God don't run

Bi Shaoliang drove around the Y city, stopped the car when he passed the intersection where he met Ouyang Chenchen for the first time, silently looked at the spot and smoked a cigarette, then restarted the car and left.

Recently, he likes to recall the past of the two people, and then those bits and pieces will occupy all his thoughts and make him become sentimental.

He gradually felt that it was a luxury to recall the happiness shared by the two of them, after all, he still had a long time to live by only relying on the memories of the past ten years.Like a collection of antique porcelain, it has to be taken out and wiped carefully every once in a while, and then squinting to savor the beauty of every detail of it.

As long as his thoughts are still after work, Ouyang Chenchen will get into his mind.He thought about him so much that he could slowly discover the problems that existed between the two of them after repeated replays.

He gradually understood why Ouyang Chenchen chose to abandon him, because he didn't try to think from Ouyang Chenchen's point of view when dealing with many issues.In other words, most of the time, he doesn't love Ouyang Chenchen enough, not enough to give up his own interests for Ouyang Chenchen.

Ouyang Chenchen is a very egotistical person, if he can't give up his ego, he is doomed not to be in communion with that unrestrained person.

Although Bi Shaoliang felt that he had come to his senses, it was too late, Ouyang Chenchen was completely disappointed in him.

It was almost late at night when Bi Shaoliang drove back to Bi's old house, but Bi Shaoqi was still curled up on the sofa watching TV interviews.

Seeing Bi Shaoliang coming back, he just snorted without taking his eyes off the TV screen: "Why didn't you go to accompany Ouyang today?"

Bi Shaoliang ignored his sarcasm, walked aside and poured himself a glass of water.

Bi Shaoqi chuckled: "Why are you so indifferent? I'm not wrong. I don't know who is that perverted uncle who goes to the empty house every day and sits there thinking about the past?"

Bi Shaoliang took a deep breath and forbeared.He would often go back to his and Ouyang Chenchen's original house to sit and tidy up briefly, and then look through Ouyang Chenchen's old reports and performance videos.

Since Ouyang Chenchen left that sanctuary, he has never allowed another person to enter it. He has been cleaning it up himself all the time. At this time, it seems that it is still only striped and spotless, but it is a little too flat and clean. It's just miserable.

But no matter how busy he is at work and how late he stays there, he will still go back to Bi's old house, because there is an older child with problems who may stage a farce of smashing things at any time.

The relationship between Bi Shaoqi and him is calm on the surface, but in fact it is very stalemate.

Every word his younger brother said was awkward in Bi Shaoliang's ears, as if he delivered it obliquely with deep resentment.

Bi Shaoliang himself feels that with the current state of mind of the two brothers, time is running out and they will both go crazy together, but he still doesn't regret his decision.

Bi Shaoqi and An Shijun should have no results, and there will be no results at all.

He couldn't understand how Bi Shaoqi could have any affection for An Shijun who was no different from his father beyond the friendship between master and servant, just like he couldn't understand why he had to have Ouyang Chenchen in his life.

He thought that it was probably because of the lack of an extremely important part of their family's genetics that caused the two brothers to be weird and too stubborn and extreme in the face of relationship issues.

"Hey..." Bi Shaoqi stared at the TV screen and said softly, "I'm leaving tomorrow, let me tell you."

"Go?" Bi Shaoliang's voice raised an octave: "Where are you going?"

"Oh, you should have guessed it, I found him. I have been with you for so long and I have done my brotherly love. Don't miss me by yourself in the future." Bi Shaoqi slightly curved his mouth, with a calm expression satisfy.

Bi Shaoliang was shocked, he couldn't help but luckily said: "Are you crazy? How many times do I have to tell you that there will be no result between you and Uncle An! So what if you go to him now, he will be old in two years , you will only face a more realistic and miserable breakup. At that time, you will not care, the real poor one is Uncle An, why don't you think about him?"

"I won't change my mind, how many times do you want me to say it!" Bi Shaoqi yelled at him for the first time, he stared at Bi Shaoliang panting heavily, his eyes were slightly bloodshot, like a struggling and hopeless beast .

"Because of the possibility of facing a bad result, you dare not love from the beginning? Bi Shaoliang, you are a coward from the beginning to the end. What do you mean that Uncle An is very pitiful? He is indeed very pitiful, because he can still fully enjoy us. When you spent those good times with each other, you forcibly deprived him of his rights!"

"It's his own choice, I didn't force him."

"You know how much he listens to you, don't you? You despicable villain!" Bi Shaoqi pointed at Bi Shaoliang, and his anger suddenly turned into a smile: "Brother, don't you understand? Everyone in the Bi family is dead." In your heart, if you are sure, it will not change. Even if you are not with Ouyang Chenchen, so what, are you still living alone with the things he left behind? Instead of this, why not just keep him by your side? People are like this for a lifetime, if they are not with the person they like and have to worry about what they have and what they don’t have, it is the real failure to recognize the reality. You don’t know how much I envy you. Originally, you have much more time than me... ..."

