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When getting lunch at noon the next day, Jiang Jing leaned close to Ji Shurong's ear and deliberately asked, "Is Shitu good-looking?"

Ji Shurong was wearing a black casual outfit, and his short black hair was clean and fresh.

He stuffed the bag containing the lunch box into Jiang Jing's hand, and smiled with his lips curled up: "It looks good, is there anything else?" His eyes wandered deliberately on Jiang Jing, and he played a hooligan silently.

Mastering the stick, but aiming for the yard.Jiang Jing swallowed his saliva, and gave him a heavy blow: "Where are you looking?"

"What do you say?"

"..."

Ji Shurong smiled even deeper, reached out and rubbed the back of his head, and said, "Okay, let's go in and eat, there is still a cup of millet porridge in it, don't forget to drink it."

Jiang Jing carried the bag and walked in step by step, turned his head three times, waved at him through the school gate, and then blended into the crowd.

Ji Shurong stood where he was, turned and left until he was out of sight.

He stopped a taxi on the side of the road, and when he got in, the driver asked, "Hello, where are you going?"

Ji Shurong fastened his seat belt, lowered his eyes: "Go to the suburban cemetery."

It was exactly 01:30 when we arrived at the cemetery. There were fewer people at this time, and the cemetery was quiet and deserted.

The weather has been fine for the past few days, the spring breeze is curling, the sun is gentle, and wild flowers are blooming in the green grass.

Holding a bouquet of flowers, Ji Shurong passed through rows of pale and solemn tombstones, and stopped in front of familiar names.

He bowed, leaned over and put the flowers in front of the stele, and said softly, "Mom, I'm here to see you."

A small black-and-white photo was pasted on the tombstone. The woman in it had a pretty face and a shy smile.

In my memory, the woman has always looked hysterical or sickly. Such a smile is rare. I may have seen it when I was young, but I lost the impression after remembering it.

Ji Shurong carefully wiped the dust off her name, and said, "Sorry, I haven't been able to visit you in the past six months, and I will come here often in the future."

He straightened up slowly, looked at the woman in the photo quietly, and stared at her after decades.

After a long time, he said: "I have a lot to say this time, don't think I'm long-winded."

"I have the same disease as you. I didn't have the courage to tell you before, but now I have it, so I tell you."

"At first, I couldn't figure out why I got this disease. After thinking about it, it seemed that I could only think of you. So I hated you very much at first, and always felt that if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have fallen into that situation."

He thought about it for a while, sighed and said: "But when I thought about your past, I suddenly didn't hate you so much, I just felt bitter. At that time, I often thought, I won't become a lunatic like you. A bunch of unsightly past, living in the most disgusting way of myself."

He closed his eyes and said in a hoarse voice, "It's better to die than to live. It's impossible to ask for death. Those years were really painful, and it's painful to think about it now."

"But I'm better than you, so I let it go."

He paused, and then said: "I am also luckier than you, and the people I love love me as well."

"I remember you often told me that I have the same ruthless blood in my bones as my father who I have never met." He smiled very lightly and continued, "Maybe it's because I heard you talk too much. , For a long time, I also felt that I would never truly love someone in my life. But unfortunately, you are wrong."

"I met someone who I want to be with for the rest of my life." He brushed away the catkins that flew onto the tombstone, and said slowly, "His name is Jiang Jing, I love him very much, and I will bring him to see you in the future."

"If you are still alive, you should bless us." He straightened up and said with a sigh of relief: "If you don't make a sound, it will be regarded as your acquiescence."

The gentle wind blows head-on, and the fragrance of flowers is light and tangy.The stone monument in the cemetery can't see the end at a glance, and in the distance is the endless sky.

The world is big, and the world is under the sky.The world is bustling, and it seems like a net of troubles is just a drop in the ocean.

Some things are nothing in the eyes of others, but only after experiencing it will you know how difficult it is.

But when you really let go and look back, you will feel that everything is okay.

He stared deeply at the woman's face and said, "Mom, I'm 52 years old, happy birthday."

……

"Ask Xiao Jiang if he is free this weekend, so we can have a meal together." Xu Shao was very excited, and his tone rose, "I wanted to get together last week, but it doesn't take into account that you two are better than newlyweds. I left you a lot of time, how about it, isn't it considerate enough?"

"It's so sweet." Ji Shurong leaned on the window sill, turned his head to look at the students filing out outside, and said, "Or tonight, he only has one day off on weekends."

Xu Shao said: "Okay, I have nothing to do tonight, then I will book a restaurant and send you the location later."

The temperature is high these days, and many students have already worn short sleeves.During the video last night, Ji Shurong specifically reminded him not to change clothes so early, or he would catch a cold.I thought Jiang Jing would be obedient, but I didn't expect that this person just wrapped his school uniform jacket around his waist, and the short-sleeved school uniform on his upper body was wrinkled by the breeze.

Ji Shurong pushed open the car door and walked down, beckoning to him: "Xiaojing, here."

Jiang Jing was turning his head to look around the crowd, when he heard the voice, his eyes lit up.

He ran over pushing the suitcase, looked at the black car behind Ji Shurong, and asked curiously, "Is this your new car?"

"Well, I just brought it up today." Ji Shurong plucked the messy hair on his forehead, and flicked his fingers, "Why are you disobedient? Put on your coat."

Jiang Jing covered his forehead: "It's almost summer, the coat is too thick."

Ji Shurong put the suitcase in the trunk, opened the car door and pushed him in, and said, "It's not time to wear short sleeves yet, go back and buy you some shirts, it's just right for you to wear now."

The road in front of the school gate was extremely congested, and the car was moving at a slow speed, and it was hard to squeeze out.

