Professor Lin's middle-aged love

The evening breeze is gentle, the stars are twinkling, and the tall buildings on both sides of the viaduct are brightly lit.

Cars sped by, and the cool wind blew past my ears.Lin Yuxi simply lowered all the windows of the car, and reached out to untie her long hair that was tied behind her head. Her hair fluttered in the wind, covering half of her cold and white cheeks.

For the first time, she wanted to indulge unscrupulously.

Staring at the colorful neon lights ahead, her eyes flickered, Lin Yuxi bit her lips tightly, trying to force back the hot air in her eyes.

She was like this, even when she was alone, she never allowed herself to cry indulgently.

Perhaps being strong has become a habit of hers, or perhaps it is because life never pity the weak.

Gu Ying's self-pity will only give others more opportunities to laugh at him.

Lin Yuxi lightly stepped on the accelerator, the speed of the car gradually increased, and the cool wind brushed across her cheeks. She took a deep breath, and the cool feeling spread all over her body in an instant. Only then did she feel... that she was still alive.

Driving aimlessly on the viaduct for nearly an hour, Lin Yuxi found that for 40 years, she has always been at school and at home, and her life is so boring.

Suddenly, the mobile phone rang on the display screen, Lin Yuxi glanced down, tried to pull out a smile, "Hey, Shanshan..."

"Mom, where have you been?"

Lin Yuxi paused for a few seconds, wondering how her daughter knew her whereabouts tonight, and explained softly, "It's not good if mom doesn't go to your cousin's school entrance banquet."

Lin Yuxi knew that her daughter had a grudge against the Lin family. When Lin Shan was only six or seven years old, Lin Yuxi took her back to Mrs. Lin's place to pay New Year's greetings. The adults chatted in the living room while the children played in the yard.From time to time, Lin Yuxi turned her head to look into the courtyard, and saw Lin Shan squatting in a corner beside her, eagerly watching her cousins ​​play together in a pile, wanting to participate but unwilling Dare to approach.

A pair of dark eyes blinked a few times, and when the crystal tears were hanging on the eyelashes, Lin Shan suddenly turned her head and secretly wiped them away with the back of her hand.

Lin Yuxi watched, her heart twitched violently, as if being severely whipped.

But Lin Shan never took the initiative to tell her about these bad experiences.

Once when Lin Shan was taking a bath, Lin Yuxi accidentally found bruises on her body. After careful questioning, she found out that her cousin pinched her on purpose, and threatened her not to tell her elders, and if she did, she would be beaten to death.

Lin Shan was timid at the time, so naturally she didn't dare to say anything. When Lin Yuxi asked, she tried to cover it up. If she hadn't seen her mother get angry, she would never have been willing to tell the truth.

She is afraid of being beaten, because she always has to meet.

Seeing her daughter's cowardly appearance, Lin Yu was angry that she had failed to protect her.Hold Lin Shan and tell her that her mother is her reliance, no matter what happens, her mother will protect her.

Lin Yuxi knew that the reason why those children acted so recklessly towards Lin Shan was only taught by adults.The environment affects children's concepts and thoughts. Children are pure-minded, and they believe what their parents say, and they have not matured the ability to distinguish.

Lin Shan's thin body huddled in Lin Yuxi's arms, sobbing, "Mom, let's not go there anymore, okay? I don't like it there. They all bully me and mom... I don't like them."

Lin Shan had also seen the elders of the Lin family ridiculing Lin Yuxi. Although she couldn't fully understand what they meant, seeing Lin Yuxi sitting there with a pale face and trembling shoulders made her feel distressed. .

From then on, Lin Shan always used "over there" or "they" when referring to the Lin family or the members of the Lin family.

For the sake of her daughter, Lin Yuxi no longer forced Lin Shan to go back to the Lin family with her every time, even if she did so, she would inevitably be ridiculed for being uneducated and unruly.Lin Yuxi hummed softly in her heart, the Lin family's rules have always been set to restrain others, when did they restrain themselves?

"Have they bullied you again?" Lin Shan on the other end of the phone was silent for a while before asking.

Lin Yuxi was startled when he heard the words, as if a warm current flowed into his heart, he said with relief: "Don't worry! Mom is fine."

Raising his hand and looking at his watch, Lin Yuxi frowned slightly, "Aren't you going to rest at this late hour?"

Hearing Lin Yuxi's non-volatile voice, the person on the opposite side breathed a sigh of relief and felt relieved, "I'm on my way back to the dormitory, so I'll hang up?"

Lin Yuxi hooked her lips and smiled comfortably, "Okay! Good night!"

The night is like a navy-blue curtain, cut open by orange street lamps, and the faint yellow halo lazily spills on the ground.

The speed of the vehicle gradually decreased, and it entered the left-turn lane along the exit of the viaduct.When approaching the entrance of the community, Lin Yuxi caught a glimpse of the Panamera parked on the side of the road, while Zhou Mo was leaning on the car, with a cigarette in his left hand, sparkling with sparks.

Zhou Mo lowered her head, her long curly hair fell down her shoulders, the silvery moonlight shone on her body, her demureness was like a delicate flower shining in water.

Lin Yuxi's fingertips trembled, and she clenched the steering wheel subconsciously. The cold white knuckles revealed the tension in her heart.

The car stopped at the gate of the community, Lin Yuxi turned off the engine, but sat still, staring at Zhou Mo walking towards her step by step without blinking...

Inexplicably, she seemed to be vaguely expecting something, but contradictoryly wanted to avoid it.

Just as he was in a trance, his chin was suddenly pinched, and Lin Yuxi tilted his head along the force to meet Zhou Mo's prying eyes.

"Crying?" Zhou Mo put one arm on the car window, and lightly supported Lin Yuxi's chin with the other hand, a little forcefully.

"No!" Lin Yuxi's tone was light, and with a tilt of her head, she broke free from the other party's shackles.

Zhou Mo didn't take it seriously, bent down with a smile, leaned his head close to Lin Yuxi's ear, and lowered his voice, "I know you're in a bad mood tonight, do you want to find a place to relax?"

Zhou Mo's words were ambiguous, and the scorching heat hit her ears. Lin Yuxi's heart tightened suddenly, and she hid vigilantly, but Zhou Mo grabbed her shoulders when she didn't want to. .

Lin Yuxi had no choice but to lean back on the back of the seat, with those watery eyes open, meeting Zhou Mo's scorching eyes.

"What are you afraid of? I just want to take you to relax." Zhou Mo gently rubbed Lin Yuxi's cheek with his fingertips, inch by inch... like stroking a frightened kitten, carefully.

Zhou Mo's cheek was touched up and down, and Lin Yuxi's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, rising and falling, and the hand on the right side clenched the seat unnaturally.

The feeling of suffocation.

She had already forgotten to stop the other party's touch, and all the nerves in her body tensed up vigilantly.

Recalling the scene of Yuan Yufen's sarcasm at the wine table again in her mind, Lin Yuxi bit her lip, raised her eyelids slightly, and concealed a faint unwillingness in her eyes.

She suddenly wanted to know what "relax" in her words meant.

Seeing that Lin Yuxi's brows and eyes seemed to be a little loose, the smile on the corner of Zhou Mo's lips became more ambiguous. He boldly held her wrist, opened the car door, and invited her, "Take my car?"