Deficit

Tonight, Lu You is still doing things according to the plan. After he followed the plan, he knew the benefits of having a plan in everything. When he went to the set the next day, he encountered many problems that he had carefully thought about last night. For one thing, even though it can't be said that he is completely confident when he goes on stage, he has a bit of confidence after all.He gradually got used to Xu Jietong's shooting habits, and got along very well with many senior lighting cameras. Today, he only has one scene with Zhao Puyang and extras, although there was a small accident because of an extra's mistake. Mistakes, but in the end it was successfully filmed.

Lu You looked at Xu Jietong and gave him a thumbs up, using such an ancient way of affirmation, somehow, his heart became warm all of a sudden, this was his first step, it was true, he stepped out.When Lu You was in the basement, he always thought about when he would become famous overnight and become a star.Before going to bed, I occasionally fantasize about a group of fans looking for his autograph, and it is even very specific. When he gets off the elevator, enthusiastic fans will take out a small book and rush over to push him back into the elevator. , he came out again and smiled with everyone.Or, as soon as you enter the restaurant and are ordering, the waiter says, you are Lu You.He wasted his most precious and youthful two years in Kadi, but now that he has really taken this step, he seems to feel that all this is so far away.Even, I dare not even think about it, I am so afraid that once I think about it, it will never come true again.

Lu You stayed on the set until he was the last one to finish work, and even helped the younger brother who carried the props to lift the mirror and so on.At first others didn't dare to make him busy, but Lu You didn't care.

Tu Qianmo still came in person today to pick up Lu You, and had a meal with Xu Jie. It was an appointment earlier. Thank him for taking care of Lu You. Of course, all the staff received another red envelope.

This time, Xu Jietong could see that the chief apprentice was more than just trying to praise Lu You. He heard that Lu You called Tu Qianmo his teacher and Zhao Puyang his senior brother. When he thought about it, he understood. Well, the title of this teacher is definitely not as simple as respect, I am afraid, it is really a master in the traditional sense.

The dinner was still very pleasant, so I asked him to thank Liu Jing and thank him for his care, and they went back to each other.In the car, Tu Qianmo said to Lu You, "Did you help move the props today?"

"En." Lu You responded in a low voice.

Tu Qianmo glanced at him, Lu You was afraid of being scolded by the teacher, but he didn't dare to explain too much, "Everyone is busy, I'm a newcomer, and I happen to have nothing to do."

Tu Qianmo said, "It's not a matter of whether you are free or not, this is not your job at all. The table is about to fall, you can go and help. But who made you troublesome."

Lu You lowered his head, "What the teacher taught is that Lu You will not dare in the future."

Seeing him like this, Tu Qianmo couldn't bear it, "It's not that I look down on the staff. No matter what occupation you are in, it is terrible to do things that are not your own. If you often help others, you will become a Of course, if you are busy occasionally and can no longer help, you will be said to be playing big cards. What's more, if you don't do well, what if something goes wrong? You are an artist, and if something goes wrong, the crew will not come to you, or even I won't tell you at all, but can you control what others say in private?"

Lu You lowered his head, "Yes."

Tu Qianmo glanced at him again, "It's right to be modest and prudent, but you shouldn't wrong yourself too much. Don't learn from your little senior brother and be a good person all day long. Even your little senior brother knows how to measure himself. In the past few years since his debut, who doesn't say that Zhao Puyang is the best to get along with without celebrity airs, but, have you ever seen your little brother help someone carry a mirror and set up a set?"

"Yes, Lu You knows." Lu You is really obedient now.

Tu Qianmo nodded, "Well, the work is finally over, and the strings in your heart should be loose. I didn't want to talk about you. This kid is usually quite smart. Why is he so careless now?"

Lu You had been scolded by Tu Qianmo so that his heart was depressed, but when he heard him call himself a child, for some reason, it seemed that he was really a child, so he only softly hummed in his throat. With a sound.

Tu Qianmo didn't speak, and after about five seconds, he heard him say again, "Xiao You remembered."

Tu Qianmo was really happy about this meeting, "Just remember it, and be obedient if you remember it."

"Yeah." When Lu You agreed, he thought about being obedient, but in the end, he didn't.

When he stood under the spotlight and said such a silly line for the second time, although he was smiling on his face, he was more sad than anyone else in his heart.

Mother Lu applauded beside her and said, "Xiao Yi'er, that's right, let's do it again."