Ji Shurong's phone on the bracket buzzed, and the location sent by Xu Shao popped out.

He turned on the navigation and said, "Go out to eat tonight and relax."

Jiang Jing was bored at school for two weeks, so he was quite happy when he heard that he was going out for dinner.He swayed from side to side to the brisk piano music, turned to Ji Shurong and said, "By the way, I forgot to tell you, my drinking capacity is much better than before."

"Huh? Dare to drink while I'm not around?" Ji Shurong's eyes flicked from the end of his eyes, "You don't want your stomach anymore, do you?"

"..." Jiang Jing argued, "Only once or twice."

"Very good, keep it up." Ji Shurong said.

Jiang Jing didn't understand: "Keep what?"

The restaurant is at the corner ahead, Ji Shurong turned the steering wheel and drove over, stopped the car and said, "Keep drinking as often as once or twice."

He leaned over to help Jiang Jing loosen his seat belt, pecked lightly on his chin, and hooked his lips: "So you don't want to drink a drop tonight."

The two followed the waiter upstairs, and as soon as they opened the door, they saw a few people at the table smiling at them.

"Look, what did I say, holding hands is too high-profile, is our old Ji the kind of person who wants to spread dog food anytime and anywhere?" Yang Xiao patted the empty seat beside him and said, "Come on, sit here .”

"What are you talking about?" Ji Shurong took off his coat, walked over and sat down.

Xu Shao got up and poured him a cup of tea, and said, "It's a bet, bet you two came in hand in hand." After pouring a cup, he asked another person, "Does Xiaojiang drink tea? Or something like that?" ?”

Lu Yan said: "What drink to drink, I will drink later."

Ji Shurong rolled up his sleeves slowly, took the teapot from Xu Shao's hand, and lowered his head to fill it up for Jiang Jing: "He drinks tea."

The air conditioner was turned on in the box, and the temperature was a little high. Jiang Jing took off his school uniform jacket silently, and pinched Ji Shurong's waist by turning around.

The dishes were served one after another. Xu Shao was so rich that he basically ordered a portion of all kinds of dishes, and the table was full.He opened a bottle of red wine and said, "Come here, fill it up."

These few people haven't gotten together much in the past six months, and I always feel that the banquet is incomplete without a friend, and no matter how much wine I drink, I won't be able to enjoy myself.Now that the person finally came back, and he came back in a healthy and healthy way, he couldn't stop talking at the beginning, and he could chat about any topic, and the atmosphere was high all the way.

Yang Xiao still runs the bar, and the bartender who used to be a temporary replacement has now become a full-time bartender.

Xu Shao is as busy as ever, and this time is quite free.He recently cooperated with the Lu Group on several projects, and Lu Yan happened to be the project leader.The two are partners in business, but they are still the same in private, and they start to hurt each other if they don't deal with each other.

Qin Ye was introverted and calm, didn't talk much, and spent most of his time adding vegetables to Lu Yan's plate.

Jiang Jing's life is lackluster, except for exams and homework, he is not in the same circle as this group of people.Although he couldn't talk to them, it didn't hinder Jiang Jing's interest.

He hadn't experienced such a lively atmosphere for a long time. The last time he ate with everyone seemed to be winter.

At that time, he hadn't been with Ji Shurong yet, and he was full of worries and dared not let him know.Now they sit together, holding each other's hands naturally, without any scruples anymore.

Time is amazing, it seems to change everything, and it seems like nothing has changed.

Xu Shao drank too much and was slumped in his chair.He looked at Ji Shurong, and didn't speak very quickly: "You, don't let everyone worry so much in the future, don't hide anything, especially for Xiaojiang, you don't know, during the six months you were away , how sad he is."

Ji Shurong's fingers rubbing the rim of the cup paused, his eyes dropped: "I know."

"It's good to know." Xu Shao took a break and said slowly, "Live a good life in the future, let the past be the past, and look forward, the future is still long."

Yang Xiao greeted Jiang Jing while eating: "Xiao Jiang, eat more, the school food is not as good as here, if you like it, you can ask for another one."

The plate in front of Jiang Jing was full of all kinds of meat, all of which were from Ji Shurong.People tend to get sleepy when they eat too much. He leaned lazily on the back of the chair, waved his hands and said, "I can't eat anymore."

"Look at you, you've lost weight." Yang Xiao sized him up and said, "Nobody bullies you at school, right?"

Jiang Jing rested his head on Ji Shurong's shoulder, shook his head lightly and said, "No."

Speaking of this, Qin Ye suddenly remembered something, and looked up: "Well, there is something I forgot to tell you."

Jiang Jing raised his head slightly, and asked with a feeling in his heart, "Feng Yuan?"

"Yeah." Qin Ye nodded, and said, "Feng Yuan didn't talk very much after he was arrested and imprisoned. He occasionally talked to himself and couldn't understand what he was saying. The doctor said that he had some mental problems."

Jiang Jing didn't expect him to become like this, so he was stunned for a while.

Qin Ye said: "There is no other meaning in saying this, I just think you should know."

Jiang Jing nodded: "Thank you."

He has grown so big, almost all the injuries he has suffered are related to the name Feng Yuan. At first, he didn't understand why he was staring at him so hard, but later he learned about Feng Yuan's past experiences. Apart from emotion, he still hates it as always. this person.

He couldn't empathize, and he didn't want to forgive.He only remembered the day when he was kidnapped, the blade that was pressed against his neck was very sharp, and it hurt when it pierced into the flesh.

But he never liked to cling to the past, maybe one day in the future he would forget about this person.

Who knows.

The author says:

The story has come to an end, this week should be over~