Deficit

The repertoire of the concert was registered in advance. In the second concert three days later, Nan Jixian, who had attended the funeral, still sang the song as a testament to their love. He still sang beautifully, very emotionally, like As if she was still there, as if the betrayal had never happened.It is said that he originally planned to propose to her at the concert, but no one will know the truth anymore.

Tu Qianmo looked at Lu You, "I will sing the promised songs. This is professional ethics. Even fans who are willing to buy high-priced tickets to listen to his concerts don't care what he sings. The words Nan Jixian are enough. .Anyone can pamper you, but you can't use this kind of love as a reason for self-confidence."

"I see." Lu You lowered his head.

"So, control your emotions, even if you can't, at least, when you need to do something, focus." Tu Qianmo finally pointed out what he wanted to say.

"I—" Lu You opened his mouth, but Tu Qianmo said, "Think about it clearly, I don't need you to promise or promise anything immediately. Doing what you are willing to do will not be forced, right?"

"Yes." Lu You still looked so cute.

Tu Qianmo knew that the truth had been explained enough, and his temper was indeed a little moody, Lu You, or he was really too trembling.However, isn't this state also caused by oneself?Frankly speaking, he has a little, self-blame.

It's not that he can't control his temper, it's just that, with some certain people, he is too easy to be willful.For example, Mu Chan, for example, he doesn't want to believe that Lu You has already entered this range.

After Tu Qianmo left, Lu You's morning was uneventful. He read the materials he needed to read very carefully, and took notes according to Tu Qianmo's instructions. Even when he planned to see Tu Qianmo again , he wiped the floor again.In fact, Lu You is also a very clean person, but no matter how careful he is, dust will always fall on the ground. This is not something anyone can decide or avoid, but after all, dirty hands make him feel embarrassed, Lu You blushed , the phone rang suddenly.

It's brother.Lu You was stunned, and quickly picked it up, "Brother."

Lu Jia on the other side of the phone still had that unpleasant tone, "The discharge procedures have been completed, and the efficiency is quite high."

Lu You didn't know what to say, so he could only say, "Yes." I don't know if it's because Tu Qianmo is too powerful, this word has become a mantra.It even feels like a way of showing respect when talking to other people.

Lu Jia said, "I just want to inform you that the Lu family doesn't welcome you!"

"But, but you promised—" Lu You was a little anxious.

"Do you think I'm farting when I talk? It's not that your ass can be used as a mouth, but other people's mouths are all butts!" Lu Jia still used his most common attack method.Every time, it means the same thing, but every time, it hurts.

Lu You didn't know what to say, Lu Jia scolded, "Yo! It's putting on airs."

"I didn't." Lu You's voice was calm.He didn't know how to explain it anymore, and, really, he was tired.

"After four o'clock, Ertiao's house, will Ai come?" Lu Jia hung up the phone again.

Brother Ertiao is the deepest friend my brother has made in the past few years. Of course, he knows his family, Lu You. My brother has been hanging around since he dropped out of school. He is the little leader of the local gangsters.However, among so many people, Er Tiao's home is the farthest from Lu's.Could it be that I'm really so disgusting, I don't even deserve to come to the door once, even if I look at it from a distance.Lu You was stunned for a few seconds, and then he didn't think about anything else.He originally wanted to go to Tu Qianmo's place, but he forced himself on a chair and re-read a chapter of the thesis "Performance Art Implements Control in Adjusting Variable Variables", letting his brain be in a boring theory, and then leave.

At that time, Liu Jie had already returned.

"Senior brother three." Lu You bowed deeply.

Liu Jie knew that he was always cautious, but he bowed, even close to ninety degrees. After all, it was a great courtesy, "What's the matter?"

"I'm sorry." Lu You looked at him.There was a sincere firmness in his eyes.

"No need." Liu Jie knew that Lu You misunderstood him for himself.I believe that this child has understood now, and he did not deliberately alienate him.

