Uncle Lin

The first half of Lin Kai's life was like a clock that was fully wound up, turning round and round according to a predetermined circle, never leaving its proper track.He used to enjoy it quite a bit, thinking that he would live like this for the rest of his life, husband and wife respect each other as guests, work in a stable and regular way, raise a son to grow up, take care of his mother, and play with his grandchildren when he grows old.

This is the whole life.He always thought so.

But now everything has come to naught.Lin Kai couldn't help but reflect, could it be that my previous way of life was wrong?I am not wrong in whichever one I put out, in fact, I can't find a mistake, which is the biggest mistake?

Lin Kai fell ill.Not very serious, a low-grade fever that lasted for two days was enough to make him groggy and listless.

When a single man gets sick, he can only carry it alone.At the beginning, Lin Kai tried to make porridge by himself, but after the porridge was ready, he couldn't eat a mouthful, so he just found some medicine at random, and lay down on the bed to die.

After falling asleep and waking up, Lin Kai suddenly thought of his mother.These annoying things have not been with her yet, what should I say?How to say?The old man has been talking about his grandson for a long time, and there is no need to hide the matter, but he really doesn't want to see his mother sad, what should he do if he gets angry and loses his health?

Mother Lin is a warm and cheerful person, a healthy and optimistic happy old lady. In fact, as a son, he knows how difficult it is for his mother and how poor his health is.In other words, the shell looks good, but the inside is scarred and fragile.

The old man has really suffered all his life.

Lin Kai has never seen his father, not even a photo.It is said that his mother and his father grew up in the same village, and their childhood sweethearts had a deep relationship, but his father was a poor student, and his mother's family thought he couldn't come up with a decent gift, but he couldn't hold back his daughter's life or death. I dragged it down, and dragged it until I was in my twenties.In their twenties, they were older youths at that time, especially girls. Parents had no choice but to give in and cut the dowry in half.

His father worked in the city for a few years and saved some money. If the two of them combined, they would be able to make up enough money if they went to the city for a few more months.So, his mother happily sent his father to the city, stood at the village head and watched his father get on an acquaintance's tractor, even the black smoke from the tractor's butt felt like a brilliant flower.

Unexpectedly, this was the last time the two saw each other.

Later, the bad news came that the tractor fell into the bottomless mountain stream, and the bones of the people on board were gone.His mother passed out when she heard the news.

His mother is a stubborn master. She didn't eat or drink for a few days, and couldn't think about it for a while, so she ran dozens of miles away and jumped into the river.It was time for her to die, and when she was rescued, the barefoot doctor showed her, only then did she know that there was a child in her stomach.In this way, he finally survived, gave birth to a child alone, and raised it with difficulty.

The root of the disease of the body is left by that fall into the water.At that time, the medical conditions were not good, and she took her body with her body, and the cold air entered her body, which also affected the child in her stomach.Lin Kai was physically weak when he was a child. His mother worked as a female worker in a textile factory. In order to earn more money to buy him some delicious food, she often worked overtime.The body just fell down.

When Lin Kai grows up slowly and conditions improve, the lost health cannot be regained.His mother is sick all over now, rheumatism and bone pain in rainy days, and her heart and lungs are not very good.

Lin Kai asked his mother before, it is so hard to take care of the child alone, why didn't he go back and ask his grandparents?

His mother said: "There are many children in the family, and I am not missing. They all thought I was dead, and the body was not recovered. They can't tolerate me after such a scandal. Dashu, there are some things that you don't understand .You just need to know that Mom only needs you.”

Lin Kai didn't understand at the time, but later he understood.

For such a family, if his mother went back with a big belly, Lin Kai might not exist in the world now.

Lin Kai's mother was not happy to talk about the past, so Lin Kai never asked again.

When sick, people always think more.Lin Kai slapped his head violently, laughing at himself what was going on, what was he thinking about?But I really miss his mother. When I was sick when I was a child, my mother took care of him and fed him every bite...

There was a sound of unlocking the door, and Mother Lin called out loudly: "Dashu, are you at home?" The living room is not big, so Mother Lin quickly found her way into the bedroom, "You are at home! How do you sleep in broad daylight?" Why didn’t you come home this weekend? Where’s Xiaohua... Oh, why do you look so ugly?!” Mother Lin turned pale in shock, and put her hand directly on Lin Kai’s forehead, “I have a fever, have you taken your medicine? Qin How about Li, why don't you take care of you at home?"