Lu Youqiang pulled out a smiling face, "Successful foot bath, success, starts from the feet."

"You kid, I'm not touting you for brother Hou's sake, you're born to be a star." When the shooting was over, the photographer said to Sun Yindi.

Lu You just turned his head, "Mom, I only took an afternoon off with my teacher, and I'm going back."

"Why, don't you have a meal with mom?" Sun Yindi asked him.

"No." Lu You felt uncomfortable.

"How about, look, can we have a look at the samples?" Sun Yindi asked the photographer.

The photographer readily agreed.Lu You clenched his hands tightly, "Mom, the teacher is really going to be angry for being late, I'm leaving."

"Goodbye, Mom." Lu You ran out, so he didn't hear that Uncle Hou muttering behind him, "What the hell!"

Brother Sun Yin looked up at Hou Zhenguo, and Hou Zhenguo watched the clip with him, "Don't tell me, your precious son is really a waiter. Look, he washes feet very professionally."

Sun Yindi picked up his bag and left, Hou Zhenguo cursed something in his heart, and then chased him out, "Xiaodi, Xiaodi——"

Sun Yindi deliberately slowed down his pace and waited for him to catch up to accompany the smiling face. After a while, he said, "Is your news true? He really wants to play the "Evening Photo" of the drowned ghost?"

"Of course. He is Tu Qianmo now. Do you know that Tu Qianmo is a newcomer favored by Director Kadi. He filmed Zhao Puyang's MTV when he debuted. I heard that Tu Qianmo personally picked him up and delivered water and meals. Hey , your son, just like you, is really a stunner who makes men drunk and dreamy."

Sun Yindi turned around, "Have you had enough?"

Hou Zhenguo smiled, "Enough is enough. What do you want to eat tonight, Thai food?"

Sun Yindi remained silent, Hou Zhenxing took her by the waist and led him into the uncreative Daben, "I know why you're throwing face at me, don't worry, you just want Kairui's shares—"

Brother Sun Yin raised his eyes and looked at him with pretty eyes. His expression was like that of a [-]-year-old girl. When she said this, she sighed softly, "Who said I want Kairui? What do you want in my heart? Do not you know?"

Hou Zhenguo slammed on the brakes hard, but Sun Yindi already knew it, so he still sat as firmly as a mountain, "It's hard for you, Zhen Guo, just pretend I didn't say anything."

Hou Zhenguo firmly held the steering wheel, "Don't worry, Xiaodi. Sooner or later, you will be Karry's boss."

Sun Yindi just lowered his head, "This time, about investing in "32 Women", she made you unhappy again."

Hou Zhenguo drove the car again, and Sun Yindi said, "I don't ask about your business. Is the Thai food the same as last time?"

When Lu You returned home, Tu Qianmo looked at him, "Why did you come back?"

"Oh. I went out to spend more time with my mother. Didn't the teacher say that I would join the "Rhino Horn" training class tomorrow morning?" Originally, Tu Qianmo wanted him to rest for a day and then go there in the afternoon, but Lu You said he would Accompanying Sun Yindi, Tu Qianmo knew his life experience, and it was not easy for him, so he was granted another afternoon of leave.

However, the better Tu Qianmo treated him, the more he felt sorry for Tu Qianmo.Therefore, even the teacher dared not face it, so he hurried back to his room.He didn't want to shoot that commercial, he really didn't want to, but how could he bear what his mother said.

"I know, I've never raised you, and it's only right that you refuse to help me."

"It's just a blame. I gave birth to you in October, and I didn't fulfill my responsibility to take care of you."

"My heart, you don't have to take it to heart, I beg you, you can only beg, beg a stranger."

What he couldn't stand the most was the sentence, "At the beginning I asked you to enter the entertainment circle, but you refused to die, but when something happened to Lu Jia's father, you agreed, and you couldn't even beat him away. Little Yi, we I know, you have always looked down on me in your heart, and since you look down on me, you will never have to pay attention to me as a mother. You have a bright future for you, how can a woman like me who is easygoing and shameless have the right to be regarded as a mother? "

"How can a woman like me, who is easygoing and shameless, have the right to be regarded as a mother?"

"How can I be qualified to be regarded as a mother."

Brother Sun Yindi's words were like a knife, piercing directly into Lu You's heart. Brother Sun Yindi had never taken care of him, but no matter what, she was pregnant in October and gave birth to Lu You. A man who is useless but can definitely take care of him and take responsibility.

