God don't run

Ouyang Chenchen didn't move his hand holding the cigarette, and let the small spark burn silently and muffledly until his fingers were almost burned, then he threw the cigarette butt on the ground and lightly stamped it out with his feet.

"Let's go." Bi Shaoliang who was waiting at the side reached out and gently pushed Ouyang Chenchen's slightly long bangs aside, and opened the car door for him.

Ouyang Chenchen seemed to have just recovered, his bright eyes blinked in the darkness, and he got into the car slowly.

Bi Shaoliang didn't say anything, and pretended that he didn't see Ouyang Chenchen's hesitation and fragility, he got into the car and started the car.

Along the way, Ouyang Chenchen turned his face to the window in silence, Bi Shaoliang occasionally looked at Ouyang Chen's shadow reflected on the car window, but could not read any information from his indifferent expression.

He really didn't expect that Ouyang Chenchen would give him another chance so easily, and this time, no matter what happens, he will never let go again.

Ouyang Chenchen was speechless all the way, even the long distance from the car to the elevator to the door of Bi Shaoliang's apartment.Bi Shaoliang also walked silently behind him, keeping a distance of two or three steps, and the two of them didn't even make eye contact.

Ouyang Chenchen opened the door with the key that Bi Shaoliang gave him, and the house that had not been lived in for a while looked a bit bleak under the bleak moonlight.He was about to reach out to press the light, but Bi Shaoliang hugged him tightly from behind.

"Chenchen, don't leave me again." A low sigh accompanied by heavy breathing hit the ears, and the burning heart also trembled.

Ouyang Chenchen just felt that he was crazy, completely driven crazy by his own thoughts that made him unable to breathe.

He didn't know whether he was thinking about Bi Shaoliang, or the good feeling of falling in love with this person. He only knew that when he saw Bi Shaoliang showing a pleasant expression to another teenage child, he couldn't stand it. .

Those days and nights that he couldn't let go of the most were the completely selfless tolerance and acceptance of Bi Shaoliang in his frivolous and carefree youth. What is shining is the light of happiness and trust from the heart.

Bi Shaoliang's movements were still a bit rough, when he was pushed on the bed, the buttons of his shirt had already disappeared, and his pants were half-tipped, hanging on his knees in tatters.

Bi Shaoliang kissed and bit his lips, there was a tingling pain, Ouyang Chenchen embraced Bi Shaoliang forcefully, opened his mouth and bit on Bi Shaoliang's shoulder forcefully at the moment he was able to breathe, and did not let go until the rusty The smell of blood stained his mouth.

Bi Shaoliang was still silent on the bed, only the animal's breathing was like the roar of an airplane taking off, which made his ears numb and buzzing, which made his brain chaotic.

Having not been pressed under him and separated his legs for too long, Ouyang Chenchen's body was a little tense, biting his lower lip tightly and waiting for the tearing pain to wake him up.

He even hoped that Bi Shaoliang would be more rough with him, and even let him be injured and bleed, as if it was a punishment for him to come back to him in such a lowly manner.

But Bi Shaoliang's subordinates are very gentle, patiently developing for him little by little, gradually calming down Ouyang Chen who was completely dazzled by passion, on the contrary, gradually awakening the desire factor in his body that made him sink.

His desire gradually increased, and the originally heavy panting also brought a sweet and soft moan.The body is already used to sex, but once the partner is changed to Bi Shaoliang, the skills and experience he has accumulated in the past two years will disappear in an instant, and he is as young and nervous as a virgin.

The cells of the body seemed to be alive instantly under Bi Shaoliang's hands, regaining the feeling of life, Ouyang Chenchen was inexplicably excited, and before Bi Shaoliang entered, he climbed to the peak of joy alone.

Ouyang Chenchen's mind went blank, and the last trace of hesitation disappeared without a trace. Only the heavy touch of Bi Shaoliang's pressure on his body made him sink into the deepest part of darkness.

Although Bi Shaoliang had made enough preparations, Ouyang Chenchen's posterior acupoint was still terribly tight, so much so that Ouyang Chenchen still cried out in pain at the moment of union.

Bi Shaoliang kissed the sweat off Ouyang Chenchen's face and neck little by little, and hugged Ouyang Chenchen's slightly changed, more mature and flexible body.