The rough palm was pressed on the forehead, and the cool feeling soaked into the skin, Lin Kai's nose was inexplicably sore, "She..."

"You child, what's the matter? Are you going to cry or not... Forget it, don't talk, you haven't eaten, I'll make porridge for you." Mother Lin hurried into the kitchen, holding a bag full of porridge. Stomach questions came, and they were all thrown to the back of my mind.

Lin Kai smiled when he heard the faint voice coming from the kitchen.It's good to have a child with a mother...

Mama Lin came out with lean meat porridge, and the room smelled faintly of rice.Lin Kai's stomach grunted, and his stomach, which had been on strike all day, revived, and he couldn't help swallowing.As soon as Mama Lin handed over the porridge, he snatched it away and ate it in two or three bites, like a starved ghost reincarnated.

"Slow down, this kid is not afraid of being burned!"

Lin Kai wiped his mouth, "More!" After pouring down three bowls of porridge in a row, he burped in satisfaction, "It's delicious..."

Mother Lin narrowed her eyes with a smile, "Stinky boy, are you energetic now? Just now you looked like you were going to die, and your mother and I were scared to death! It must be because you didn't wear enough clothes. The weather forecast said, The temperature has dropped since yesterday, and it will be a little cold these two days, so you have to be careful and don’t take it seriously!" This son came out of the mother's womb with a bad foundation, and she was worried about it before.

"There's nothing in the refrigerator. What do you want to eat tonight? Mom went to buy something for you. By the way, where is Qin Li? You were sick at home, why did she disappear..."

Lin Kai listened to the fucking nagging, for some reason, the grievances of the past few days surged up, his eyes were red, "Mom, Qin Li, she..." started, and couldn't help but turn everything upside down come out.

It's like going back to when I was a child, no matter what grievances I suffered, I just want to talk to my mother and be comforted by her kind whispers.

Lin's mother was dumbfounded after listening to Lin Kai's narration.

"Mom?" Seeing that she didn't respond, Lin Kai immediately felt remorse.Could she simply not be able to bear this blow?

"That bitch! Shameless thing!" Mother Lin blinked, and suddenly gritted her teeth and scolded.

It was the first time Lin Kai heard his mother swearing like that, and Lin Kai's head was full of black lines.However, my heart immediately relaxed.It seems that she is very energetic.

"I said Dashu, give me a chance! Just because of these things, you made yourself sick?" Mother Lin scolded, "You are going to die here, and others are living happily now! God There are a lot of good women out there. My son is so good, but he still worries about no one to love him? It’s okay to quit your job and take a break first. Isn’t it popular for people nowadays to adjust their mentality and combine work and rest? After this hurdle is over, when the time comes You are going to help Luo Bai, or you still want to do it alone, mom will support you! Don’t support your family for the time being, don’t have any pressure, go out and tidy yourself up after the illness, buy some decent clothes, the ones you used to wear, Mom looks at you! Otherwise, where would a woman want you..."

"Mom, are you praising me or hurting me?" Lin Kai didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

Mother Lin glared, "I don't care if I praise or criticize, but you are my good son, remember everything Mom said!"

"Yes, yes..." Lin Kai nodded hastily, and said flatteringly, "Mom, I want spicy chicken tonight..."

"I can't eat it if I have a cold, let me cook some chicken soup for you! I'm going to buy ingredients now." Mother Lin said with a smile, "Such a big person is still acting like a baby..."

Mother Lin walked out the door, and immediately leaned against the wall weakly, stroking her chest and panting lightly.

"Oh, it's mom who's sorry for you..." After a while, he staggered away, as if all the strength in his body had been drained.

Lin Kai was happy, the cloud in his heart disappeared, and he seemed to be cured all of a sudden.He was sweating a little earlier, but now he felt that his body was not sticky, so he got up to take a shower.

When I took off the last pair of underwear, a sentence suddenly flashed in my mind, "In the photo of you that night, a butt was exposed." She shivered violently, and the body temperature that had finally subsided a little burned up again.

The young and domineering face could not help appearing in front of his eyes.

What did he mean by calling suddenly that day?Playing with him?

Lin Kai felt that he was the little mouse being teased by the cat.