Professor Lin's middle-aged love

Hearing the word "marriage", Zhou Ying's fingertips trembled, her heart felt as if a gash had been cut open suddenly, and blood was gurgling.

After such a long time, recalling the scene of that year again, the pain is still clear and profound.Closing her eyes, worried that Lin Yuxi would spot the clues, Zhou Ying took a sip from her water glass, and the sweet taste in the past was now somewhat bitter.

Although Lin Yuxi was sitting opposite her, she did not notice Zhou Ying's strangeness because she was deeply immersed in memories, and the guilt and sadness in her eyes made her not notice.

For a while, the private room was extremely silent, only the strong fragrance of tea was faint.

"At first, my mother and I didn't quite agree, but my sister insisted. That man... At that time, it seemed that he was really good to my sister, impeccably nice."

Lin Yuxi said to himself, the atmosphere was a little dignified.Zhou Ying looked up at her, her face was very similar to Lin Qingshu's, with a trace of sadness in her brows.

With a long sigh, Lin Yuxi said in a deep voice: "But later, my sister was diagnosed with cancer, and that man seemed to be a different person, not doing his job properly, and always bringing back other women to anger my sister..."

Lin Yuxi didn't continue to talk about it, she didn't want to recall the life in that place.When she looked up, she saw Zhou Ying's eyes were red, and the sadness and pain in her eyes were no less than her own.

She pursed her lips and asked in a low voice: "Sister, do you know part of the situation, right? You and sister, did you know each other before?" If you didn't know each other, why would you visit your sister's grave every year?

Zhou Ying hesitated for a moment before saying in a hoarse voice, "Yes, your sister and I know each other."

But it's just an acquaintance, and I'm afraid they are not even friends.Zhou Ying thought to herself, if that woman regarded her as a friend, she would not hide her situation, nor would she refuse her help.

Lin Yuxi was overjoyed when she heard that, and asked her: "Sister, since this is the case, can you help me answer those doubts? The painting... and why did she want to get married suddenly?"

Lin Yuxi tapped the letters on the painting, "This should be two people, right? One is my sister, and the other..."

who can that be?

Zhou Ying stared at the place where her fingertips landed, her breathing was stagnant, how could she answer?

There was a lamp in the room, and the white light fell quietly on the shoulders of the two, as if covered with a layer of cold frost.

"Yuxi, it's all in the past, why bother to pursue so much?" Zhou Ying hesitated for a while, but still couldn't bear to tell her that she could bear such cruel pain alone.

"So, sister, you must know something, right?" Lin Yuxi grabbed the edge of the table with one hand, her fingertips turned white.

"My sister has paid so much for us, especially me. I don't even know what she has experienced and what kind of pain she has suffered. I asked her, but she didn't talk about it. I could only watch her sink every day, or look at her. Dazed outside the window." Lin Yuxi's voice trembled, her eyes fixed on the letter M on the drawing paper, and she sighed: "This person..." After a moment of silence, Lin Yuxi whispered: "He must be very important to my sister .”

Lin Yuxi lowered her eyelashes, she thought it was a man, or someone who hurt her sister deeply.

Zhou Ying looked at her, pursed her lips and said nothing, and unconsciously clenched her hands on her lap.

"Sister, can you tell me who he is? Does he have a family now? Can I meet him? Maybe he knows the story about my sister?"

"Yuxi..." Zhou Ying hesitated to speak, with a painful expression on her face, "Don't ask, live a good life. This should be what your sister wants to see the most."

"Did something happen?" The more Zhou Ying persuaded her, the more ominous Lin Yuxi felt. Her sister must have experienced something.

If she didn't know any clues in the past, she didn't have to ask.But at this moment, seeing that years of doubts finally have a clear hope, how can she give up?

Zhou Ying drooped her eyes, picked up the teacup and drank the cold tea in one gulp, the cold feeling went straight to the bottom of her heart.When she put down the teacup, Lin Yuxi held her wrist. She raised her eyes and met Lin Yuxi's begging eyes.

