God don't run

Ouyang Chenchen watched Bi Shaoliang approaching, leaned over and knocked on the car window.He was silent, slowly pressed the car window to reveal his head, stared at Bi Shaoliang and waited for him to speak first.

"Did you sleep well these two days?" Bi Shaoliang's voice was gentle and low, revealing concern, but Ouyang Chenchen couldn't tell the awkwardness in his ears.

Is Bi Shaoliang bowing his head to him for his ruthless actions?It really doesn't look like it.

Just after reading Wang Baorong's diary, Ouyang Chenchen's heart was still clenched tightly, unable to relax, seeing Bi Shaoliang now, not only failed to alleviate the previous unhappiness, but worsened it even more.

Although Ouyang Chenchen now knows the truth and understands that Bi Shaoliang was not the culprit who directly caused Xiaosi's death, Bi Shaoliang's indifferent and rigid attitude that day left a deep impression on him, and even made Ouyang Chenchen feel sad when he saw him again. Slightly conflicted.

"Fortunately, I just have messy dreams." Ouyang Chenchen didn't sleep well, and the fact that he saw his friend jump off the building with his own eyes still caused him a lot of shock.

"Have you seen a psychiatrist?" Bi Shaoliang continued to ask.

"I don't have time to go yet, wait until I send Wang Baorong's family away. Uncle An has already made an appointment with Andy for me next week." Andy is B&D's exclusive psychological counselor, specializing in stress relief for artists and staff.

Bi Shaoliang nodded and heaved a sigh of relief.Ouyang Chenchen's performance was much more calm and mature than he imagined, it seems that he was more worried before.

"I'm busy these days, and I won't be free until tomorrow night. Let's have dinner together then. I'll let auntie cook your favorite ginger duck soup." Bi Shaoliang felt a little distressed when he found that Ouyang Chenchen had lost weight.

Since Ge Jun threatened to expose the relationship between the two, Ouyang Chenchen has never been back, and the two of them only communicated in words and eyes, and it has been more than half a month.

Ouyang Chenchen was taken aback for a moment, and even hesitated a little.Bi Shaoliang's hint was obvious enough, even considered active in years of dating, but Ouyang Chenchen didn't feel happy at the moment, instead, he felt an inexplicable feeling of fear.

He couldn't convince himself to continue dating Bi Shaoliang like a normal person, because Bi Shaoliang's impression in his mind had been completely subverted that day.

Wang Baorong's death was not the only reason for Ouyang Chenchen's wavering, but it was definitely the main reason for Ouyang Chenchen's thinking.

He found that there were too many things that he couldn't figure out clearly, but drifting along with the flow would only make him frustrated and mad.

Bi Shaoliang is the ruler who controls hundreds of artists. Most of these artists, like Wang Baorong, only have small ideals, but they have to put aside their ideals and choose to work hard for a living, whether they like it or not. work.

What Bi Shaoliang is doing is not doing good deeds to help everyone realize their ideals, but just using the artists under his hands for the benefit of the entire company. In the end, only a few of them can make it to the top. They are all just fooled by the myth woven by B&D, and Bi Shaoliang is the ultimate maker of this false myth.

Ouyang Chenchen is about to graduate from university, and when he occasionally hears the employment problem among his classmates, he also knows that this society is nothing more than the relationship between oppression and oppression, but he has not thought about how to face Bi Shaoliang who is an exploiter.

Ouyang Chenchen thought deeply, and suddenly raised his feelings for Bi Shaoliang's blind fall to the value level of right and wrong, good and evil.What he fell in love with was a cruel person, so cruel that he could be stubborn in the face of life, just to maintain his absolute authority.And if he falls in love with this kind of person, will he eventually become another copy of the cruel and insensitive Bi Shaoliang?

Ouyang Chenchen shuddered at this possibility, and was afraid of his future.

Originally, he didn't have any real sense of touch. It wasn't until what happened to Wang Baorong that Ouyang Chenchen realized that Bi Shaoliang's bottom line was always there, but no one dared to touch it.

He couldn't help thinking, if one day he was the one who violated the bottom line of Bi Shaoliang's interests, would Bi Shaoliang abandon the relationship between the two for several years without blinking an eyelid.

Ouyang Chenchen just stared at Bi Shaoliang without answering, Bi Shaoliang showed a puzzled expression, and asked softly: "Why, what's up tomorrow night?"

Hearing Bi Shaoliang's question, Ouyang Chenchen came back to his senses, the words that he had thought about for several nights rolled back and forth in his throat, and finally he vomited out awkwardly: "Bi Shaoliang... we... calm down with each other for a while time."

Ouyang Chenchen's voice was soft, shaking in the air, Bi Shaoliang was taken aback for a moment, almost wondering if he really heard Ouyang Chenchen's words.

He stayed in place for a long time, until Ouyang Chenchen's heart was so nervous that it was about to explode, he opened his lips and asked, "Is it because of Wang Baorong?"

Ouyang Chenchen looked at Bi Shaoliang, feeling extremely painful in his heart, he didn't know what he wanted, but he thought he couldn't easily face Bi Shaoliang at this moment.

"Actually, it's not all like this..." As for what it is, Ouyang Chenchen is also at a loss.

The air remained stagnant for a long time, and neither of the two who were staring at each other spoke.In the end, Bi Shaoliang lowered his eyes, concealed the faint emotions in his eyes, and sighed softly: "Well, you can think about it carefully, I will wait for you."