He had been abstinent for too long, and the rhythm he could control by gritting his teeth at first gradually lost control in the satisfaction of embracing Ouyang Chenchen.

The morning light came in slightly through the window, and Ouyang Chenchen woke up in the blink of an eye.He slowly sat up, his whole body screaming and protesting as if he had been under pressure for three days.He moved slightly, and unexpectedly found that the lower body felt refreshed, so he turned his head and glanced at Bi Shaoliang who was still sleeping soundly, and was stunned for a long time.

In the past, Bi Shaoliang seldom cleaned him up after making love, and he was not used to being served by Bi Shaoliang like a person with limited mobility. He always went to the bathroom to take a shower by himself after finishing the work.

It's just that last night he couldn't hold it anymore, so he fell asleep inexplicably, and didn't even bother to move his little finger.

However, Bi Shaoliang actually cleaned him after he fell asleep. Does this prove that Bi Shaoliang has improved in his attitude towards him?

If it was two years ago, Ouyang Chenchen would definitely be moved by such a small episode, and he would keep Bi Shaoliang's love for him in his heart and turn it into sweet love.

But although the person is still the same, but changed the position of time, Ouyang Chenchen can't feel the joy, on the contrary, the mood is heavier than when he just opened his eyes.

Last night he was impulsive again.He was stimulated by Bi Shaoliang's sudden confession and the inexplicable and harmless child, and then drank a lot of wine, and in the end he only remembered Bi Shaoliang's words of waiting for him after the banquet over and over again.

It's just that this long-lost disordered affair made him confirm one thing again, that is, he never escaped from the prison that Bi Shaoliang set up for him from the beginning to the end.It wasn't Bi Shaoliang's fault, it was him who foolishly made a prison, imprisoned his heart, and then handed over the only key to Bi Shaoliang.

Ouyang Chenchen stood up slowly, walked to the window naked, and gently pushed open a window.The fresh morning air blows in from the window, with a cool and damp earthy aroma.

He just stood by the window and watched the morning sun rising from behind the layers of high-rise buildings. The warm orange dyed half of the sky, and then he suddenly discovered that life seemed to be a wonderful cycle.

When was the first time you got a good look at the sun rising?What was it like to kiss the corner of Bi Shaoliang's mouth for the first time?

The infinite touch brought to him by the many beautiful first times in his life is precisely because he can't forget or let go of it no matter what, so he desperately wants to find the ultimate dream that is better than his memory. A more magnificent treasure.

He wanted to feel the evidence that he was alive, not the perfunctory drunkenness like the walking dead, but the real inner fulfillment that he could touch with his hand.

Even if he refuses to accept his fate, he will still run back to Bi Shaoliang's side after going round and round, because after experiencing it, he realizes that only in Bi Shaoliang's body can he find the kind of life that he can feel that he is working hard even if it is painful. meaning.

His birthday was a curse for him. On that day, Bi Shaoliang became the first lover in his life, and on his 24th birthday, he gave Bi Shaoliang his second "first night".

Ouyang Chenchen felt that he had no way to forgive Bi Shaoliang, and he didn't even have the confidence to open his heart to him again, but now he hated himself even more, so that that hatred could completely cover up the blame and disappointment towards Bi Shaoliang.

He was too young at that time, so he was so stupid that he loved too hard in the first love, so that when he wanted to love again, he found that he had completely lost the instinct to love another person.

He originally believed that Bi Shaoliang was the culprit who ruined his entire life, but he finally realized that it was not like that.The culprit was always himself, who stubbornly ruined his own life and still stubbornly refused to turn back.

So be it.Bi Shaoliang doesn't know how to love, at least he doesn't know how to love others, and then he loves Bi Shaoliang, they are still the only ones in each other's world.

Bi Shaoliang's biological clock is as accurate as a wound alarm watch. At six o'clock, he will wake up on time, and the functions of his mind will start to run again.

It was a little cold in the room this morning, he breathed a sigh of relief, and opened his eyes.

Ouyang Chenchen appeared in the field of vision like the most perfect Greek god, which shocked his vision and even all senses at once.

