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Chapter 138 I Accept Your Feelings

"You all go down, and no one comes near here." Qing Cang looked at the person who came in and bowed his head submissively, and ordered the waiters.

The waiters retreated in a short while, so they didn't worry about anything. Lord Suye is the king's subject and loyalist, so they don't need to worry about it.

"There is no one else, so you don't need to pretend." Qing Cang said sarcastically, after doing that kind of behavior to himself, why pretend to be obedient?

"My lord, I'm back." Without being hurt by Qing Cang's sarcasm, Su Yeliao raised his head and looked at the person who made him think about it day and night. He looked straight at Qing Cang with the scorching eyes that had been hidden in the past, making Qing Cang Look away uncomfortably.

Obviously I am the most innocent one, why can't I look directly into the other person's eyes, is it because the eyes are too hot, or when I see this person, I can't help but think of that day, or my own decision.Qingcang, you shouldn't run away.

Thinking of this, Qing Cang cheered up, looked at Su Yeliao, "I read your letter, is that your coercion to me?"

"Yes." Su Yeliao admitted that knowing his king made him threaten the innocent lives of other countries, coercing his king to meet him, coercing his king to agree to his request, he was really bad.But other than this, he can't think of any other way to get his king. If he wants to let go, he can't do it. Either get his king or destroy everything. There is no other way. His king gave him a little bit. He will use all means to catch this glimmer of hope, to escape and hide what he has already done, and after that day, he no longer wants to do it anymore.

"Okay, according to your request, let's talk openly and honestly." Qing Cang didn't try to satirize Su Yeliao's generous acknowledgment, but went straight to the point. "what do you want?"

"I want your love." Su Yeliao said bluntly.

"I can't give you the love you want." Qing Cang said mercilessly.

"Yeah, I know," it was clearly something he had understood a long time ago, but when this thing came out of his king's mouth, his heart still hurt, and the bitter smile on his face made people want to pity him . "I already knew."

Seeing the bitter smile that made everyone who saw it cry, Qing Cang couldn't help but soften his heart, "You know, feelings can't be obtained just by wanting them. I really don't understand why you would,"

He hesitated for a while, "Falling in love with me?" Yes, he just didn't understand, he was a man, not a beautiful man like Su Yeliao and Chi Yuan, his facial features were not soft, and his body shape was not soft. Jiaorou, his temperament is not gentle, he didn't know where Su Yeliao fell in love with him.

"I don't know, there is no reason, I just found out that I fell in love with you so suddenly, I have no feeling for anyone other than you, on the day you become a king on your own, you are like that in my heart There is a mark on my heart, maybe because you are the first and only person who makes my heart fluctuate, so I fell in love with you without knowing it." It doesn't matter what the reason is, I love my own king , my heart will only fluctuate because of the king, this is the fact.

It was only at this moment that Qing Cang realized that Su Yeliao had flaws in his mind.

"Using your wisdom, the condition proposed by coercion this time is definitely not the kind of affection that I can't give you. Tell me, what do you really want?" The same question asked for Su Yeliao's real purpose.

"I just want you to accept my feelings, don't run away from me." This is his bottom line, he can't do it without his king, his king will make him want to die in pain, and he won't get his king's love Love, he can bear it, but he can't stand his king running away from him, not accepting this feeling, if this feeling is not accepted, then how sad he is.

Qing Cang looked at Su Yeliao's grief-stricken expression, even with unacceptable desperation, and was silent for a while before Qing Cang spoke.

"Liao, you are very special. To me, you are really special. I can watch you grow up. I never thought that you would have such feelings for me. I can't give you love because I have never regarded you as an object of love, for me, my feelings for you are father and son, master and apprentice, brother."

"I'm not." Su Yeliao roared, if it was before the age of 13, before he knew it, he would have regarded it as yes, but it wasn't.

"Yes, you are not, but I am." Qing Cang said calmly, "So how do you want me to accept this, how do you want me to face this, let alone you..." Qing Cang said no Going on, what happened that day is always a knot in my heart. It is not a pleasing embrace, or even a spur of the moment and an instinctive pursuit of pleasure. It is compulsion. "But, even if you did something like that, I'm angry, I'm angry, but I can't kill you."

Because of this, you give me hope, my king.

"After your letter arrived, I seriously thought about the matter between us." Qing Cang said seriously. "Before I went to Fuguo, I always felt that love was a very illusory thing."