"Sister, I beg you. If you know, tell me, okay?" Lin Yuxi bit her lips, holding back the tears in her eyes, and said, "I owe my sister too much. She gave up on me in order to let me continue my studies. My own dream. She sacrificed herself for that broken home. As a younger sister, I can’t do anything. I really blame myself and feel very sad. I just want to know who my sister loved before she was alive, and who she wants to see the most Who, I just hope, is it possible... Is it possible for him to meet my sister, and to end her wish. "

Lin Yuxi suddenly recalled that when her sister was tormented by the illness and lost her mind, she kept muttering: I want to see him, I miss him, because she has betrayed his affection, so I can't make him sad anymore.

She asked her sister who that person was, but her sister didn't answer, she just shook her head.

Taking a deep breath, Zhou Ying asked her intently, "Do you really have to know?"

"Yes."

"No matter what the price is?"

"Yes."

Every time Lin Yuxi answered, she was sonorous and forceful, but her heart trembled more and more every time.His hands clenched subconsciously.

Raising her hand to her forehead, Zhou Ying sighed leisurely, and she asked Lin Qingshu in her heart, why, why did she leave such a difficult decision to her?

"Actually, I don't know much about your sister. But there is one thing in my place, which was left by your sister. Maybe... the content inside can help you clear up your confusion." Zhou Ying said in a deep voice, her voice Cut through the extremely silent air.

It was a diary given to her by Lin Qingshu when she was ill. She still remembered the feeling of rushing there overnight after receiving the call from the other party. The two cities were not close to each other. Anxious, distressed.

They made an appointment to meet in a quiet park.Because it was early in the morning, most of the garden was full of old people doing morning exercises.The two stood in the pavilion, and there were lotus flowers poking out of the green in the lake outside the pavilion, and the fragrance was far and clear.

Lin Qingshu wore an off-white gown, her thin body looked fragile, and her complexion was as pale as paper.However, when those dark and moist eyes stared at him, they still shone brightly.

Zhou Ying raised her eyebrows, she knew that Lin Qingshu was not looking at her, she was just trying to find the shadow of her younger sister from her expression and eyebrows.It's a pity that the two sisters are not like sister Lin Qingshu, they look alike.

Even though her heart hurt like a knife, Zhou Ying still took out a photo from her bag, which was a recent photo of her sister.She thought, Lin Qingshu must really want to see it.

Sure enough, when Lin Qingshu saw the girl in the photo, she was stunned for a moment, took it with a trembling hand, caressed the person in the photo, and murmured, "Actually, it's good for her to live like this now, happy, happy."

Lin Qingshu's voice was the same as her name, clear and melodious, like ripples on the shore of a lake, unbelievably gentle.

Zhou Ying was taller than her, staring at her with downcast eyes, seeing the smile on her haggard face, she didn't know whether it was sadness or joy in her heart.She was in a trance when she heard Lin Qingshu look up and say: "You should be like your sister, smile more and don't frown all the time."

Zhou Ying was startled, surprised that she would mention herself, flattered.She looked sideways in embarrassment, looking at the willow branches swaying in the wind in the distance, "I don't like to laugh."

But later, she changed herself, learned to smile, learned to be cheerful, and also learned to disguise herself.

"But you look good when you smile." The corners of Lin Qingshu's lips curled up, pure, beautiful, and even gentle, as if it was for her, but not like it.

Zhou Ying didn't dare to think too much, for fear that she would be too sentimental.

"Here... there is a diary, can I trouble you to keep it for me?" Lin Qingshu took out a tightly packed diary from her bag. There was a string of digital combination locks on the square box, and she stretched out her hand to pass it over, saying : "The password...is her birthday."

Hearing this, Zhou Ying's fingertips trembled and she smiled bitterly.Sure enough, she was thinking too much.

In her heart, the only thing she misses is her sister.

"If one day, she regains her memory, if possible, please help me pass this diary to her. If she can't remember it forever, then please help me dispose of it."

"Okay." Zhou Ying tried to keep her voice quiet.

"This photo... you can take it back, I... don't need it anymore." Lin Qingshu returned the things to her, raised her head, stared at Zhou Ying, and said warmly, "Thank you, you are still willing to come and see me."