"Yeah." Lu You also nodded.

Liu Jie said softly, "Did the teacher discipline you?"

"No." Lu You did not lie, and Tu Qianmo did not reprimand him.

"That's good. Study hard, time is running out." Liu Jie rarely told a person like this, and did not wait for him to respond, "Go."

"Yes. Thank you Third Senior Brother." Lu You walked out the door.

"Lu You!" Liu Jie called him again.

"Third Senior Brother—" Lu You turned his head, still very respectful.

"When you read this part of the play, please type it on your tongue very briskly as I have just read it to you; if you are like most actors, you can only draw Open your throat and scream, then I'd rather have the clerk who announced the notice read these lines of mine. Don't keep waving your hands in the air like this; be gentle in all actions, because it is the feeling like a flood and a storm. When you are excited, you must also obtain a kind of restraint so as not to be too turbulent..." He did not read any more after reading this.This is a very famous passage, from Shakespeare's "Hamlet", it is very long, but he believes that every trainee who has taken performance theory classes, the teacher must have said it tirelessly, and Lu You must be familiar with it. heart.

"Third senior brother." Lu You knew that the senior brother was teaching him.

Liu Jie nodded, "Think seriously about one thing and put yourself into it. The time may not be that long." Seeing that Lu You blushed, he still didn't shy away, "This is my experience."

Lu You couldn't help but feel a little moved. He also knew that Liu Jie had also experienced the punishment of the bead. This was not only teaching, but also comforting.

Liu Jie didn't seem to care whether he appreciated it at all, and waved, "It's all right."

Lu You knocked on the door of Tu Qianmo's room, holding the checkers box in both hands, "Teacher, I'm ready."

Tu Qianmo was very satisfied with the address without a surname. He even helped Lu You unfold the rug that had been put away just now. , trying to think about the reason why Liu Jie said that to him.He also recalled the details of his performance last night, only Lu Jia's injury, and everything about his family would come to his mind from time to time, he didn't avoid it, but he didn't deliberately think about it, it didn't seem that difficult.For an hour, maintaining a fixed and stalemate posture was frankly difficult. After Lu You dropped the glass ball again, he became more cautious and cautious, but he really survived. The constant dripping sweat covered his forehead The color of the sky-blue carpet facing it was even darker. Tu Qianmo glanced at it, but didn't say anything.After all, in this circle, sweating is too common.He didn't reach out to help Lu You this time, he just said a word when he stood up, "Can you go to your brother in time?"

"Brother said, I want to arrive at four o'clock. From here, it will take less than half an hour for Che Shun. There is enough time, but it may delay the study." Lu You's voice was very low.

Tu Qianmo looked at his watch, "Aren't you going to tell me if I don't ask you?"

"No!" Lu You was surprised, "Lu You was going to ask the teacher for instructions."

Tu Qianmo glanced at him, "I'll ask the driver to take you there, I've seen my brother, and I'll go to Kadi and bring everything I need."

"Yes. Lu You knows." Lu You quickly agreed.Since he had to go back to the dormitory to pack his things, he didn't dare to refuse Tu Qianmo's arrangement.

Tu Qianmo didn't say anything anymore, Lu You walked out the door, but saw Mrs. Wu, the part-time worker specially hired by Tu Qianmo, who probably had just entered the door, with vegetables in her hands, and Liu Jie was ordering the cooking. Lu You first introduced Mrs. Wu to him, and then said, "This is Lu You, the teacher's new apprentice. He will be at home for a while." If it was an ordinary person, he would definitely say something more, please take care of me, but Liu You Jie Tian was not used to these things, so he just said what he had to say.

Hearing that he referred to him as the teacher's new young disciple, Lu You felt a little apprehensive for some reason, and hurriedly bowed, "Hi, Sister-in-law Wu. I'm staying here for the time being, and I'm afraid I'll trouble you."

