Dressed as an actor in the Qing Dynasty

Shang Chengen pursed his lips tightly, the lines on his cheeks were so rigid that no expression could be seen.

"Cheng En, I just suspect that the child belongs to Ah Jing."

Shang Chengen's expression changed, and he turned to look at Zhao Suyang. Zhao Suyang smiled, "She was Wang Jing's girlfriend before we were together."

There were eight dishes on the table, four meat and four vegetarian dishes, plus a spinach soup. In front of Shen Rou and Shen Qi each had a bottle of heated coconut milk. Shen Qi's face was washed clean, with Winnie the Pooh's Band-Aid on his palm. , It seems that he likes it very much, looking at the beautiful pattern on the palm of his hand while drinking coconut juice.

Zhao Suyang stopped his eyes on Shen Qi's small and delicate face, and his heart was full of emotions. Shang Chengen sat beside him, without saying a word, his eyes swept over the child's face, and his heart sank a little.

"Eat first." Shen Rou gave her son some food.

"Mom?" Shen Qi raised her head, blinking at Shen Rou.

Something slipped through Shen Rou's heart. She had never paid attention to this son in the past few years. Ever since this child was born, all the troubles followed one after another. Yes, and later I followed a Taiwanese businessman, who said sweetly that he didn't mind if she had a son and would treat her well. When his wife ran to her house to make trouble, beat and scolded her by pulling her hair, that man never appeared again However, all the infamy was left to her. People around knew that she was being raised and called her a vixen, and poked her in the back. In the middle of the night, dubious men often knocked on her door and stuffed money into her door.

That kind of life almost drove her crazy. She moved several times and finally moved to this old city where no one knew her. Now she has also found a man who treats her well. The two have agreed to get married after the next year. She has big opinions. If they know that she has a son, the marriage will definitely not work out.

Several times I wanted to leave this child in the kindergarten, and then leave by myself, but after all, I was pregnant and gave birth to him in October. I had endured so much heart-pounding pain, and was cut a long gash in the lower body by a scalpel. After getting infected, she almost lost her life after many twists and turns to have such a child, how could she be willing.

Hit back to hit, scolded to scolded, in the end it was the flesh that fell from his body.

Shen Qi raised his hand, gently wiped away the tears streaming down his mother's face, and softly called: "Mom."

Shen Rou knew that she had lost her composure, but she couldn't control her tears.

Zhao Suyang looked at the innocent woman in front of him, but now she had a vicissitudes of life that could not be concealed by foundation, and his heart was filled with various feelings.

In that youthful age, he personally wove a ring out of dandelions for her, said he would treat her well in the future, and took her hand and ran wildly by the beach, holding her in countless circles, laughing happily Leaving a large footprint of young and frivolous, they even kissed in the sunset, one young and energetic, the other ignorant of love, unable to resist the temptation, secretly tasted the forbidden fruit for the first time.

Zhao Suyang paused suddenly, then turned to look at the child beside him, "Your father...is his name Wang Jing?"

Shen Qi blinked, "Mom said my father's name is Zhao Suyang."

A warm hand stretched out to hold his hand tightly, Zhao Suyang looked back at Shang Chengen quietly, his mind was disturbed, but his mind was clear.

Shang Chengen carried Shen Qi to another room, leaving only Zhao Suyang and Shen Rou in the living room.

"I'm sorry." Shen Rou cried so much that her makeup was all over, she shook her head, "I really didn't know the ending would be like that."

Seeing the hideous knife marks on her white wrist, Zhao Suyang knew how much torture she had suffered at the beginning. She was just an innocent girl at the beginning, who loved to play and play, and was unruly and willful. Being taken advantage of by someone rich, powerful, handsome and stylish, who promised to be responsible to her, like a prince charming who fell from the sky, easily captured her heart.

Hong Xing was bumped into by her boyfriend and slapped by him. She ran to her lover and cried, just looking for some comfort and more cherish from him. How could she think that her unintentional words would bring such disasters to him.Everything is young and indulgent, not deeply involved in the world.

Zhao Suyang didn't speak for a long time, and stretched out his hand to gently pull Shen Rou into his arms, "Idiot, if you want to be sorry, I should be sorry for A Jing."

Shen Rou shook her head, crying until her heart broke. Back then she was stunned when she knew that Zhao Suyang was surrounded and gang-raped because of her, and Wang Jing spent his life with him.

She still remembered that she was surrounded by three hooligans, and the two big boys were holding up bricks and fighting for her. They were beaten to the point of bleeding, but they still rubbed her hair with a smile and called her a silly girl. Once in a quilt, holding a pot cover, holding a steel pot, and holding a porcelain teacup, the three of them scrambled for it, and a few packets of instant noodles became a rare delicacy in the world.

