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The sun in April was not very warm, Li Yixiao looked out through the car window, feeling extremely depressed.

He Yi stood on the side of the road with his back facing him, smoking a cigarette there.

The cigarettes were still because He Yi's elder brother smoked too often, he smoked after eating, and his sister-in-law grabbed it and threw it to He Yi and told him to take it away.

She knew that He Yi didn't smoke.

Li Yixiao also thought that He Yi didn't smoke.

Ruan Yansong could be seen smoking two cigarettes from time to time when recording the show, but He Yi never did.

But now He Yi is smoking.

It's the third root in a short time.

Not long ago, He Yi smiled and said that he would give him a big gift.

And this kind of change started when He Yi took out his mobile phone to read the news, his smile disappeared little by little, and finally he even stopped the car.

He didn't know what news He Yi had read, He Yi didn't give him a chance to ask - when He Yi got out of the car, he looked back at Li Yixiao.

He Yi was trying to restrain his emotions, his eyes were complicated, his voice was gentle but he could not refuse, "Stay in the car."

Li Yixiao was pinned in place by that eye, and it took him a while to regain his ability to think.

He Yihui's attitude shows that it has something to do with him.And what happened to me made He Yi so sad and angry, even a little helpless...

The thumping heartbeat echoed throughout the car, and Li Yixiao even had difficulty breathing because it was too fast.

He tried to clear his thoughts, and restrained his urge to get out of the car.

Fortunately, this area is a high-end residential area, there are not many vehicles passing by, and there are no safety issues. Li Yixiao feels relieved.

But when He Yi bent over and coughed, Li Yixiao couldn't sit still anymore.

Sensing someone standing in front of him, He Yi straightened up, glanced at Li Yixiao and then looked away.

His eyes were red, as if he was really hurt.

Li Yixiao's heart was seized in an instant, and he looked at the cigarette between He Yi's fingers: "Why, what's the matter...stop smoking."

He Yi didn't know whether it was because he hadn't smoked for too long, or because he was so angry that he forgot the basic breathing, the smoke made him burn.

He took two deep breaths and said slowly: "You told me that you participated in the competition through a staff member. Your mother committed suicide and passed away."

He Yi spoke slowly, every word suppressed his emotions.

These heavy emotions fell on Li Yixiao's shoulders, under the bright yellow and warm sunshine, the young man's lips were pale.

He Yi instantly regretted it.

I lost control of my emotions.

He should hold back, he planned to hold back, if Li Yixiao didn't get out of the car, maybe he could hold back after smoking this cigarette, at least he can wait for someone to go back and finish the show.

But he's really messed up.

He Yi's first feeling when he saw the news from his elder brother was that he was stunned.

His little boyfriend was poor, cold and a little arrogant, but he spent 40 yuan to buy a place to participate in this show.At the beginning, the person who was uncomfortable for him to look at twice, deceived him with a calm expression.

A person who was so disturbed that he couldn't sleep when he saw his parents could say that his mother who stayed in the hospital died of suicide without changing his face.

He Yi was angry at first, so angry that he had to get out of the car and calm down. He was conceited and smart, which made him feel like he was being played, and he was still liked.

But gradually, he began to feel distressed again.

These news were picked up, but fortunately, some acquaintances notified the He family in advance, and was stopped by Brother He Yi.

The news about Li Yixiao's mother is not detailed, but several years of hospital records made He Yi breathless.How did Li Yixiao live all these years?

He was distressed and puzzled, Li Yixiao was not stupid, he would not dream of becoming famous, so why did he pay such a price to participate in the show?

With all kinds of emotions mixed together, He Yi felt as if his heart was being fried in a frying pan, and he was terribly annoyed, "Go back first."

After He Yi finished speaking, he turned around, and from the corner of his eye, he saw Li Yixiao stepping forward suddenly, and raised his hand.

He Yi's heart trembled, he wouldn't want to do it, would he?He subconsciously took half a step back.