Sister-in-law Wu is a straightforward person, "It's not troublesome. One or two people can do it. I heard about it yesterday, but I didn't see anyone. The child is really painful. What do you want for lunch?"

How could Lu You dare to order by himself, so he could only say that it was convenient for Mrs. Wu, but Mrs. Wu knew that Tu Qianmo was very strict with them, so she didn't talk much, but Liu Jie said to Lu You, "Just tell me what you want to eat. The teacher ordered it in the morning, and cook according to your taste at noon."

Lu You was really overwhelmed by the flattery, he didn't even dare to say it, and after a long time, he finally said that lettuce is very good.Both Liu Jie and Mrs. Wu thought he was sensible, and two handfuls of oily lettuce were still lying in the bag in Mrs. Wu's hand.Of course Liu Jie felt that Lu You had wronged him too much, but now he couldn't force him to say anything else, and Wu Sao was not vague, so she did it immediately.

Lu Youzhi waited for Aunt Wu to enter the kitchen before remembering what Tu Qianmo said in the morning, in addition to the additional 10 strokes of the rattan cane, there was also an extra [-] minutes before meals every day, so he had to go back.

Seeing him re-entering, Tu Qianmo thought to himself, this kid has a pretty good memory, so he was fined another 10 minutes.Lu You put the blanket and took off his pants again, he didn't know what he was doing.It's not a fountain, but it needs to be displayed at a specific time.

Mrs. Wu's cooking skills are good, even if it's not really her favorite dish, Lu You can eat it very comfortably.He knew that Tu Qianmo was someone who would enjoy himself, and living in a Tu's house was much better than living in a basement.The room does not need to be crowded with others, the air conditioner is always the most suitable temperature, and the food and clothing are not bad. Apart from being beaten and punished at any time, there seems to be nothing wrong with it.But for some reason, he still misses his home so much, his and Lu Jia's home.Think about that, the Lu family doesn't welcome him.

However, Lu Jia no longer has a home.The only thing was a floor bedding in the second bedroom, not even the bedding was his, and Lu You gave him a snooker club.

Er Tiao wrung water from a towel in the toilet and threw it to Lu Jia, Lu Jia took it and wiped his face.

Er Tiao said, "My father has gone in a sports car, and my mother probably won't be back, so you can make do with it first."

"Yeah." Lu Jia nodded, "My brother will come after four o'clock, so don't tell him about the house."

"Fuck his father!" Ertiao answered casually.

"Fuck your mother!" Lu Jia threw back.

"It's such a big chew! You and him are not the same father! Just do it!" Er Tiao's speech is not very clean, which is also the style of their group.

Lu Jia was speechless for a while, and Er Tiao put his hands across his neck, "Think I'm wrong! Do it!"

Lu Jia knocked his hand off, "It's all right!"

"I'll go to my grandma's place to bring the wire bed. He'll come at four o'clock, it's still early, you can come over and help me, let you sleep on the same bed and I can do it for you! We are all men, so what are you afraid of!" Er Tiao complained, then The steel wire bed was carried by my grandfather from the factory when rumors spread about the earthquake. It has been many years, and I don’t know if I can still sleep on it.

"I'm afraid I'll fuck you!" Lu Jia's temper was obviously not very good.

"I'm afraid of you!" Ertiao repacked the towels and went to wash them again, "The water is almost ready, you wash it, and go to the fucking bad luck. Hey, I heard that in Xinghai, people take hot water bottles when they pee. Cover your kidneys, is it true or not?"

"Hanhai!" Lu Jia really has nothing to do with this brainless brother. Hanhai is a very famous entertainment venue in N City. It is said that it is the industry of Fengtan.

"Fuck!" Cursed, Er Tiao pulled some more clothes and threw them on the bed, and looked at Lu Jia's snooker cue box on the bedside with disgust, "You don't even bring any fucking clothes with you What the fuck!"

