, and with the training method he gave Su Yeyi, Su Yeyi's physical strength is terrifying, it has not reached the exaggeration of tonnage, but it still has the strength of hundreds.

"I haven't seen you for three years," the cold voice uttered a faint breath, which landed on Su Yeyi's forehead, brushed through the broken hair, and burned the hot touch on the skin. A large area of ​​cracks appeared in a certain state, and the knots on his hands were tied, "It has grown a lot."

Realizing that this is not going to work, and that he cannot get so close to this person, he took a few steps back in a panic and knelt on the ground, "My Lord." There was a flash of panic, and the sleeves just covered the tightly clenched fists, and took the opportunity to repair the broken mentality.

"I just remember to salute now." There was no emotion in Qing Cang's words.

"It's Yi Yi's fault, please my lord to punish." Su Yeyi said in a standard manner. Apart from this, Su Yeyi really didn't know what else to say, telling his king, because he was too close to him, letting his emotions Out of control, smelling the cold breath on his body, I want to hug her, feel the warm breath, want to plunder, and even have even more shameful thoughts, some dirty pictures flashed by quickly one after another, those It was all his unbearable fantasy.

My king, my faults, my sins are so serious that I can't even forgive myself, can I, who is so filthy and defiled you, really be so close to you?

"Get up, when did I care about this?" Qing Cang frowned slightly again, and from Su Yeyi's attitude, Qing Cang noticed something strange, Su Yeyi's attitude towards him was a little stranger than before, yes The reason for the time?

Hearing Qing Cang's words, Su Yeyi still didn't get up, "My lord, please punish me." My king, please punish me, even if you don't know anything, but such a self should be punished.

"It's such a cold day, you let me stay outside." Qing Cang still has some understanding of some aspects of Su Yeyi's stubbornness. After having experience, he already understands how to eliminate Su Yeyi's stubbornness.

Su Yeyi was taken aback, the dark purple robe was in his eyes, it was worn by his king, he immediately raised his head, and looked at the obviously not very warm moon white embroidered with dark blue patterns after his king took off his heavy coat. clothing.Any charming thoughts, any dirty thoughts, all thrown away, a surge of anger welled up in my heart, I didn't love myself to the king, and I was more silent in my own thoughts, and didn't notice the king's cold self in the first place a kind of anger.

Standing up, holding Qing Cang's hand with one hand, without the intention to feel the touch in his hand, let the rippling mood appear, and open the nearest door with the other hand.

"Like a fire, there's still hot water." As soon as he stepped through the door, Su Yeyi began to call out to the waiters.

In fact, there is no need for Su Yeyi to say these things, these things have already been prepared, but as someone else's servant, he is not qualified to say reasons, excuses, etc., even if he is reprimanded, he has no place to complain.

"Sure enough, this is just like you." The cold voice was tinged with a bit of a smile. Three years ago, Su Yeyi also obeyed the status of monarch and minister, but there were more brothers and sisters between them than monarch and minister. The relationship between master and apprentice, so Su Yeyi can't be said to be presumptuous in front of him, but he is not alienated. On the contrary, he will occupy the position of a strong person because of his bad habits, such as not eating well, being busy late and so on. The distance between the monarch and his subjects.

Not seeing each other for three years, the people who were close to each other suddenly became so unfamiliar, Qing Cang would inevitably feel a little lonely in his heart, but seeing Su Yeyi like this, the loneliness disappeared, it was better like this.

Ever since the marriage two years ago when no one could discuss it, he suddenly realized that there was no one around him to confide in. The emperor's loneliness, he began to feel faintly, seeing Su Yeyi's appearance at this time, that kind of The feeling has only subsided a little, at least, there are still people who care, not the identity of the king, Su Yeyi's annoyance is due to his concern for himself.

At this moment, Su Yeyi realized that he had actually held Qing Cang's hand, and hurriedly let go, but the tactile sensation in the palm was still lingering.

Qing Cang sat down casually, the warm fire was already lit, and the waiters brought hot water.

Su Yeyi didn't let the waiters continue, but did it himself, using the tea leaves brought by the waiters and the tea set, brewing them up, the movements were like flowing clouds and flowing water, pleasing to the eye, the steam rose when it was done, no one spoke, and the snow fell outside the door again When they got up, a quiet atmosphere lingered between the two of them.

After the tea was brewed, Su Yeyi pushed it to Qing Cang with both hands.

Qing Cang picked up the teacup, and Su Yeyi signaled the waiters to step back.

"It's been a long time since I've had your tea, and it's still so good." It's the same tea, but Su Yeyi's brew is so much better than his own, I really don't understand.

"My lord likes it, Yi will always make tea for you." As long as you don't hate me and alienate me, I am really willing to make tea for you all my life. Only at this moment do I know that I can make tea for you and look at you With a comfortable and relaxed expression, there is actually a feeling of happiness. The crazy thoughts have calmed down. It’s good that you can stay like this forever. I will never let those dirty thoughts really stain you, and I will never let you The look of loathing on your face, for which I may live through the torments of this sin, till death sets me free.I really can, for the happiness at this time.

Su Yeyi really thought so at this moment, but how could the future develop as he thought? One day, his overly crazy and intense feelings would explode. At that time, it was inevitable that such happiness It will be destroyed and everything will be messed up.

Regarding Su Yeyi's words, Qing Cang didn't think much about it, "It's good if you have this kind of heart." He really regarded Su Yeyi as a junior, just like parents who don't need their children to give them too much, too much, Just a few words, a few small things can make parents feel gratified, Qing Cang is in this state of mind at this time, he is a little heartwarming to hear Su Yeyi's words, but he doesn't believe that the other party will do it.

The information revealed in Qing Cang's words showed Su Yeyi's disbelief in his words, Su Yeyi didn't explain, didn't say much, he couldn't reveal his emotions, he could only hide all his affection.

Qing Cang savored the tea fragrance carefully, while Su Yeyi controlled the expression on his face with absolute rationality, not revealing the sweetness in his heart.

Putting down the teacup, Qingcang was about to explain his main purpose of coming here. "wing."

"exist."

"I need you to explain something."

"Yes, please, my lord."

It's a business-like response.

"I lost contact with me for two years, you don't think you should give me an explanation." With a tone of asking questions.

"My lord, are you worried about me..." Regarding this tone, Su Yeyi felt sweet in his heart, implying an excited tone. He knew that it was not the kind he expected, but when he knew Qing Cang's worry, he still couldn't restrain himself. Uncontrollable joy welled up in his heart. Facing Qing Cang, Su Yeyi's mood was so easily controlled, not to mention that after realizing that he loved Qing Cang, his emotions, anger, sorrow, and joy were all up to that person.

"Do you think I won't worry if you don't hear from me at all?" Qing Cang didn't hide his worry, "I believe that your wisdom and strength can face many dangers, but I still worry because there are dangers in this world. There are too many unknowns and dangers." It's not that he is pessimistic, but that this world has more inconceivable things than his previous life.

Qing Cang's dark eyes reflected Su Yeyi's figure, making Su Yeyi bow his head in an apologetic way, not daring to face those clear eyes without a trace of haze, those eyes would see through all his unbearable and filth.

My lord, how could you just use some words and some actions to wrap me tightly around me and drag me into a deeper abyss, powerless and unable to cut off this relationship that shouldn't exist.

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