Deficit

"Say, the mistakes you said—" Lu You stopped and stopped, pressing his forehead firmly, "I'm sorry." It was another day, and the recording was still not going well. Lu You didn't know what was wrong with him. You know what you are worried about.He nods to the pottery on the console over there, all over again.

"Say, those mistakes you said, miss, procrastinate, wait until the maple leaves are dyed, dodge—" Lu You stopped again, and repeated the third time, still only able to sing the first few lines, he cleared his throat several times , took a few sips of water, stood in front of the microphone and took a few deep breaths, and finally made another gesture with Tao Yi.

"Duo——" He sang the wrong word as soon as he opened his mouth, Lu You clenched his fist and smashed it in the air, and started again, "Say, what you said is wrong, I missed it. Drag, wait until the maple leaves are dyed , dodge. In the village we walked through, you and him were locked with concentric locks, rusty and mottled, who is more lonely than the other. I am just a latecomer in a daze..." Lu You stopped again, "I'm sorry."

Tao Yi came over and patted Lu You on the shoulder, "Try to finish singing, you always stop and it's hard to finish singing. In fact, you performed well today, much better than yesterday."

Lu You nodded and started again, "Say, what you said is wrong, miss it. Drag, wait until the maple leaves are dyed, dodge. The sling we climbed, you and him are hung with concentric locks, rusty and mottled, who is with you?" Who remembers it. I am just a latecomer in a daze, and I have also heard that there are twists and turns between you, good and bad, how reluctant you are, please don’t use me as a memorial to your last passer-by. I am just a latecomer for no reason, and I know There is only one corner left in love, who has never loved before, left but still be the next one. Say, I said those mistakes, respond to them. Drag, wait for the cherry blossoms to cluster into flowers, whirling. The cable car we took, you We touched shoulders and sang songs, and the old paper said, who is more lonely than the other. I am just a latecomer in a daze, and I have also heard that there are twists and turns between you. Pay homage to your last passerby. I am just a latecomer for no reason, and I also know that there is only one corner left in love. Whoever passes by who has never loved before will inevitably become someone else's next. Sing it into a serious illness, lest I be at a loss for no reason, hold my hand, and talk to Zicheng." Lu You managed to finish singing this song, but it seemed that it was more uncomfortable than not singing.

The sound engineer on the side sighed, "I clearly said that it would be a big deal to be someone else's next, but I still have to hold my hand in my dream. I don't know how lonely this lyrics writer is."

Lu You said softly, "There is no other way. Originally, the elder brother meant to delete the last line. After singing, you will inevitably be the next one of others, and you will sing along who can hold your hand and talk to Zicheng. But The person who wrote the lyrics said that if you want to delete it, the song will not be sold. I sang it a few times at first, and felt that the big brother changed it more smoothly, but later, I gradually felt that the saddest part of the song Just to prevent me from being at a loss for no reason, so that holding Zi's hand and Zi Cheng's theory are just a dream."

"You are very touched by this song." Tao Yi asked.

Lu You was silent for a long time, and finally did not shake his head.Tao Yi is such an outstanding musician, all his feelings are in the song, how could he not hear it.After all, Tao Yi is a very measured person. After such an abrupt offense, he quickly said, "In fact, sometimes it is not necessarily a good thing to sing a certain song with too much emotion. Emotions need to be restrained. If emotions are too strong, it is to vent. This is also a disrespect for good songs. Everyone has encountered this kind of problem, but it is also because of this that music can move people, why don’t you try it again, and try to sing from the perspective of a storyteller.”

Lu You nodded slightly, but it was too difficult after trying several times.Waiting for Tu Qianmo to pick him up was still unsatisfactory.He was not in a good mood, so Tu Qianmo was more and more willing to coax him, drove him back to comfort him all the way, and even said that he would give him a surprise when he arrived at the door.Lu You laughed cooperatively, but was shocked from ear to ear when Tu Qianmo opened the door.It’s still early night in July, the heavy curtains cover the tall windows, the low-key and elegant saxophone played by the old record player, the wide glass table, the high back chair with beautiful cushions, red wine, fruit plate, clear water Candlestick, a kind of warm ambiguity flows in the whole air, candlelight dinner.

Tu Qianmo helped Lu You pull the chair away in a gentlemanly manner, and Lu You said a word in a very unpleasant way, "It's better to wash your hands and change your clothes first."

The expression on Teacher Tu's face was so pretty, he was startled for a while, then nodded, "Okay."

Lu You felt that he was really bad.When Tu Qianmo looked at him sitting across the large table in a formal suit, he lowered his head, "This is already my most expensive suit." Moreover, it was a gift from Tu Qianmo.

Tu Qianmo smiled and came over to undress him, and took off his tie, "It doesn't need to be so formal. But, you look good like this."

