Uncrowned Goddess

When Du Baoyan heard Li Yuanmin's words, her heart suddenly twisted, but because the three words Quan Zhiying said were too terrifying, she didn't even have the courage to equate her feelings for Li Yuanmin with these three words .

Since then, Li Yuanmin has obviously kept a distance from Du Baoyan, even if Du Baoyan wants to get closer, she will avoid it without a trace.She went to see Quan Enxian more and more times, and drank a lot of wine each time, and sometimes she was really drunk, so she stayed directly in Quan Enxian's dormitory--the number of times she went, she and Quan Enxian Xian's teammates also became acquainted with each other, and the more people drinking, the more lively the atmosphere, and the more enthusiastic the atmosphere, the less bitter the heart.

Of course, she never took Du Baoyan with her again, even if Du Baoyan asked, she never let go.They seem to have returned to the time when they just checked into the same room, and Li Yuanmin would still take care of her like a sister, but that kind of sweet and ambiguous interaction was never found again.

Of course Du Baoyan felt Li Yuanmin's alienation from her, but after all, she suffered because of her young age. She seemed to have forgotten the sentence she blurted out that day, but she was obsessed with why Li Yuanmin alienated her.

She began to pester Li Yuanmin intentionally, no matter how indifferent or evasive Li Yuanmin was, she tried her best to stick to her side like a piece of brown sugar.Even began to show unreasonable possessiveness.

On this day, Li Yuanmin was going to find Quan Enxian again as usual, but she saw Du Baoyan quickly put on her small schoolbag, as if she was ready to go out with her at any time.

She glanced at her coldly, but didn't say a word, she just packed her things silently, picked up her phone and was about to go out.

As expected, when she moved, Du Baoyan immediately followed closely.Li Yuanmin stopped immediately, but looked at her indifferently.

Du Baoyan moved her body uncomfortably, but she stuck her neck with an air of "I must go with you".

Li Yuanmin turned her head and left, she immediately followed quickly, and within two steps, Li Yuanmin suddenly stopped and turned her head to stare at herself.

Du Baoyan was extremely nervous, but she knew that if she was cowardly at this moment, she wouldn't expect Li Yuanmin to take her with her in the future.During these days, Li Yuanmin was colder to herself every day, and whenever she went out to play with others, Du Baoyan found that she was getting more and more used to thinking wildly, and this anxiety would not disappear until Li Yuanmin came back to her. , and now it has gradually developed to the point where as long as Li Yuanmin's cell phone rings, her nerves will be inexplicably nervous.

"So I must go with her today!", Du Baoyan tried to cheer herself up in her heart: "Be thicker-skinned, Sister Yuanmin will soften her heart." Then she showed a pitiful expression, just like countless times before It's like wanting to be loved by my sisters.

But this time, it obviously didn't work.Li Yuanmin looked unmoved, just looked at her so coldly, there was not even a room for negotiation in his eyes.

"Yuanmin, I want to go too." Du Baoyan felt guilty and began to beg weakly.

"No." Li Yuanmin refused coldly.

"Why?" Du Baoyan's voice was obviously crying: "Why didn't Yuanmin suddenly get along with me?".

"Call me sister." Li Yuanmin seemed to turn a blind eye to her uneasiness: "Bao Yan, you should use honorifics.".

Du Baoyan's tears finally fell, her elder sister Yuanmin had never talked to her in such a cold tone, what's wrong now?

Li Yuanmin looked at Du Baoyan who was crying, and the bitterness in his heart flowed directly to his mouth.At that moment, the soft-hearted words almost blurted out, she bit her lower lip heavily, and silently swallowed the compromise that was on her lips—"Bao Yan, since you are so afraid of such feelings, don't let it go It has developed." She whispered in her heart: "Li Yuanmin, you are four years older than her, she doesn't understand, don't you understand too? Let's end it like this, before it's too late."

She tried her best to make her eyes look extremely cold, only the faint smell of blood in her mouth revealed how difficult it was for her, so she confronted Du Baoyan coldly until Du Baoyan burst into tears.

Why did Li Yuanmin stop crying in her heart, but she knew that if she expressed her care and concern for her, all previous efforts would be in vain, so she turned hard and walked out without hesitation.

Du Baoyan cried out with a "wow", threw her head on the bed and choked out of breath, she beat the pillow with her hands desperately, but she didn't know whether it was because of the grievance in her heart or the inexplicable anger.

Li Yuanmin, who went out, was not much better. When she walked out of the house and walked into the elevator leading to the underground parking lot, she finally couldn't help but covered her mouth and cried.This night, without any suspense, she drank heavily with Quan Enxian and his group again. It seemed that only alcohol could make her less miserable. Whether it was the future of the group or the burden brought to her by the sexy persona, Or it was because of the unspeakable relationship with Du Baoyan.

"Ah, Yuanmin, your drinking capacity has really improved rapidly!" Quan Enxian blushed when he drank, but his eyes were shining.

Another member of their group, Jin Renjing, also smiled with her tongue open: "Yuanmin, you are the first one who can make Enxian drink this much. She is known as a thousand cups without getting drunk.".

Li Yuanmin smiled lightly, but there was a trace of bitterness in the smile: "I want to get drunk, and I don't have to think about anything when I'm drunk, but why am I not drunk?" In fact, she was a little drunk The blushing face, slightly blurred eyes and the crooked wine bottles around her betrayed her current situation, but she still kept pouring wine into her mouth, and kept yelling for Quan Enxian to accompany her. Drink it by yourself.

