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Unlike Gu Zhi's panic, Jiang Chu was only worried about what he would do after the panic, so he also became cautious in a subtle way, but this cautious expression was not obvious, for example, he would end the WeChat chat From time to time, he cleared all the chat records, for example, even when Tian Shenchen's topics were flying all over the sky, he could hold his breath and echoed "Yeah."

But outside of school, when he was more secretive, he would find this kind of compromise that he had to make in normal times from Gu Zhi.

No one wants to stay in the dark for a long time. He understands what should be done, but understanding and accepting are two different things.

He understood that Gu Zhi's retreat was actually for their own good, but it was still unavoidable to be sad.

In fact, the placement test of the second year of high school has little to do with the fast class, but it does not affect the tension brought about by the test itself.When the whole grade was immersed in this kind of "resignation to fate" panic, only Gu Zhi was startled by the panic he had created for himself.

The consequence of this long-term wandering state was that in the next two quizzes, he lost both, as if he had slipped from the top of the class to the top 20, and his grades fell off a cliff.

He is used to others carrying test papers to ask for advice, and occasionally hearing "forget it" and turning to ask others for advice, this made him feel inexplicably frustrated.

Before the class meeting, He Wen asked him to sit in the office for a while on the grounds of helping out.

"What's the matter with you?" He Wen asked straightforwardly: "Is it because you are not feeling well, or because of other reasons." She pointed to a stack of test papers on the table: "Twice in a row, each time is worse than the first time, as it is. Go on, you can graduate early before the college entrance examination.”

Compared with Xu Jing's habitual ups and downs, Gu Zhi, who has always been in the front row for no reason, made her more uneasy. After all, it was a problem with a proud student, and because she knew what kind of Gu Zhi was. She is a student, so this time she had to choose to adopt Director Pan's usual disciplinary method - invite parents.

It may be because of the addition of a child in the family. During this period of time, Gu Qian has not noticed Gu Zhi's changes. It may also be that she has always felt that Gu Zhi does not need him to worry about his studies, so she has never talked to Gu Zhi about his studies.If He Wen's call hadn't reached her this time, Gu Qian wouldn't have known that the placement test was over.

This kind of uneasiness with hidden dangers in all aspects filled Gu Zhi's study and life in the past few months.

When he finally realized that he wanted to do something to change, he didn't expect such a big chemical reaction.

When he came out of the office with the test paper that had just passed the passing mark, he bumped into someone. Because he was in a bad mood, his apology didn't seem so distracting.

"I'm sorry." Gu Zhi drooped his head, and said lightly, like the dull voice of a machine that was in disrepair.

Jiang Chu followed behind him and tried to call him several times, but failed because he couldn't keep up with his pace.It wasn't until he was sure that he really didn't notice who he bumped into that Jiang Chu called him from a distance of one meter.

"Ah?" Gu Zhi stayed where he was for a few seconds when he heard the sound, and then he turned around and let out a sigh of relief, "Why are you?"

Just as Jiang Chu was about to speak, Gu Zhi turned back in a hurry, "I happen to need you for something."

"What's the matter?" Jiang Chu's vigilance was too prominent, which made Gu Zhi, who had already prepared a draft in advance, choke for a few seconds.

Intuition told Jiang Chu that what Gu Zhi said would not be a good thing.

"Come with me, it's not convenient to talk here."

In fact, it's not convenient anywhere. The school can't wait to set a camera in the toilet this semester, and with the matter of Shen Chen, anyone who is alone with each other will be able to "run into" Pan Minglang within a few minutes.

So in Nuo University, only the dormitory is the safest place. There is not a single ghost in this dormitory area, but even so, Gu Zhi still looked around anxiously.

Jiang Chu kept a few steps away from him, suppressing all the unhappiness and grievance.

After finally returning to his den, he finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Jiang Chu understood his eyes in the movement of his raised eyebrows, he fastened the door bolt and leaned against the door frame to look at Gu Zhi, almost like a prisoner waiting to be sentenced in anticipation and fear.

"My test rank dropped again this time." Gu Zhi didn't directly say the result, he walked closer and showed him the score in the upper left corner of the paper.

This is very unlike what he would do. In Jiang Chu's impression, he would hide such a score in a ball and hide it in a place where others can't see it. Jiang Chu could faintly feel something in his heart.

"I just happened to be sorting out some interesting questions recently, and I've completed more than half of them. I can finish sorting out this week. They are all typical questions. You won't be like this after you finish the next exam." Jiang Chu still lowered his head, From the corner of his eye, he looked around at the red number on the test paper and quickly retracted it.

"Jiang Chu." Gu Zhi rarely called him in such a calm and emphatic tone: "I didn't mean that, you understand."

Jiang Chu's nerves suddenly tightened at this moment. He stood up straight after being silent for a moment, raised his hand and patted Gu Zhi's shoulder lightly, and forced a nonchalant smile: "Isn't it just an exam? Am I still afraid that I won’t be able to pass the exam when I’m with you?"

For a long time, it was Gu Zhi who spoke to Jiang Chu in this tone, but the sudden role change made him feel unreal for a while.The hand on the shoulder was let go by his retreating movement, and the fingers holding the test paper turned white due to too much force. In the absolute silence, the test paper made a very light vibration of the paper due to the vibration. sound.

That's how people are.If Jiang Chu was as tough as before, then he might suddenly soften his heart, but once Jiang Chu made concessions, he would think that what he did was right, so he became even more unscrupulous.