Li Yixiao held He Yi's wrist, his voice trembling, "Let go..."

He Yi was stunned for a second, the burning pain in his palm woke him up, and he lowered his head to realize that he had squeezed the cigarette into his palm just now.

He Yi watched Li Yixiao carefully blow away the cigarette ash from his palm, and frowned, as if it hurt him.

In fact, it's not serious, it's just that the skin was scalded, and a circle of tender meat was turned over, and it looked a little black and red from the soot.

For He Yi's injury from dancing, it really didn't hurt, and it shouldn't hurt for Li Yixiao either.

When Li Yixiao's limbs were uncoordinated at the beginning, his knees fell, and the scabs often formed and cracked, but he didn't cry out for pain.

This overly cautious look made He Yi feel a nerve throbbing, and he withdrew his hand abruptly.

Li Yixiao's hand was still in the air, he raised his head, pursed his mouth, and looked aggrieved.

The aggrieved expression on that face was too shocking, He Yi paused, "I didn't do it on purpose, it doesn't hurt."

He really didn't mean it, he was so annoyed that he didn't notice it, the pain was painful, but it wasn't unbearable.

When Li Yixiao insisted on driving, He Yi still agreed, but he couldn't bear to refuse with Li Yixiao's eyes, and felt that he still needed to be quiet.

He looked at Li Yixiao's side face, and felt that he was really calm. Except for the initial gaffe, he couldn't see anything.

"Brother He, just ask if you want." Li Yixiao said with a glance at He Yi.

He Yi raised his eyebrows, "How did you get that 40?"

"It's just these years." Li Yixiao paused and said, "I even borrowed some from my friends."

"How much do you save? What are you doing to save so much money?" He Yi said in a low voice, "Who are your friends, who can lend you tens of thousands or even hundreds of thousands of money, and use it for nothing?"

Li Yixiao clenched the steering wheel and did not speak.

"This is the first time and...the last time I'm asking you." He Yi rubbed the center of his brows, his voice low and hoarse: "Don't lie to me, I'm actually not very patient."

"The house for sale, and the money for school." Li Yixiao looked ahead, he felt He Yi's gaze, and didn't dare to look at anyone.

"What do you mean by the money for going to school?" He Yi frowned, he knew that Li Yixiao dropped out of school before finishing his first year of high school.

"Don't use your hands too hard." Li Yixiao looked at He Yi's hand worriedly, and then continued after seeing that he was relaxed: "I am also working as an assistant in a Chinese medicine clinic besides being stationed in a bar. The old doctor in the clinic will help me. I got a professor online, and I was going to a medical school before I came on the show."

He Yi squinted at Li Yixiao. Although the other party didn't have a driver's license, his posture was much more standard than his. He kept his hands on his face and focused on the front. Because Re rolled up a part of his sleeves, he looked clean and neat.

This was completely beyond He Yi's expectation.

He thought that Li Yixiao was a desperate gamble, but he gave up the bright future that was within reach.

"why."

"...for you." Li Yixiao paused for two seconds, as if he was going all out, "I don't like the stage, and I don't want to be a star. I came here...for you."

He Yi froze, a little unbelievable, and after two seconds, he gritted his teeth and said, "Are you a fucking idiot?!"

"Aren't you out of your mind?" He Yi didn't know why he was angry, but he was really going to explode, "You don't even know whether I like men or not, so you dare to come like this?!"

Stupid, how can there be such a stupid person in this world.

He Yi didn't dare to think that if his family background was not strong enough to continue to participate in this show, if he didn't like men and didn't like Li Yixiao, Li Yixiao would be in vain.

He lost a visible future, and He Yi would not know anything.

He Yi will continue to participate in activities, and may withdraw from the front stage and turn behind the scenes in the future.Going around in this life, you may meet a pretty good person in the end, or you may not, but you will never know that there was such a person until you die.

What are you trying to figure out? He Yi's eyes turned red.Like, he really sees a lot, and hears a lot of love, but he has never seen Li Yixiao like this.