Three young men and women, who have been ambiguous, frivolous, crazy, and unrestrained, who can laugh and laugh together so freely, how many people can one meet in a lifetime?Shen Rou met two during the best years of her life, how happy was she back then?But what was the result?She personally pushed the two boys who had laughed and quarreled with her off the cliff.

The heavy guilt made her breathless, and when she finally had the courage to raise the blade to end her life, the doctor told her that she was pregnant.

A person who wanted to end his life gave birth to another life. Shen Rou couldn't describe the wonderful feeling at that time. She just covered her mouth and lay on the hospital bed and cried for a long time. Only she could understand the feeling.

If a woman wants to give birth to a child for someone, it will only be a man who treats her tenderly, and the only one who has treated Shen Rou like that is Zhao Suyang, the big boy who carefully touched her and cherished her like a treasure in her first night as a girl.

On the day Shen Rou left, she was alone holding an umbrella, her solitary figure disappeared into the rain without taking Shen Qi away.

In her words, this child originally belonged to Zhao Suyang and should be left to him.

Later, Zhao Suyang and Shang Chengen took Shen Qi to visit Wang Jing's tomb first, and then attended Shen Rou's wedding. All this seemed to come to an end slowly at the end of a page full of paper, happy The past, the pain, the moment everything came to an end, it was wonderfully peaceful, and my heart was as calm as water.

[Four]

When Zhao Suyang saw Shang Chengen's photo on the cover of the magazine, he felt that it was both expected and unexpected, and the feeling was hard to describe.

A well-known men's periodical magazine in China, the background of the cover is an ancient Egyptian city, full of wind and sand, mysterious and ancient, Shang Chengen is dressed in dark gold leather, wild and arrogant, revealing the sexiness from the deepest part of human nature, like a statue. The silhouette, the resolute and handsome facial features, the deep eyes like the surging undercurrent, everything is just as the subtitle says - the return of the king.

Shen Qi ran over from behind and hugged Zhao Suyang's neck, his thin body dangling from side to side on Zhao Suyang's back, "Wow, uncle is so handsome."

This kid actually knows what it means to be handsome, Zhao Suyang laughed, "Hey, you're going to strangle Dad to death."

When Shang Chengen came back in the evening, when he saw the magazine with himself as the cover on the coffee table in the living room, he had no expression on his face, and he didn't speak until the evening when the family of three sat at the table for dinner.Shen Qi was dangling her two slender legs, humming a new nursery rhyme taught by the kindergarten teacher with a spoon in her mouth, her voice was soft, which enlivened the quiet living room.

Zhao Suyang pinched his cheek, "Eat first."

Shen Qi stretched out his arm and handed him the small bowl, Zhao Suyang dug some stewed eggs for him, poured some fragrant gravy and mixed it for him, "Which boy likes cat bibimbap?"

Although Zhao Suyang said this, he didn't mean to blame him at all. Probably because of this, Shen Qi has never been afraid of him, and even often made trouble in front of him. Every time he saw his father showing embarrassing and helpless expressions because of him, his Always in a good mood.

Zhao Suyang can't tell who Shen Qi's temperament is like. A well-behaved child at home becomes a little devil when he goes outside. Like a black cat, none of the children in the kindergarten had been bullied or frightened by him. Every time Zhao Suyang went to pick him up from the kindergarten, he would inevitably be lectured by the kindergarten teacher for half an hour.

But he is really well-behaved at home, running around in the living room every night wearing a little rooster's one-piece pajamas, always makes Zhao Suyang feel that this home is perfect.

After being ignored for so long, Shang Chengen finally couldn't bear it anymore, cleared his throat, took Zhao Suyang's bowl and filled him with some soup, "Su Yang..."

"Don't run around after eating, go to bed after watching "Crayon Shin-chan" for a while, don't run out to make phone calls in the middle of the night, this month's phone bill is already overrun."

"No~" Shen Qi raised her neck and shook her head like a rattle.

"What important thing do you have to call the children in the middle of the night?"

"I can't let Xiaoqiu sleep well, that little brat is too uneducated, he doesn't listen to me."

Zhao Suyang knocked on his forehead and said with a smile: "Are you ashamed to call others a brat? If you let me know that you bully other girls, I will beat you."

"What?" Shen Qi put his hands on his hips, arrogantly, "How can a boy not have some gossip?"

Zhao Suyang rubbed his forehead and shook his head, laughing, "Who did you learn all this from?"

Shen Qi muttered to himself, "Xiaoqiu has a penis, but there is no seam."

