My first love overturned

Gu Chenjing took a full week off, and there was a three-day Qingming holiday in between. After ten days, Lin Zhuoguang saw Gu Chenjing again in the company.

During the time of leave, although Gu Chenjing handled the work every day, some of them still needed to work overtime.As soon as he returned to the company, Gu Chenjing devoted himself to his work wholeheartedly.

Gu Chenjing worked overtime for two consecutive days, and even went to the cafeteria to pick up some bread and a box of yogurt for dinner while working in the office.

Why did he ask for leave, where did he go, why Xie Yuran was involved in the middle, how the matter was resolved, these questions, Lin Zhuoguang had no chance to get the answer.

When it was time to get off work on Friday, Lin Zhuoguang's lack of patience came to an end.He went down to the 6th floor.In the office area of ​​the brand business department, Gu Chenjing's computer monitor was in a dormant state, and documents and materials were scattered on the desktop, but no one was there.

Gu Chenjing won't leave work without tidying up the desktop, Lin Zhuoguang pulled Gu Chenjing's office chair and sat down.

In less than 10 minutes, Gu Chenjing entered the office area with a few small breads and a box of yogurt in a disposable lunch box.

He was visibly thinner, and his already pale face was accentuated by the dark circles under his eyes, which made his tiredness and gauntness even more obvious.Although it is still very good-looking and has a sickly aesthetic feeling, Lin Zhuoguang still feels very upset.

As Gu Chenjing approached step by step, Lin Zhuoguang's face darkened little by little: "You just eat this?"

"Nutritionally speaking, there is no problem." Gu Chenjing put down the bread, "Are you looking for me?"

Lin Zhuoguang didn't speak, and looked up at Gu Chenjing with a cold face, but his uncontrollable awkwardness made him angry like a child.

Sensing the unsteady aura around Lin Zhuoguang, Gu Chenjing thought for a while and changed the phrase: "Wait for me?"

Lin Zhuoguang nodded reluctantly.

"Oh." Gu Chenjing broke off the sticky straw from the yogurt, poked it into the yogurt box, and handed the yogurt to Lin Zhuoguang, "What are you waiting for me?"

Lin Zhuoguang subconsciously took the yogurt handed over by Gu Chenjing, but was stunned by his question.

What is he waiting for Gu Chenjing to do?

Because he has a lot of questions to ask Gu Chenjing.

But why are you asking Gu Chenjing so many questions?

He didn't know either.

After taking a sip of yogurt, Lin Zhuoguang said sullenly, "You suddenly called me, turned off the phone suddenly, and asked for leave suddenly. Of course I want to know what happened."

Gu Chen nodded, then shook his head: "It's been resolved."

Lin Zhuoguang took another sip of yogurt: "Xie Yuran can know, but I can't?"

Gu Chenjing didn't answer or explain.

"Besides, we are still such good friends." Lin Zhuoguang was unwilling, "Shouldn't good friends care about each other?

Gu Chenjing suddenly smiled softly, and there was a kind of cold and alienation that Lin Zhuoguang felt in the smile.

"I won't work overtime tonight." Lin Zhuoguang said, "little lion, talk to me."

Lin Zhuoguang took Gu Chenjing to the hot spring club he frequented.

It was wet and sticky in the continuous rainy day, and he had long wanted to steam and soak it well, to steam out the damp and cold soaked in his bones.

It is customary to wash your body before soaking in hot springs.Lin Zhuoguang changed his cards and went into the large private bathroom of the VIP.

When he came out after washing, Gu Chenjing had already finished washing before him, and was waiting for him at the exit to the bathing pool.

They are all wearing big shorts specially made for bathing in the clubhouse, and the colorful Hawaiian style is very exaggerated.Lin Zhuoguang took out his mobile phone and wanted to take a picture of the new-looking Gu Chenjing. Gu Chenjing was sensitive to his plot and left.

The hot spring club is a membership system, and the environment is very good. The pools are scattered in the mountains and forests. VIPs can use the pools with a diameter of no less than three meters alone. The distance between each VIP pool is more than 50 meters, which is sufficient for privacy and comfort.

Lin Zhuoguang asked the waiter to add more than half of the pool of ginseng and Gastrodia elata to their bubble pool in advance: "The little lion is weak and needs to be supplemented."

Glancing at Gu Chenjing's expression, although he didn't feel any displeasure, Lin Zhuoguang quickly restrained his frivolous tone, "The exam is coming up on the weekend, so I'll give the examinee a boost."

Gu Chenjing cleared his throat: "Science proves..."