Ouyang Chenchen squeezed the steering wheel tightly, watching Bi Shaoliang walk away with his back straight.He gritted his teeth and didn't want to make his heart hurt too much, but he still felt uncomfortable and wanted to suffocate.

Bi Shaoliang is like this, knowing that he is wavering now, but he will not take a step forward to encourage him, coax him, and coax him back into his arms, which makes Ouyang Chen Chen not know whether to breathe a sigh of relief or become more entangled.

Maybe Bi Shaoliang explained to him, even apologized, even if he was lying to him, this knot in his heart would be untied, and he would reconcile with Bi Shaoliang as before.But Bi Shaoliang put him aside, insisting that he rely on his own strength to think clearly.

Ouyang Chenchen's mind was a mess, and he didn't know how to deal with his feelings for Bi Shaoliang.

Leaving B&D, Ouyang Chenchen was depressed all the way, thinking about whether he should acquiesce to Bi Shaoliang's cruel nature and continue to fight with the heavens and humans he went down.He is already a serious adult. At his age, a man may have to start thinking about how to plan his career and life, and he should have a clear distinction between people and things.If he changed his perception of things for Bi Shaoliang, wouldn't he lose the last bit of himself?

But occasionally the little devil's side will gain the upper hand, so Ouyang Chenchen should not worry too much, just follow his own feeling.

Ouyang Chenchen racked his brains all the way and almost vomited blood to death.

Coming out of Wang Baorong's house, Ouyang Chenchen had a high fever that night, which reached 40 degrees for no reason, and almost burned his brain.

He thought vaguely, if he really burned the memory of the past few days, he could continue to follow Bi Shaoliang's ass like a little idiot.

He also failed to see Wang Baorong's family members off, and went directly to the hospital for IV drips.During the few days of high fever and coma, Ouyang Chenchen occasionally saw a moment of waking up, vaguely seeing a figure resembling Bi Shaoliang swaying in front of his eyes, and his heart warmed up unprepared.

When he recovered from his fever, he couldn't remember clearly whether Bi Shaoliang who was by his side intimately in those few days was an illusion or real.

On the day Ouyang Chenchen was discharged from the hospital, there were still a large number of reporters waiting around the entrance of the hospital for interviews. Wang Baorong's suicide incident only caused a small wave in the tide of gossip news, and now it has disappeared.

Wearing sunglasses, Ouyang Chenchen didn't say a word, and got into the car protected by the assistant bodyguard, leaving the excited reporters behind the car.

A high fever seemed to burn out Ouyang Chenchen's frothy fantasies about life, and the fairy-tale-like protective film that Bi Shaoliang helped him to create was also burned to the point that not even ashes remained.

Anything that has no use value is rubbish, and if one day he is too old, no one will care about him.

Ouyang Chenchen finally saw clearly that this world is indifferent after all, and he can only choose to fight with indifference.

He couldn't think clearly about Bi Shaoliang, he was reluctant to part with Bi Shaoliang's relationship for many years, but he realized how humble he had lived in front of Bi Shaoliang these years.

Bi Shaoliang is not loving him, but raising him.

He allowed his childishness, tolerated his willfulness, and was obedient to him on the surface, but he still did what he thought was right behind the scenes.Bi Shaoliang never took his thoughts seriously, because in Bi Shaoliang's eyes, the important things he thought were already classified as immature.

His opinions were not considered, his ideas were not respected, Bi Shaoliang's ego completely suppressed his personal growth, and let him grow into what Bi Shaoliang wanted according to the mold he made for him.

Ouyang Chenchen thought, if Bi Shaoliang really regarded him as an equal man, he wouldn't put all his eggs in one basket on Wang Baorong's matter, and finally caused the matter to get out of hand.

On this point, Ouyang Chenchen felt that he really hated Bi Shaoliang's authoritarianism.

He said to let each other calm down, he really calmed down, and Bi Shaoliang really calmed down.

When he was discharged from the hospital, Bi Shaoliang didn't even call for condolences. Ouyang Chenchen didn't feel uncomfortable, but a sudden idea came up, what would happen if the two of them kept being so cold?

Ouyang Chenchen was thinking about Bi Shaoliang, but it was impossible for him to fall back to Bi Shaoliang's feet again.

He needs to have the right to speak in front of Bi Shaoliang, he needs Bi Shaoliang to stop treating him as a naive kid, Bi Shaoliang can't turn him into a callous robot, but he wants to pull Bi Shaoliang back into a normal person with flesh and blood.

If this cannot be achieved, Ouyang Chenchen would rather give up this relationship without self.

It's just that the change of his relationship with Bi Shaoliang needs an opportunity, Ouyang Chenchen thinks he can't be in a hurry, if he is impatient, it means that he has lost the opportunity, and he has returned to the situation where he ran after Bi Shaoliang.

He also needs to see clearly what he looks like without Bi Shaoliang, and then he can recognize Bi Shaoliang's character, which is better than blindly guessing and tabooing.

He leaned back in his chair and thought about his next plan, then turned to Uncle An and said, "Uncle An, watch a movie for me recently, I want to go out to stay for a while."

The author has something to say: The relationship between the two is about to change.Hallelujah~ In fact, the biggest problem is that two people have different values ​​╮(╯▽╰)╭