Reborn Father's Love

"you're awake?"

Jiang Shaoru didn't know when he came into the room, wearing home clothes, an apron around his waist, and holding a bowl of freshly cooked millet porridge in his hand. He walked to the bed and sat down, and put the porridge on the short table aside. She reached out to touch Jiang Yue's face, but Jiang Yue tilted her head and avoided it subconsciously.

Jiang Shaoru's hand stayed in the air, paused for a moment and then took it back. He smiled indifferently, picked up the porridge again, stirred it with a spoon, scooped up a small spoon, and handed it to his lips, "I'm hungry Right? Come, have something to eat."

Jiang Yue looked at him coldly, neither opened her mouth nor said anything, this man, who just forced her own son to have sex with him, can still act so nonchalantly, what is his heart made of? ?In his eyes, is there no sense of morality and right and wrong?

However, seeing Jiang Shaoru treat herself so tenderly and without boredom, Jiang Yue felt very uncomfortable. This high-ranking man, who obviously doesn't pay attention to anything, is willing to hold a unique love in front of him , willing to tolerate all his willfulness and arrogance, willing to let go of all dignity and airs, put on a funny apron, and personally take care of every housework for him, wash hands and cook, in order to facilitate him to go to school, from luxury and comfort to gardens and gardens. He moved out of the big house where the workers served, and squeezed together with him in this small apartment of less than [-] square meters, just to make him feel at home and live comfortably.

Jiang Yue, what virtue and ability do you have to let someone treat you like this?He lowered his eyelids, feeling pain in his heart, Jiang Shaoru, why are you my father?

"Hey, be obedient, open your mouth and eat something." Jiang Shaoru coaxed him tirelessly, and passed the deliciously cooked porridge to his nose for him to smell, "I cooked it for about an hour, you can smell it and see , isn't it very fragrant?"

Jiang Yue finally shook her head and pushed his hand away, "I'm not hungry, I have no appetite."

Jiang Shaoru had no choice but to put the bowl back, reached out and lifted his chin, forcing him to look at himself, "Xiaoyue, who am I?"

Jiang Yue avoided his gaze, "Jiang Shaoru."

"What else? Who am I to you?"

"...you are--my--father." After being silent for a long time, he finally answered, but his heart was desolate because of this answer.

"Is it just dad? What else?" Jiang Shaoru's hand slightly increased strength, and he moved his face in front of him, his eyes and tone aggressive.

Jiang Yue closed her eyes in pain, bit her lower lip tightly and refused to speak a word.

"I am your father, and I am the one who loves you. You must firmly remember this, understand?" Jiang Shaoru stuck out his tongue and licked off the blood that overflowed from biting his lip.

Jiang Yue suddenly opened her eyes, pushed him away forcefully, and shouted loudly, "We can't love each other!"

"Why not? We've already done even more impossible things, haven't we?" Jiang Shaoru raised his lips, his voice was low and flat, but there was clearly an indescribable evil intention.

Jiang Yue was shocked, and the blood on her face faded instantly.

"Xiaoyue, you have to accept the reality. What about father and son? Who stipulates that father and son cannot love each other? Is it secular? Is it human relations and etiquette? It's all other people's rules. We love us, who is hindering? Who is it affecting? Why not? When God created man, since he taught man to know love, he couldn’t interfere with whom man loves.” Jiang Shaoru sat back again, stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around him, and whispered softly in his ear "I know you care about your mother and brother, and you are afraid that they will hate you, but think about it, they are your closest relatives, why don't they want you to have a good life? Mom chose to leave because she didn't want to drag you two, brother Leaving your body to Li also hopes that you can find your father smoothly and get his love and protection. Now that you have done it, Dad now wants to give you this complete love and happiness. If you don't accept it, you are really sorry them."

Jiang Yue felt that Jiang Shaoru's words were rascal, but the wall of taboo in her heart still seemed to loosen unknowingly.

"Jiang Shaoru—"

"Hey, call me Dad." Jiang Shaoru interrupted him, bit his earlobe and pulled it lightly as punishment.

Jiang Yue's body and heart trembled at the same time, while doing such ambiguous things to herself, while forcing herself to call him father, is this person really not psychologically abnormal? "You—not human!" he said.

"I know, you've said it several times today." Jiang Shaoru smiled nonchalantly.

