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The plain white tied flowers are tied to the edge of the photo frame and hung in the center of the solemn auditorium decorated with pure white roses, lilies, chrysanthemums, baby's breath, and white cloth.

The photo shows a young man, about 26 years old, who should be the golden age of life. He has the enthusiasm of a teenager, but also has the calmness of a [-]-year-old man. He is an age to show his ambitions. His facial features are not beautiful and suffocating. , can also be called handsome, with slightly frowned eyebrows, cold and deep eyes, straight nose bridge, and thin lips pursed, it can be seen that he is a person who doesn't like to smile, from the photo he looks directly at the camera despite being impatient It can be seen from the line of sight that this is not a treacherous person.

The man in the photo was wearing a military uniform when the photo was taken, and the epaulets on his shoulders are his real achievements. Even a half-length photo can still see the straight back at any time, just like the steep peak Xuansong The same resolute man, just a photo outlines a serious and handsome young image, with a steely will, a resolute spirit that is not moved by foreign objects, and he will move forward unswervingly now.

A man with the same appearance as the young man in the photo is lying under the photo, with his eyes closed, it is hard to see if he has the same cold and deep eyes as in the photo, his brows are different from the person in the photo, relaxed, without any wrinkles, With a relaxed look, the corners of the mouth are still uncurved.

The photos are flat, but they have a vivid feeling. Although the people lying there exist, they are lifeless and lifeless.

There is another man here who has the same appearance as the man lying there in the photo. He looked at the photo from an overhead angle, then looked down at the man lying there, and raised his hand.

The deconstruction of the body is different, and there is no sense of reality. It should be the same color as the air, but you can see the outline of the body with your own eyes, floating lightly in the air, and when you hold it with your palm, you can't grasp anything, and you don't feel it.

The vision is still there, and I can see the pain and sorrow on the faces of the people coming and going below. They are his relatives, comrades-in-arms, bosses, and classmates who have almost forgotten. People make up the circle of life.

Friends, it's not that he is arrogant or he doesn't want to, but it's that he can't make friends, and there is nothing worth making.

He was born in an academic family, chemistry, biology, medicine, physics,... His family has authority in almost all aspects. He was born in this family, the Xue family of country C, who created the brilliant genius family of country C .

The Xue family will not have mediocrity, this is the highest evaluation of the Xue family in the academic circles.

The combination of father and mother combined the two families representing the cutting edge of technology and the traditional knowledge system of country C, forming a huge academic family with huge influence.

The Xue family will not have mediocrity, of course he will not be. He was born with a super high IQ. The family is very happy. In order to make him another authority in the family, he began to teach him, and he also showed talent in all aspects , making the family want him to be his professional successor and carefully teach him.

As long as he can remember, he has been learning and absorbing all kinds of knowledge. When his peers are playing with building blocks, he has already started to play with experimental equipment. The laboratory is his toy room.

When he entered the school, the family's huge influence in the education field made the teacher's cautious and differential treatment create barriers for him, and he was isolated from other students.The accumulation of knowledge made him mature prematurely. In his eyes, the knowledge in school was childish and ridiculous. In his eyes, his classmates were just a bunch of idiots. He would not integrate into it, and others would not accept his joining.

He didn't say anything to his family, but learned advanced knowledge directly in class. The teacher didn't have any opinions, but he stopped when he saw the title of the book he was holding, and never interfered with his behavior in class.

The teacher has also reported to his parents, but the family's decision is to let him continue.They all know that it is boring and wasteful to let him stay in school to learn those superficial knowledge, and it is only to let him have friends of the same age, because he is not as lively as other children since he was a child. It is very good to have an attitude of learning, but you can't stay lonely.

Having no friends now does not mean that you will not have any in the future. As you grow older, the people around you will also grow up. When you have such a circle, you will always have friends.

Under the instructions of the Xue family, the school began to officially indulge him. They couldn't afford to ruin the reputation of a genius, especially the genius of the Xue family.In this way, he continued to stay at school to learn theoretical knowledge, and during vacations, he entered the laboratory with his family and communicated with the researchers and apprentices in the laboratory.

How can I believe in non-scientific supernatural existence when I grow up like this, but isn't my current self the state of the soul in the ancient legend?

He is dead, the photo is his remains, what lies there is his body, what is conscious here is his soul.

Listening to the people below mourning his fall and the crying of his family members, he was sad, but he didn't regret it, he didn't regret that rebellion, that choice.

Gradually growing up, it's not that no one took the initiative to communicate with him. For the influence of the Xue family and for his own value, he was innocent, but he retreated before the huge gap.He had heard, they said, that being with genius was exhausting.

Until, he still has no friends.

