Taming of the Beast

The witch doctor said that Mo Chen would wake up soon, but that 'soon' was three days later.

He has been in a coma and unable to eat. The only thing that got into his stomach was the medicine. Juedan and Ao Chi took turns injecting demonic power into his body to ensure that his body would still be in the best condition when he reached Huancui Mountain.

He fell asleep suddenly, and when he woke up, he was also caught off guard.

In the middle of the night, Mo Chen struggled to get up, but he hadn't exercised for many days and hadn't really eaten anything, so he fell back with a plop.The not-so-small voice immediately alarmed the two guards under the bed, and they leaned closer one after the other. After seeing the eyes that had been closed tightly opened again, they could finally let out a sigh of relief.

This is not the luxurious Heavenly Palace, looking at the rough roof, Mo Chen came to this conclusion.

They left the bottom of the sea?When did this happen?Why doesn't he know?The last memory is frozen on that deceitful face...

There is no hatred, no pain, only deep disgust and contempt for oneself.

This incident was too big a blow for him, it was beyond the range he could bear, so when everything was unavoidable and could only be faced, he would not blame others, but would only shift all responsibility onto himself and torture himself .

"How do you feel? The food is ready, do you want to eat something first?" Afraid that Mo Chen would be hungry when he woke up, the food was always prepared by his side, and he pulled the table, Jue Ran wanted to help Mo Chen, but unexpectedly He saw the light of wariness in the boy's eyes.

Dodging Jue Ran's outstretched hand, his frail body moved back a bit, his big eyes became more obvious against the backdrop of his increasingly thin face, those eyes that seemed to be filled with water, now only had black Fear, muddy and bottomless.

"We. Where are we going?" The young man's voice was a little low, his elbows were stretched on the bed and he barely supported himself, staring at Jueran intently through the broken hair on his forehead. The childishness of the past seems so mature.

"Go to the wolf tribe, what's the matter?" Jue Ran replied, and then added, "But you are sick now, you have to go to someone for treatment first."

He was standing next to Jueran, Mo Chen refused to look at him all the time, Ao Chi felt very uncomfortable, but the only choice he had was patience.The fault was caused by him, no matter what Mo Chen did to him or how he retaliated against him, he would accept it unconditionally.

Therefore, he is not qualified to step forward to inquire about his physical condition, although he is also very anxious.

"I'm sick?" The curious voice was indifferent, as if asking about other people's affairs.As soon as he blurted out the question, he found the answer. He should be sick, otherwise how could he be so powerless? It doesn't matter if he is sick, give him a good reason to escape from the disgusting reality.

"Don't worry, you'll be fine soon. It's not a serious illness." Seeing Mo Chen's gloomy expression, Jue Ran, who thought he was worried about his health and didn't dare to tell the truth, quickly comforted him.

Mo Chen didn't hear the panic in Jue Ran's words, and didn't think about why he was sick. He looked at the small area in front of him dully. Since the memory can't be erased, then he...

"Never, don't go to the wolf clan, and don't go to see a doctor." His sudden decision caught the two men by surprise.There was no hesitation in his voice, and there was no impurity in his voice, perhaps he had already made up his mind.

Although fragile, Mo Chen is stubborn, and there is a sense of arrogance in his bones.He is tolerant and tolerates everything, but once it becomes unbearable, no one can stop it.

Jue Ran had figured out this point a long time ago, and even Ao Chi, who had little contact with him, guessed the general idea, so when this decision was uttered from human mouths, they all felt a chill down their spine and a strong sense of fear.

Guessing what they would ask, Mo Chen said to himself before they opened his mouth: "I don't have the face to see him anymore, instead of letting him see this dirty self, it's better to let that beautiful Mo Chen live in his memory forever. I don't want to see his expression other than caring, I don't want to know that Mo Chen is hated by him, and I don't want him to be hurt because of it. Don't let him be sad, don't allow him to suffer, all of this. Mo Chen resists, change it Love him in a different way, I can only do this."

He still wanted to be brave, but his body had reached a critical point, and he fell back on the bed. He couldn't force a smile anymore, he could only forcefully raise the corners of his mouth, looking very indifferent, as if nothing could influence him, everything was Nothing to do with him. "I don't want to treat my illness, just keep going like this. If I'm sick, it's better to die, and I will be punished for adultery."

What he said was calm and calm, but the people who heard it were shocking.