Lu Jia glared at him, and didn't say anything, Er Tiao scolded, "You're so burned! Turn around, that little bastard of yours is here—"

"Keep your mouth clean!" Lu Jia's face was too ugly.

"The dung beetle thinks the dung pond is an eyesore! You can't scold me!" After saying this, Lu Jia looked really angry, and said, "Come on, the water is ready!"

Without saying a word, Lu Jia took off his own clothes, leaving only a pair of boxers in, kicked the other pair casually, and kicked the toilet door shut, then put the arranged clothes in a plastic bag and wrapped them around the handle of the toilet door. By the way, I knocked on it, and there was already the sound of water inside, and Lu Jia roared, "Got it!"

Although Lu Jia kept refusing, Ertiao went to his grandma's house alone and brought back the wire bed. It wasn't too thick, but it was enough for a boy like them.

Lu Jia stubbed out the cigarette, and Er Tiao re-passed one over, but he didn't light it up. Then, Lu You called. As expected, Lu Jia didn't let him in, but asked him to wait in Er Tiao's yard. mouth.

There were still finger marks on Lu You's face.Even though he tried his best to apply thick lotion, hoping to reduce the swelling quickly, it still just didn't look so scary.

Lu Jia is not Mrs. Wu, he couldn't help but look at his younger brother's face with overlapping slap marks, and when he was walking, he said that the child looked very painful, but he didn't allow himself to To say something of concern, as if I am sorry for my dead father and myself, "It seems that this cat next to the pillow is not easy to be. Selling your ass is risky, and you need to be cautious when entering the industry." Lu Jia smacked hard Smoke, smoke rings are not beautiful, that is not their patent.

The elder brother's expression was still so cold, and his words were still so fierce, but it seemed that his injury was not serious, Lu You was a little relieved, he hung his head, not knowing what to say.

He is not having a good time.Even though it was only seen a few days ago, but, now, it's even worse.

Lu Jia clenched his hands tightly, and the sparks on the cigarette butt were wiped out in his hands.That is too common, Lu You will not notice.Just like, he stared at Lu You so unscrupulously, and it would only make Lu You feel that he spared no effort to despise him. This is also a very common thing, and no one would doubt it.Lu Jia's gaze still did not restrain himself, Lu You lowered his head, always in such a manner that he would not even be wronged or defended, he seemed to be used to seeing him like this, so Lu Jia was not afraid that Lu You would suddenly raise his head.

He is not having a good time, Lu Jia said to himself, he can feel those hidden emotions.He knew that Lu You didn't feel bad about being excluded and calculated when he first entered Kadi, but that it was really bad, not even because of his injury, he was his elder brother, he could see, "The gold master If you don't like it, just switch to another family. It's so cheap to be beaten!" Even though he has been scolded so many ugly words, Lu You still can't stand this cheap word, and his long eyelashes trembled. The tear mole on the eye gave the whole person a pitiful look, Lu Jia didn't know why, and suddenly became irritable, "I'm addicted to selling, aren't you, even hooking up with my brother!"

"I didn't!" Lu You was really wronged.

Lu Jia glanced at him, "You've seen it, I'm not missing any arms or legs, go back. Even if you keep acting like this, I'm not interested in rabbits either."

"I'm not a rabbit." Lu You said in a low voice.

"You are Master Rabbit!" Er Tiao had already arrived at some point, "Let's go." He put his hand on Lu Jia's shoulder, and took Lu Jia away with the most common posture of a gangster hooking his shoulders and back. He still wanted to say something to Lu You, but finally he didn't look back.

He is a little uncomfortable.

He will definitely not stay in this city anymore.Now hurry up and gather a few more rounds, get some money, and when Er Tiao's father comes back in a sports car, Er Tiao's mother should also move out of another man's house. At that time, if he doesn't leave, he should go.

In fact, he didn't want to take one last look at Lu You before leaving, and what was left to him was this sentence.