"Don't be scientific, talk is better than nothing." Lin Zhuoguang stepped back five steps, and then trotted into the pool, "You science and engineering students are too rigorous and boring, so you can't find a girlfriend."

"Don't jump, be careful of slipping." Gu Chenjing said with a good temper, and he walked into the pool slowly and sat down.

The water that is slightly warmer than the skin wraps the whole body, and the medicinal materials are steamed by the water temperature to give off the herbal fragrance. Just after the rain, the wind in the mountains and forests carries water vapor, mixed with the heat of the hot spring, which is very enjoyable.

The waiter brought over tea in a tureen and an exquisite seasonal fruit plate.

Lin Zhuoguang leaned against the pool and picked up a cherry: "Sorry, I didn't answer your call."

Gu Chenjing shook his head.He felt that Lin Zhuoguang's apology was unreasonable, and opened his mouth to speak, Lin Zhuoguang quickly stuffed the cherry in his hand into Gu Chenjing's mouth: "I know, but I just want to tell you, I'm sorry .”

Lin Zhuoguang has repeatedly shown weakness, and Gu Chenjing can no longer deliberately reject people thousands of miles away.

With a cherry in his mouth, Gu Chenjing said vaguely, "My mother is in the hospital."

Lin Zhuoguang's heart tightened.

Probably sensing what Lin Zhuoguang was thinking, Gu Chenjing explained: "It's not debt collection. She accidentally fell down and hit her head."

Gu Chenjing's mother lives in the south of the city. Although she owes debts, she still rents a small apartment that looks decent.

Gu Chenjing left his mobile phone number to the apartment property.Therefore, when the property management team received a notice from a neighbor that Gu Chenjing's mother had fainted in the corridor, they immediately dialed 120 and contacted Gu Chenjing at the same time.

120 was sent to the municipal hospital near the apartment. Gu Chenjing, who was studying in the north of the city, rushed there for more than an hour. He called the emergency number of the municipal hospital to inquire about his mother's condition, but the other party could not verify his identity on the phone and refused to tell her. He went into details and only repeatedly asked him to rush to the hospital as soon as possible.

Gu Chenjing's first reaction was to call Lin Zhuoguang, who was closer to the municipal hospital.

But Lin Zhuoguang couldn't be contacted, he was flustered, just in time Xie Yuran called, heard his panic, and rushed over.

"My mother is fine, but the head is congested and needs 24-hour care." Gu Chenjing wrapped the cherry stone that he pushed out with his tongue with a tissue, swallowed the cherry pulp, and said, "So I asked for leave."

The panic had passed, and Gu Chenjing's tone sounded calm when he was talking about what had happened.

But this calmness did not appease Lin Zhuoguang's unrelenting heart.

Gu Chenjing's mother may be the only reason for supporting Gu Chenjing.

Lin Zhuoguang could feel Gu Chenjing's disorientation, his anxiety at the time of the incident, and the fear of losing his mother after an hour's drive.And in those collapsed corners that he didn't see and didn't participate in, how much coldness did Gu Chenjing face alone?How much fear and cruelty have you digested?

Lin Zhuoguang took a sip of tea: "What happened in your family from the beginning to the end, what kind of situation you are facing now, and what's going on with your mother, please tell me."

Gu Chenjing shook his head: "Next time."

Every time Gu Chenjing mentioned this issue, he avoided it.Lin Zhuoguang couldn't push him too hard.

But the fact that "Xie Yuran knows everything, I don't know" is stuck in his heart, and Lin Zhuoguang is not at all happy.

He asked Gu Chenjing: "Xie Yuran called you 'baby'?"

Gu Chenjing nodded disapprovingly: "This is my nickname."

Lin Zhuoguang knew this, but he still felt that it was unsafe for Xie Yuran to call Gu Chenjing "Baby": "Then you can't let him call you 'Baby'. Isn't the nickname given by the family? Don't I Don't you feel awkward calling you 'baby'?"

Gu Chenjing suddenly smiled: "Didn't it be called 'Chenchen'?"

Lin Zhuoguang instantly thought of Qin Zhenzhu's pretentious appearance as "Chen Chen", and showed a disgusted expression.

"I never promised." Gu Chenjing said.

"What?" Lin Zhuoguang hadn't pulled away from Qin Zhenzhu's pretentious shadow.

"When Xie Yuran called me 'baby', I didn't respond."

Lin Zhuoguang suddenly raised his head: "Then I will call, will you answer?"

Gu Chenjing turned away his eyes and didn't answer, looked at the windy mountain forest, stood up: "I want to go to the sauna room to steam."

Gu Chenjing left the bubble pool, Lin Zhuoguang understood this deliberate avoidance, kicked his legs, he stood up, and followed.