Bi Shaoliang watched his younger brother remain silent, and after a long time he said softly: "Are you ready to take care of him and die?"

Although the words are harsh, they are indisputable facts.

"That's what I was supposed to do. Uncle An brought me up. I caused him to lose his family, so I should have taken good care of him for the rest of his life..." Bi Shaoqi said softly.

Bi Shaoliang sighed slightly, feeling a little exhausted in his heart.His younger brother chose the most difficult path, but as an older brother, he couldn't break it no matter what.

"I've wasted a lot of time with him, and I don't want to waste any more."

Bi Shaoliang had nothing to say, he had just learned to empathize recently.He knew that if Ouyang Chenchen became Uncle An's age, he would not be shaken in the slightest, because no one could replace that unique individual.

The two brothers faced each other silently for a long time in the empty hall, Bi Shaoliang finally compromised, he sighed softly, and said: "If you find Uncle An, bring him back, then even if you regret it, at least I can take care of him .”

Bi Shaoqi tilted his head and sneered, with thorns in his words from time to time: "Don't worry, I won't regret it. Because my affection for Uncle An is much deeper than your affection for Ouyang Chenchen."

Bi Shaoliang didn't like others mentioning Ouyang Chenchen in front of him, so his expression became stiff again.It's just that Bi Shaoqi was not afraid of his dead face, and still teased Bi Shaoliang desperately to the limit.

"I'm at least willing to take action for Uncle An. It's better than some people just shrinking in their shells like a tortoise and only daring to think about it. Bi Shaoliang, you treat your super Baby's human feelings are nothing more than this."

"Shut up!" Bi Shaoliang yelled angrily, "...it's not your turn to teach me a lesson, so do your own thing."

Bi Shaoqi raised his eyebrows indifferently, and said leisurely: "Ouyang Chenchen...hasn't there been any news for nearly two years? It's so pitiful, I'm so worried that I'm going crazy, but I still pretend to be nothing."

Bi Shaoliang gritted his teeth, and finally couldn't help but said angrily: "Aren't you going to find Uncle An? Stay there and don't come back!"

He went up with a stiff face, but Bi Shaoqi laughed behind him alone, laughing exaggeratedly until he flung himself back and forth.

Bi Shaoliang locked himself into the study, and leaned against the door for a while before recovering.

I am afraid that from anyone's point of view, Bi Shaoqi fell in love with someone even stranger than him.However, Bi Shaoqi was going to find Uncle An, but he and Ouyang Chenchen turned into the result today...

Everything is his fault, he and Ouyang Chenchen should be very happy.Ouyang Chenchen was such an enthusiastic and cheerful person, but he was forced to have no choice but to escape far away.

Bi Shaoliang looked down at his hands, completely confused about what he could and should do.

Bi Shaoqi happened to poke at his dead point, and Bi Shaoliang was not worried about Ouyang Chenchen's whereabouts for a day, and gradually he couldn't suppress his anxiety and fear.

Even though he knew it was time to completely cut off the contact with each other, he couldn't help but regard Ouyang Chenchen as his own, even though he was far away on the other side of the ocean.

After Ouyang Chenchen left, Bi Shaoliang persisted for less than a month and hired someone to collect all the news about Ouyang Chenchen for him, and then mailed it to him.

The monthly letter is sometimes thick and sometimes thin, and Bi Shaoliang will feel at ease when he holds it in his hand on time, knowing that everything about that person should be fine.But he didn't dare to open the letter, because he was afraid that after seeing Ouyang Chenchen's recent situation, he would not be able to resist the desire to find him.

Ouyang Chenchen should be living well, and he doesn't want to see himself.

So Bi Shaoliang quickly developed a terrible habit of receiving letters, twelve letters a year, marked with the year and month, neatly arranged in a separate drawer, locked, and occasionally taken out to dry for appreciation, like his collection the most precious of all.

But since last year, the number of letters has suddenly decreased. Bi Shaoqi's words are not accurate. It's not like there has been no news in the past two years. Bi Shaoliang still received three letters.Every time he couldn't wait for the news and was about to be unable to stay in China, the letter would be handed to him from the other side of the ocean leisurely.

He still didn't dare to open it, but his heart was not as secure as before.He always felt that an accident happened to Ouyang Chenchen, so that his life in the United States was in turmoil.And according to Ouyang Chenchen's mischievous temperament, his guessing is very normal.

It has been four months since he did not receive a letter last time, and Bi Shaoliang is about to accumulate his anxiety to the upper limit again, and Bi Shaoqi's words are undoubtedly a great stimulus to him.

He sat down at the desk, took out all the letters he had accumulated over the past five years and put them in front of him.I don't know why, but the taboo temptation emanating from these letters today is extremely strong, so strong that Bi Shaoliang couldn't put it down after gently pulling out the first letter.

He had already opened the letter, and a blank piece of paper simply explained Ouyang Chenchen's basic situation in college after he first arrived in the United States, where he lived, which clubs he joined, and who he made friends with.