Shang Chengen's face was sullen, and he didn't know how to taste the meal.

After taking a shower after dinner, Zhao Suyang was mopping the floor in the living room, Shang Chengen's tall figure appeared in front of Shen Qi's small bedroom door, Shen Qi was holding his father's notebook to read "Crayon Shin-chan", when he heard the voice, he thought it was his father, He opened his mouth and shouted, "Dad, I will sleep with you tonight."

"No." Shang Chengen rejected it in a cold voice.

Shen Qi shrunk his neck and buried his face behind the screen, revealing a handful of black hair. When the bedroom door was closed, he let out a breath, "Stingy."

Shang Chengen went to bed very early that night. After washing himself, he wrapped himself in a bath towel and lay down on the bed, pretending to read a magazine in his hand. He deliberately left a crack in the bedroom door so that Zhao Suyang could see him , but Zhao Suyang's busy figure went back and forth, but did not stop for a second in front of the door.

The buzzing sound of the vacuum cleaner came from the living room, followed by some sporadic sounds. Shang Chengen knew that Zhao Suyang was tidying up the tea table. When everything quieted down, Shang Chengen adjusted his posture.

Shang Chengen is very clear about the comments made by the media, agents and world-class photographers on him. The statue-like deep eyebrows of the Italian Renaissance, the crazy masculine lip line, the muscular body, and the perfect golden ratio The body shape and the proud majesty that can stimulate women's sexual desire.

But now, Shang Chengen began to doubt his own charm, because the man in the living room didn't respond at all.

The door of the living room was closed to cut off all the sound, finally Shang Chengen couldn't sit still anymore, got up and opened the door of the bedroom.

The bedroom is extremely quiet, only one wall lamp is on, and the light is soft, covering the whole living room in a hazy halo. A pair of soft felt slippers are quietly placed beside the off-white sofa, and the goose yellow blanket outlines the Seeing that person's thin figure, the impetuousness in Shang Chengen's heart suddenly faded away, and there was nothing left.

Standing by the sofa for a long time, Shang Chengen knelt down and sighed softly, and reached out to touch the soft hair of the other party. The hair was slightly cool, and under the gentle caress of his palm, he felt the warmth of his palm.The palm moved from the hair to the opponent's fair cheek with nostalgia, and the thumb rubbed the corner of the opponent's eyes. Shang Chengen was thinking about getting closer, and the opponent's eyelashes moved slightly under the thumb.

"Didn't sleep?" Shang Chengen softened his voice.

Zhao Suyang didn't answer, just closed his eyes, and pulled the blanket around his neck. Under the dim light, Zhao Suyang's sleeping face was very peaceful, without any expression. Shang Chengen could never resist such a silent rejection.

Shang Chengen smiled, and his thick palm slowly moved down along the curve of the opponent's waist, touching the other's knuckle fingers through the warm blanket, and holding it, he harassed and teased him very measuredly.

"You shouldn't have lied to me."

"Su Yang, I admit my mistake." Shang Chengen stopped the movement of his hands, and instead held the opponent's hand that was narrower and thinner than his own.

Zhao Suyang lowered his eyelids and did not respond. Shang Chengen's voice softened, and the living room looked very gentle under the soft light, "But Su Yang, you have to admit that we need money, and Qiqi will go to elementary school soon, and then Junior high school, high school, university, you may have to go abroad in the future, and you will fall in love and get married later, all of these will cost money, except for Qiqi and us, we will grow old one day, you don’t want to add burden to Qiqi, right?”

Shang Chengen leaned on the sofa and sat on the floor, his breath merged with Zhao Suyang's shallow breath, "Su Yang, I know what you are worried about, you are afraid that I will become a stranger to you after stepping into that circle that is so strange to you. I don’t know each other, and then I might not be able to resist the temptation of those luxurious and luxurious people, and one day I will leave you and Qiqi behind, right?”

Zhao Suyang didn't speak, but Shang Chengen knew that his guess was right, he sighed, "I don't deny that I will be tempted, and I will fall deeper and deeper, until I can't extricate myself in the end."

The body under the blanket moved slightly, Shang Chengen smiled, "Stupid Su Yang, you really don't know what the biggest temptation in this world is for me?"

Zhao Suyang revealed a pair of eyes, and Shang Chengen shook his head and said with a smile: "I admit my mistake, not only because I hid it from you, but also because of the sin that will never be cleansed from my body. God said that a sexy body is the original sin. I not only Instead of resisting such a temptation, he indulged himself again and again in the process of intercourse with the flesh, isn't this the most unforgivable sin among original sins?"