Lu You was embarrassed.Tu Qianmo sat down opposite him and raised his wine glass. Based on the etiquette knowledge Lu You had been taught, he could see that Tu Qianmo's actions were standard and regulated. Tu Qianmo smiled, "In order to make the taste better, I Didn't use a decanter on purpose today. Try."

Lu You took a sip lightly, his half-year knowledge told him that this wine was expensive, but at such a moment, no one would be stupid enough to complain, but holding it like this felt stiff, even the taste Very good caviar and not willing to eat more.

"Let's try the soup." Tu Qianmo sincerely invited.

Lu You is not used to the taste of oxtail clear soup, so it is hard for him to understand how delicious it is, but the oxtail ham soup stewed by his father when he was a child can drink several large bowls at a time.Therefore, Lu You just had a small drink, then the side dishes, picked up some loaf of bread, and then the main course, the steak that can never be full, and he had to keep his knives and forks clean and elegant, Lu You felt Every time I clinked glasses with Tu Qianmo, I felt restless. When I was cutting the steak, I knocked over the wine glass because I was thinking about other things. The glass broke under my feet, and half of the wine poured on the curtain. Mo Hezhi, "What should I do if I catch my hand!" This kind of scene that often appears in TV dramas happened to him, and Lu You was a little at a loss.Tu Qianmo packed everything up and asked him to sit aside a little, "Let's take down the curtains and change them later, what's wrong, are you restless?"

Lu You looked at Tu Qianmo and smiled apologetically, "I still haven't finished recording today's song."

Tu Qianmo said, "It's okay, take your time. You've already recorded ten songs in a row these days. Too easy success is always accompanied by crisis. I think it's better to have a little setback now."

Lu You nodded lightly, casually picked up the wine that Tu Qianmo had poured just now, raised his head and took a big sip, but then coughed and vomited on the ground again.Tu Qianmo came to clean up again, Lu You suddenly couldn't control the man squatting on the ground, he was obviously a high-ranking person, but he was willing to make such compromises, he knew nothing and had nothing, he deserved it on him?Is it like not worthy of a fine candlelight dinner?He suddenly hugged Tu Qianmo's neck, "Shall we not eat this?"

There was a smile in Tu Qianmo's voice, "Okay. I just thought, we haven't had a candlelight dinner together yet. But whatever you like is fine."

"Why are you so kind to me?" Lu You murmured.

Tu Qianmo's shoulders tightened, and he stood up after wiping it clean, "Because I don't know how long I can last as a good lover, I think, as long as I can last, I will give it to you." Love at its best."

Lu You was sure that what he said was the truth, but the truth, usually, was too harsh.It turns out that it's just a relationship with a shelf life. During the shelf life, you can get whatever you want, and you won't wait when it expires.And when it expires, I have no qualifications to decide at all.Lu You smiled, isn't this determined from the beginning, "I'm willing to give it a try, limited to the time we are together, don't treat you as M, and don't play molesting games with anyone, until we can accept Until the other party." The time we spend together is limited until we can accept each other.Until I can accept each other, until I am melted by your tenderness, and accept your indulgent lifestyle?If the exquisite and caring service of the candlelight dinner is part of this sensuality, then I would rather not.

Tu Qianmo looked at Lu You, "You're overthinking again. We've had a great time these days. I know your temper won't lie to you, but you can't just hide everything. You don't want to eat Western food It's okay, you can have some dessert first, and I'll get you some noodles. Let's eat beef noodles with candles, isn't it also very good?"

Lu You grabbed Tu Qianmo's arm, Tu Qianmo looked at him, "What's wrong?"

"Don't be so nice to me, so nice, I always feel unsafe." He is very happy these days, but these days he is too insecure, Tu Qianmo's change is too fast, he becomes like another person, he Every step of the way is like holding a love tutorial, not to the landing by this real person.Lu You knew that he was afraid, he had already begun to be greedy, and he didn't even dare to sing "Later".

Tu Qianmo said, "How come. In this game, the two of us are equal."

Lu You was taken aback, the game.

Tu Qianmo knew he had made a slip of the tongue, "Thinking about it again, I didn't mean that, what I said was that the attitude of two people together should be relaxed and casual."

"Is it easy and casual for the teacher to be with someone?" Lu You asked.

Tu Qianmo was a little impatient, why he could never explain clearly, "I know that two people have responsibilities and obligations when communicating with each other, and I will try my best to abide by our agreement. Xiaoyou, can you put away your sensitivity a little bit, always It’s very hard to treat people with a defensive attitude.”

"Did I treat the teacher with a defensive attitude, or did the teacher regard me as a relationship experience at all? It's like you treat your second senior brother, Jiang Meisheng, Jiang Jianxun, and many people as your game, but it's different. the same way.”