Apollo, the sun god who seemed to be alive, stood quietly in front of the window, his eyes drifting deeply to the seemingly endless "margin" outside the window.

The cleanest sunlight in the morning shone goldenly on his body, and every minute of it was like carefully calculated hair, muscles, bones, and curves, all spread out in front of his eyes so openly, so pure that there was no trace of it. Any trace of erotic blasphemy, pure, clean, simple, like a newborn baby, comes to this world with divine blessings.

Bi Shaoliang suddenly felt that he was so stupid that he could feel heartbroken because Ouyang Chenchen had been tainted by someone other than him, and then lost his most proud judgment.He was so wrong, because Ouyang Chenchen is the cleanest thing in the world, on the contrary, he has been continuously purified and extradited by him...

The lives of Ouyang Chenchen and Bi Shaoliang continued as usual, as if nothing had happened to them, and it seemed as if earth-shaking changes had taken place between them. The deeper the calm sea level was, the more turbulent undercurrents lurked.

Ouyang Chenchen will fly all over the country to participate in various performances or public welfare activities. If he is in Y City, he will live in Bi Shaoliang and his apartment, and Bi Shaoliang will also come back from Bi's old house and spend the night in the apartment.

When the two of them were not together, Bi Shaoliang would occasionally call Ouyang Chenchen unintelligibly caring and greetings, asking if his work was going well, whether his diet was normal, etc. Ouyang Chenchen would answer when he was free, but If he went back at work and saw that he missed the call, he would not take the initiative to call back to Bi Shaoliang.

The passion of the two of them seems to be exhausted during sex, and their normal relationship is like two old men occasionally gossiping, neither of them has any romantic intentions.

Two months later, Ouyang Chenchen went to the TV station again. Sitting in the same dressing room, he suddenly thought of Wang Xiaochu who only had a one-night relationship, and he seemed to owe him an explanation.

"Isn't there a makeup artist named Wang Xiaochu here?" Ouyang Chenchen asked Susan who did his makeup this time.

"Is it a boy with a fair face? He has quit." Susan said calmly. The change of personnel in their place is like changing a potted flower.

"Quit? When did it happen?" Ouyang Chenchen was quite surprised.

"When..." Susan tried to remember: "It was about two months ago, time flies so fast."

"Two months ago..." Ouyang Chenchen stopped talking and fell into deep thought.

When he returned to the apartment in the evening, Bi Shaoliang had already washed up and was leaning on the sofa in his striped pajamas to watch the evening news.Bi Shaoliang glanced at him and asked casually, "Have you eaten?"

"Even if there is no food at home, is it meaningful to ask?" Ouyang Chenchen was out of breath, and contradicted him immediately.

Now this apartment is not really a home at all, it’s just a place where two people occasionally stay. Neither of them will eat here, so they don’t even invite aunts, only hourly workers come to clean it once a week.

When Bi Shaoliang heard that Ouyang Chenchen's tone was wrong, he turned off the TV and turned to ask him, "What's wrong with you?"

"It's okay." Ouyang Chenchen rubbed his face, took off his coat and went into the bathroom.

After a while, there was the sound of rushing water in the bathroom. Bi Shaoliang sat alone in the living room for a while, then got up and went into the bathroom.

Ouyang Chenchen was taking a bath, and looked at Bi Shaoliang covered in foam: "What are you doing?"

"Are you angry with me?" Bi Shaoliang leaned against the door and sighed.

Ouyang Chenchen was stunned, turned on the shower to wash his hair, and said sullenly: "No. If you want to wash together, come here, if you don't want to wash, go out and close the door."

Seeing that the communication was fruitless, Bi Shaoliang had no choice but to open the door and go out.

After Ouyang Chenchen took a bath and flung himself on the bed with a towel wrapped around him, Bi Shaoliang lay down and hugged him from behind.

Ouyang Chenchen moved, and said unhappily: "Don't hug me, it's hot."

"What's wrong with you today?" The more Bi Shaoliang thought about it, the more he felt that it was abnormal. Now, any fluctuation in Ouyang Chenchen's mood could make him become a frightened bird immediately.

Ouyang Chenchen held back for a long time, and finally said: "Did Wang Xiaochu be taken away by you?"