When Ao Chi heard it, he blamed himself deeply, and when Jue Ran heard it, he felt uncontrollable anger.

Self-defeating, self-deprecating, how could these be the words of Mo Chen...

He is weak and still needs to be taken care of, but how can he care so much at this time!

Pulling the lifeless man up from the bed, the man shook his arms violently with his powerful palms, his expression was even more ghostly and terrifying, "Dirty? You mean that I dirty you? It doesn't matter what you want to say, but you remember, whether you want to die or not, I haven't lived enough. Hurry up and eat, and then give me a good health! You owe me, you have no right to say die, and You have no right to refuse! Have you forgotten that you should obey all my arrangements honestly. "

Dizzy from being shaken by Jue Ran, he seems to have grasped something again in despair, his empty eyes were coated with a faint light again, staring at Jue Ran for a long time in a daze.

It made him angry again, and it was very serious, even more serious than the time he cursed him, and he showed a fierce look, as if he wanted to tear himself into pieces.

What did he do wrong?Not asleep all the time.wait, he seems to say...

Yes, he owes Jueran a debt. After he dies, Jueran will die too. He is already selfish, so he can’t hurt him anymore. Let him pay the debt for the rest of the time. This is the only reason for him to live... …

"Jue, take me to a place where no one is around, okay? I can eat, I can treat illnesses, I can listen to your words, and I won't say I will die. I only ask you one thing, that is, don't let me see him again. Don't let him know that I still exist in this world, and make him think that Mo Chen is in that sea." His eyes regained focus, and they were still those clear eyes, but there was no emotion in them, no nostalgia.

Failing Mo lies in the death of the heart.

He has a mental breakdown, is completely desperate, and his heart is dying a little bit. Without the temple, he has Cang Kui, and without Cang Kui, what else does he have...

Mo Chen's calmness made people frightened, and these words also touched people, but they were just sad and moved.

He wanted to scold him to wake him up, but not only was it ineffective, but he also got those heartbreaking words. This little thing really makes people love and hate him, love his kindness, and hate his kindness.

The man's hand changed direction, took the young man into his arms, and hugged him gently, he whispered softly against his ear, "Mo Chen, you are not dirty, not dirty at all. If it were me, I would not give up You, let alone take those things to heart, because you are as clean and holy as a newborn child, and you have always been like this, and will never become dirty. Mo Chen, if you want to leave because of this, it will be the greatest harm to him. He I won't dislike you, no one will blame you, it's not your fault. Poor Mo Chen, those have nothing to do with you, you are still the one White Wolf loved first, and will be the last one. Mo Chen, without him You desperately want to die, if he doesn't have you, can he still live..."

He kept saying 'he', but after every sentence, Jueran added in his heart that I am the same, no matter what he becomes, no matter what he has experienced, all he cares about is that human named Mo Chen .

So, Mo Chen, don't be sad and don't give up hope, you are so beautiful, how can anyone want to abandon you, everyone wants to treat you as a treasure, take care of you forever, and keep them by your side.

The shoulders were wet, it was Mo Chen's tears.

Crying is fine, crying means that you have regained your feelings. You don’t want to see him who has given up on love. He should always be happy and let his heart live in a place where the sun is shining and there will never be shadows.

"Jeez, are you serious? He won't hate me, won't want me, won't push my hand away and say I'm dirty, you tell me, really won't you?" It was already covered by dense fog and couldn't see clearly, but Mo Chen still stared at Juedan's lips, waiting for his answer.

"I assure you, it won't."

The grief buried in his chest burst out in an instant, trembling hands gripped the clothes on Jueran's back like grasping a life-saving straw, the pain could not be vented by crying, it was heartbreaking, and it was also distraught...

It made him wish to dig out his heart, hoping that the pain would be transferred to his body without torturing his nerves.

That is, it hurts so much...

Suddenly, Mo Chen bit Juedan's shoulder, knowing that he would be more comfortable doing this, the man continued to hug, as if he couldn't feel the pain on his shoulder, until the boy's teeth were stained pink, and the warm liquid flowed from his mouth. It flowed out of his mouth and was sucked by his black clothes. During the whole process, Jueran's brows never frowned.

Standing quietly, witnessing everything after Mo Chen woke up, as well as the sore crying, Ao Chi's clenched fists were full of sweat, the sentence of sorry stuck in his throat, and he insisted on not saying it...