Bi Shaoliang read it carefully, trying to integrate into that person's life, but soon finished reading the information, and he was still unsatisfied, so he opened the second envelope, followed by one after another.

Occasionally, there will be one or two sneak photos in the letter, Ouyang Chenchen in the photos is the most natural expression, the kind with a cheerful smile, his eyes are still clear, and his smile is still dazzling.Although he couldn't see the shocking and charming expression that he only had in front of him, Bi Shaoliang was still addicted to it and couldn't extricate himself for a long time.

It wasn't until he saw the last letter from the year before last that he woke up from his obsession.leave school?

Bi Shaoliang couldn't help straightening his body, and brought the news closer.Looking at it again, it was right to suspend school. The above did not mention the reason for suspending school, but simply described the situation at that time.Ouyang Chenchen seems to have been excluded because of something in school, but Bi Shaoliang didn't think that Ouyang Chenchen's stubborn temper would suspend school without thinking because of some simple bullying incidents.

What exactly happened?

There are still three letters left...all of them were not sent on time, Bi Shaoliang couldn't wait to open the first letter, and was stunned for a moment.

Brazil's Rio de Janeiro?

Bi Shaoliang's heart suddenly lost strength.A few simple explanations, as if he had finally found Ouyang Chenchen's whereabouts, and then attached a photo secretly taken from a far away place.

A man with a healthy, shiny wheat color and a figure like Ouyang Chenchen was basking in the sun on the beach with his body half-supported, his face could not be seen clearly from behind, and he couldn't be sure whether it was the real Ouyang Chenchen or not.

For a moment, Bi Shaoliang wanted to tear up the photo and change to another detective agency to do the investigation. The technology of this candid photo is really bad enough.

Due to years of experience in facing paparazzi, Ouyang Chenchen has a sensitivity comparable to radar for cameras and mobile phone lenses. It is really difficult to take a satisfactory photo from a normal angle, but such a long distance He can go to shoot in person, what do those detectives who charge him a high fee do!

Bi Shaoliang held back his anger and opened the second letter, then repeated the same action as when he saw the first letter, and stared blankly.

Antarctica?Did he read it right, Antarctica?Want to see penguins?

Bi Shaoliang didn't know whether to cry or laugh, the paper probably relayed Ouyang Chenchen's strange course of action, but after he arrived at the Antarctic, he was lost due to communication problems.

Bi Shaoliang hardly had the courage to read the last letter. He could already predict that a free and easy person like Ouyang Chenchen would not give him a too common answer. As long as it is not Mars and the moon, he probably can accept it.

In the end, Ouyang Chenchen's foothold was South Africa, and his whereabouts after that became a mystery again.

And after that?Bi Shaoliang knew this would happen, and after learning of Ouyang Chenchen's whereabouts, it was impossible for him to let go of his status quo.

Bi Shaoliang couldn't help but his heart clenched into a ball, but at the same time, he couldn't control his anger.

Didn't Ouyang Chenchen say to go to the United States to study and improve?Isn't he going to find the meaning of his new life?The result is that the whole world went crazy to play, it's too shameful!

Bi Shaoliang remembered that when Ouyang Chenchen left, he had very little property left, which was probably only enough for him to study comfortably in the United States for a few years. Traveling all over the world would be a lot of money, and the money must not be enough to spend. of.

The more Bi Shaoliang thought about it, the more question marks came up, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt that Ouyang Chenchen's current living conditions made him feel uneasy.Ouyang Chenchen is over [-] years old, but he hasn't made any progress at all. It's just as worrying as the year he picked him up.

Bi Shaoliang decided to change to another detective agency, and then carefully investigate what Ouyang Chenchen has experienced in these years.

In the next few days, Bi Shaoliang was absent-minded and frequently lost his mind during the meeting. Ouyang Chenchen's whereabouts almost became all his thoughts.

If it wasn't for the unreliable detective agency's timing to send the news one second before Bi Shaoliang went berserk, Bi Shaoliang would probably fly out to search all over the world in person.

Bi Shaoliang quickly tore open the letter, his hands trembling with excitement.He made up his mind before reading the content, no matter what kind of news he got, he must go to Ouyang Chenchen in person.

He had had enough of the torment of worrying all day long!It doesn't matter if you refuse to come back with him, he will follow him instead, it doesn't matter to the ends of the earth, at least you can be sure that he is safe and sound!

Bi Shaoliang stood by the window and read the three-page long letter intently, frowning even tighter than usual.Outside the window are row upon row of buildings, and the streets are full of vehicles and crowds. Bi Shaoliang squinted his eyes overlooking the prosperous scene in front of him, and sighed deeply.

He pressed the call button and said to the secretary outside the door: "Help me arrange a meeting time, and call all shareholders and management above the manager level. I want to discuss the strategic issue of developing the US market."

The author has something to say: what kind of RP is this!Double update!Wake up at 4:3 in the morning. TAT and the two are about to meet~ I am my real mother~~~╭（╯[-]╰）╮