"Wang Xiaochu?" Bi Shaoliang asked.

"Don't tell me you don't know." Ouyang Chenchen rolled over and sat up, looking into Bi Shaoliang's eyes, trying to see if he was covering up.

"Well, I did it." Bi Shaoliang sighed and admitted, but he went on to say in turn: "I don't like the existence of other people around you, isn't that right?"

Ouyang Chenchen seemed to have expected this result a long time ago, and his reaction was much calmer than Bi Shaoliang imagined, neither making a scene, nor leaving out of control.He just stared at Bi Shaoliang expressionlessly and continued to ask: "Then you are also responsible for the matter of Guan Jie and Li Qifeng?"

He knew that the two good lovers he had been with before could not be separated from him for no reason.

"That's right, I did it too." Bi Shaoliang nodded calmly.

Ouyang Chen laughed angrily, nodded and said: "It's fine if you admit it. But this is the last time, if you continue to use public affairs for personal gain and affect other people's futures because of my business, it's really over for the two of us."

If you don't mess around with those people, I don't have time to do this kind of thing.Bi Shaoliang almost blurted out this sentence, but he swallowed it back, because he knew that once he dared to say that, Ouyang Chenchen would turn his back on him.

Bi Shaoliang could only give in superficially, and promised: "As long as you are still by my side, I will not make life difficult for others."

Although these words sounded like a threat from a certain angle, Ouyang Chenchen still chose to ignore this point, and instead digested Bi Shaoliang's promise positively.

"Remember what you said." Ouyang Chenchen lay down again, and Bi Shaoliang came up from behind again, hugged him into his arms, and licked the skin behind his ears bit by bit.

Ouyang Chenchen dodged, pressed the hand he was caressing on his chest inappropriately, frowned and refused: "I'm not in the mood today."

Bi Shaoliang's arms around him froze, so he strengthened his strength again, completely embraced Ouyang Chenchen in his arms, kissed his ears and whispered: "Then go to sleep."

Although Ouyang Chenchen was a little out of breath being hugged by Bi Shaoliang, but because he rejected Bi Shaoliang's hint, he didn't want to continue to quarrel with him, so he closed his eyes in an uncomfortable position, and slowly fell asleep.

The next morning, Bi Shaoliang discovered that Ouyang Chenchen had a fever for no reason, and the high fever exceeded 40 degrees.Bi Shaoliang rushed him to the hospital, but the hospital couldn't find out why, so they could only use drips to help him reduce his fever.

Reporters flocked to the hospital in large numbers, completely surrounding the main entrance of the hospital.Uncle An kept explaining to reporters that Ouyang Chenchen had a gastroenteritis fever just because he was too busy and tired from work recently, but some reporters still didn’t believe this simple rhetoric that didn’t have an explosive effect, and insisted on forcing An Shijun to say something difficult. It's as if it's only satisfying to talk about the illness or some touching terminal illness.

An Shijun and his assistants couldn't drive them away. In the end, B&D had no choice but to call a large number of security guards from the United Hospital to temporarily persuade the reporter to leave.Even so, there are still many disguised paparazzi wandering around the inpatient department where Ouyang Chenchen lives, hoping to get first-hand news.

Because there were reporters stationed there, Bi Shaoliang didn't dare to go in and out of the hospital too often. Ouyang Chenchen had a high fever and fell into a coma for three days. Bi Shaoliang only visited twice, and each time he sat down for a short while.

He felt that Ouyang Chenchen's situation was really not optimistic, but various tests showed that Ouyang Chenchen was in good health, so Ouyang Chenchen's attending physician could only guess that it might be Ouyang Chenchen's psychological factors that caused his illness. This high fever.

Bi Shaoliang listened to the explanation given by the old experts, the air pressure was getting lower and lower, what could be wrong with Ouyang Chenchen's psychology, if this hospital couldn't cure him, then he would transfer Ouyang Chenchen to another hospital.

When Bi Shaoliang was sending people to go through the transfer procedures, Ouyang Chenchen suddenly woke up.

The author has something to say: Although Chenchen has returned to Bi Shao's side, what he cannot escape is actually the lock in his heart...

Cough~ I promise, Chenchen will be free soon, it will be sweet, it will be sweet~~