Sensing the other party's dodging gaze, Shang Chengen's smile deepened, and his voice was also tainted with the magnetic temptation of the night, "My perfect body, which is shrouded in sin and comparable to Apollo and Dionysus, is only erected for you. The hot sweat is only sprinkled on your body, Su Yang, don't you want me to drown in your sweat?" The last words disappeared in the intertwined fiery lips of the two.

Night, just started, night, still very long.

Ten years later, when Shang Chengen's name became the pinnacle of the male model industry in major domestic and foreign magazines and even advertising media, he was wearing a newspaper hat and painting the walls of his new house in a mess. Now he has grown into a handsome young man, wearing a bright leather short down jacket, a pair of low-rise skinny jeans underneath, short chestnut hair, and a silver earring on his left ear. He is exquisite and handsome. Rummaging through a pile of cardboard boxes, yelling, "Dad, where's my calfskin belt, I'm going to be late for my class reunion."

"Here we come." Zhao Suyang hurried over, tripped over some debris on the ground, and nearly fell down.

Shang Chengen's heart tightened, he stretched out his hand and almost hugged him, "Be careful!"

Zhao Suyang let out a breath and said with a smile, "Fortunately, I didn't fall."

Seeing that he was fine, Shang Chengen walked over with a straight face and stretched out his leg to give Shen Qi a kick, "Stinky boy, I threw Su Yang by your ankle and threw you off the stairs."

Shen Qi nimbly jumped to the side, stuck out her tongue at them from a distance, "Old man, old man, you don't get tired of it."

Zhao Suyang took out Shen Qi's calfskin belt from the cardboard box by the corner and handed it to him, "Hurry up."

Shen Qi shook the belt in his hand, "Then I'm leaving, come back later at night, don't wait for me." The voice swayed down the stairs, accompanied by a young "yoho!"

Looking at Shen Qi's light and agile figure, Zhao Suyang really felt that he had already passed the age that can still be called young.

Shang Chengen took off the paper cap with a lot of paint on it, took off his gloves, and reached out to hold Zhao Suyang's shoulder, "What are you thinking?"

"It's nothing, I just feel that time flies so fast." He raised his hand and rubbed his lower back.

Shang Chengen smiled, stretched out his hands to knead for him, "Still sore?"

Zhao Suyang smiled slightly, "It's much better."

"It really was too hard last night." Shang Chengen smiled lowly.

"Hey."

"I have to go to Thailand for location shooting next week, come together?"

"Qiqi is at home alone..."

"Su Yang, Qiqi has grown up, he will take care of himself, even if he sells the little girls behind him, he won't starve himself, don't you understand your son?"

Zhao Suyang smiled, and Shang Chengen hugged him, "When the sky comes down, do you want to go to Yunnan again? I remember you said that you like it very much, and we haven't tasted the food there. Buckwheat cake dipped in honey, paste Spicy fish, Tengchong bait silk, and the ancient city of Dali, we didn’t have the chance to go more than 200 years ago, and now we still have more than half of our lives. Tie-dyed scarves, homespun clothes, Red Dragon Well and the red lanterns hanging all over the street, and then Going to Lijiang, Shangri-La...the perfect plan, isn't it?"

Zhao Suyang listened to him quietly without interrupting him. He never thought that he would have so much in this life. Without this man by his side, he might still be living quietly and ordinaryly in that old city, never knowing the original world. At such a big age, I never knew that life could be so wonderful, and I never knew that being loved would be so nourishing.

When Shen Qi came back, the house had already been tidied up, and the new furniture ordered from the household supermarket had also been delivered, and they were quietly and orderly placed in the living room, kitchen, bedroom, and bathroom.

The living room has a wide beige long wool carpet on the floor, a white streamlined sofa, a red side cabinet, a large square fur coffee table and poufs, and a very strong modern decorative painting on the clean white wall. The whole space is filled with a warm and mellow atmosphere. Shen Qi was stunned, took off his shoes and rushed upstairs, "Dad, is this really our new home? It's so delicious."

"Hush." ​​Shang Chengen frowned.

Shen Qi immediately shut up, Zhao Suyang was sleeping soundly on the large double bed in the middle of the bedroom, with a peaceful face and a slight smile on his lips.

Shang Chengen leaned over and kissed him lightly on the lips, "Have a good dream."

Shen Qi never yelled like usual that they are both over 30 and still so bored, looking at the two people shining in the warm light outside the bedroom window, Shen Qi smiled and frowned, shook his head tsk tsk, and lightly closed the door for them.

【Finish】

The author has something to say: okok, huh, huh, I will give the episode to my dear friends in advance, and see you in a year.