Zhou Ying forced a smile as a response to her.

Looking at her for the last time, Lin Qingshu pursed her lips and asked tentatively, "Do you...do you have anything else you want to tell me?"

"Huh?" Zhou Ying was stunned, and asked after a while, "Is your body... all right?" At that time, she didn't know what disease she was suffering from.It was Lin Qingshu who sent her a short message at the last moment of her life, and she realized that that person had left her.

At that time, Zhou Ying was participating in a competition. When she got off the stage, she saw a missed call and a text message an hour after the call.

The moment Zhou Ying saw the text message, her legs went limp and she fell to the ground.She did not go to the stage to receive the award that time, but lived in the hospital.

For a long time, she couldn't believe that it was a farewell to her when she saw her in a hurry in the pavilion.She regretted, why didn't she answer her call in time?

Lin Qingshu looked at her and smiled, "Fortunately, it doesn't hurt that much anymore."

"That's good." Zhou Ying nodded, with pity in her eyes, but she tried her best to cover it up, "Take care of yourself."

"Well, I will." Lin Qingshu looked at her with a smile and said, "You too, take care of yourself."

Seeing that the other party just nodded, and then turned his eyes away, Lin Qingshu lowered his eyes, turned around and prepared to leave, "I'm leaving, on your way back...be careful."

Holding on to the red lacquered pillar and walking down the steps, Zhou Ying suddenly called her from behind, "Qingshu, can I hug you?"

With a pause in her footsteps, Lin Qingshu tensed her body, turned around in a daze, the corners of her eyes flickered with light, but when she faced Zhou Ying, she forced back the tears from the bottom of her eyes.

"Well, don't get me wrong. Because I'm going on a business trip abroad, and I don't know when I'll be back, so just treat it as... just treat it as a farewell between friends, okay?" Zhou Ying was afraid that she would refuse, so she looked for a reason to explain.

"Okay." Lin Qingshu looked at her bewildered expression, pursed her lips and smiled.

Zhou Ying stared at her with wide eyes, and walked over woodenly, her arms stretched out stiffly, and she hugged Lin Qingshu very gently.

This is their first hug.Warm, sad, reluctant, all kinds of complex emotions are intertwined.

I really want to hold her in my arms for the rest of my life, but Zhou Ying knows it's impossible.She was afraid that she would be too addicted to this hug and couldn't extricate herself, so she let go of her in time.

Seeing the shyness and dodge in Lin Qingshu's eyes in the lowered eyes, she thought it was an illusion and didn't dare to think about it.

"Is it a diary?" Lin Yuxi's voice pulled Zhou Ying back from her thoughts.

She nodded lightly and said, "Yes, tomorrow, we will still meet here."

"it is good."

Lin Yuxi put away the painting and got up to leave. When she reached the door, Zhou Ying suddenly called her, "Yuxi, don't let Xiaomo know about this."

Xiaomo, M.

"Sister?" Lin Yuxi's breath was stagnant, her eyes widened suddenly, her eyes were dizzy, and more of it was the unbelievable and the fear and panic that the truth was about to become clear.

Suddenly, she was afraid of knowing the answer hidden behind her.

The author has something to say: Sorry, I know everyone is anxiously waiting for the truth, and I want to tell you the outline immediately.But there are some relationships that need to be paved and explained, and some memories are also very important, and feelings must be taken into account, so the process will be delayed a little.But it has begun to be revealed step by step, every chapter will have it, and the buried threads will be slowly unraveled.To be honest, the thread is tangled and a bit messy, I need to disassemble it and present it to you one by one, but there will definitely be voices of doubt, I understand, and I will accept it with an open mind.The good ones will be remembered, and the bad ones will be seriously corrected.In short, I hope this article can be improved through continuous revision.

I'm afraid you'll have to wait a long time. There will be an update each at 09:30 tomorrow morning and 09:30 pm.Thank you for your support.To be honest, watching the backstage, there are fewer and fewer people watching, and my heart is getting more and more uncertain. Fortunately, this kind of psychological torture will not last long. After all, it is almost over, and I can still bear it.Thank you for your continued support, thank you.