He has achieved academically. When other peers of the same age are busy reviewing and preparing for the college entrance examination, various colleges and universities have opened their doors for him. The generous scholarship should not be a special laboratory for freshmen. Even doctor-level assistants can be had as long as he enters the school.

He has always made his family feel at ease, and they also let him choose the university. After he achieved certain results, the family members assigned his teaching experience to other younger brothers and sisters. He is already a person who can take care of himself people.

No one knows that the 18 years of study made him lonely, irritable, and even suffocated, and the rebellious period of youth and frivolity still found him.He didn't go to any school, but to a completely different system that the family power wouldn't touch, didn't want to interfere with, and couldn't penetrate -- the military.

He passed smoothly with a high score. To be honest, he regretted it a bit at the time, because he had intentionally only scored about ten points higher than the passing grade, and still entered the top [-]. He has been with idiots for so many years, isn't that enough? Now he has to be with someone who is even more stupid, can he persist?

However, he did not regret that he chose.

The academia and the military really don't match up, and the influence of the family is zero. The universities and colleges think that they have joined the family's laboratory, and it is a waste for such a genius to stay outside.

The family thought he had entered the school, and both sides thought he had entered the school, and they didn't even think about verifying it. That's how he started his military career.

The training in the army was tough, but he relied on his willpower to survive. He was so tired that he fell asleep on the bed every day, and he had no time to think about other things. During that time, it was very hard, but his heart was very relaxed.

During this time, he reacquainted with what he considered fools.

In order to avoid the scope of joining the family, he chose the most difficult to promote, and he needed to kill the troops. The people who came here were all people with no background, and the educated ones were only junior high school. They didn't know anything advanced. Technology, like a piece of white paper, is rendered with the color of perseverance and strength of soldiers.For their high school diploma, they respect from the bottom of their hearts, not his identity, not jealousy, but a kind of respect for knowledge itself.

And he also admired their simplicity and strength, he couldn't regard them as fools.

The excellent grades allowed Jean to enter the special forces. During the review, the other party had no idea what his name and the meaning of the names of his parents represented. He once again felt the span of the military and academia.

One hates killing, the other makes killing, how can the relationship between the two be reconciled.

With a clean family background, there is no problem, he successfully entered the army, and met the captain who is greedy for money and lust, simple and honest, self-proclaimed romantic, petty... All kinds of teammates are ordinary people, with various shortcomings, But he is so sincere, he takes good care of his youngest self, and loves to play tricks on himself.

When did you accept them? After a few battles.

Under the deterrence of weapons at the strategic level, countries dare not start their stations lightly, but there are still small-scale wars between borders and some countries.

His troops went to the battlefield. In the descriptions of writers, the battlefield is a kind of sad romance, iron and blood, sacrifice, brilliance, and the friendship between comrades in arms.

Although I was young and ignorant, although I had made extraordinary achievements in academics, I was still trapped in the words fabricated by writers. I yearned for the battlefield, and this was part of the reason for my rebellion and joining the army.

But the battlefield is never romantic, bullets fly around, guns are loud, either you die or I die, the smell of gunpowder smoke, the pain and burning of the bullets passing by the body, he is afraid of killing people for the first time, 18 years of education let him Knowing the preciousness of life, here he realized the fragility and cheapness of life, and flinched at that moment, if it wasn't for the captain's roar, he would have died.

What to hesitate, what to be timid, this is the path you choose, and there is no other way but to face it.This is his pride and self-esteem.He doesn't like to kill, but he also understands that he should kill when he should, and he will never show mercy. The original indifference has become cold, and the perseverance of a soldier has precipitated his soul.

When he returned home again, he was nostalgic for all the familiar things that seemed to be in another world. The things that had been irritated were so kind, and he understood the meaning that soldiers guarded the home behind them.Regarding his changes, there are still a few years without results, and his family has no doubts. He should grow up, and it is not surprising that he has no results. Academics are rigorous, and you can’t just get results casually. After ten years of research, one It is also possible that there is nothing to be gained from the subject.

He still has not confessed to his family. This experience made him understand that no one can tell his own tomorrow. He began to learn to keep a diary and write down every day. One day, it will be a kind of kindness for his family. miss it.

He has no regrets about choosing this path. He wants to protect his homeland. It is not a lofty idea, but this is the first time he knows what he wants to do. It is not because of the expectations of his family. Well, he couldn't let go of the camaraderie extended in the flames of war.

In four years, he has experienced several wars, the epaulets on his shoulders have changed, and he has lost a lot of old comrades in arms. He has experienced sadness, awakened, and hated war more and more, but he had to fight.

After several years of hard work, he became the deputy team. Not long after, a world war swept the world, a war that involved scholars who had nothing to do with the war, and a war that caused his death.