Jiang Yue was silent, this person is really not good at anything, why can he be so happy no matter how he puts on his face and says bad things?Numbly letting him hug her, after a long time, when he remembered something, he asked a series of questions, "Jiang Shaoru, when did you know that I was your son? Why didn't you recognize me when you knew? You loved your mother back then Why? Why didn't you go to find her after walking for so many years? In Mom's eyes, Dad is so clear and clean, how can he be such a dark and dirty person like you!"

Jiang Shaoru smiled and sighed, "The image of me in your heart has plummeted now. You actually use the word dirty to describe me, but can you deny it? You fell in love with this dirty me, baby , call me daddy, and I'll tell you everything you want to know."

It's not difficult to say the word "Dad", but the difficulty is, how can he convince himself to extract that wrong emotion from this word?Jiang Shaoru is right, he loves this man, what he can't pass is not only the morality test, but also the mother and Xiaoyue test, and he understands very well that what Jiang Shaoru wants is not just a title.After several times of hesitation, he finally sighed in his heart and said in a voice like a mosquito, "Father."

"The sound is too low to hear."

"Dad!" Gritting his teeth, he raised his voice.

Jiang Shaoru turned his head so that his eyes met his own, "Xiaoyue, look at me, don't scream so bluntly, like this afternoon when I was inside your body, screaming passionately, screaming full of love, Do you still remember? If you don’t remember, I’ll help you remember it again? Huh?” As he spoke, he reached out and probed into his clothes, and smiled wickedly, “I still think it’s endless aftertaste, your skin It's so good, when you are emotional, you will turn pink all over your body, and Dad can't put it down. If you touch or lick it a little, your body will honestly make a layer of scars. When Dad moves inside you, you will snort comfortably. He stubbornly said no, but then he actually took the initiative to ask for sex, and his mouth kept on—"

"Ah——! Don't say it!" Jiang Yue covered her ears and shook her head vigorously, trying to drive out the lingering and charming images that were brought up by him again, "I know! Don't touch me, don't talk anymore !"

Jiang Shaoru raised his lips in satisfaction, "Understood? You're so good, okay, let's call 'Dad' to listen?"

Jiang Yue sucked her nose, controlled the tears that were about to overflow from her eyes because of embarrassment and grievance, and gave him a hateful look, and then yelled again reluctantly, "Dad—!"

The cry of "Dad" was really emotional and meaningful, like anger or anger, but also a little pitiful and shy.Jiang Shaoru's heart immediately softened into a ball of cotton. He smiled, caressed his blood-red face, and coaxed softly, "Don't blame Dad for forcing you like this. If you don't give you some strong medicine, you will always shrink back It won’t come out of the shell, okay, finish this bowl of porridge again, and I’ll answer your question after eating.” After finishing speaking, he let go of him, picked up the porridge that was put aside again, picked up a spoonful, and handed it to his lips. side.

Jiang Yue knew that no matter how much she resisted, she could not resist this cunning and rascal man in the end, so she stopped making unnecessary resistance and directly snatched the bowl from him, drank the whole bowl of porridge in a few mouthfuls, and then stuffed the empty bowl Returning it to his hand, raised his chin, "Now we can talk about it!"

Jiang Shaoru put the bowl back to its original place, grabbed his shoulders, lowered his head and licked off a grain of porridge from the corner of his lips, put away his unruly face, his fingertips looked a little swollen because he cried several times today He caressed lovingly on his eyelids, "If it wasn't because I became interested in you and asked someone to investigate you, I wouldn't have known that you were my son. The day you were almost sold by Lan Ye, I just After learning about this, I brought you back to Lanyuan and never confessed to you, because I gradually realized that I really fell in love with you, not because I didn't recognize you, but because I was afraid of scaring you away. In fact, I longed for you You have made my father long for it for a long time, but the time has not come, so I have been holding back."

Jiang Yue grabbed the clothes in front of his chest, "Don't you have the habit of reading newspapers every day? I have posted missing person notices for so long, and even Luo Wen has seen them. Why didn't you see them? Tell me, then What happened to the car accident? It wasn't an accident, right? Xiaoyue was killed by someone, right!"

Jiang Shaoru held his hand and comforted him, "Xiaoyue, don't get excited. It was my negligence that I didn't see the missing person notice. I didn't find you and your brother in time. It's my irreparable fault that caused him to lose his life, but—" Having said that, he paused, his eyes flickered imperceptibly, "As for the car accident, I will give you an explanation."

"Confession?" Jiang Yue raised her eyebrows, "Don't take it so lightly!"

"Xiaoyue, knowing too much is not a good thing for you."