Lu Jia's father has a bad temper and doesn't have much money, but Sun Yindi is sure that she can leave with peace of mind.

She was not a peaceful woman by nature, and Lu Jia's father couldn't keep her, but who could really keep her?

Hou Zhenguo, of course, is even more impossible.

Any man, to Sun Yindi, is just a springboard. Any man, Lu You, is also a man.

It's just that she has some affection for her son after all, knowing that such an advertisement will make him completely irreparable, she can't do such a thing, no matter how ruthless she is, no matter how stupid she is, after all, Lu You was pregnant in October born.Tu Qianmo, Sun Yindi laughed when he thought of this.Hou Jianguo, you see me too simply. If I don't even know about Tu Qianmo, can I play this hand with you?

At night, Lu You knelt in front of the mirror and cried.

He took off his trousers, looked at himself in the mirror, and cried until he was in a daze. He slapped the mirror desperately, until his hands were red and red, and the wall mirror was also rumbling.

He had never seen himself so shameless, even when he took off his pants and climbed onto Tu Qianmo's bed, he had never been so shameless.

He knew that what he squandered was not only his acting life, but also the future that Tu Qianmo worked so hard to plan for him.

How he agreed, he didn't know, he didn't know at all, but at that moment, with a single thought, he agreed.As an artist who has signed a contract with Kadi, he can fully imagine the consequences of his actions, but he faces it so cruelly.

Is it—

Lu You didn't dare to think about the possibility he thought of, he didn't dare to think about it, he didn't dare to face it, he had already become such a calculating person, but, what am I like?

Lu You looked at himself in the mirror, still with picturesque eyebrows, but, or, if Brother Nan saw him now, he would definitely say four words, demon without qualification, demon without qualification.

Lu You thought of that horrible possibility, his feet went limp, and he fell to the ground suddenly, his ears were buzzing, and his head was like all the scars, Lu You, why did you do this, Lu You, Why are you so stupid to do this.

However, there was such a crazy idea in his heart, maybe he wasn't stupid, he was just—

It's just that, he doesn't want to believe it.

Successful foot tub, success starts from the feet.

start your mom!

Lu You punched the mirror hard.

My own face in the mirror is distorted, completely distorted.He has seen countless people be amazed by his appearance, but now, he feels that he is so ugly, extremely ugly.Just now at least he was a bit of a ghost, but now, he is simply the ugliest and most disgusting ugly monster in the world!

He asked himself, "Lu You, are you really for your mother?"

"Lu You, are you really for your mother?"

When Lu Jia was very young, he took him with him, and he asked why he didn't have a mother.

Lu Jia said, Mom has gone to heaven.

Lu You looked at the sky, "Will Mommy fall?"

"No." Lu Jia said.

"That's good." The little Lu You breathed a sigh of relief, "It's so high, if it falls, it will definitely hurt a lot."

Later, others would ask him, "Lu You, where is your mother?"

He would say, Mom has gone to heaven.

"Miss mom?"

"think."

"Then let mom come and see you, okay?"

The young Lu You thought about this question for a long time, and finally he said, "I don't want it anymore."

"Why?"

"The sky is so high, my mother must be very tired from walking, I want to grow taller quickly, learn more skills, and when I can sit on the burning spaceship on my butt, I can go up to find my mother."

Lu You wiped away his tears little by little until the tears stung the scar on his palm so painfully. He raised his hand and saw that it was broken. He didn't know when it was broken.

The "Plan" was wet, and the handwriting was so wet that I couldn't see it.

Lu You blankly stretched out his hand to pick it up, but the paper was too soft from tears and couldn't pick it up.

Lu You wiped his face, propped up his sore knees, and fell down again. Finally, he stood up against the wall. He thought, pull two new pieces of letter paper, and write another one. The teacher knows about such a tattered thing. , will definitely be angry.

The teacher will be angry if he finds out.

Everything about him in the mirror is hazy, Lu You, do you really care if the teacher knows?

If you care about the teacher knowing, how can you do such a thing!

Or, you just want to know how much the teacher really cares.

Lu You trembled.

He was too weak, he knew that his whole body was soft, even his fists were limp, he pushed out step by step against the wall, but when he opened the door, he was stunned.

Only a thousand inks.

"Old, old, teacher." Lu You even tied his tongue.

Tu Qianmo looked at him, "I've been standing here waiting for you for 10 minutes."