Before entering the sauna room, Gu Chenjing and Lin Zhuoguang each washed their bodies once more.

When Gu Chenjing came out of the bathroom, he had already changed into the big shorts for bathing, wrapped a bath towel around his waist, and handed Lin Zhuoguang a bath towel.

Lin Zhuoguang took it, and joked with a smile: "Is it necessary to wear a bath towel? Are you afraid that I will be compared with you?"

Gu Chenjing ignored Lin Zhuoguang's trash joke and walked into the sauna room.

Lin Zhuoguang followed, and the two of them sat down together in the sauna room, separated by the width of a person.

Lin Zhuoguang felt the water droplets on his skin being swallowed up by the invisible hot air, and asked, "Qin Xiaoyue Bureau, do you want to go?"

"Don't go."

Gu Chenjing's answer was not new as Lin Zhuoguang expected, and Lin Zhuoguang continued to lobby: "I know you have exams on Saturday and Sunday, and I told him to change the time to next Tuesday night. After the exam, relax and relax."

"I dont go."

"Go and see, there are quite a lot of Internet celebrities." Lin Zhuoguang said.

Xie Yuran's confession to Gu Chenjing always made Lin Zhuoguang feel uncomfortable.

It's not that he doesn't agree that it's possible for men to have feelings for each other. There are also friends at home and abroad who have same-sex partners, and there doesn't seem to be any disharmony.

But the other party was Xie Yuran, Lin Zhuoguang felt uncomfortable.

Gu Chenjing has had a hard and aggrieved life these years, and maybe only Xie Yuran is by his side to help and support him in a timely manner. This kind of relationship can easily form the so-called "drawing bridge effect" in psychology.Although Gu Chenjing understands psychology, people can't completely control themselves. What if Gu Chenjing misinterpreted this emotional reaction caused by a specific situation as his real feelings and agreed with Xie Yuran's confession in his heart? pity?

Arrange more gatherings for Gu Chenjing, meet more different people, or help his closed heart.

The more Lin Zhuoguang thought about it, the more he felt that it made sense. He even thought that he should also take psychology classes with Gu Chenjing. Maybe he really has a special talent in this area.

"Stop talking, I won't go." Gu Chenjing never compromised.

"Really don't want to go?" Lin Zhuoguang asked.

"Ah."

Lin Zhuoguang nodded: "Okay. Then we won't go."

"Aren't you going?" Gu Chenjing was surprised, "Aren't there a lot of Internet celebrities?"

"I'll accompany you."

"I don't need you to accompany me." Gu Chenjing lowered his head, "Lin Zhuoguang, you have your sea and sky, it's enough to do this for your friend."

Gu Chenjing's voice is not loud, nor is the sauna room.The invisible heat lingered in the small room, turning Gu Chenjing's words into soft whispers.

Lin Zhuoguang raised his head to look at Gu Chenjing, the heat squeezed sweat from his skin, and also condensed water droplets on his wet hair.

A drop of sweat was sliding down Gu Chenjing's clear cheeks, falling on his neck, slowly sliding over his Adam's apple, and rubbing against his collarbone.

Lin Zhuoguang suddenly felt an unexpected change in his body.

In the panic, he retracted his lower abdomen as calmly as possible, and then moved his body angle calmly, changing from a sprawling sitting posture to a well-regulated sitting posture, but his waist was slightly bent, and he was no longer straight.

It's really annoying that a man's instinct will be inexplicably and unconsciously triggered by temperature and wake up, Lin Zhuoguang thought, fortunately Gu Chenjing brought him a bath towel, otherwise it would be too embarrassing.

"Little lion." He suddenly remembered something, and called Gu Chenjing.

"Huh?" Gu Chenjing looked over.

"You...You and Xie Yuran...Have you ever sat in the sauna together?" Lin Zhuoguang asked eagerly.

Gu Chenjing was puzzled: "I don't have the habit of returning appointments after taking a bath."

"Hey, how can this be considered a bath? This is bathing and leisure." Lin Zhuoguang argued childishly, "Although I hate being alone, it seems that I have to be accompanied when I take a bath... "

Gu Chenjing was amused by him, and stood up: "It's too hot, and it's late, let's go."

"Okay." Lin Zhuoguang stood up slowly, and tightened the towel around his waist again, "Call me in the future if you have anything to do, I promise it won't be like this time, I will answer it."

Gu Chenjing, who was walking ahead and was about to push open the wooden door of the sauna room to go out, paused.

As if promising something, Lin Zhuoguang repeated: "I will definitely accept it."

"Ah."

Gu Chenjing moved his shoulders and pushed open the door.