"Yuanmin, what happened to you, can't you tell us and let us help you resolve it?" Quan Eunxian looked at her with a touch of distress in his eyes: "Drinking alcohol can hurt your health.".

Before Li Yuanmin asked her to drink, most of them were because she was neglected during the performance or because of the huge psychological pressure she faced as a sexy person. Every time she got drunk like venting, she would take advantage of the drunkenness to confide the grievances in her heart to them After a while, Quan Eunxian and her roommates are well aware of Gaea's plight. While feeling sorry for her, they also lamented the injustice of fate. But today Li Yuanmin is obviously different from usual. However, people became more and more silent, which made Quan Enxian and her roommate more and more worried.

"Yuanmin, what happened, we can help you if you tell me." She asked again in a soft voice, but she didn't expect that this simple sentence would make Li Yuanmin's eyes completely red.

"I'm sorry. I'm fine." Li Yuanmin flusteredly concealed her sudden sadness, but tears fell down like pearls with broken strings.

"Ah, what's the matter, Yuanmin." Quan Enxian was completely flustered. This is the first time he has seen such a fragile and sad Li Yuanmin! She rushed forward to comfort her, but saw Li Yuanmin slumped on the table. Weeping loudly.

Quan Eunxian's hand was about to touch Li Yuanmin's shoulder, but Jin Renjing gently pulled her back.She turned her head to look suspiciously, only to see Jin Ren quietly shook her head, signaling her to be calm, and it would be better to let Li Yuanmin cry out the grievances in her heart to her heart's content.

They accompanied her quietly and watched her slowly recover from the heartbroken crying. They knew that something sad must have happened to Li Yuanmin, but since she was unwilling to speak out, there must be her reasons.

"I'm sorry, I'm really—" Li Yuanmin cried for a while, but felt a lot more in her heart. She wiped away her tears indiscriminately, looking a little embarrassed, but also very pitiful.

"It's fine to cry out, there is nothing to apologize for." Quan Enxian finally stepped forward to comfort her: "Although I don't know what happened to you, but you have to know that there is nothing in this world that is really hard to get through.".

Li Yuanmin, who had cried a lot, seemed a little tired, and the decline in energy made the alcohol that had been poured down desperately before finally start to play a role.Seeing her drowsy expression, Quan Eunxian helped her to the guest room knowingly: "Go to sleep obediently, tomorrow will be a new day.".

That night, Li Yuanmin's dream was upside down, it was really hard work.In the dream, there were her sweet daily life with Du Baoyan, who was so ambiguous to the extreme, and Quan Zhiying's serious and frighteningly severe accusations. What's more, she even saw her parents looking heartbroken. Such a feeling It made her heart throb, and what made her most sad was that Du Baoyan looked at her with a terrified expression in her dream, and kept repeating in her mouth: "I'm not! I'm not! ".

"Ah!", Li Yuanmin woke up struggling in the pain that was almost breathless. She looked at everything around her in a panic, until she found herself in the dormitory of the indoor combination, and she woke up from a big dream.

The scene in the dream was vaguely visible, and coupled with the headache caused by the hangover, she couldn't help but groaned/groaned while holding her head.

Naturally, Du Baoyan was not much better that night. Ever since Li Yuanmin left without turning her head, she kept crying until she was exhausted and fell asleep.But in her dream, Li Yuanmin was sometimes gentle and pleasant, and sometimes icy cold, making her heart flutter, but she didn't know what to do.

"Sister Yuanmin." When she woke up, two crystal clear teardrops still hung on her cheeks. She looked around hastily, but all the neat quilts on Li Yuanmin's bed showed the truth that the owner of the bed hadn't returned all night. .

"Sister Yuanmin really doesn't want to talk to me anymore." Du Baoyan gradually realized this, tears of grievance filled her eyes again.

But just as she buried her head and hugged her knees and cried, she heard a sound at the door, and when she looked up, the person standing in front of the door was the person she was thinking of.It's just that the man's eyes were black and his face was haggard. It was obvious from a glance that he hadn't had a good rest.

When Du Baoyan looked up and saw Li Yuanmin, all self-pity was replaced by eager concern for her. "Sister Yuanmin!" Looking at the haggard Li Yuanmin, she only felt a dull pain in her heart: "You, are you okay?".

Li Yuanmin ignored her, walked to her own bed, shook off the quilt and lay down in it - now that their schedule is less than one day, most of the time they can pass the time like this.

"Sister Yuanmin, what's the matter?" Du Baoyan finally plucked up the courage to come to her bed and squatted down: "What did I do wrong, tell me, I will change it.".

Li Yuanmin's closed eyes did not open directly, only the slightly trembling long eyelashes revealed her inner conflict and struggle.

"Sister Yuanmin, don't ignore me." Du Baoyan finally burst into tears in front of her: "This is really uncomfortable, tell me what I did wrong, I will change it, I will really change it of.".

Her sobbing became louder and her knuckles turned white from tightly grasping the quilt on Li Yuanmin's body. Just when she thought that Li Yuanmin would ignore her with tears in her eyes, the girl in front of her finally relaxed. Opened his eyes: "You did nothing wrong, Baoyan. It's because I'm in a bad mood recently, not because of you.".