"Not once." Gu Zhi smiled wryly, as if he could finally face the self-mockery that had been accumulated for a long time: "This semester has been going downhill."

Gu Zhi frankly threw He Wen's warning to Jiang Chu intact: "If this continues, I will be able to graduate early if I don't wait for the college entrance examination."

Jiang Chu's face turned cold, and he probed with anxiety: "So?"

"Is it because of Shen Chen? Or is it because Xu Jing found out about us?" Jiang Chuning frowned.

"You..." Apparently, Jiang Chu's appearance, which I knew Xu Jing knew, was beyond his expectation.

Jiang Chu said, "That's right, I know."

"You know you don't tell me, do you know that because of this incident, I..." He probably wanted to say, because I was scared awake several times in my dreams because of this incident, but the words came out It was too hurtful, and he couldn't bear it after all.

As if he had found an exit in a messy dead end, Gu Zhi suddenly became confident.Jiang Chu quietly waited for him to finish his eloquence before calmly replying with a harmless but extremely lethal sentence: "You didn't tell me when you knew."

This rhetorical answer triggered a long period of silence.

In the end, it was Jiang Chu who was not good at words: "Gu Zhi, those are other people's business, and have nothing to do with us." He is not good at comforting, he can only say whatever comes to mind: "If it is because you didn't do well in the exam, then I can promise, I promise to be more careful than what the teacher said, and I can help you retake the exam at any time."

He made the biggest compromise, but he was afraid that Gu Zhi would say those two words in front of it, but he didn't know that this kind of comfort was just magnifying his own incompetence to Gu Zhi.

Because he couldn't balance his mentality, it caused a series of evil consequences, which made many people follow him and worry.

Jiang Chu hadn't suffered from studying, so he felt that a touch of his upper and lower lips was the solution to such a guarantee, and he didn't even think it was a problem.However, Gu Zhi is different from him. He knows what caused the current situation to become so bad. If it is not resolved as soon as possible, it will be with him for a long time, and it will become a vicious circle, getting worse and worse.

Gu Zhi's eyes were sore and swollen by the sunlight, until his eyes gradually became blurred, he said with unquenchable anger: "My question is not whether you can help me pass the exam, why don't you understand, it's me The question is, I am not mentally strong enough to balance the scales in love and study, not enough to support rumors and the future, do you understand?"

Gu Zhi eschewed the seriousness and magnified his own problems, but Jiang Chu was not stupid, and his words were full of the word breakup.

"So? What do you want to do." Jiang Chu asked him with a little luck, as if as long as Gu Zhi didn't say goodbye, he could continue to occupy him.

"I want to wait." Gu Zhi said

Jiang Chu didn't quite understand the meaning of this sentence.

"When the college entrance examination is over, I want to focus on my grades during this time. You also know that the score line of Nanchuan Academy of Fine Arts is not low. With my current grades, I can't even reach the worst majors."

He laughed at himself and said, "When we go to college, we have the right to speak, and when we become stronger. Then we won't have to worry about being sneaky like this."

Intellectually speaking, Gu Zhi's words are valid, but there is no such thing as rationality for a teenager who is deeply in love and is forced to rush.

Jiang Chu's head groaned, as if someone had stabbed an ice skate into his chest. The sense of powerlessness that had been pronounced spread from his chest to his limbs and bones. In the end, he was turned into a cripple by the ice skate.

It's not just breaking up, why do you have to say it so high-sounding.

Jiang Chu's face was extremely ugly: "So you want to tell me that you made a well-thought-out decision after careful consideration? And this decision is to sacrifice me? What are you talking about until the college entrance examination is over, and when we graduate, homosexuality will be the end of the college entrance examination? Can it be accepted by the public? Can you have the right to speak after graduation? These problems will not disappear, and your reasons for breaking up are untenable. Tell me, what is the difference between the future you said and the present?"

Gu Zhi never thought that one day Jiang Chu would be so confident that he was speechless, but he did not deny that what Jiang Chu said was right, what he said was illusory, maybe he really thought so, but who He can guarantee that there will be no accidents, and he is making all kinds of preparations for things that haven't happened now. When the day when the storm really comes, I'm afraid that scene will not be better than it is now.

Gu Zhi was speechless, but he had made up his mind - he liked Jiang Chu, but was afraid of rumors.

If there is no way to get the best of both worlds, he can only find the most appropriate way. The college entrance examination is only once in a lifetime, but Jiang Chu is always there.

He has to be responsible for his own life, so the trade-offs he can make between gains and losses have become superficial. He wants Jiang Chu, but he also wants results.

If it is necessary to prioritize in the current situation, then he can archive his feelings first.

"You know that's not what I mean. We are still classmates, no different from before, and we will still be together in the future."

This statement is ridiculous in itself, they both know each other well, and the simple sentence "we are still classmates" has already explained everything.

For a moment, Jiang Chu felt as if he was standing on the edge of a bottomless cliff, and was suddenly pushed by someone. When he turned around, he found that the person who pushed him was actually the person he had always kept on top of his heart.

Jiang Chu moved his lips, and said almost unconsciously, "I won't agree, don't try to lie to me."

This was the expected answer, Gu Zhi was not surprised.

He also never thought that Jiang Chu would calmly say "you are happy" as usual.

He crossed Jiang Chu, unlocked the door and said in a low voice, "Go back to the classroom first, let's talk about it later."

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