"How can you compare with Tong Tong! How can they compare with Tong Tong!" Tu Qianmo was furious.

"Yes, they can't compare with Second Senior Brother, what about me? I can't either, and I'm not qualified to be compared. I've been thinking about it, saying that you love Second Senior Brother like that, and every time you pass by the attic, you will be in a daze for a long time How can I, Lu Youhe De, be so favored by you, so I am not even qualified to be a substitute, just play the same game as your slave pets!" Lu You also went crazy.

Tu Qianmo was so angry that he waved his hand, and the expensive Lafite was swung down from the wine rack, "Can you stop being unreasonable! I have worked hard these days to achieve your goal, why do you never know how to be satisfied!"

Lu You clenched his fists, "Yes, I'm really not satisfied. I haven't been satisfied since the moment you only allowed me to call you teacher. I only ask one question today. In your heart, Meng Tongtong and I—— "

Tu Qianmo was stunned, "I really don't understand why you have to ask this question. You also said that I love you so much, and he has only been gone for a year. If I forget him in just one year, little Because, you will also feel that such a person is not worth relying on."

At this moment, Lu You suddenly felt extremely strong. He raised his head high, like a proud and lonely crane, "What's the answer?"

"I didn't treat you and Meisheng Jianxun the same, I took our relationship very seriously—" Tu Qianmo was a little depressed.He looked carefully at Lu You's eyes. His shadow gradually overlapped with the appearance at the opening ceremony of "Han Zigao" that day. Sitting tall and high in plain clothes and silver armor, his eyes were naturally cold and cold, and such a conceited aloofness suddenly gave birth to a feeling This kind of cold air is like a lone pine in the snow, even if it is ruthless, it is moving.He finally admitted that it was already difficult for him to control him, "I can't help but love you, and I have an unforgettable love for him."

"I'm just a latecomer in a daze. I also heard that there are twists and turns between you, good and bad, how reluctant you are. Please don't use me as a memorial to your last passer-by. I'm just a latecomer for no reason, and I also know that love is endless. There is a corner left, and whoever has never loved before will inevitably become someone else's next. Life and death are bound together, and there are not many gatherings. Singing lovesickness into a serious illness with hands tied, lest I be at a loss for no reason, hold my hand, and become a child explain."

"Life and death are boundless, there are not many gatherings and separations, and you sing lovesickness into a serious illness with your hands tied. Thank you for being so frank with me, lest I be at a loss for no reason. Hold your hand and talk to Zicheng."

"Thank you for answering me so frankly, lest I be at a loss for no reason, hold Zi's hand, and talk to Zi Cheng."

……

That day, Lu You sang this song many times in the recording studio alone, and recorded it many times until Tao Yi came first the next morning.He lay down on the chair next to the console in a daze, and Tao Yi saw a mess. Later, many people came to the recording studio, and Lu You's unaccompanied a cappella kept playing. I have never seen a singer again, a cappella that made everyone shed tears.

Later, this a cappella "Later" topped the ranking list for 48 days, and "Brothers", "Half-screen Floating Life", "Pure Percentage" and "Edge" of the same album ranked second and fourth respectively. , Nine, and Ten places, Lu You's album of the same name "Lu You" became a miracle, "Hemerocallis Apartment" was released, and the ending song "Hemerocallis Oath" became popular in the streets and alleys. In the same year, Lu You won the best new artist of the three major music festivals, and the top ten Four golden songs were shortlisted, the status of the popular idol is stable, and the limelight is unparalleled for a while, but it is a pity that Tu Qianmo is already someone else's lover.

"Go to see Master Mu again." Luo Luo didn't understand Lu You's choice.Since Mu Chan was injured and Mu Jie Zhou returned, whoever tried his best to curry favor with Fourth Master Mu and avoid Mu Chan, Lu You rebelled against everyone and visited him many times.Mu Chan's recovery is to be explored every month, regardless of the paparazzi flashlight chasing and tabloid scribbles.

Mu Chan was injured.burn.

The night he left Tu Qianmo's house to go to the recording studio, Tu Qianmo knocked over the candlestick when he was drunk, and the candlelight ignited the red wine on the ground and burned the curtains. Qianmo tried her best to protect him, but she was burned to the second degree.That night, Tu Qianmo wanted to surprise him, so he sent Liu Jie away on purpose.Lu You couldn't imagine what would happen if Mu Chan didn't pass by, so even if Tu Qianmo and Mu Chan were together, he could only bless him.Blessings of being an outsider.

It turned out that I have always been a latecomer, a latecomer in a daze, and a latecomer for no reason.From Meng Tongtong to Mu Chan, they are all latecomers.

Now, listening to the twists and turns between them, now, I am willing to be the next passerby of someone I don’t know.