Rebirth of Qianlong

Not long after Qianlong left, Zhilan came to her senses. Although she was in a bad mood, she was still able to speak.

Yongzhang's originally painful and tangled heart finally got better because of her waking up. Seeing her struggling to sit up, he hurriedly stopped her: "You are not in good health, just lie down and rest, don't Woke up."

A smile appeared on Zhilan's pale face, and she pretended to be angry and said: "My whole body is limp, so what if I lie down again? It's fine if you don't help me sit up, but you still make me lie down?"

Yongzhang knew that she was deliberately making himself happy because she saw that she was in a bad mood, and couldn't bear her painstaking efforts to be in vain, Yongzhang forced a smile and said: "You have wronged me, if you were not worried about your health Well, the imperial doctor said not to be overworked, I don't care whether you sit for a day or two."

"Bah." Zhilan spat at him, "Tired? Is this also a tiring thing?"

Yongzhang was suddenly caught by him with speech problems, he couldn't help being embarrassed, scratched his head, and smiled embarrassedly.Seeing his embarrassed look, Zhilan burst out laughing.

"Hahaha~~" The two looked at each other and smiled lightly, but the bottom of their hearts was deserted.They all know that this, maybe the last time, they will joke together...

The laughter gradually stopped, and the room fell into a shocking silence. Both Yongzhang and Zhilan lowered their heads and fell silent, not because they didn't want to say anything, but because they didn't know what to say.

After a long time, Zhilan still felt that it was not a problem to continue like this, so she found a topic and said: "By the way, I heard someone talking in a daze just now, why, has anyone been here?" She asked casually.Ever since Yongzhang regained his favor and became a prince again, the guests in the mansion have never ceased, but there are not many who can be received by Yongzhang in person, especially since he is still in a coma, no matter what you think, Yongzhang will not Meet the guests here.Who is that?and chia?Yongrong?

Yongzhang froze, and said uncomfortably: "Yes, Huang Ama."

"Huang Ama?" Zhilan yelled in surprise, she never expected that Qianlong would put down his body to visit her... Maybe it was him? "Master, Huang Ama is here, it's..."

Yongzhang saw her uneasiness, and smiled comfortingly: "Don't worry, Huang Ama just came to see you, and tell me something by the way." Let me not be sad.

Zhilan's heart sank when she heard that it wasn't a bad thing, and she just smiled when she realized something was wrong. Why did Yongzhang look unhappy?It's an honor for Huang Ama to come to see her, why is he not happy, but... is there anything she doesn't know? "Master, what's the matter with you, did Huang Ama say something?"

Yongzhang hesitated for a long time, whether he should tell her what was in his heart, but he finally realized that he couldn't bear to keep everything in his heart and no one could tell her, especially after the conversation with Qianlong, he felt that he I'm almost bursting with suffocation.

"Master?" Zhilan, who didn't get an answer for a long time, looked at his hesitant appearance, and she who was a little careless immediately became nervous. Could it be that Huang Ama really said something serious? "Master, if you have something to say, tell me quickly. If you're like this, don't you want to panic me to death?" In a panic, her bloodless face became even more blue, which made Yongzhang deeply regretful.

"Okay, okay, I said, I said, don't worry, it's nothing serious..." Patting Zhilan's hand to calm her down, Yongzhang said angrily, "You don't know that your health is not good, can you be anxious? If something really happens , I can still hide it from you? After so many years, do you think I have any facts to hide from you? I was just thinking about how to say it, but you are fine, and I don’t know where I am going. "

Zhilan saw that he didn't look like a fake, so she let go of her suspended heart, and said angrily: "You, what should you say? You don't have to write a book and you have to say something. If you don't just say something, what are you worried about?" ? Tell me quickly, Huang Ama is here, what exactly did you explain?"

"Actually, it's nothing." Yongzhang just finished a sentence, and seeing Zhilan's disbelief, he shook his head and said, "Don't make such an expression, Huang Ama really didn't say anything." After a pause, his expression darkened, "This Mainly in my heart..."

"What's in your heart?" Zhilan heard that Qianlong didn't say anything, she was relieved secretly, and seeing Yongzhang's unhappy look for a moment, she asked strangely.

Yongzhang didn't answer her immediately, but looked at her for a long time before saying quietly: "Zhilan, your health is so poor today, it's all because of so many years of hard life with me. You, you won't regret marrying me later." ?”

Zhilan widened her eyes and said angrily: "What nonsense are you talking about? How could I regret marrying you?" After finishing speaking, she seemed to realize that something was wrong, and said in a calm tone, "Master, well, how could you Ask this question?"

Yongzhang panicked with heartache: "You have been married to me for so many years, and you haven't had a good life. Now that I am also a prince, life is getting better, but because of your old illness...how can I not ask, How could you not ask?! If you hadn't been with me, let alone being rich, you wouldn't be like you are now..." Died young.

After saying these words, no matter how angry Zhilan was, it disappeared.Having been with Yongzhang for so many years, Zhilan knows better than anyone else that Yongzhang is a delicate and sensitive person, perhaps because he has been neglected all the year round, he cares more about other people's opinions and hopes for love from others.At this moment, Zhilan suddenly felt lucky.Fortunately, I just fell ill at this moment. If the emperor didn't notice that he still has a son named Yongzhang... She couldn't imagine what would happen to Yongzhang who lost the only person she could cuddle with, daddy How can he survive in a world where he doesn't love his mother or love him? "Grandpa~" She grabbed his hand and laughed, "You know what? I am very happy to be with you in this life." Yongzhang opened his mouth to say something, but Zhilan covered his mouth, "Listen to me first, okay?