Su Yeliao didn't know why he got involved with Fuguo, but he let himself listen.

"But in Fuguo, I met a woman."

"You fell in love with her." Su Yeliao's face suddenly turned pale, and the faintly visible horror was exposed on Juemei's face.

"No, it's just that her love gave me a deep impression. That woman paid the price of her life and sealed our ability. The smile before her death was so satisfying and happy. Man, it's a pity that her love is not reciprocated, makes me feel sorry for her, sad for her, and feel cruel to the person who does not return her love. Her love makes me want to have such a thing as love for the first time. When I When I calm down and think about your feelings, the feelings you gave me are very similar to that woman, and I think in turn, if I don’t accept your feelings, I am also cruel to you.” Facing a scorching and sincere emotion, no It's time to hurt.

"So I thought about it seriously, and I found out that I was angry and annoyed about what happened that day, but I didn't hate it. I didn't reject your feelings for you because you were a man, but because you failed me. Feelings, I regard you as a son, apprentice, and younger brother, and I feel that I have been betrayed." Qing Cang revealed his thoughts.

"However, there is no blood relationship between you and me. My feelings for you are my unilateral opinion. What you give me is love, and what I can give you is family affection. It has nothing to do with right or wrong, but personal feelings are different. , after clarifying this point, I have a decision on how to treat your feelings, and of course your coercion is a very important determining factor." Qing Cang shook his head, feeling a little helpless.

Su Yeliao looked at Qing Cang, and from the tone of Qing Cang's words, he heard some kind of hope.

"You really know me very well, and it doesn't matter if you're hypocritical. I really don't want those innocent lives to die at your hands because of me, so, Liao, let's make a deal." Qing Cang looked at Su Yeliao sincerely.

"At the price of not wantonly killing innocent lives," Qing Cang would not ask Su Yeliao not to kill anyone again. In this world, with Su Yeliao's ability and position of power, it is almost impossible not to kill someone. It can make Su Yeliao no longer kill innocent people, "I accept your feelings and give us two a chance. I don't know if I will fall in love with you in the end, but I will try. Liao, this exchange condition, do you agree? Accept?" Looking at Su Yeliao, waiting for his answer.

"Can I kiss you?" After a long time, Su Yeliao spoke with a choked voice. Hearing Su Yeliao's words, Qing Cang frowned slightly, "It's just a kiss, just one." Su Yeliao hurriedly said in fear that Qing Cang would refuse.

Sighing, Qing Cang said, "Okay." Then he closed his eyes.

Although he closed his eyes, his other senses were still there. He heard the rubbing sound of Suye Liao's clothes, felt the body temperature of another person, felt the breath close at hand, and then a soft object landed on his chest. On the lips, it was very light, as light as a feather, but it also felt devout, as if a believer was worshiping his god.

With a light touch, the other party's lips left. Qing Cang opened his eyes and saw a face full of joy but tears, and the teardrops were so beautiful that it was unbelievable.

Su Yeliao hugged him tightly, pressed Qing Cang's head on his chest, and said in a choked voice. "I agree, I will not kill wantonly again." What could be better than this, even if his king hasn't fallen in love with him yet, at least he has a clear chance that he will make his king love him It must be possible to get on him.

Qing Cang, who was hugged tightly by Su Yeliao, couldn't help but tense at the beginning. After all, what happened that night was a shadow, and Su Yeliao also discovered this situation. How could Qing Cang not know how to tense his body? Because of the reason, after hugging, he let go again. He admitted that he was wrong at this time, and he will slowly eliminate the tension and fear of his king. The future is still long.

"Our affairs cannot be made public, you should know." Qing Cang began to talk about the problems they will encounter.

"I understand." His king will be the one who ascends to the position of the lord of the world. His feelings for his king are a sin in itself. It is already extremely lucky to be accepted by his king. His own reasons have damaged his king's reputation, so he will hide this matter well.

Seeing Su Yeliao's resolute and clear expression, Qing Cang said, "Whenever there is a suitable heir, I will abdicate and live in seclusion with you." Qing Cang made a promise that sneaky feelings will always hurt people, then Just stay out of the world.

"Okay." Su Yeliao smiled brightly, he was already looking forward to the future life of seclusion, and the hegemony of unifying the world was left aside, the world was not as important as his king.

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