Jiang Yue waved him away, "What do you mean knowing too much is not good for me? This happened to me, and I have the right to know the truth!"

"So what if we know? Since the court ruled that it was an accident, it means that there is no evidence to prove that it was man-made. Besides, the perpetrator of the car accident is already dead, so there is nothing to prove." Jiang Shaoru comforted patiently.

Jiang Yue's eyes widened, both angry and disappointed, "Jiang Shaoru, who are you trying to protect by saying this?"

Jiang Shaoru hugged him again, and gently stroked his back, "I don't want to protect anyone, I just don't want you to be troubled by this all the time, I hope you can live happily ever after Luo Wen's death is his retribution, so you have to believe me, no matter what the truth is, whether someone is trying to harm you, that person will never have a good result."

Jiang Yue felt that Jiang Shaoru seemed to have something in his words. Although he couldn't let go of it at all, he also understood that it would be useless to talk too much. Luo Wen was working for the Chen family, and Miss Chen was Jiang Shaoru's current wife. Let Jiang Shaoru give himself the truth, what can he give himself?

"Xiaoyue, you believe me, in my heart, nothing is more important than you!" Jiang Shaoru seemed to see what he was thinking, lowered his head and kissed him on the forehead, solemnly assuring him.

"Well, I believe you." Jiang Yue closed her eyes and asked again, "Then let me ask you another question, have you ever loved your mother?"

Jiang Shaoru tightened his arms around Jiang Yue, rubbed his face against his head, and replied, "I loved it."

Hearing this answer, Jiang Yue didn't know what it was like in his heart. It was a little bitter, a little painful, and a little sore. He raised his lips and pulled out a difficult smile, "I'm really relieved for my mother, but I want to know, How many people have you loved, how sincere and pure is your love for your mother and me!"

"I, Jiang Shaoru, have only loved two people in my life, one is your mother and the other is you." Jiang Shaoru slowed down his tone and said in a tone of reminiscence, "Your mother is very simple and understanding. When I went to Zaohu Fishing Village was actually to exile myself. At that time, she took care of me a lot. Seeing that I rented a fisherman’s house by myself and didn’t know how to cook with an earthen stove, she brought me food from her own home every day. Seeing that I was always alone When I sit on the embankment in a daze, she often steals time to accompany me. She is very quiet. She doesn’t ask me where I come from or what my identity is. When I ask her, she answers shyly. Stay silent with me. Sometimes when I am in a good mood, she will open up the courage to chat with me and tell me anecdotes about their village. In fact, I know she likes me. I was lonely at the time, and I also felt that there was such a It's good for a simple and unscheming girl to like herself, so I wanted to play with her. I later found out how real your mother took this relationship. She is different from the women I used to know. She likes me wholeheartedly. She even worshiped me without any purpose or intention, let alone looking down on me because I was a concubine of the Jiang family. At that time, my heart had not completely rotted, and I thought she was a good girl and a good wife and mother Therefore, I decided to really be with her. Otherwise, I would not go to the town to get two rings to make an appointment with her. I stayed in the fishing village for more than a month, thought through a lot of things, and decided a lot of things , on the one hand, for my own future, and on the other hand, to be able to make decisions about my marriage. After returning to City C, I went to the United States. When I came back from abroad five years later and was going to find your mother, I found out that something happened in the fishing village. , to be honest, I have been away for so long and have not been in touch. My love for your mother has actually faded a lot. In addition, I have just returned and there are many things around me. I have seen her whereabouts, but the report said that the flood was so sudden that year, and the dam was originally a tofu dregs project, and none of the fishermen who stayed behind were spared. I didn't expect her to be spared because of this, I thought she was dead, although I was heartbroken and regretful, but I was not too persistent, so I missed it with your mother." At this point, Jiang Shaoru paused, as if thinking about it slightly After a while, he continued, "Xiaoyue, I don't want to lie to you. To be honest, when I found out that your mother gave birth to two sons for me and just passed away recently, I was actually more surprised than sad. After all, it has been so many years Yes, especially later when I fell in love with you, I can only be grateful to her, thank him for giving birth to such a lovely son for me, and thank her for letting you come to me. When I lost your mother back then, I was just in pain Just a few months, but now, for you, even if I want to disappoint the whole world and hurt everyone around me, I will tie you firmly by my side, Xiaoyue, you know, I can’t tolerate you leaving I!"

The author has something to say: Merry Christmas everyone... more than 4000 words as a gift... where are the gifts you gave me... HOHO...