No matter how much He Yi likes someone, he can't do this for him.

Life is full of regrets, there will always be someone you like, there is nothing necessary... nothing is worth such a big fight.

"I thought about it." Li Yixiao looked at He Yi, "I also want to be more stable. I have waited for a long time for that chance to stand up. I think I should run faster, and I will always meet you in the future... But you said, I want to We're in love."

He Yi was taken aback for a moment, he thought of his Weibo, and thought, "You were stimulated by this Weibo?"

That's his punishment for losing the game!

Li Yixiao smiled wryly, "Brother He, you don't know how scared I was..."

He Yi wanted to slap someone twice, "Then you won't think about the consequences, right... No one is worth your whole life to gamble on."

"What if." Li Yixiao said in a low voice: "Brother He, there is nothing that makes me happy these years, except you, I just think... If I can see you, then-"

Li Yixiao stopped suddenly, and He Yi looked over - tears were pouring down, like a faucet was turned on.

He Yi has never seen a big man cry like this, nor have he seen so many tears, and he has never seen someone cry so quietly.

There is still a sound from the faucet, it's like a silent movie.

Li Yixiao was still crying.

These things were mixed together, and He Yi stared straight at them until Li Yixiao turned his face and stopped the car on the side of the road, then pulled two pieces of paper and threw them over, "Wipe it."

"It's alright, no, I haven't been wronged yet, why are you crying?" He Yi saw the people crying, and his nose felt sore.

I feel that I am also a poor person, and my heart aches to death.

"Aren't you... really disgusted that I like you so much——" Li Yixiao finally looked like he was crying, and hiccupped.

He Yi couldn't hold back his laughter, and his tears blurred from laughing, "Hey, it's over, poor little one. Just forget about crying, don't be so energetic."

He Yi felt a little ashamed, he hadn't dropped a Golden Doudou for many years, and today his eyes were red twice for one person, and he almost cried with him.

"I can't even pick up the crying character anymore. Fans want to see you cry like this, and they don't want to lie on your bed anymore..." He Yi pulled two pieces of paper, didn't look at it, and stretched out his hand to press the person indiscriminately. Wiping his face: "I don't dislike it either, it's just a little—"

Li Yixiao looked over.

He Yi smacked his lips, but he couldn't say anything.

If he doesn't like Li Yixiao, then if God knows people's feelings, he will only say sorry, and sigh with some regret.

But when he liked Li Yixiao, he couldn't bear Li Yixiao's hopeless relationship for so many years.

……

Li Yixiao looked away, and he knew that this kind of feeling was a burden to He Yi.

He Yi didn't want his promise because he never thought about the future of the two of them.

For He Yi, the two are just that I like you, and you happen to like me, so we fell in love.He didn't want Li Yixiao to be bound by the promise. If he had no feelings in the future, he would split up as he should, so that they could get together and break up.

This is He Yi, who loves frankly, sincerely and warmly, and is frank and frank even if he doesn't love, simply and simply.

Gentle and unfeeling.

So what He Yi hopes is that the other party is just like him, just happens to be moved, just happens to like it.

And for He Yi, flirting with someone who already likes him will make him feel ashamed, and he will feel that he is lying to him.

Li Yixiao knew all this, so he didn't say anything at first, he hoped that He Yi would treat this as a random heartbeat.He will work hard to grasp the future of the two of them.

It's just now... Li Yixiao covered his face tightly with a paper, a little choked up: "Brother He, can you... pretend that you don't know."

The tissue was quickly moistened and became transparent, and Li Yixiao muffled his voice.

"I just, kind of like you, and I only agreed because you insisted on chasing me and making it difficult for me..."

A little bit, I insisted on chasing it, reluctantly... the bite was very hard, and the tone was full of ten.

He Yi: "..."

It was quite sudden.

The author has something to say: this chapter is always dissatisfied, and it has been rewritten several times, which is the most in history hahaha