You know me, even though I am the daughter of the concubine in the family, but the women of Manchu family are all noble, and sometimes the difference between the concubine and the concubine is not that big.My mother-in-law is not favored, she has a sticky temper, she can't compete with those aunts, I don't look very good, I can't compare with a few younger sisters who are as beautiful as flowers and jade, at home, I am not valued..."

Where did Yongzhang see her look so dejected, he said heartbrokenly: "Those are in the past, if you are not happy, don't think about it."

Zhilan just shook her head: "Master, let me finish. I was with my second younger sister in the draft. I still remember that the family invited Jing Qi, who was sent to teach me and the second younger sister. It was a big difference, you don’t know, how unfair I was at that time, I wanted to ask Ama, am I not his daughter, why did he treat me like this? Later, I entered the palace draft, and I was pointed out to you... Lord, you were accused of my poor-sounding words. At that time, you were really not as noble as a clan. After I was pointed out to you, the family almost regarded me as non-existent. Compared with being pointed out to the Tong family I am completely overshadowed by the beauty of my second sister..."

"It's all my fault, if I was Huang Ama's most important person, how could I let you suffer this humiliation?!" Yongzhang was sad.

"That's not what I said." Zhilan shook her head and chuckled, "For so many years, you and I have supported each other. Our relationship has been accumulated bit by bit. We share weal and woe. I dare not say it is unforgettable, but it can definitely withstand wind and rain "Yongzhang nodded in agreement, and heard her continue, "On the other hand, my second younger sister, she was favored for a while because of her good looks when she first entered the house. Later... Lord, in this way, can you still say that I am unlucky?"

Yongzhang still has a problem in his mind: "But you deserve better! You should have the best! You should live a happy and worry-free life, free from bullying by slaves, free from wanton deductions, and free from hard life... If Huang Ama hadn't been so resolute and ruthless back then, even if I was just a hopeless Huang Ama, life would be much easier than it was then."

Only then did Zhilan realize that Yongzhang was complaining about Qianlong's cruelty back then. She was shocked at first, but after thinking about it carefully, she also felt that it was human nature, but she didn't want Yongzhang to think like this. It was very hard: "Master, you can't say that. If you were not a down-and-out prince, but had a bright future, you would have been a prince and county king. How can I be so lucky to marry you, with no talent or good looks? By your side?"

Yongzhang smiled wryly: "So, you still thank me for being favored?"

"Isn't that the case?" Zhilan smiled, "I am sincerely grateful to Huang Ama for allowing me to meet Ye and become Ye's Fujin." Really, thank you very much.The Yongzhang who was furious after she was stabbed a few times by the underling, the Yongzhang who tried to make her happy when she was in a bad mood, and the Yongzhang who didn't let himself worry even when he was sick. ... She is really happy to marry him.

"But your body?" This is the pain that Yongzhang can't ignore and forget.

"Why are you so brainless?" Zhilan stared at him, full of resentment, "I've already said that I'm not good-looking, if I don't marry you, I can just point it out to anyone. Not everyone can get along with me." You are as good as you, and I will be rejected by then, and life may be difficult. You don't know, I saw my second sister again some time ago, you don't know what she looks like, she is only one year younger than me, My hair is all gray. Why? I think about plotting others all day long and I’m afraid they will get it. Look at me again. I’m already very satisfied to be with you, do you hear me?"

Zhilan looked happy and satisfied, she really couldn't see the slightest falsehood, Yongzhang could not help hesitating seeing it in his heart, could it be that it was not all a bad thing that he was rejected back then?

"Master, stop blaming Huang Ama." Zhilan persuaded, "Perhaps Huang Ama was ruthless to you back then, but people have to look at the present? I can see how Huang Ama treats you now." , you see it too, don’t you? Stop being obsessed with the past and look to the future to live a good and comfortable life.” Zhilan remembered that after Yongzhang regained favor, the plaque at the door had changed from Baylor’s Mansion to the current Prince’s Mansion , the mother's family ran over to catch up and chat, and couldn't help but sigh, but if they didn't do it so badly before, she wouldn't stop contacting them.For a while, she really wanted to use her current status to severely humiliate those who looked down on her, but in the end she found out that because she wanted to take revenge and want to vent, she couldn't sleep for several days The food was tasteless, and it dawned on her that she had included her own happiness in it.Then she tried to forget those bad things, and lived her life peacefully. Sure enough, the tea became more fragrant, the flowers became more beautiful, and her daily life was happy and peaceful...

"Huang Ama has already regretted scolding you like that back then, and he is trying to make up for it now. He is the emperor, and then Ama, an emperor, is willing to put down his figure for you. Lord, don't think about the past anymore. Back then we You can’t blame Real Madrid for the difficult life, it’s all about those minions with red tops and white hats, it’s not fair to blame everything on Huang Ama.”

How can you be happy if you let resentment take over your life?

Zhilan hopes that Yongzhang will be happy.This gentle man should be happy.

"irises and orchids……"

Half a month later, Qianlong received the news that Zhilan was gone.